Heero\'s Heart

Title: Heero\'s Heart 2/?

Author: Haruka xHaruka17x@a...

Disclaimer: I don\'t own Gundam Wing

Pairing: 1+2,1+3/1x3

Rating: NC-17, Lemon, Violence, Death

Notes: Hope you like, please R&R.







Trowa was in the shower early in the morning like always. A week had past sense Heero came back to him, Duo must have found out, because he would keep Heero busy doing Gods knows what. And Trowa missed his Heero-Bear. Trowa smiled at the thought of Heero\'s face if he ever called him that out loud. Duo usually got what he wanted like the fact that he had tricked Heero into marring him, 3 years ago. Trowa wasn\'t sure how but he knew, and it was while he was recovering from his injuries with Catherine. Trowa leaned his forehead against the shower wall.



/I want Heero to be happy, but he\'s married. I have to let him be happy with...Duo his husband, he\'s married now and that means......I can\'t have him./ Trowa thought measurably.



He jumped as arms wrapped around his waist, and a head resting its self on his back.



\"Hmm, I thought I would never get away from Duo.\" Heero said nuzzling and kissing Trowa\'s back.



/Heero/ Trowa thought, enjoying the feel of Heero\'s strong arms holding him. He sighed.



\"What\'s wrong koi?\" Heero asked turning Trowa to face him. Trowa looked at Heero\'s concerned eyes and then took interest in the bath tub\'s floor.



\"Trowa?\" Heero asked again, while lifting Trowa\'s chin to look at him. Trowa had tears in his eyes.



\"Your married Heero....\" He said in a whisper, swallowing the lump in his throat.\"We can\'t....\" He murmured getting out of the shower and wrapping a towel around his waist, still not looking at Heero. He knew Heero would be upset but, he didn\'t know how much. Heero looked at him in disbelief.



\"What??!!\" He yelled, while centering in on Trowa, making himk upk up in the corner. Trowa suddenly felt scared. He and Heero never had a fight and now here they were.



\"What?, y-you can\'t be serious, Trowa.....I love you..\" Heero said falling nude to his knees grabbing Trowa\'s hand.



\"Trowa please it was hard enough when I thought you were dead, and then to find out you were alive and you come to live with us, and....Trowa please don\'t do this.\" Heero pleaded.



/He thought I was dead?, but Duo\'s the one that found me and he\'s....the one that, that brought me to Catherine/ Trowa thought, and unconsciously sqwezed Heero\'s hand. \"Heero, I love you too, lets go talk, I don\'t want to loose you either koi\" He said handing Heero a towel.



Heero and Trowa were laying down cuddling in Trowa\'s room.



\"Heero, you said Duo tricked you into marring him, how?\" Trowa ask nuzzling Heero\'s neck.\"Wait! where\'s Duo?\" Trowa asked sitting up quickly. Heero sat up too.



\"Qe dre dragged him off shopping\" Heero said.



\"Ok, well then, tell me how\'d he tricked you?\" Trowa said cuddling up to Heero again. \"And why did you think I was dead....\" He added in a lower, softer voice. Heero took a deep breath.



\"Well, after the last battle, I waited for you at the safe house, but you never came, I knew something was wrong, so I left and came here where I found Quatre crying, Wufei silent but obviously upset, and Duo quiet. Duo told me he saw you die....\" Heero swallowed hard, and held Trowa tighter.



\"I thought my heart was ripped out of my chest. From that day on Duo made it his purpose to make me happy. But I never really was. When Duo asked me if he could.....make love to me, I didn\'t say anything, I guess he took it as a yes. But I never touched him, and I always imagine you instead of him, that was the only way for me to enjoy it. One night he asked me to take him...I couldn\'t, he wasn\'t you, he never asked me again.\" Heero gently made Trowa move in order for him to get up. He then walked to the bathroom and came back out with his pants in his hands and sat back on the bed.



\"At the yearly party thrown in honor of the peace we won, in front of everyone, he knelt down and proposed to me. I was surprised but I knew why\" Heero\'s back was still facing Trowa, he reached into his pants pocket and left his hand in the pocket.



\"What do you mean you knew why?\" Trowa asked wondering why Heero wasn\'t looking at him. Heero took a deep breath.



\"The day before the party.., I caught Duo going threw some of my things....and he was looking in my \"Trowa\'s gs\"gs\" box and on top he found...\" Heero turned around and took out his hand from his Jean\'s pocket and held out a small black box to Trowa. \"He found....this\" He said opening the box for Trowa.



Trowa\'s eyes went wide with tears as he looked at the beautiful wedding ring, made of pure silver with a gorgeous Emerald Diamond to match Trowa\'s eyes. He looked up at Heero. Heero smiled and took the ring out of the box and held it up for Trowa. He turned the ring to a certain angle. Trowa looked at the ring and saw why he had turned it to that certain angle. He gently took the ring from Heero\'s fingers.



\"I love you my Silencer, love The Perfect Soldier\" Trowa read. Trowa looked up quickly at Heero who was holding his hand.



\"I was gonna ask you to....marry me, after the war\" Heero said seriously.. Trowa started crying. Heero\'s eyes widened. He\'d never \"heard\" Trowa cry or show that much emotion, only during their lovemaking. Heero reached for him and held him.



\"Trowa? are you alright?\" Heero asked softly.



\"Do you know how long I had dreamed of you asking me to marry you? To be your husband, to be Trowa Yuy!!\" Trowa said hugging Heero more.



Heero smiled and kissed Trowa full heartedly. Heero laid back down with Trowa laying on his chest looking at the ring.



\"Do you like it?\" Heero asked brushing his hand threw Trowa\'s hair.



\"Its beautiful\" Trowa said in a small amazed voice in awe. Heero smiled wider, he then took the ring from Trowa\'s hands and placed it where it belonged, on Trowa\'s wedding finger.



\"I think that\'s why he proposed, because he obviously saw that I had had intentions of marring you, he was jealous ever sense he saw me kiss you in my Gundam a couple of years ago. You remember, your the one that told me he wanted me..\" Heero said. \"Yeah and he has you now\" Trowa said sadly.



Heero made Trowa turn over on his back and looked deeply in his eyes. \"No, he has my body, not my Heart and soul, you have that, you always have you always will\" Heero said as he caressed Trowa\'s neck and shoulder. \"You have all of me koi\" Trowa said kissing Heero on the nose. Heero smiled as he brushed his hand in Trowa\'s hair.



\"He never told me that you were alive and with Catherine recovering, the only way for him to have known that was if he was the one that brought you to her,\" Heero said, Trowa nodded. \"I guess he was hoping you wouldn\'t make it\" Heero\'s eyes turned to a dangerous blue.



But then he focused his attention back to Trowa not wanting to ruin one of the only times they could be together. So he changed the subject.



\"So what did you mean you dreamed of me asking you? Heero asked wondering. Trowa looked at him then to the side, blushing.



\"I meant that, before we ever came out with our feelings for each other....\" Trowa\'s face was very red and he avoided Heero\'s eyes. \"I dreamed about you....with me\" Heero smiled. Trowa looked in his eyes.



\"Heero-Bear make love to me....please\" Trowa said not realizing he said his secret pet name for Heero out loud. Hesmirsmirked.



\"Heero-Bear?\" Heero asked amused. Trowa blushed. \"Its my pet name for you but I never said it outloud to you.\" He said looking down. Heero made him look at him. \"Is that what you think of me? as your Bear?\" Heero asked smilling.



\"Yes\" Trowa answers.



\"Do you want to know my secret pet name for you?\" Heero asked. \"Only if you call me by it when we\'re alone\" Trowa said. Heero nodded. \"Angel\" Trowa laughed.\"What you don\'t like my pet name for you?\" Heero asked.



\"No, I love it I just never thought of you to give me a \"cute\" pet name\" Trowa said smilling. Heero\'s eyebrow arched up.



\"Really now, so what do you think I am able to give you?\" Heero asked. Trowa wrapped his arms around Heero\'s neck.\"Your able to make me shake, when you make love to me\" Trowa said in his ear. Heero smiled and took both their towels off making Trowa gasp.



\"Like now?\" Heero said as he slowly and softly kissed every part of Trowa\'s now nude body under him. He was driving Trowa crazy and he knew it by every little gasp and whimper Trowa would make. But this was his chance, today.



\"Oh! Heero.....\" Trowa gasped as Heero inserted a slick finger into him. Heero kissed him slowly but hard. Trowa\'s hands were all over Heero\'s neck, face, chest and back. Soon a second and third finger joined the first.



\"Heero!..please..now...take me...NOW!!!Ah!!\" Trowa begged full of sensations. Heero smiled and positioned himself at Trowa\'s entrance. He kissed Trowa deeply and slowly as he entered him.



\"Ahh!\" Trowa gasped into Heero\'s mouth. Heero knew Trowa was in heaven. He loved his green eyed Angel. He looked down at Trowa\'s flushed face filled with pleasure. He loved bringing him pleasure in any way possible. Heero knew Trowa was close to his climax, so this was his chance. He grabbed Trowa\'s left hand and held it between them as he kept his nice and slow speed thrusting into Trowa. Trowa looked up at him moaning, which was extremely arousing for Heero, to have Trowa \"looking\" at him while moaning because of him was almost to much.



\"Trowa..?\" Heero started.



\"Ahhmmm?\" Trowa answered him while moaning uncontrollably.



\"Marry me Trowa....\" Heero said as he was coming.



\"Yeeeesssss!!!\" Trowa screamed as he came too.



Heero and Trowa kissed each other senseless.



TBC