The Dark and Light side of Love

WARNINGS: Lime (yay!! Finally, right?) and language, also angst-free!

Kakarot’s POV

It’s been two weeks now and Vegeta is doing a wonderful job at getting through this. I knew the Shadow’s blood would help him; I just couldn’t stand giving him more pain than what I know he’s used to. I can’t believe how fast he’s progressing through this transformation! The Doc said six weeks, didn’t he? Here, it’s been two weeks already, and my love is showing signs of recovering so soon! He may not have any ki back yet, but the pain has definitely subsided somewhat. He can’t move very much still and every once in a while, the pain will come back to him, nothing a little ki-giving can’t do. Other than that, he says he feels…numb…most of the time. I wish there was something I could do about that.

I look down at his peaceful form and touch his warm face, which causes my skin to tingle at the wonderful sensation. Oh, if only just touching his face does that to me…I wonder what it will be like when we…? Goose bumps are next to effect my skin at such a thought and my cheeks warm up. No. I shouldn’t be thinking about that yet. My love has to get better first.

He also seems to be sleeping more peacefully. The fever was too intense to let him get any sleep. The first week was the hardest; I couldn’t bear to see my love in so much pain. We were both miserable. I had to continue giving him my blood and ki because he wouldn’t take the Shadow’s blood. I didn’t think it would help him if I continued doing that, but, he didn’t want Shadow’s blood, he wanted mine.

I turn my attention back to my beloved as a groan escapes from him. I continue to gently stroke his face and hair to assure him that I’m here. He opens his tired eyes and fixes his dark pools on me. “Kakarot…” He said what seemed to be relief.

“Are you in pain, Vegeta? Do you need some more blood? Ki? Just tell me and I’ll give it to you.” I answered with almost desperation.

He answered with an amused smirk. “No. I was just making sure that…you were still here.” He sighed and closed his eyes for a moment and slowly opened them again.

He then moved his left hand to hold mine to his face and sighed again. “You have no idea how good that feels.”

I looked at him with shock. “Vegeta…you can…feel…my hand??” I managed to ask with much surprise.

He nodded and closed his eyes again to nuzzle his face more into my hand. My eyes watered in response to this wonderful discovery and the tears fell once again. Vegeta opened his eyes when I made a sniffling sound and his expression became worried when more tears fell down my already reddened cheeks. “Kakarot?” He tried to sit up when I didn’t answer him right away. “Kakarot, what’s wrong?” His hand moved from mine to touch my damp cheeks and wiped away what tears were there.

I put my other hand over his and nuzzled into his warmness. “Nothing. I’m just…so happy that you’re getting better.” Vegeta smiled sweetly. That same smile that I remembered so clearly so many years ago.

I got up from where I was to go over and help Vegeta stay sitting up when it looked like he was having problems doing so. I sat down next to him and wrapped an arm around his back and held him to my chest. He rested his head on my shoulder and nuzzled into me more to get more of my warmth. I nuzzled my face in his raven hair in return and smelled his scent, which was very rich. I paused. Almost too rich. I pulled back a little to look at my beloved with worry.

He looked at me with concern, “What is it?”

“Vegeta…” Now, I can’t really say that this is true or not, but…maybe…I should talk to my father and the Doc first. I quickly changed my expression into a smile and petted his hair lovingly. “It’s just that…I’m surprised how good you smell, let alone that you have a scent at all already.” I smelled his musky scent again, making sure to prove my suspicions wrong, but they stayed.

Vegeta purred in response, which made me want to hold him to me closer. His purring got a little louder, which was doing something strange to the lower half of my body. I felt my cheeks warm again at the sensation of the purring and started to radiate my own. As we stayed like this, one of my curious hands explored my beloved’s heated body. He laid his head back and moaned at the intense feeling of my warm hand on his feverish body.

I looked at the expression on his face and started panting at the sight. His heated cheeks were even more flushed and his mouth was slightly open and panting. His hands were gripping my shirt desperately as I slowly leaned my head down toward his and we touched foreheads and panted at each other. I leaned down more and ever gently brushed our panting lips against each other. He looked at me with heavy lidded eyes and closed the small gap between us, engaging for a heated kiss. We massaged each others lips slowly. I did it so I wouldn’t cause him any discomfort and I believe he did it to enjoy the sensation of it.

I heard a hitch in breath as Vegeta moaned loudly. I ended our kiss by pulling away quickly, wondering if I hurt him or not. He moaned again except louder this time and gripped my shirt tighter. “Vegeta? Are you in pain?”

He nodded slightly and practically screamed. I gently laid my beloved down and got up hurriedly to look for the Shadow’s blood. I spotted it on my dresser and quickly grabbed it and hurried back to my panting love. I lifted his head a little and settled the rim of the glass on his panting lips and tipped the cold, red liquid into his heated mouth. He drank it greedily as I transferred my ki into him.

When the glass was emptied, I pulled it away and continued giving him my ki until his cries quieted down a bit. When he was calm, I continued giving him ki, just in case. His eyes have been closed since the pain hit him and the longer he stayed like this; I thought maybe he had fallen asleep, until he spoke, “It’s alright, Kakarot. You can stop wasting your ki now.”

I complied with his hurtful words. “I’m not wasting it. You’re not worthless, Vegeta. You have no idea how important you are to me.” My eyes wanted to water, but I held back the tears.

He sighed. “I know, Kakarot. I’m sorry.” I stroked his hair as a sign that he was forgiven and kissed his forehead. He opened his eyes, finally, and he reached out to touch my face again and caressed my, for once, dry cheeks. “It’s just…I’m so tired of being in pain. I want the pleasure that you promised me. I want to actually start…living.”

I smiled sadly into his hand. “I know, my love. You know I want that more than anyone else…”

“More like you’re the only one who wants that.” He interrupted me.

“Vegeta…that’s not fair.” I retorted sadly.

“Of course it is. You know I’m right, Kakarot.”

“What about my father? He’s been helping you, hasn’t he? Don’t you think he cares about you too?”

He turned his head away from me. “Yeah, right. He’s probably scheming something. He’s probably waiting for the right moment to cut my throat.”

I stopped touching him, a little enraged. “Vegeta! How can you say that? Don’t you think he would’ve done that by now? I mean…”

“Think about it Kakarot! He’s always been trying to capture me! He’s done it before! Remember when he said that he was going to interrogate me on how my men will act? He didn’t even seem to care about what my condition was then.” He was looking straight into my eyes now.

I hesitated as his first couple sentences sunk in. “What do you mean ‘he’s done it before?’” I asked skeptically.

“What, you don’t know?” he looked at me with disbelief.

I shook my head and he continued. “About five years ago, he succeeded in capturing me, but I got away before he could do anything with me.”

“How did you get away?” I was still skeptical, but I knew my love wouldn’t lie to me, especially about something like this.

He looked away again and refused to answer me.

“Vegeta, how did you get away?” I asked with a more stern voice.

“Haru.” He whispered ever so quietly, but I heard it as clear as day. At the very mention of his name, I immediately clenched my fists into the sheets below and a growl erupted out of me. I saw him flinch at my reaction.

“How?” I growled out between clenched teeth.

He slowly forced himself to look at me. “How else do think? He took off the ki bands and got me out of there.”

I clenched the sheets even more, practically tearing them. Ki bands? That means that Vegeta had no ki, and when he had no ki to move, that meant Haru literally ‘picked’ up ‘my’ beloved and ‘carried’ him away! That’s probably how he became a Shadow. Wait. Lights become Shadows when they drink a Shadows blood, that means…“Is there anything else I should know about? Like, how he became a Shadow?” I growled out more as everything seemed to become clear to me.

Vegeta visibly tensed when I asked this, “One…one of my men…turned him.” He stuttered with uncertainty.

“I don’t believe you, Vegeta.” I looked at him with an enraged look I probably had on my face.

He looked at me with fear in return and scooted himself away from me, towards the wall on the other side of the bed. I crawled after him for the truth, he stopped when his efforts of escaping were futile. I got on top of him, without touching, and came face to face with him so he couldn’t escape anywhere else. “Tell me the truth, Vegeta. Who turned him?” I narrowed my eyes as he tried to find words.

“Kakarot, please…”

“Answer me Vegeta. I’m not going to repeat myself.”

“It’ll just enrage you further!”

“You admit it? You turned him?” Vegeta paused and nodded hesitantly. I gripped the sheets even tighter on either side of his head and continued my own way of interrogation. “How did he react?” I asked a little more calmly.

Vegeta looked to the side, not wanting to look at me anymore. “What do you mean, how did he react?”

“You tell me Vegeta!” I yelled at him. Not being able to have the patience for this. He keeps running from my questions and I want answers, damn it! Everyone knows that Shadows and Lights react differently when being turned. It’s very unnerving thinking how Haru would’ve reacted around my beloved.

He shut his eyes closed and prepared his self for my reaction. “He…wanted…more.”

He said it quietly, but I heard it. “What…what do you mean, more?” I asked just as quietly.

He opened his eyes, but he didn’t look at me. “More blood…more of…something else.” He answered with the same quiet, unsure tone.

“Something else? He wanted you, didn’t he?” he shut his eyes again as he started trembling.

“Didn’t he!” I yelled again when he didn’t answer me.

“Yes!” He answered just as loudly.

I exhaled a breath I didn’t know I was holding in and stayed above him as I fought to keep my composure.

Vegeta slowly looked at me again with a frightening expression, “Kakarot…you’re…scaring me.”

I immediately came back to my senses as he spoke those words and started panting out my anger. I gently collapsed on top of my love and embraced him while I nuzzled his neck, “you’re mine, do you hear me? Mine.” I said tiredly.

He nodded in understanding and he embraced me back. “Of course, my love. I know I am. Just please…don’t do that again. You frightened me.”

I sat up a little and looked at him with tears in my eyes. “I’m sorry, love. I get so angered whenever someone else is trying to take you away from me.”

“That won’t happen, my love. I won’t allow it. I’m forever yours and you’re forever mine.” He caressed my cheek so as to calm me down somewhat and once again, wiped away the tears that fell.

“Why are you crying now?” he looked at me worriedly.

“I’m just…sorry I scared you, love. I didn’t mean to. My anger gets out of control sometimes.” I hugged him again, hoping to be forgiven.

He embraced me back and kissed my cheek, assuring me that it’s okay. “I’m sorry.” I said again, as if saying it once wasn’t enough.

“It’s alright. Really, it is.” He assured me again.

“I’ll be sure to get rid of him for you, for us.” I said it as if I was clinging on to that goal.

He nudged me a little so I could quit clinging to him and he could talk to me, so I sat up a little more. “Alright, Kakarot. But I must warn you that Haru is very resourceful. He’s smart, so don’t think that it’s going to be an easy win, understand?”

I nodded and pulled myself together. “Hey, Vegeta? Do you think that you can be here by yourself for a while? I have to go talk to my father.”

He thought about it for a moment and slowly nodded. “I guess that’s okay. You won’t be gone for very long, will you?”

I started caressing his face again, “Well, maybe a couple of hours, maybe less. Either way, I’ll try and hurry okay?”

He looked at me worried a bit, then nodded again. I smiled and leaned down to kiss his warm forehead. Then I gently rubbed my cheek against his, not really wanting to leave him. “Alright, Kakarot. Go before I kick your ass.” He responded in an annoyed tone.

I laughed and pecked him on the lips then got up to head for the door, then paused. “I promise, I’ll try not to take too long.” I told him assurringly.

He looked back at me with a scowl, “Just go, Kakarot. I need some sleep now anyways.”

I smiled warmly at him and left the room to head for my father’s study. He has a lot of explaining to do.

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Yay! No cliffies! I thought I was going to have to put one in here, but…I managed to dodge it. ^^ Well, at least, I don’t think it’s a cliffy. Depends if you want to see Bardock get bitched out by his own son or not is up to you. Though, what makes you think that Bardock is going to get bitched out in the next chapter? *grins ever so maliciously* Also, I was going to have this chapter go a different way, buuuuut, it didn’t happen. I thought this way would be more…interesting. Ooooo. Kakarot has quite a temper, doesn’t he? *giggles* Don’t worry. Kakarot will never hurt his beloved, he’ll never forgive himself. Besides, it’s also kind of rare that he gets angered anyways. Irritated, yes, but angered…that’s kind of hard to do. Anyways, I expect great things from those reviews! ^^ So, please don’t flame me.

I shall just be responding to my wonderful reviews from here! My, how they keep coming! *very pleased*

Unattainableslutvegeta – Squee! Yay! More reviews from you! By the way, you are so detailed and…thorough, that you seem very gifted. You are also very observant. -_- That annoys me. Why? Because you see my flaws! *restrains hands to sides so as to not pull hair, instead, cries shamelessly, then wipes pathetic tears to get on with the responses* Also, you have long words. Some, I don’t know what they mean and am too lazy to look ‘em up, others, I’m surprised I know. Just thought I’d point that out. Not that there’s anything wrong with that. >_>

Response 4 – I’m glad you liked this one! I thought it was appropriate to have Vegeta behave like a King. Even when people write stories where Vegeta is still Prince on Planet Vegeta, they still lack the responsibilities he has as a Prince and are completely submersed into their plot. Of course I would have Vegeta cursing! It’s seems so like him! I am glad you like that but…just so you know…I’m not going to have too much cursing in this. For this reason, it doesn’t make the story as interesting if I make the characters curse the whole time. Because the cursing seems to ‘water down’ the story so to speak and…you know when you hear a person cuss so many times and it begins to sound really stupid? That’s what I’m trying to avoid making the story. (No offense. Really).

Of course he would come up with a new plan. It’s not like the Vegeta we all know and love to give up so easily. He keeps calm and tries to come up with a new plan. Maybe Haru is testing Vegeta and his motives? Do you wonder? Well, do you? *takes a few steps back as author sees fury in fan’s eyes as to strangle her* With Haru’s infatuation with his King, he would be smart to go along with his King’s wishes, so as to not piss him off. Otherwise, he wouldn’t be with his good graces, if he acted so childishly. Since, my beloved fan, you are so anxious to see jealously within this character, simmer down, it shall come. At first, I was unsure what to do with Haru, but, now things are slowly becoming clearer. *eyes fan with suspension, in case he decides to strangle her again*

Why sure! I will be more than happy to hear some suggestions from any fan! ^^ Let’s hear ‘em! Also, for your last quote on here, it’s obvious that ‘you’ stands for Kakarot. Vegeta never refers or talks to the audience (readers). Just about his love. Sorry if I’m being sarcastic about all this. (I’ve been having a bad day). :(

Response 5 – Oh, I don’t take my limbs for granted. I love them so! I’m just showing how much I care for this story that I would even give up my limbs if not true to my word. *actually thinks about your advice on not taking limbs for granted and cringes*

Ooooo. You love my image of my Shadow Vegeta? I’m already starting to work on that very image. Since you seem to be such a Kakarot fan (especially the Light in particular), that’ll be my project after my Vegeta is done. Since I already promised another fan that I would do so. Though, I’m not entirely sure of the image on him yet. (See on chapter 6 why I didn’t detail on what he was wearing, the Light Kakarot that is). *looks away ashamed*

*Looks at your description of how overjoyed you are over Vegeta and the fact that I get to keep my appendages* Why thank you! *gulps when she sees…for now* >_> Moving on…

Response to your response, to my response – Fine. Then I’ll take him. *grabs given plushie from fan and cuddles it* Hold on…*quickly manufactures a new kind of plushie* Here…you…go. *Hesitantly places a Light Kakarot plushie into impatient Vegeta like being’s gloved palm* Especially made just…for…you. ^^;

Response 6 – What makes you think I can resist that? *Reads back over part in particular and drools while drawing closer to the screen* Wow. Just the way that you described this in your own words makes me feel like a genius. ^^

Response 7 – I’m glad someone likes Kakarot’s POV’s. Of course he is. Aren’t all fathers supposed to be bastards at least once in their child’s life? They reprimand them on the shit that they’ve done wrong and sometimes doing that can teach the child a lesson. Isn’t that what a father is for? :/ Well…I will keep Vegeta from doing anything unbearably shitty, if you promise not to saw off my limbs. *crosses arms* Well I have to do something to your blood pressure. *smirks*

No, but you did mention that he was a bastard, at least, at that one part. *shows surprise* *Laughs at naked shower scene* That’s something you’re gonna have to figure out for yourself. There’s nothing wrong with being amused with Bardock. He’s the humorous and understanding father. ^^ That he wanted to get rid of the King of Shadows for good. I don’t know how, but, he wanted it to happen. …Haru. ^^ It was supposed to be irony, sort of.

Response 8 – Thank you! At first, I was debating whether or not I should even write a story because I was worried about Vegeta. I didn’t think I could keep him in character, let alone know what his thinking is like. But, now I’m glad that someone has told me so! ^^ Actually, I have thought about doing Haru’s POV. I’ve even thought about doing Bardock’s POV, buuuuuut…I don’t know. At this point, Haru’s POV will most definitely be added soon, considering that he’ll be playing an important role. Yay! Ki bands! Nah, the feeding just comes naturally to him. They always fight back.

Now, I never really had Vegeta say that he’ll find another hideout while he’s still a Shadow; just that he plans to find another soon, so the Lights won’t find them. But that takes a while to do. Also, the tables have turned. Kakarot came so unexpectedly, just so he can be turned. Riiiiiight. *reads Haru suspicion rant* Observant. >_> Not a bad idea. I could’ve come up with that. *reads more* I’m not sure with Haru yet. He’s a mystery.

Sofas, sofas…there are many. When moving from one hideout to another, furniture can accidentally be left behind. Maybe they’ve been to this one before? *looks at fan to see if he’s buying this* Hmmm…respect…I don’t believe Vegeta would let Haru so close to him. With his presence so very near, would make him uncomfortable and Haru would get used to the idea and become even ‘closer’ to the King. So, it’s good for him to keep his distance.

XD The ‘moron’ was merely a…puppet to the King’s anger or tolerance to people like him. You like? Yes’m. Thoughtful pacing. You’re catching on. ^^ Yeah, they are friends. Vegeta has just never used that word for their ‘relationship’ before. They’re close, because they know each other more than Vegeta knows the rest of his men and Haru’s been with him the longest. He should be lucky that they have a relationship like that.

Response 9 – Eh, I ‘wish’ you would’ve skipped the review for this one. -_- Kakarot didn’t know that Vegeta was captured. Only Bardock knew. If his son knew, then he would be in the way. Yes… C’mon, you don’t know what cherries smell like? Though, I do laugh at your humor here. No, he regained his senses so he can remain in control with himself. Yes, that was the horrifying idea. Nope, that’s not the foreshadowing. *grins evilly* You’ll just have to wait a couple chapters.

*rolls eyes* you need to read my chapters more carefully. He’s a heroine. You know, like how a vampire can’t resist when a human smells especially delectable? That’s Haru in Shadow terms. Like I said, I basically based the Shadows off of vampires. Well, musings turned into rumors. Of course he does. He won’t hide his love for the one he loves. Besides, that would mean that he would be available. Starting to like what? :/ Oh, the smirk. Yeah, well…I don’t know what I was thinking when I wrote this chapter. I should’ve made some changes or something before I posted this. Maybe because he’s so…handsome, that the smirk was starting to look good on him. Yeah, that’s it.

Yes… Nooooooo, no crush here…Vegeta is weak and…fascinated by this man because he’s never met a Light like him. The fact that he’s a heroine is rare as it is, and he’s so blunt in his feelings for him ‘cause he obviously doesn’t care if he lives or dies, since he half expects not to go by their agreement. In case Vegeta went back on his word or something and just killed him. But…Vegeta found him useful and…interesting… Also, he rescued him, their enemy…he rescued their enemy. So, Vegeta is also suspicious of him.

Once again…you really, really, REALLY need to read the chapter more carefully. Once again, he’s a Heroine. Do you know what that is? It’s someone who has a rich scent and sweet blood that vampires, in this particular sense, Shadows go crazy for. Vegeta has no energy left…he’s being held by a…let’s use this analogy. Let’s say, he’s being held by a giant chocolate covered cherry and he has to bite through the sweet chocolate to get to the delectable cherriness inside. Oh my…this sounds very good. I should go and buy a box of those. *ponders* Anyways…since all Shadows live on is that cherriness, well, let’s say more like tomato juice or something for the non-heroines. The cherry fillers (heroine) are a rare find indeed. That’s why Vegeta is so determined to make that chocolate covered cherry his because he wants the rare cherry filling. Make sense? Hope it wasn’t too confusing. I think I confused myself. *scratches blond head* I know! Buy yourself a box of chocolate covered cherries (if you like) and use that for your scratch and sniff.

Yeah, I was going to change that part where Vegeta does the unnecessary waist straddling, but…I tried to make it seem in a way where Vegeta is mocking him. He always likes to toy with his food when they’re about ready to meet their maker, you should know that by now…c’mon. Well…he might be a little into both. Though, mainly, he just wants his blood. And the reason why it’s so tasteful to Haru? …another kind of epic foreshadowing…>_> What do you mean he enjoys it too? I never had him react like he did like it…he just mocked him…and that was all…really. >_> I’m serious. Being repulsed by the idea of Haru drinking more of his blood…both. Mainly because it reminded him of his father and being raped by him as well…that is the only ‘sensual’ contact that he has had. Looks like Kakarot’s going to have to show him how it’s done. *a sheepish grin forms*

Of course he was unable to prevent all of this. Heroine, remember? He’s weak and he needs blood! Also, Vegeta mentioned that people react different when they are turned. Yeah…‘friendship’ is there, according to Vegeta. Perhaps he did only want to be turned to be with Vegeta…perhaps he didn’t. It’s whatever laugh you want it to be…I’m totally unsure about Haru right now.

Response 10 – I couldn’t bear to turn Kakarot either. I have thought about it though, and the thought was pleasing to fantasize about, buuuuut…I didn’t go through with it. Now, we wouldn’t want you to be heartbroken…I would feel bad. Because they were so into their own thoughts…they just weren’t paying attention, ok? Especially Kakarot. Vegeta, however, can only be sensed when powered up or using ki. Since he doesn’t have a living body, yet. Haru trusts his King, is all.

That was the point…for the suspense to be…so…suspenseful. Of course he went along with it. After all, one of them had to make the decision. I know that…but Vegeta doesn’t have those living qualities, yet. Phew. I was afraid that I made Vegeta out of character when he made his decision to be turned. It’s very easy to do.

Let’s see…taste in music…*looks in selection* Evanescence is the only artist I know out of that bunch. I would love to download them to see what the songs are but…I have dial-up and it might take a few hours just to get that many downloaded. I do have limewire (on my other computer), but I prefer to use it when I have a faster internet connection, which probably won’t be until I go back to school. Soooo…music, I prefer rock and techno, probably the blues too. Country can go straight to hell. If I were president, I’d ban that shit from the nation, but that will never happen. (Damn).

Response 11 – Well, with his son actually coming up with a plan without him knowing a thing about it worried him. Actually, the fact that Kakarot had come up with a noble plan at all would shock him, and back with the King of Shadows even. Confusion takes place with Bardock there.

Oh no. Kakarot is still a ruthless Saiyan…he just has these loving emotions towards his beloved. (Note him showing no mercy to the Shadows on chapter…5 and his thoughts towards Demetri and the jealously towards Haru…and there shall be death) Thank you! I try to make my stories detailed. ^^ It makes it a better read if you ask me. Now, I’m thinking about something…should Vegeta still be transforming when the Shadows attack or should he be done by the time they do? :/ Well, I meant that ‘now’ his blood is only his to drink since he’s becoming a Light. Hm…maybe it is both. Though, the Lights respect Bardock more because he was, at one time, their King and he has been making most of the decisions.

Response 12 – Well, Kakarot did say that the pain was unbearable and I tried to make it seem so. ^^ Squee!! Yays! I’m still in character! *jumps for joy* Well, Kakarot doesn’t want to do anything that his love doesn’t want him to do. He’s more like the dom in the relationship. ^^ Dreams are random, no? And no, that wasn’t intended. I just added the dream and the detailed transformation to make the chapter longer, since I originally thought it to become short. Also, Kakarot said that phrase in the chapter before this one. I just put it in the dream because…I guess I wanted that to actually ‘mean’ something. Maybe. I never really intended for a bond to occur yet. Of course the transformation sucks. Otherwise Shadows wouldn’t mind becoming a Light. I have thought about why Vegeta’s transformation is quickly progressing and I still haven’t come up with anything.

*Reads most recent review* Fuck, fuck, FUCK!!!!!! Fuck! It’s supposed to be the other way around!!! Damn it, damn it, damn it!!!! So many errors!! *bangs head against chair many, many times* That’s it! I’m going back to all those chapters that I made errors on and changing them!! It’s just the little details, not many people will notice. Except maybe the most observant ones…like you. -_- *goes back to chapters to make corrections right away, but then gets angered when website doesn’t respond* What kind of a website is this?! It doesn’t even show all my chapters when I want to edit them! *growls at monitor*

I am amazed that you can see all this in my story that I didn’t even know was there. *shocked* But, maybe that’s a…good thing? *shrugs* I’m glad you likey. ^^


Zofo – Oh, I know. Poor Kakarot and Vegeta are both suffering. *cries* But like I said, things will get worse before they get better, I’m sorry to say. I know! I can’t imagine Vegeta wearing something so…bright and…ridiculous…I still have to keep him in character, ya know. Because…he doesn’t want his love to waste his energy on something that does so little, like numbing the pain. It’s better, if you ask me. I was going to have Vegeta thinking that he rather feels pain than nothing at all, but, of course, everyone’s going to get that phrase off of Three Days Grace and that would be lame. They will. ^^ Whether he likes it or not. *glares at suffering Vegeta* Oh…I don’t know who it will be. I did already have a character, but…I just don’t know! Ooooo, everyone wants an image of Kakarot. *panics as author doesn’t have an image of him yet* I’ll come up with one soon…hopefully.

topbear – Of course he’ll be alright! I’ll only let him suffer for a while. ^^

Julesie – Wow! Another reviewer! ^^ Yay! Pregnant Vegeta! Actually, I’m not sure yet how I want that to go yet. I’m so unsure about a lot of things lately. *lowers head in shame* But I’ll figure out something! *raises head in renewed hope*

Pixelgoddess – Oh…my…god…PIXELGODDESS!!!! Squee!! I’m so very happy that you reviewed me! Me! A pathetic newbie who doesn’t yet deserve a review from such a well-known author such as yourself! Your stories were the first to read when I was starting to get into yaoi! *stares stupidly at her for a while, then continues on to respond to the important review* Anyways…so far, I don’t plan to kill Vegeta. Why…did you want me to? :p Kidding…kidding…>_> Of course Haru is going to do something…I just need to know what he’s going to do. Also, I would believe anyone could add a chapter to this now, but, sadly…I’m afraid I can’t let you do that. *lowers head in shame and tries not to cry in front of such a good author* I have plans…I have ideas that will come into play. I know what to do…I just…don’t know what to write. Maybe when I’m totally lost, like with the male pregnancy, which might happen in a few chapters, I’ll let you add a couple, or a few…or the rest…>_> I don’t know what to do with the pregnancy…I don’t know what I was thinking when I put that in there. Or, maybe, I can tell you my ideas and still let you write it. You might be better at it than I am. What am I saying, of course you’ll be better at it! Anyways…thanks for your review! I hope I get more from you! *bows repeatedly in stupid fashion*