Daddy\'s Boy | By : SchizophrenicPsycho Category: Dragon Ball Z > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2675 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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***Authors Notes:***
I moved this story to its proper category.... when I first published this story I managed to post it in the gaming section so... -.-'
This is my first Dragonball Z fic and it’s going to focus around Goku/Gohan, my absolute favorite pairing in the whole Yaoi universe. xD I’ve altered the original Dragonball Z storyline quite a bit as I’m sure you’ll notice throughout the story and the following chapters. I hope you all enjoy my fic, please read and review!!! ^_^
Gohan First person POV:
Father, words do not justify how I feel about you… you are perfect in every way; mind, body and spirit, your love for me is what keeps me breathing. Our love as parent and offspring is unconditional, though now I fear it is constricted by my true feelings for you. I cannot fathom what exactly made me fall in love with you, but I’ve known since I was eight that the love I feel for you burns as vividly as the sun. Each night I dream of you and your god-like strength and power… Your saintly personality and how fortunate I am to be your son. When I wake, I’m still shivering from the loss of your touch after dreaming of a blissful eternity in your hold. I often think of crawling into your bed, desperate for the warmth of your body against mine, yet the female in your bed stops me… your wife… my mother. I love my mother, but I wish to take her place by your side, and be addressed as your significant other, oh father if you only knew how much I want you. Father if it wasn’t for your loving however innocent hands when they ruffle my hair or caress my cheek… those simple affectionate gestures… I’d have gone insane… They keep me satisfied… at least they did. Now I find myself wanting more than just your fatherly devotion… I crave more! My rational thinking has gone, my animal side is taking over, I’m hungry for you… I am designed for you and no other… You are not aware yet father, but no matter the consequences, I have decided I will stop at nothing to have you love me… fall in love with me…
Third person POV:
Gohan deeply admires his father, his good humor, amazing strength, his logic (The little bit that Goku puts to use), his bravery, his heart ... his perfect body…
Who decided that incest is wrong? Love knows no boundaries after all, sure incest can cause deformed babies though it’s not like Gohan has to worry about babies… Right from birth there was a bond between Gohan and Goku, the family kind of course but it certainly has the potential to develop into something deeper. The way he feels whenever he’s around his father is mind boggling, and yet it makes perfect sense when the demi-Saiyan observes his father’s actions day in and day out. Everything about his father is desirable…well maybe not his terrible table manners, but nonetheless, that one tiny flaw has no bearing on the boy’s viewpoint, in fact it just makes him smile.
Shortly after Frieza’s defeat Gohan had begun struggling with the love he obtained for Goku, it was taking a toll on his mind and body. Nothing else mattered as much as before, even his friends and the rest of his family… he didn’t want them, he just wanted his father. He suffered almost as much as Goku did when the man was plagued with the heart disease Mirai Trunks had predicted. Once the threat of the Androids had surfaced, Gohan was old enough to at least determine that what he felt for Goku was sincere, and that in due time he would have to make his confession, whether he was frightened or not.
The Cell Saga: Cell’s defeat…
Time was running out and it wasn’t obvious to all of the Z-fighters just what their Hero planned to do until a second before he vanished from sight. With the inflated body of Cell threatening to blow up the earth and no other solution in sight, Goku made a selfless decision that he knew would hurt all his friends and loved ones. Gohan’s heart palpitated quickly; sweat and blood rolling off of his skin as he watched his father materialize in front of Cell and raise two fingers to his forehead. Gohan’s brows furrowed together in disbelief at first, his father’s expression as their eyes made contact was filled with determination and fondness for his son. Gohan’s black hues brimmed with water as his hero told him to take care of his mother and that he was proud of him. Gohan knew Goku was preparing to sacrifice himself for the good of earth, confusion and fear written all over Cell’s features as he was oblivious to what Goku was planning.
Gohan was going to lose his father, his one true love… forever… despair filled the boy as his legs began to feel heavy. He wasn’t mentally capable of handling the death of Goku, the thought of growing up without his father to guide him was too much to try and cope with. The demi-Saiyan glanced over his shoulder at the other fighters whom stood a good distance away and then back at his father just as the man’s smile faded and the situation became critical. Gohan had his own decision to make and despite that it wouldn’t be what his father nor specifically his mother would want, his heart compelled him to do it.
“Daddy, no!”
Gohan shouted before leaping at his father’s body, Goku’s orbs flaring in surprise as he felt something attach to his legs before ITing away.
King Kai’s planet…
The boy held on for dear life, even as they reappeared on King Kai’s small planet, his father staring down at him in disappointment and astonishment.
“Ga-ah! Gohan! Why did you come with me!? You’re not going to die with me Son!”.
Gohan shook his head, ignoring the growling Android as he refused to relinquish his hold on the man he loved.
“Daddy! I’m sorry I just can’t live without you! And it’s too late for you to take me back now!”.
King Kai stared with horror at the sight of a very swollen Cell, he hadn’t sensed the hero’s arrival at all which he was certain had to do with him concentrating on the android the whole time. Gregory and Bubbles flailed in the background as the Shin-Jin almost fell over, beginning to holler at Goku,
“GOKU ARE YOU INSANE!? THIS IS MY HOME, YOU’RE GOING TO DESTROY IT! AWAY WITH YOU, ALL OF YOU! AHHH! I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO COME HERE OF ALL PLACES WITH THAT UGLY FAT THING!”
Goku rubbed the back of his head uneasily and let out a nervous chuckle.
“S-Sorry King Kai, I couldn’t think of any other place to bring Cell… Eh, maybe you can have another planet in the after life?”
King Kai was practically seething, the antennas on his head twitching painfully,
“I DO NOT WANT ANOTHER PLANET GOKU! I WANT THIS ONE! MY PLANET IS PERFECT AND NO- AHHH CELL IS GOING TO EXPLODE YOU KNUCKLE HEAD!!!”
Goku had no choice but to ignore the rest of King Kai’s ear piercing speech, grunting in anger over the fact that his eleven year old boy was going to have to die with him and Cell and there was no way out of it. Goku kept a firm hand on Cell’s bloated body even as he crouched down and wrapped his son in one arm, hugging him to his chest.
Cell’s eruption caused the tiny planet to explode into millions of tiny particles which expelled in all directions, a black cloud of smoke left as a temporary reminder in the pink heavens that the planet had existed there.
Snake-way Heaven…
Goku, Gohan, King Kai, Bubbles and Gregory popped into a whole other existence called snake way heaven, a narrow and winding concrete path that serves as access between King Yemma’s palace and the former planet of King Kai. The group landed on the concrete trail with a thud, Halos hovering over every head, indicating they were in fact dead. King Kai was just about to continue ranting at Goku when he noticed the emotional wreak that was Gohan, instead keeping his mouth shut and shooing his ape and cricket friend away.
Gohan burst into tears at the sight of his father frowning down at him, his tears soaking the pant leg of Goku’s orange gi suit.
“Please Daddy don’t be angry, I’m sorry! Understand that I just wanted to be with you… I couldn’t live with not seeing you ever again!”.
Goku sighed lightly, briefly gazing over at King Kai and the other two before picking his son up and holding him comfortingly to his chest.
“Gohan… you would have seen me again… man I can just imagine how upset your mother is going to be over both of our deaths…”.
On Earth…
After the dust and debris had settled the Z-fighters were left feeling victorious yet miserable, they had defeated Cell, unfortunately at the cost of two meaningful lives. Aside from Vegeta who remained adamantly standing, the others had knelt to the terrain and were mourning the loss of their friends. Krillin felt hot tears sting his cheeks as he slammed his fists into the ground,
“Why! Why did Goku and Gohan have to die! I should have done something!”.
Mirai Trunks shook his head and placed a hand on Krillin’s shoulder out of empathy, his purple hair falling in front of his face,
“No Krillin, it’s not your fault… Goku did what he thought was best, and Gohan followed… there was nothing any of us could have done”.
Vegeta snorted and crossed his arms over his cracked chest plate, “Fools! Kakarot and his brat’s sacrifice are what’s keeping earth intact, I say good riddance”.
Every warrior turned and glared daggers at the Prince of Saiyans aside from Trunks whom had closed his eyes and tried to ignore his father’s selfish ignorance.
Piccolo clenched his fists in order to keep his anger in check, deciding there was no point in causing more drama when two lives had been lost thanks to Cell,
“We better get back to the lookout and tell the others what’s happened you guys, let’s go…”.
The Z fighters head to the lookout to tell ChiChi and the others the bad news. Return to Snake-way…
Goku and the others traveled over to King Yemma’s palace, the journey thankfully short since they had landed only a couple miles away. King Kai managed to speak with King Yemma and grant them a place to stay for a couple days while sorting things out, not that he was willing to request accommodations for the Saiyan that had blown up his home. King Yemma gave Goku and Gohan a luxurious room to share, which Gohan was very pleased over, mainly because he would be in the same bed as his father at nighttime.
Gohan collapsed onto the soft mattress, nuzzling his face into a fluffy pillow, imagining being under the covers and in his father’s arms while they cuddled and made love. No can’t think like that Gohan, not yet anyway. He exhaled a withheld breath; relief filling him yet it stemmed purely from Cell’s annihilation, his predicament with his father was a whole other nerve wrecking trial yet to conquer.
Goku stretched as he poked his head into the bathroom, smiling lightly at the sight of the large basin,
“Hey Gohan, you should really wash up before taking a nap, you’re kind of filthy son. Why don’t we take a bath hm? I could sure use one myself” Goku laughed.
Gohan felt his heart skip a beat at the idea of seeing his father’s muscular nude form, his pupils dilating as the urge to resist was overcome by lust. Gohan nodded and slid off of the king sized bed, following Goku into the bathroom and averting his gaze to the wall as he stripped down.
Hot bubbly water filled the basin to the top before Goku twisted the taps shut and leaped bare ass into the tub, groaning as he relaxed back against the side,
“Man this water sure is nice, jump in Gohan”.
Gohan blushed lightly as he climbed into the hot water, goose bumps marking his skin as he shuddered, agreeing silently that the water was replenishing. He couldn’t help but peek over at the man off to the side, watching his chest rise and fall as he laid comfortably against the side.
“Uh… Dad? Can we… talk?”.
Goku lifted his head and stared at his son, smiling and nodding his head,
“Sure Son, what’s on your mind?”.
Gohan rubbed the back of his neck uneasily, unsure just how he was going to say what he needed to say without making a complete fool of himself, not that Goku would ever think of him as one.
“Well… see, erm… I’ve kind of been, keeping a secret from you for awhile now… and I don’t think I can hold it in any longer without going crazy Dad”.
Goku frowned then; his son had been keeping a secret from him? That sure didn’t sound like the Gohan he knew, who was usually very open with his father about everything,
“Alright, go ahead, what’s the secret?”
Gohan fidgeted anxiously, sucking in his bottom lip for a moment as he hesitated. He flinched as his father’s hands were suddenly placed on his shoulders in an assuring manner.
“W-Well… ever since the struggle with Frieza I’ve sort of been… having new feelings…feelings that I think I’ve always had, just never understood until I was older…”.
Goku remained silent though on the inside he was surprised that his son’s secret had been concealed for such a long period of time. The Saiyan frowned even more as he watched tears well up in his son’s eyes, deciding to pull to him to his chest and embrace him,
“Gohan its okay Son, whatever it is we’ll deal with it together”
Gohan sniffed quietly and pressed his cheek to his father’s chest, feeling a little less in the spotlight when he couldn’t see his father’s expression.
“Okay, here it goes… Dad… I love you…” .
Goku blinked down at his son’s head, arching a brow as he tried not to laugh, “That’s the big secret? Sheesh you had me prepa-“
Goku paused as he noticed the annoyed look his son was giving him, faltering and scratching his head in confusion.
Gohan shook his head quickly, “No Dad! I’m –In- love with you! I want to be with you, I want to be your lo--… lover…” Gohan stuttered on that last word, watching his father carefully for his response.
Goku swallowed hard at hearing his son’s confession, not admitting that at first he didn’t understand what Gohan was telling him, but once it sunk in it hit him with the force of a speeding locomotive.
“Gohan, I… That’s…” The man scratched at his head as he couldn’t think of a reply, gasping as the boy suddenly yanked himself from his grasp and attempted to get out of the tub. Goku quickly grabbed his son and forced his jerking form against his once more.
Gohan kicked and thrashed in his father’s grasp,
“No! Lemme go! I’m sorry I told you! I’m a disgusting freak and you hate me now!”
Goku’s expression became angry and frustrated all at once as his son began to make random assumptions,
“Gohan, settle down! You haven’t even given me time to think about any of this or talk to you!” The man refused to let the Demi go, in fact he squeezed harder so that the boy would give up and relax.
Gohan cried into his father’s chest in a defeated manner, sniveling and trying to control his trembling,
“I’m sorry Dad… I wish I didn’t feel this way but I do… that’s why I decided to die with you and Cell…”
Goku shifted a bit as the reason behind his son choosing to join him in the other world became clear to him thanks to his son’s words. He had never known his little boy had felt so strongly for him, and that he was willing to die with him just to prove his love. Goku felt warmth fill his chest and the cogs in his brain begin to tick; his son wanted him back… He felt like a monster for so long because of the fact that he too shared his son’s love for him and now knowing they stood on mutual ground.
Goku had developed feelings for his son when he turned ten and the two had taken a camping trip together. The man had watched his son play in the water and laugh, his adorable nature made him proud. At nighttime when the boy would fall asleep in his arms would be enjoyable, especially when Goku watched the young face of his sleeping son. Oh lord, he shook his head, he was beginning to fantasize about Gohan about, it wasn’t graphic or anything but that hardly made the man feel better. The reality of the situation always brought the hero out of his happy thoughts, the boy in his arms was his son, and if they were to have a relationship beyond family it would be a sin, one that Goku wasn’t sure he could commit.
“Gohan… Son… I’m not angry with you… I’m surprised that’s for sure! But gosh its really flattering to hear that you care for me so much”.
Gohan stared up into his father’s eyes with hope blossoming inside of him, his heart and thoughts racing a mile a minute,
“D-Does this mean… you love me too?”
Goku’s smile faltered then, his head shaking lightly, “As a son yes of course, but nothing more Gohan… I’m not trying to burst your bubble or make you feel upset, but I cannot return those feelings you have for me”.
Goku was officially a hypocrite, and a guilty one at that, dashing his son’s hope and feeling his heart dry up and crumble in its cavity. If he told his son he loved him in that way also he knew there would be expectations, followed by a complicated relationship that would probably result in ChiChi severing off his manhood.
Gohan inhaled a sharp breath, trying to withhold the fresh tears accumulating in his sockets, his back facing the older Saiyan as he turned himself away.
Back on Earth…
ChiChi was hysterical at the news of both her husband and son being dead, her rage filled actions of tossing around whatever was light enough for her to pick up was causing more stress for the Z fighters. The woman had constant tears flowing down her cheeks as she struggled to accept the circumstances and not attempt to murder the rest of the gang with reasoning that they didn’t do enough to help her husband and prevent Gohan from choosing to die also. The Ox King pulled his princess into a tight hug and fought to keep her under control, knowing he wouldn’t be capable of soothing her pain, no one would, not for a long while. Bulma and Dende also mourned for their friends, the loss putting the responsibility of Earth’s survival on their shoulders.
A week spent at King Yemma’s palace…
Things had been tense between Goku and his son for the last few days ever since Gohan’s confession in the bathtub that one evening. What Goku could do to persuade his son’s broken heart he didn’t have a clue, he had never had to reject someone’s love before, ChiChi had always been the only woman who ever loved him. He had wanted to tell Gohan that he wanted him in return, in fact his urge to fuck his son right there in the tub had been almost impossible not to go through with. Goku was a father first and it was his duty to protect his son, even if it meant denying the boy, and especially himself, the one thing he truly wanted.
Present day in Snakeway Heaven…
Gohan sighed as he strolled along the path of Snakeway at a leisure pace, his hands buried in his pockets and his head down. He hadn’t even asked permission to leave the palace, he didn’t care, his father was busy stuffing his face in the kitchen and bothering the staff so he figured he wouldn’t even notice. There was a small part of the boy that had actually believed his father would love him in the same way, they were both Saiyans, sure he’s only half alien but that fact wouldn’t impress negatively upon his father… right? Gohan froze at the mere thought, was he not good enough for his father? Impossible, ChiChi was a complete human and nowhere near as valuable as a Saiyan. Or perhaps Goku believed that if we were to be with someone other than his wife, it would be with someone like Vegeta, a pure blooded prince of Saiyans…
With his brain being consumed with paranoid and worrisome thoughts Gohan hadn’t even been cautious of which direction his legs were taking him in. He gasped as the front of his shoes pressed into the tiny side blocks in the shape of dragon scales, his eyes flaring as he found himself tripping and then falling off the edge of Snakeway. Gohan’s stomach did flip flops as he fell, his body sinking through the golden clouds and impacting harshly upon a filthy red terrain far below.
“Oh! Ow, ow, ow!”
He complained audibly, whimpering and holding himself awkwardly in agony, that fall having been pretty hard, thankfully being part Saiyan allowed him to survive it.
‘Where am I…’ Gohan thought to himself as the pain subsided and he managed to gather into a standing position, his hands brushing particles of dirt off of his attire. It didn’t take long for the demi-Saiyan to register that he had fallen into hell, if the vast desolate land, erupting volcanoes in the distance and the pools of lava everywhere weren’t a good indication than the demons and other serpents slithering around certainly were.
“Ahhh!” he screamed, scrambling behind a boulder and planting his backside against it out of fear of the red, grey and black creatures in sight. He wasn’t necessarily afraid of demons, however his mother’s tales involving the terrible things that happened in hell and how he would end up there if were a bad boy had shaken him up when he was a few years younger, and apparently now as well.
Gohan is in hell. Up in Snakeway Heaven…
Goku went on a search for his son once he had gotten back from the kitchen and found he wasn’t in their room. Normally he wouldn’t think anything of his son absence, however since their relationship was currently strained it seemed wise for the man to check up on his son frequently.
Goku’s search became desperate after an hour or so, his jet black hues filled with concern as he tried to locate the boy by his ki. His fists clenched once he finally was able to detect Gohan’s ki, however finding it was very faint, as if the boy was… no, he wouldn’t even allow himself to think it.
Goku let out an uncharacteristic growl which resonated from deep within his muscular chest, swearing vengeance in his mind, on any person that might be responsible for his son’s ki being so distant and weak. Quickly he made his way down the hallway until he reached King Kai’s room, forgetting to knock and simply barging in, finding the Shin-jin getting massaged by two quaint looking females.
“Sorry King Kai but I really need your help right now, Gohan is missing and his ki feels weak to me, I’m worried, could you track him for me?”
King Kai groaned softly from the pleasurable fingers prodding his scalp and feet, almost tempted to disregard Goku but his honor as a Kai wouldn’t allow that.
Goku frowned as the blue male didn’t answer him, opening his mouth to repeat himself when King Kai held up a finger,
“He’s… not here…. But you already knew that I’m sure” the man snickered, thinking he was being funny though upon receiving a disappointed look from the Saiyan anxious Saiyan he cleared his throat and fell silent once more. His features wrinkled as he gained a disturbed look, having found the boy though unfortunately where exactly seemed to be the reason the boy’s ki had faded dramatically.
“AH-HA! Gohan is… In HELL!?” king Kai exclaimed, nearly falling out of his chair due to the oil on his body.
Goku’s jaw fell open, “In Hell!? Gaah! But how!? Oh man this is terrible! Why is my son in Hell king Kai!?”.
King Kai grumbled and crossed his arms in a stubborn fashion, “He must’ve fallen off of Snakeway somehow… Darn it, you Saiyans can never stay put can you!?”.
Goku huffed, not in the mood to endure one of the Shin-jin’s lectures, placing two fingers to his forehead and ITing onto Snakeway path. He peered over the edge, contemplating just how he would manage to save his son from the underworld before anything bad could happen.
Meanwhile back in Hell…
Gohan crawled along the dirt, moving from rock to rock and trying to remain hidden from the monsters, not wanting to be cooked for dinner or trapped forever. He grunted as he ran into something hard, rubbing his head as his gaze traveled upward to find he had bumped into a tall blue horned creature.
“Uhhh…” the boy shook with fear as the demon leaned down and picked him up by the material of his dark purple gi. To Gohan the demon definitely appeared gruff, his eyes widening as a red one of similar size joined his side and the two glared at him. Gohan wanted to cry but he refrained, not wanting to seem like too big of a coward, even if at that moment his life might end.
Goz glanced at Mez, the two exchanging a look of debate, not sure what to do with the outsider, knowing full well the demi-Saiyan was an outsider because he still obtained his life force and no halo,
“Think we should throw him in the bloody pond?” questioned Goz.
Mez shook his head, “Naw, let’s drop his body on needle mountain, Gwahahaha..”.
Gohan shook his head frantically, “N-No! Please don’t do any of those things! I’m not supposed to be here, I fell by accident!” he tried to explain, cringing at the thought of spikes stabbing through his body.
Just then Gohan overheard another figure chuckling, assuming it was yet a third Demon however when he struggled to turn his body and stare he became dumbstruck.
Raditz stood before them in the same custom Saiyan uniform from all those years ago, save for the eyeglass radar, his hair still just as long and his muscles bulging out of his suit,
“Ah, if it isn’t my nephew, I see you’ve grown…”
DUN DUN DUNNNNNN…. TBC. xD
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