Mirrors | By : shinigamiinochi Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 699 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Mirrors
Author’s Notes: Tears of the
Wolf gave you Werewolves, Beyond the Looking Glass
gave you ghosts. Now, I give you Mirrors, quite possibly one of the most
disturbing things I’ve ever written. It was inspired by Fatal Frame 2, Goth,
Beyond Good and Evil, and, to an extent, Beyond the Looking Glass. It goes down
a darker path into human horror and not so much supernatural.
Pairings: 1x2, OC1x2, OC2x2,
1xR
Warnings: OC POV, Death, OOC,
AU, violence, gore, dark, NCS, language, lemon, blood play, disturbing content,
bastardized characters.
Summary: A story about
forbidden love and two boys who are obsessed with death. A dark secret has
brought Duo’s family closer than ever, but when it finally emerges, will it
tear them apart, or will he be able to understand the true meaning of love?
Teaser: Beyond Good and Evil
Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche once said that anything done
out of love is beyond good or evil. Heh, I guess I
can believe that. What is evil anyway? I’ve lived for seventeen years on this
forsaken country, and I still don’t know. But, I want everyone to know the
truth in this, Duo had nothing to do with it, ok? No, that’s not entirely true.
I guess you can say that he started the whole thing, but I was the one who
ended it. I only did it because I loved him. So, I guess that old Nietzsche was
right. It didn’t feel like something evil or bad. In fact, it was the best
thing I had ever felt in my life. I still remember that feeling… my heart
exploding… it was hard to breathe and my body felt like it was on fire.
I loved Duo from the moment I saw him. Ever
since then, my heart ceased to become my own. I would do anything for
him, to ease his pain, to stop his tears. I would cut off my own hand if it
meant that I would see him smile that special smile at me, the one that makes
your heart stop just with the thought that he could be smiling at you. He’s
quite beautiful, you know. I don’t mean that his long, chestnut hair shines
fiery in the fading light of day or that his amethyst eyes are like deep pools
of light you can just fall into or even that his body is like smooth cream,
delicious, sweet, and pale. Of course, all of these things are true, but Duo
Maxwell is like a mirror. When you look into his eyes, you’re looking into his
very soul. When he smiles, he’s happy, when he screams, he’s angry, and when he
cries, he’s sad. I never thought that I even had a soul before I met him, but
when I look into those eyes… I can see myself and I know… there’s something
worth looking at. But, when he isn’t there, it’s like I don’t exist.
I’d do anything for Duo. I once sat through a rainstorm to
get him a playstation. I have a scar on my wrist to
stop him from crying. I got the chicken pox and mono, all for him. But, when he
smiled at me, I never felt the pain, never felt the itches or the aches, just
because of him. They say it’s wrong for two boys to be in love, but I don’t
believe in any of that right or wrong shit. I believe in what I feel and I’ve
never felt evil, so how can I be wrong?
Duo once told me that there is something achingly beautiful
about a sharp knife, the way the light glints off of it, the way it reflects
everything, just like a mirror. Guns are so impersonal, he said, wam, bang, you’re done and where’s the fun in that? I have
to admit, knives do have a certain charm. They just scream ‘Duo’ to me. He was
the one who taught me about the pleasures of cutting, the pleasure of feeling
warm, of feeling truly alive. But I have to admit, it was me that took it to
the next level, and Duo was just as good of a student as he was a teacher.
No one loved another person like I love him. No one
understands love like we do. He loves me, too, you know. He’ll do anything for
me, I know that now. But I didn’t always know that. That was my first mistake,
not trusting his love for me, but now I know better. They say that some people
are destined to be together. Some people wonder about whether they’re
relationship is like that, but I never do. I know for a fact that we were
destined to be together. That’s just science. At one time, our souls were one.
We were one person, our thoughts, our souls, combined,
until an act of nature forced us apart, but we never were apart, not really.
They say that in our past lives, we were lovers. I don’t care about past lives, this one is enough for me. All I know is, I know him. I know him like I know how to breathe. What
other couple can say that, say that their thoughts are intertwined like the
wraps of a braid? See, some may think that they know their significant other,
but they never will, not really. Compared to the two of us… no love can come
close.
It was beyond good or evil. What I did, what we did, might
be considered a crime, but that’s ok. You can call it murder, you can call it
obscene, you can call it whatever you fucking want. It
was love, through and through. It was easy, really. What person wouldn’t kill
for the man he loved? I know he feels the same, how couldn’t I? I am his twin
brother, after all.
End Teaser
This is the first fic where one of the main characters is also an original
character of sorts.
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