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Chapter 1
By : Demonic_Host
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Goku was way too quiet. It actually worried you. Even when you and he weren't talking he was never so quiet. And you knew it was your fault. Once the snow had melted and he fished the dragonball out of his pants, he hadn't said a word. At one point you couldn't have even been sure it was breathing.
The guilt only increased during his silence. You knew without having to ask or be told that he was angry and hurt by what you'd done. You really had no idea how to broach the subject either. Just because you had more information didn't mean you had all the right answers. Regardless of everything that was going on you were still only a seventeen and a half years old. You'd never done anything like all of the situations you faced with Goku, much less your current one.
It was that same helpless feeling and guilt of abusing his trust which almost had you on the verge of tears. Mostly you were just so very frustrated at yourself and the situation that you could feel your lip and jaw start to quiver. When you got back to the village to see what some of the more proactive advocates had done, well that had very nearly been the tipping point.
There were words like Slut and Whore painted across the half dome dwelling. Great. Lovely. That was going to take so much time to scrub off. At the very least because of the weather it didn't look like it had completely dried yet. So that was in your favor. Still it hurt to know that there were others nearby that dislike you so much that they took time out of their day to publicly shame you. And for something you didn't even do nonetheless.
You didn't say a word to Goku as you went inside to get stuff to clean off the outside with. You just hoped that it came off. Otherwise you weren't sure what you were going to tell Bulma. You weren't sure you could get the exact same factory shade this model was built with to go over the offensive words. Even if you did, because of how paints changed in the sun over time, it would probably still look like a bad patch job. And you couldn't exactly paint a dome building by yourself. You'd never be able to reach the top evenly. Not to mention all that high quality paint and sealer would cost quite a bit.
As you tried your best to scrub the paint off with shaking hands, you knew that you were crying. Everything was going so quickly in your head that it hurt to breathe. You squeezed your eyes hard hoping that when you opened them next it would be easier to see. It wasn't, everything was just as blurry.
You hid your face as you scrubbed, your chest constricting and your lungs burning painfully, when you saw a fuzzy orange and black figure get closer.
Goku tried to stop you from over exerting yourself after the trekking you did in the snow. You stubbornly continued to try. He actually had to fight the brush out of your hand. The poor thing nearly snapped from all the force applied to it. Still you couldn't bring yourself to look at him so you just stared unseeingly at the wall.
"Why did they do this?" Goku asked in a quiet tone as though you would break if he spoke any louder.
And that frustrated you even more. You felt like you were breaking up inside but you didn't want to. Something like the silent treatment and some shaming should not bring you to that point. But it did because of how attached you'd gotten. And the fact that the relationship felt so fragile was what made you cry the most. You were afraid of what was going to happen next. Particularly with Goku standing right there.
"Because we slept in the same bed last night and we're always together," you answered in a shaking voice.
Just because you were afraid didn't mean that you would stop answering his questions. You'd promised yourself and him at the start of the whole journey that it was the least you could do to be helpful. He was taking all of his time, energy, and potentially risking his life to find the dragonballs with you. It seemed only fair that you answered all of the questions he had about the world. As best you could of course.
"And that's bad?" Goku asked with a frown, looking at the words that offended you so much you started to cry. That's what he thought made you cry at least.
"They think so."
"Why? Because we're not married?"
"Y-yeah."
Goku was silent for a minute as he looked at the brush in his hand. You vaguely wondered what was going through his head. But at the same time you were afraid to know. Especially if he was thinking about how much trouble you were and how much he regretted the trip. He wasn't, of course, but you had no way of knowing that.
"What's being married? What's it like?" Goku piled on the questions with a serious face.
"What?" You asked a little in disbelief.
"Its like marriage right? And marry? All the same word?"
"Yeah," you answered.
Goku let out a long breath as he set the bristled scrubbing brush back into the bucket. The water was cold now. If you kept trying to use it to clean the capsule home, you'd end up hurting your hands. Goku didn't want that to happen. Somehow everyone he met couldn't seem to take the extremes as well as he could. And although you tried he could see how cold you were. And how miserable just a few minutes being outside made you.
"So it's not a type of food," Goku stated more to himself than anything.
"W-what?"
"I used to think marriage was a type of food. What is it?"
"It-it's com...complicated," was your prelude to a long explanation.
You said that as best as you could through your shaky emotions and the cold. Goku nodded. He grabbed your thinly gloved hands and pulled you inside. He didn't even give you the benefit of choice before be made sure to close the door behind him. The inside of the house was so much warmer that for a few moments it actually burned. You waited for the stinging sensation to fade as you pulled yourself back together. You took a seat at the small couch and shaking lay looked down to your knees.
Meanwhile, Goku sat on the floor with his feet touching each other and his knees practically touching the floor. He waited with rambunctious energy for you to continue the explanation. And you did, the moment you were pretty sure your voice was stable enough.
"Marriage is like a promise between two people. It's shows others that they are together. Like all the time. Or that they're supposed to be," you started to explain.
"So are we married?" Goku asked as he put his hands on his shaking knees, head tilted oh so innocently.
You shook your head no. "It's kind of like a legal thing to. You have to make the promise in front of people. Each culture has their own way of doing it. Like in the city where we met you have to have at least one person whose job it is to marry people there with you. It's a bunch of paperwork too. And usually the girl changes their last name to the guy's."
"Why?"
"Just easier I guess? The wife becomes a part of the husband's family and she goes to live with him. And it's supposed to make it easier when you get to naming and kids that you might have."
"So you're supposed to have sex when you're married? So you can have kids."
You nodded even though you still couldn't bring yourself to look at him. "You don't have to have kids. But that's originally what marriage was for. To make it easier to understand who has what kid."
"Huh? How do girls ever lose track of that? The kids come out of you right?"
"It's more for the guy, Goku. When your married you're not supposed to have sex with someone you're not married to."
"Okay so...the people in the village are angry with us because they think we're having sex and we're not married so it's not okay?"
"Yes."
"But we're not having sex. Right? How do you know we're not? Everyone keeps telling us that we are."
He said it so plainly and without guile that it almost distracted you from the actual topic.
"Uh...trust me, you'd know if we were," you said with a very peculiar emotion. "It's...not like other things. It's different."
"Huh?"
"Goku...you...seriously don't know? Like...you're not joking?"
"Why would I joke? If I keep getting in trouble for something and I knew what it was, why wouldn't I tell you?"
Okay. He had a strange, roundabout point. If you squinted hard enough.
"Remember this morning? When you said that it felt good when I licked your neck?"
Goku tilted forward and made a sound of interest and understanding.
"And earlier when your boy part moved upwards? You said it felt good then too right?"
Again he made a sound of interest. Oh god. You were actually doing it. You were having the sex ed talk with a man your own age. It was weird. And embarrassing. And strange. You understood why your parents just handed you a book now. Well you did then too because really, who wanted to talk about sex with their parent? But you kind of understood it a bit more from their side now. Only yours was probably worse because you were having to give it to someone who'd just had an erection pressed up against your ass about an hour ago.
"Well...it...it's a lot like that. A lot and a lot of that kind of feeling," you tried to tell him. "And usually, the person you have sex with will touch your boy part if your a boy. Or some of your girl parts if your a girl. And it should feel really good. So good that at the end there's this...stuff that comes out of you. For boys that's called semen. And it's what helps girls make babies. "
"So if there was semen near by you, you could make a baby?!" Goku asked as his eyes drew together in confusion. "I thought the babies were supposed to grow inside of you. Do you eat them or something when you make them? How does that work?"
You really should not imagine what he was talking about. It was dangerous for your health.
Unfortunately you did it anyways.
"You...girls...okay we don't eat babies or...or semen to get pregnant. To do that your boy part...your penis...has to go inside of a woman's..."
Oh shit you were actually explaining. Okay breathe. You could do this. You were just explaining. That was all. He was helping you try to stay alive with this journey. You could at least explain the birds and the bees.
"Your penis has to go inside of a woman's hole called a vagina. And then it's supposed to feel so good for both the boy and the girl that the girl tells you that you can put the semen in there. Which your body will really want to do. If it's the right time for the girl's body and everything goes okay, that's how you help to make a baby. You don't always make a baby every time you have sex with a girl. Because human girls can't always make a baby after having sex one time. Sometimes it takes having sex a lot. It's different amounts for each girl, and a lot of it has to do with how healthy the guy is too. But that's the only way to make a baby naturally. And I mean you can still have sex through different ways and not try to get a girl pregnant. We have stuff now so the semen doesn't stay inside or...but yeah some people like to do it just because it feels good, really good. A lot of people like to do that actually. It's why guys want to be alone with girls a lot. Not always but a lot of guys want to have sex a lot because it's supposed to feel really good. And your usually not supposed to do it where other people can see or you get in trouble. And I mean some girls like to have sex a lot too just...If we do it with a lot of guys people start calling us bad names and yeah, uh...I'm...rambling. Sorry."
Goku leaned back with wide eyes. "You have a hole in your body?!"
Seriously that's what he took from that? Okay. Deep breathe. It wasn't that bad. He was just learning.
"Umm hmm," you said.
"Where?" Goku asked as he leaned forward. "Do you have to put bandages on it to keep it clean? Does it hurt? Wait, you said that sex feels good so the hole can't hurt you right?"
"It can if we do something to hurt it. Like," could you really say it? You already started to. "If a guy wants to have sex too quickly. Before we're ready. It takes a girl more time than a boy to be ready otherwise it can hurt us. And if we get hurt too much or too often down there...it can make it impossible to make babies."
"Down where? Where's the hole?"
...you probably should not feel as panicked as you did. Goku was just asking. He wasn't going to jump across the table or anything violent like that. But seriously you wished the conversation would go back to the much safer marriage talk. Especially with the very interested wide eyed look Goku was giving you.
"Between my legs. There's a lot down there. That's why it takes more for a girl to be ready to have sex than a guy I guess."
"You guess? You don't know?"
Cue the lip biting that felt like you were going to hurt yourself.
"I've just read all about this. I haven't...I don't know what it actually feels like," you mumbled. Which still felt really loud.
"Is that a bad or a good thing? Good right? Cause if you have a lot of sex then people call you bad names."
"I guess? It's just...we're taught you're not supposed to have sex with people you don't want to be with. Like for a girl, in case we get pregnant...we should probably stay with that guy if we want the kid. So he can help raise it. That's why people get married. So that they stay with the person they want to have sex with. And if you're married you're only supposed to have sex with the person you're married to so the guy knows that it's his baby and not another guys'. And that's just when it's a guy and a girl, there are so many more types of relationships out there. That's why it's so complicated."
"But you want it to be a guy right? You don't want to stay with a girl like Bulma?"
Somehow this was still an easier point than actually explaining what sex is.
"Yes. I'm attracted to guys."
"Attracted is when you like looking at things right?"
You nodded. "Yes. When you're really attracted to someone you usually want to have sex with them."
"So you can be attracted to more than one person?"
"Yes. Most people are. People are attracted to all sorts of different things and people. It's supposed to help us pick a good mate, someone to have a baby with, or something like that. And when you're attracted to them it's a lot easier to have sex because it's easier for guys and girls to be ready."
"Okay. I understand now," Goku said.
He leaned back with a contemplative sound. As he thought about everything you said, you got to work on making the largest dinner you could make. It was a pretty good distraction from your racing heart. And you kept so busy that you never noticed when Goku turned his attention to you.
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