Rip my heart out | By : Agent182 Category: Dragon Ball Z > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1540 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“I do care! Vegeta you’re not thinking clearly! Listen to me!” I was through listening to your lies! My teeth bared as I dug my nails into your chest- my ki rose as I dug deeper. You fought under me- your pain was heard loud and clear. And your ki rose as well . . . but you couldn't do anything. You were defenseless and I was the all powerful Prince of Sayians.
For several weeks my mind told me to take what I want . . . rip it from him . . . but I'm not like that bastard Frieza . . . I will not lower myself to his level. I will not become a monster.
My nails broke through what was left of your ribs and your breathing hitched as my fingers grasped a hold of the large muscle. Realization finally hit you across the face full force as I gripped your heart. All color drained from your face as your tears stopped and your mouth moved in a silent plea. Those lips . . . that I wanted to kiss for so long . . .
I squeezed.
You screamed as your blood was shoved through your veins all at once- causing pain to flare and your heart to miss its intended beats.
Agony is written across your face and for a moment there . . . I almost stopped what I was doing. I’ve never seen you like this, your face reddened from crying… deep creases on your forehead, your eyes screwed shut tightly….
At one time I would pay to see such pain adjourn your angelic features. But now . . .
Now . . .
NOW! I'm going to rip your fucking heart out!!!
And with that I squeezed harder, more cries coming from you and those pleas that wouldn't stop.
I'll make them stop!
I jerked my arm forward and it still beat in my hand. Your heart . . . something I wished to hold for so long . . .
And now, I have it in my hand, but it's not exactly the way I imagined.
I imagined you and me- together forever . . . but as I look at your blank eyes, I see that it isn't going to happen. It will never happen.
EVER!
Your heart has already stopped beating and grew cold as it fell from my hand and rolled across the floor to halt at your unmoving shoulder.
I stayed silent as I watch your body. Hoping your bright eyes will blink and that huge grin of yours will appear.
But it doesn't
And it won't.
. . . what have I done . . .?
I stood up. My eyes not dwelling on your corpse any longer as I move into the small kitchen of your home.
If I cannot be with you . . . there is no point in living!
I flung open the silverware drawer and the contents were sent across the floor. I grasped for the sharpest one- a wooden handled knife.
Oh god . . . what was I thinking? I wasn't thinking! I did what I knew! Oh god . . . My eyes are wide with terror. Kakkarot what have I done to you?
I brought the cold blade to my wrist and with a pull my life spilled free of the wound and poured . . . it fell to the ground as I moved to the other, the pain . . . it was all in my heart . . . I HAVE NO FUCKING HEART!
Look what I did to you!
My tears began to mix with the dark crimson as I sawed deeper into my flesh cutting open all of the veins.
I let it flow freely from my body and the pain slowly faded. Faded into nothingness. Fading to black and I plummeted through it. Letting it engulf me.
And you and I . . . we will be together . . . won't we . . .
WON'T WE?
A/N: I hope you enjoyed it. I loved writing it! Reviews are appreciated! Thanks for reading.
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