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Necessary Denial	By : YaoiSmutMaster Category: Fullmetal Alchemist > Yaoi - Male/Male > Ed/Al Views: 1471 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Necessary Denial

Roy gets up from his chair and walks
to the front of his desk. He looks shrewdly at Ed, every since they have been
able to bring Al forth from his metal prison, Ed had become distant to brother.

The fire alchemist has always had a
sneaky suspicion, that Ed�s devotion is much more powerful, then just brotherly
love. He cannot prove it without pushing Ed�s buttons to an extreme, but he
feels he has no choice.

�Al came by here the other day,� he
says. �Aren�t you happy he�s whole once more? From what he tells me, you seem
to loathe him now.�

Ed�s head snaps up, a look of confused
anger infuses his face.

�How can he say that? After all I went
through, all I�m willing to do again for him!�

Roy takes note of two things. First,
Ed looks like he is ready to sob! Second, his eyes are wide with emotion and
one emotion in particular, makes him say bingo.

�He is quite irresistible now isn�t
he?� He goads.

�What are you getting at? What the
fuck are you trying to say now?!�

�How far were you willing to go for AL
to be made whole?� He watches Ed intently, looking for other signs to prove his
theory.

He is not disappointed, not one bit.

�If it meant for me to perish, then I
was and still am willing to do so.� He stands resolutely in front of Roy. �It
was my fault after all, I still can�t forgive myself.�

�Hmmm, just as I thought,� stroking
his chin, Roy looks Ed in the eye. �Your hopelessly in love with him, your eyes
are full of it.�

Ed goes completely slack-jawed, his eyes
round with abject fear. Roy takes this as a �cat out of the bag� face.

�I�ve always thought of him as a
brother, that�s it!� He turns his back on Roy. �Nothing else to it, you don�t
know what you�re talking about Jackass!�

Roy does expect this denial, but Ed
already has given him the perfect fodder the flame.

�Your love for him is barely that!�
Using fake outrage, he storms behind the metal alchemist. �You could have cost
him his life, playing mad scientist with his body like that!�

Ed turns back to Roy in a rage; his
face contorts into an anger, which makes Roy think he went too far.

�Fuck you! My love for him is none of
your damn business!� He looks at Roy with that look again in his eyes. �My life
is his, no one else�s, just his.�

Roy decides to put his theory into
cement, making it a fact.

�I thought you said you only loved him
as a brother?�

Ed slumps down into a chair, he now
sees he fell easily into Roy�s little trap. He places
his head into his hands, trying to hold back tears of pain.

�Damn you to hell,� he says quietly.
�Can�t you understand, if I tell him how I really
feel, I will lose everything?�

He stands up and shakily makes his way
to the window. Staring at Al, who is collecting flowers, he continues to speak.

�He is everything, my heart, my
dreams, all that I love. He is connected to everything that is me.�

Before Roy can speak, Ed gives him a
look, letting him know to stay silent.

�I breathe through him, I feel him
with every movement of my muscles, every beat of my heart.� He walks up to Roy
now naked, all his feelings out on display.

�Damn you for throwing it in my face,
that my dream love will never come true!�

He grabs Roy by the collar shaking him
viciously, even Roy�s astounded by the strength of it.

�How sick you are to tease someone�s
soul!�

His head crashes into Roy�s chest, he
cannot help the mourning cries that escape.

�I hope that one day you know what it
feels like to love someone in every way possible! Knowing you can never have
them.�

Roy feels and looks contrite, it was
not his intention to cause Ed so much turmoil. He begins to rub Ed�s hair
soothingly.

�I can touch him, kiss him on his
forehead, and hug him tightly to my body. But if you tell him Roy, nothing will
come of it, nothing but my lost and bitterness.�

Ed looks up into Roy�s face, a mask of
agony, which makes Roy�s crumble for his young friend.

�My heart will shatter more, if I see
hatred in his eyes for me, because you didn�t keep my impossible desires from
him.�

Roy�s forehead touches the shorter man�s. He really wishes he could tell him he is wrong, but
he cannot.

�Alright Ed, your secret�s safe with
me.�
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