Revisiting Yesterday | By : WickedInnuendo Category: Dragon Ball Z > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1850 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Disclaimer: Nope…not mine, as much as I wished I owned
the Bishounen of DBZ especially Mirai Trunks, well sadly they’re not mine
unless you count the 53 action figures…err…that’s besides the point, but um,
Dragonball/Z/GT belongs to Akira Toriyama, Toei
Animation, Funimation and others…Nope, not mine.
Special thanks to dbz
obsessed for beta-ing ^_^
Revisiting Yesterday
Prologue – Love Is
By: Ember Maxximus
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Love
is not black, nor white. Love has no prejudices. Love knows no
boundaries. Love knows no
discrimination. Love is blind. Love is beautiful. Love can hurt. Love can hurt
more than any imaginable pain, leaving an all-consuming empty void in its
wake. That, love can do. I am love’s witness.
He
was the sun, the air, the moon; he was a friend, a teacher, and a
confidant. He was my world; he was my
everything. We. And when I speak of we,
I speak of people and of society. We take things for granted; the sun, the
air the moon…love. Not knowing today
could be the last, not appreciating all of life’s simple joys. What if?
What if tomorrow were to arrive without the golden chariot of the
blazing sun or the life enabling oxygen in tow? We would cease to
exist. I would slowly dwindle into oblivion; fade into nothingness.
For
nearly twenty years, I’ve been fading and I’ve been dwindling. Almost twenty years have gone by since his
death and not a single day passes that I do not think of him; his tousled black
hair, friendly coal eyes, and gentle soul.
The world is a
better place because of his guidance, intervention, and his love. Jinzounugen Junana-gou and Juhachi-gou are
destroyed. They were terminated a
decade ago by my own hands and now Chikyuu is slowly, but surely returning to
her former glory. Mom always had faith
the planet would flourish again, I wish she were here to witness her dreams
turned reality, to see the fruits of her labor. The price, a terrible price to pay, paid in the blood of
Chikyuu’s finest warriors. Her time
machine made it possible for me to gain the strength to change the world and
create a better way of life, where we could live without fear and strive for
love and happiness.
Love. Happiness.
Over the years, those two words have slowly been weaned from my
vocabulary. He was my love, my
happiness and as time fades, my sentiment does as well. I would give anything to see him once more; Gohan, to have him back for just ten minutes would
be a joyous event. I truly miss
him. My greatest regret is not being
able to bid him goodbye properly, before he was so abruptly stolen from my
life. I would do anything to embrace
him farewell, to hold him in my arms and imprint his forgotten scent into my
memories, but this wishful thinking is only that and could never be.
I loved
him. I still love him. I never fully realized the depths my love
for him until after he was gone. His
death brought about a melancholy in me that has been my only companion since
his departure. From that instant things
changed, the sun never seemed to shine as bright. There was always a bitterness accompanying everything as if he
took a piece of my soul to the grave with him.
So, what does that mean, that I’m in love with a memory of a dead man, a
ghost? That my only joys derive from
fanciful reveries of pressing my cheek to his beating heart while tracing lazy
circles through the light path of dark hair on his chiseled stomach.
What does that
say about me? I live in a world null of
violence and humanity thrives in rebuilt cities. I live in a world where peace reigns supreme, and every man,
woman, and child has a roof overhead, hot meals, and clean water. I exist in an
ideal society. Capsules Corporation is
growing faster than ever, always the leader in technology. I’m revered as a hero. Believe it or not, there is actually a
global holiday named in my honor with fireworks and the whole nine yards. So, why am I so miserable?
I
took to the skies; it has been the norm for me as of late in vain efforts to
soothe my somnolent soul. If only I
could see him once more, to have a kindred spirit that understands me as man,
as a warrior; a kindred spirit that understands me as me. Is that too much to ask
for?yes"> Anything but the alternative, anything but this.
My
flight led me home, to the massive domed building of Capsule Corporation. Down the steps I walked to the laboratory
and to the time machine hidden beneath a dingy white covering. It would only take a few hours of
maintenance and preparation to rouse “Hope” from her decade long slumber. I could leave as early as sunrise. Then it is decided, my visit to yesterday is
only a day away.
~EM
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