Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind | By : Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 421 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Duo watches for a few moments in surprised as Heero packs even more of his clothes into a large suitcase laid out on their bed. Trying not to be deterred by the impromptu scene Duo puts on a bright grin, walking up behind his lover and embraces him. Heero finally pauses.
“ What’cha doin’ Heero? Movin’ out?” The Japanese boy shakes him off and continues packing, no answer forthcoming. Duo’s violet eyes narrow in annoyance. He thought they were working past Heero’s silence spells and grunted one-worded answers.
“ Heero….”
“ Yes.” Duo blinks as Heero turns, Perfect Soldier mask firmly in place. “ Relena is moving to a palace on Earth. As head of security….”
“ What the fuck?!” Duo explodes. “ When the hell were you gonna tell me?” Heero looks confused. Its here Duo notices his own luggage out and half packed.
“ What the fuck is goin’ on Yuy?” He growls.
“ You cannot afford this apartment by yourself and Relena has offered you a room…” Duo begins shaking his head in earnest.
“ Shut up! Just shut the fuck up right now!” The braided boy’s fists clench in rage. Heero was willing to move them, AGAIN, just cause the Princess was. The boxes hadn’t even been unpacked for this apartment. Duo shakes his head, Heero hadn’t even mentioned getting another place for themselves. They’d be staying in the palace, in separate rooms…
“ No.” Duo sighs, holding up a hand as Heero moves to speak. He hadn’t been prepared to tell his lover of the offer his boss and friend had presented him with. But this sudden change of plans in the works, without his consent, had him changing his mind.
“ Hilde just found out she’s pregnant. She’s offered me half of the salvage yard and full management decisions.” Duo tenses in apprehension as Heero merely blinks.
“ But that is on L2, you will be on Earth and will not be able to run…”
“ I will be able to run it because I will not be on Earth.” There’s silence as Heero’s deep sapphire eyes search his own.
“ But…I am head of security. I must be on Earth. It is impossible for me to go to L2.” Duo stares dumbfounded as Heero nods to himself in satisfaction. The braided boy calmly takes hold of Heero’s shoulders as he stares his lover in the eyes, trying to get through to him.
“ Heero, I can’t do this anymore. Its obvious to me now that I can’t compete with Relena and I refuse to live my life at her beck and call.” Heero steps away as Duo moves to embrace him. Violet eyes open wide in surprise.
‘ Heero, please don’t do this…’ Duo begs in his mind. ‘ For once, chose me…’
“ Relena requires my presence on Earth.” Duo stops at those words, feeling his heart breaking. In the end…Relena always came first.
“ I understand.” Heero sighs in relief as Duo moves to continue packing his belongings where his lover left off. They finish in silence, Heero almost smiling as he loads his bags and boxes into his car, he knows this is not very fair to his lover, but he‘d already planned on how to make it up to him. He turns to watch his love strap his stuff onto his bike, Lolita.
“ I will meet you at the dock. Our flight leaves 1800 hours.” Duo tucks his bangs back behind his ears as he situates his helmet.
“ I won’t be there.” He revs the engine before Heero can comprehend his words. “ I’m going to L2 and I’m not coming back. Don’t come lookin’ for me.” Heero watches almost detached as the young man skids out of their driveway and out of sight.
Five Years Later
The waiting room has a sobering affect on the normally exuberant young man. Perhaps it is the deep gray walls with little window light. But it is likely the people, each one clutching great armfuls of personal belongings, eyes hazy and lost in memories.
“ Duo Maxwell.” The man sighs, situating the box on his lap and grabbing the stuffed trash bag next to him.
“ Hello Mary, how are you this morning?” The young blonde before him smiles serenely, as if she’s found a peace no one else in humanity had been afforded. If Duo had been a bitter person he would have scoffed at her apparent use of narcotics. But he knew what it was like to be in love, that look caused more pain than bitterness for him.
“ I am very well Mr. Maxwell. Dr. Mierzwiak will see you now if you’ll just wait in here.” Opening a deep blue door into a small room with a table and two chairs the young man steps in with trepidation. “ Here, I’ll take those for you.” The girl wraps her own arm around the large box and takes the bag in her free hand. Duo shuffles into the room, the door closing behind him. Sighing he takes a seat, surprised when the door opens again not two minutes later.
“ Hello Duo, how are we feeling today?” The middle aged doctor moves about the small space, taking a recorder out of a nearby desk.
“ About as well as can be expected I suppose.” A tape comes out of the doctor’s pockets and pushed into the recording device. The older man looks deeply into Duo’s violet eyes, searching for some truth.
“ Are you ready for this?” Duo lets out an exasperated sigh, raking his long thin fingers through his tousled hair.
“ No actually I’m not.” He chuckles self depreciatively. “ But I don’t think I’ll ever be and I know I need this.” The doctor nods in understanding. He hits the recording button and a light flashes red.
“ Today is May 16th, the year AC 200 the time is 1500hours.” The man says gently into the machine. Turning to Duo he gives him a brief smile. “ Can you please state your name, age and reason for being here.” Duo takes a deep shuddering breath, but he knows there is really no way to go into this prepared.
“ My name is Duo Maxwell I’m twenty years old and as for why I’m here, its kind of complicated…”
“ That’s alright, many have suffered with their reasoning for being here. Just start with the basics and work your way from there.” With the reassurance Duo nods.
“ I am here today because something in my life needs to change. I no longer feel like I can go on so burdened, so empty…with so many memories.” The tears springing to his eyes he expected, but is still surprised to feel them run down his cheeks. “ I…I am here today to…” He shakes his head in irritation as his voice gives out. This is for the best. This is what he needs to do. Settling his resolve he takes another few breaths as Dr. Mierzwiak waits patiently. “ I have come here today to erase the memories that have kept me from moving on and living my life. I want to erase the memories of ever having being in love with Heero Yuy.”
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