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Change of Heart
By Shinigamiinochii
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: 1x2, 6x2,
unrequited R+1, mention of 3+4.
Warnings: PWP (it’s long, but
it’s still smutty), lemon, kink, bondage, BSDM, NCS (kind of), maybe squick depending on what you’re into, slight angst, bitchy Relena, language, toys, food sex, cross-dressing.
Note: I’ve been going through
my hentai and reading bitchy Relena
fics when this idea popped into my head. It’s got
tons of sex. Don’t let the NCS scare you, I promise things will turn out good.
Summary:
Relena wants Heero all for herself. However, she must
first deal with his best friend, Duo. Fed up with having Duo constantly in her
way, she makes a deal with her brother to get rid of Duo for good.
Prologue
Whoever said ‘it is better to have loved and lost, than to
never have loved at all’ was a complete and total asshole, Duo decided. It also
didn’t take all of the couples around him to make him realize how lonely he
was, though it sure wasn’t helping any. Everyday was the same: he got up, got
ready for work, ate a bland breakfast, fed his cat, went to work, came home to
an empty house, ate a bland dinner, watched tv, went
to bed. His weekends were the same except for work. Shiva, his cat, kept him
company, but it wasn’t the same. For an entire year after the war, he drifted
around aimlessly. Then, he joined the Preventers,
hoping that it would quenched his desire for purpose, but it made him feel even
more miserable as now he had to deal with his fellow pilots everyday. And here
was the proof right in front of him: he had gone to Trowa’s
office to deliver him reports Une wanted filed when
he found Trowa leaning against his desk with Quatre
practically on top of him, his tongue down Trowa’s
throat. Duo was hit with a painful throb of both sexual desire and loneliness.
It was bad enough to be partnered with Heero, whom he still loved and lusted
after, but to see his fellow pilots in romantic relationships was doing a
number on his self-esteem and libido. He had always known that Trowa and Quatre would end up together, but now Wufei had Sally, and Heero had Relena.
It was that last pairing that confused Duo. Heero had spent all of the war
complaining about the stubborn and obsessive girl, but now they were constantly
together. It hurt. The only thing that made that pain lessen was that Duo knew
as much as Heero was with Relena, Duo was Heero’s
best friend and there was nothing the blonde bitch could do about it. But
still, he longed for someone to love him like that. To look at him like he was
someone important and beautiful, but that was never going to happen. Yes, he
had his fair share of interested people, but no one he could connect with.
After living on the streets and fighting in the war, Duo found that he had a
very hard time connecting with and trusting other people. With the other Gundam pilots and comrades like Sally, Noin,
Hilde, and even Dorothy, it was easy. But anyone that
he hadn’t known during the war, he felt nothing for. He felt that none of them
could understand what he had been through. There was a time, a couple of months
ago, when he had just wanted to get laid. He wasn’t a virgin,
he had had to use sex as a weapon during the war and before that, on the
streets. No, he hadn’t been a prostitute, but sometimes the only way to get out
of certain sticky situations was through a bribe and when you were dirt poor,
your body was all you had. Duo regretted those moments more than anything,
feeling ashamed and dirt of his own body. True, he had been a child, but
really, it had been a very long time since he had considered himself a child.
But, a couple of months ago, he felt the need to be intimate, with anyone. He
went to a couple of clubs, but didn’t get too far. He felt cold inside,
undesirable and alone. He just couldn’t bring himself to seek anyone out, even
for a one-night stand. He was so immersed in his thoughts that he did not
notice Zechs standing behind him, staring at him.
“Duo, you ok?” Duo turned and blinked up at him. The older
man had grown even more since the war while Duo was still much the shortest Gundam pilot. He should have felt nervous being dwarfed by
his former enemy, but he felt no such thing. In the past year, he had been
paired with Zechs many times and found the ex-Oz
soldier a good person, He had changed a lot and had become a stable friend to
the pilots. Duo nodded, embarrassed. He closed Trowa’s door behind him so Zechs
wouldn’t see him and Quatre making out on the desk.
“Yeah, I just caught Trowa and
Quatre breaking the rules again.” Zechs smirked and
patted Duo on the shoulder, secretly admiring how Duo’s long legs looked in the
pants the Preventers made them wear.
“Rules are made to be broken. Haven’t you ever thought of
doing it here? Don’t you think that that would be exciting?” Duo blushed
slightly as an image of Heero bending his naked body over his wide desk burst
into his head. He shook off the thought, not quite as quickly as he wanted to,
as another pang of loneliness hit him as he realized that the fantasy was just
that, a fantasy.
“Yeah, I wish,” Duo grumbled, “I’m afraid romantic partners
have been coming up rather short for me.” Zechs raised
one white eyebrow.
“Duo Maxwell in a dry spell?” He
asked, unbelieving.
“Zechs, I haven’t gotten laid in
two years and it’s been four since I’ve actually enjoyed it,” Duo admitted. Zechs did the math on that, but wisely said nothing. If Duo
wanted to talk about the events of his sordid youth, he would. Still, he felt
sad for the younger boy, not only should sex be a joyous event, one as hot as
Duo should have a serious partner. With all that he had been through during the
war, he deserved someone to make him happy. Secretly, Zechs
wished that someone was him. Ever since the two had met starting to work for
the Preventers, Zechs had
been having very kinky fantasies about the Gundam
pilot. The idea of nailing someone that had once been his enemy, not to mention
four years younger and over a foot shorter than him, was strangely erotic.
Because of this, he often tried to not be alone with Duo lest he end up tying
up the younger boy and fucking his brains out to fulfill these fantasies. He
knew that Duo had a very intense thing for Heero, though the other boy was as
oblivious to this as anything else. Heero had also changed since the war, for
the better. He was more emotional and less goal oriented, though his behavior
was still far from normal and he was never social outside of the group of
pilots and close friends. When he met new people, he would often shut himself
off and act like the perfect soldier once more. Still, Zechs
was not jealous of Duo’s feelings for Heero, if anything, he felt sad that the
two of them seemed to be running circles around each other as he was sure that
Heero felt more for him than just friendship. It was in the way Heero looked at
his partner and bought him lunch and other things on ordinary days. And when it
was a special day, the antisocial boy went out of his way to make Duo as happy
as possible. Heero also seemed the most relaxed and open when Duo was around. Zechs blamed their current position of their relationship
on his meddlesome sister. Relena always seemed to
butt in at the worst times. Duo and Heero would be eating dinner in a
restaurant when she would just show up out of the blue and sit down with them. Zechs knew it frustrated Duo to no end, just as much as Duo
and Heero’s friendship frustrated Relena. Relena actually believed that Duo was a bad influence on
her ‘prince’. Zechs may be her brother, but even he
could see how obsessive and immature she was. Heero seemed oblivious to what
was really going on, though he did seem irritated as well when Relena would ruin their plans. He would go out with her
once a week to try to keep her from doing just that, but it seldom worked. Zechs could also see how little Heero enjoyed spending time
with Relena and thought that if things didn’t change, he might just have to do something about it. But,
after spending most of his life fighting and putting his life on hold for
revenge and battles, he felt selfish. If Heero and Relena
spending time together meant Zechs getting Duo to
himself, he would gladly put up with his sister’s fanaticism.
“In that case, would you mind me treating you to dinner?”
“Are you asking me out on a date?” Duo asked jokingly. Zechs felt that if Duo had asked seriously, he might have
blurted out the affirmative.
“Unless you have something planned…”
“Nah,” Duo said in slight disdain, “Heero’s got another
date with Relena tonight,” the brunette looked
disgusted, “so I’m gonna be
all alone tonight.” Zechs smiled.
“My sister can be a bitch, can’t she?” Duo smirked.
“You have no idea.”
End Prologue
I know, it’s a slow start for
a PWP, but in reality, I think this is gonna be a mix
of plot and smut, so I don’t really know what to call it. I love the thought of
Duo and Zechs together though it’s a pairing that not
many write on. Still, I’m a Heero/Duo lover at heart, so there’s gonna be that as well. Sorry if I offend any Relena lovers… oh, wait, no I don’t, I hate her! *lol* Anyway, if there’s some kink or sexual position or squicky, sexual thing you want to see in this fic, please tell me, my email’s thorperin@pmc.edu I will not, however, take
any pairing suggestions. It’s just gonna be Zechs and Heero nailing Duo the entire time, ‘cause Duo’s my favorite uke, that
will never change. I’m sorry for putting my other fics
on halt for awhile. Right now, I’m just trying to get as much out there as I
can and I wanted to start this before the idea fled my brain.
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