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Just Say It...	By : Cepheus Category: Beyblade > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1661 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-Just Say It...
- 2-Raising Troubles...
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Cepheus: there it is, the second chapter. Hope you will like and leave a review in my poor thing... and if you want to mail me, the mail is right here!

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THANKS TO THOSE WHO REVIEWED. THERE WILL BE LEMON IN THE FIFTH AND LAST CHAPTER.

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Rating: R for the last chapter

Summary: Rei and Bryan are in love with Kai and Tala. Then one day, Kai and Tala tell them their love...

Summary 2: Now that Tala and Kai are together, that doesn’t mean it’s all okay. And Bryan and Ray seem not to work out together that well... Yaoi.

Disclaimer: Nope. I have no talent to invent such bishounen characters.

Warning: contains YAOI, which means boy x boy relationship. Don’t like? Don’t read, I won’t accept flames for that.

“talking”
‘thinking’
“<talking into other languages>”
//dreams sequences, flashbacks, memories//

Just Say It...

Chapter 01= Raising Troubles...

The sun peered from the curtains and dazzled the sleepy form of the teen, who grumbled, his eyes fluttering open slowly. A mass of unkempt lilac hair appeared from under the blanket as the boy yawned and pulled himself in a sitting position on the bed, a sleepy expression on his face.

Bryan licked his dried lips, his throat asking him a drop of cool water, and breathed deeply groaning.

He blinked a few times, trying to will away the sleep in his clear eyes and stretched his aching muscles while the bed squeaked slightly under his weight. His head painfully throbbed with a constant headache as he massaged his temple confused, frowning. He mildly wondered where was he, since his bed wasn’t this comfy last time he slept into it.

He felt almost worn out but he felt relaxed too, as if he had strained himself.

He yawned wildly again and looked around the room, taking in the beige color of the wallpaper, the brown carpet and the many pictures of wild animals he had around him. The room was as big as his but was not square; instead it was rectangular and fuller than his own. The desk was in oak, with few books on it and a lot of papers, together with a black Macintosh computer with a sticker of a tiger on the top of it, and the mouse was inside a cover tiger-shaped.

He had never owned a Macintosh. He preferred another type of computer. Besides, his PC was a clear grey, not that dark charcoal black. He frowned more and looked at the rest of the room.

On the wall near the bed there was a huge window with the curtains slightly opened, allowing the ray of sun to enter the room falling right on his face. Near the window there was a dark brown door and a shelf filled with various books and little objects.

On the opposite wall there was a beechen door shut closed.

This was not his room. Definitely this was NOT his room.

And he was naked. He usually slept with his pijamas... where were his clothes?

Lowering his gaze he saw them. On the floor. Scattered all around the room, like he thrashed them away in a hurry... but he didn’t remember why.

What happened the previous night? He vaguely remembered drinking a lot of vodka and after that... blank.

A soft movement near him on the bed, togheter with a soft groan made him start as his eyes widened looking down.

That was not possible.

Near him, cuddled cutely on the mattress with his arms around Bryan’s chest there was Ray, deeply asleep. His features were relaxed and his face was in deep content as he mumbled under his breath words that the falcon couldn’t understand. On his lips lingered a small smile as he curled more on him in a very cat-like fashion. His hair were loosened and it was grazing his frame in a cute way, laying free above the pillows and on half of the sleepy teen’s face.

And he was naked too, his chest raising and lowering with every breath he took.

Bryan paled considerably as he took in the whole situation: he and Ray... in the same bed.

Naked.

Oh, for the fucking God up there.

The lilac haired teen jumped outside the bed with a strangled cry, taking the blanket up with him as he settled it around his frame with shaking hands. Ray, still asleep, loosing the warmth whimpered softly then cuddled even more, if that could be possible, his arms around his knees and a very satisfied expression on his face, his sharp teeth flashing through barely opened lips.

Bryan wasn’t thinking straight. What the hell happened the night before? How did he ended with Ray, in his home, in his BED?

His head was still aching painfully but now it was spinning madly and he had to lean on the bed’s headboard to prevent himself from falling. This was too much for him to take. Closing his eyes he worked against his aching head to remember what happened the day before.

Tala and Kai... they revealed to him and the Neko-jinn they were going out... that they were deep in love with each other. And he remembered he wasn’t feeling sad at all, he felt happy for them. He had realized then he wasn’t anymore in love with Tala. And he had asked Ray to go out with him... sort of.

He sighed and pressed his eyes on the palm of his hands in order to focus. He vaguely remembered himself ordering a lot of vodka at the restaurant... he was in a strange mood, realizing he wasn’t in love with Tala... wasn’t he? Then he wanted to spend time with the nice Neko-jinn, to enjoy his company.

“<Shit>” he mumbled.

He surely had gotten drunk, and maybe Ray too, so they ended in Ray’s room -definitely Ray’s room- and...

Shaking his head in denial he took a step back, wanting to go away from Ray as much as possible.

How could he?! He had FUCKED Ray for goddamned shit!

And he didn’t remembered it. What was worse?

Ray whimpered, louder this time, and Bryan felt a cold shudder ran on his back, freezing him on the spot. He was confronted with a choice: remain in the room waiting his ’lover’ to wake up and then talk... or flee.

Bryan saw Ray’s eyes twitch as the younger blader started to wake up, mumbling and stretching on the bed.

He was cute... hot.

The whole picture opened a trail of thoughts in Bryan’s confused mind, none of them the lilac haired teen wanted to think about. But he was sure he couldn’t confront with Ray once awake. He simply couldn’t do it.

So he backed away and taking his pants from the floor he opened the door with a trembling hand and he jumped outside, running away from Kai’s home as fast as his shaking legs permitted him.

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Opening his eyes Kai felt himself in a warm embrace and he blinked looking up. Tala was already awake and was looking down at him with a relaxed and nice expression, his blue eyes shining with happiness and care. How long he had remained this way, Kai didn’t know, but it felt nice and comforting.

Kai smiled weakly up at him, still worn out from the night before, and pulled himself more in the other’s hug, sighing deeply.

“<So? Did you like it?>” Tala asked, a sly smirk on his lips and a mockingly tone.

Kai blushed a deep shade of red, looking even cuter than before, and hid his face on the other’s chest. Tala was just teasing him... half Russia heard him yelling out his pleasure last night, when Tala decided to enjoy himself.

“<You know I liked it>” he murmured flustered, his voice low but warm. Then he added in a teasing way “<I thought you payed attention to me during our... rendezvous>”.

Tala grimaced and blushed too, but then smirking he lifted Kai’s face towards his own, kissing him on the lips with an amused expression.

He loved his face, he loved seeing Kai blush because of him. He loved seeing Kai smile, and he loved knowing he was happy and satisfied like himself...

But most of all, he loved it when Kai yelled out in pleasure, like last night. It had been a very heated night, that’s it, and he enjoyed every second of intimacy with his love.

But every good thing has to end. Unfortunately...

Not that he wouldn’t have minded some more ’activity’ right now. Besides, they were all alone in Tala’s room with no one around -even Bryan was away, who knows where- and when it could be better than now?

He pinned Kai down on the mattress and started licking his neck seductively, while his right hand trailed on the other’s chest, lingering on his nipples, slowly massaging them with his fingers.

Proud of the moan he received in doing this Tala demanded for entrance, his tongue slipping in Kai’s mouth, savoring his taste while the two started a tongue war. Kai opened his eyes and looked up at him, crimson eyes full of love for the red haired teen, and he lowered his hands on his lover’s hips, teasing the skin around his sensitive area with his fingers.

Tala moaned and pulled him down again, kissing him wildly while he reached the other’s arousal and stroked it with the tip of his fingers; Kai wailed as he thrust himself into his lover’s hands, the kiss more wild together with the raising of their passion.

“<Tala... I need...>” Kai pleaded, his eyes half-lidden by pleasure.

Tala moved his body so it would be stroking on Kai’s own, resulting the other teen moaning and whimpering, his face flustered with pleasure as he relaxed in Tala’s arms. The red head moved his hands down, parting his legs and readying himself to thrust into his love.

Then...

THUMP!

Both Tala and Kai stopped in their tracks, hearing footsteps pass their room towards Bryan’s, then the door opened and slammed shut again, together with a trail of curses in Bryan’s voice.

The Falcon finally returned home.

Tala groaned upset and lowered towards Kai again, eager to continue their games, but Kai stopped him and pulled Tala away, sitting on the bed.

“<What?>” pouted Tala, still aroused and in need of Kai.

Kai too was aroused and it had been hard for him to stop Tala from his... work, but he could feel something was wrong. Bryan was very pissed off and together with the fact that he remained outside all night, Kai was slightly worried.

Okay, Kai worried? Yeah, Kai WAS worried. Bryan was one of his first friends, almost like a brother to him, and Kai couldn’t forget how Bryan helped him a lot of times back at the Abbey.

So if something wasn’t right for the Falcon Boy, Kai wanted to help him.

“<Bryan>” he answered, willing his heat to back away.

Tala nodded in understanding and picked up his scattered clothes while Kai was doing the same. After a few minutes the two left the bedroom and headed towards the kitchen, having heard the water of the shower. Tala licked his lips, still not completely calmed down, and taking a cup of black coffee he sat down near his koi, who opted for a cup of cold water and then a coffee. On the tabler there was a bowl of chocolate cookies and the two headed for it.

“<You know>” Kai said with a raised eyebrow, munching the cookie “<I start missing Ray’s breakfast>”. He was met by a piece of cookie on the cheek by Tala, who puffed indignantly “<This is not your house and Ray’s not here so fuck you off>” at which Kai replied with a teasing smirk “<May as well do that you know>”.

Tala smiled to himself while the image played inside his mind, and Kai threw him back a cookie, shaking his head in surrender. “<You’re impossible>” he said.

“<Humph>” Tala growled, sipping his coffee.

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Bryan let the cold water run over his body as he closed his eyes in exasperation. His headache was finally drowning out, leaving his body and mind even more worn out than before, and even more angry with himself.

How could he? How could he fuck Ray that way? He was drunk, okay, but that wasn’t an excuse to his acting. He had been drunk a lot of times before, but had never been so drunk to not remember what he did in the time. This was regretful and horrible from him and he knew it.

And Ray.

Why, of all people, Ray. The black haired teen was always the cause of his problems, even if unknowingly.

He may have tricked all his friends, but he couldn’t trick himself. He was still feeling guilty about what he did to Ray at the championships. Nothing could change that, not even if the Neko himself accepted his sorrow excuses with a smile, saying he wasn’t angry with him and he didn’t hate him for what he did.

Bryan was still feeling guilty.

He hadn’t hurt him because he wanted to, that was true: he hurt him because otherwise Boris would have hurt him, and the lilac haired blader didn’t want to be punished again... Boris’ punishments were horrible.

He traced the lenght of the scar on his chest with one finger, a huge scar that Boris left on him using a sharp knife. It had hurt. Beyond possible, since he used a blade with a poison misture on it.

But it hurt more the thought that while hurting Ray during the match, he was kinda enjoying the feeling. The feeling of power he felt knowing he could kill his opponent, the feeling of complete strenght he felt...

Even if he knew it was wrong, he couldn’t deny he liked it.

Bryan clenched his fists while he gritted his teeth, hating himself more than ever. No one knew it, but he wasn’t happy. He surely had a very good year with his friends, now that both his torturer and his boss were gone in prison for life, but every time he looked at Ray, the facts of the championship returned in his mind, with a feeling of guilt every time stronger.

Slamming his right fist on the wall, hearing the sound of the bricks breaking themselves under his force, Bryan opened his eyes into slits, lingering on the veins under the skin of his wrist. On how the blood was streaming into it, and how easy it would be cutting it open, the crimson blood flowing out if his body...

But he wasn’t the person, he could never end his life, no matter what he had endured, no matter what could have happened in his life at the Abbey, he was still attached to life. He wanted to live now, to live like every normal person.

But, was he normal?

Besides, living was the best way to carry his guilt. His only chance to redeem himself, even if slightly, was carry on the feeling of guilt he had, because he felt the guilt as part of his correction. It hurt more than physical pain, and he was sure he deserved it.

Sighing he leaned his forehead on the wall, allowing the cold water to run again and again on his body, helping him clear his troubled mind. Wishing against reality that the water would clean him of his sins.

But the true fact was still there.

He had fucked Ray.

That was worse than any other thing he could have done before. He fucked Ray, taking away his innocence in one go.

He had hurt Ray badly and he was sure he would hurt Ray more. By fucking him he was positive he had hurt him again. Because he wasn’t sure about his feelings anymore.

If he was deceived so easily thinking he loved Tala when actually he didn’t love him, how could he be sure he loved or even liked Ray?

Shaking his head slowly he sighed: feelings only complicated his life. Boris was right teaching them how to hide them, they were just trouble.

How could he now face Ray again, after what happened? He would now hate him, maybe he would try to hide it, but he would surely hate him, and the sole thought of Ray hating him was too much for Bryan to take.

But he couldn’t run away, it wasn’t his style... oh, that was too complicated.

Why life was so damn complicated?!

Banging his head on the wall he cursed again, then turning off the water he stepped out of the shower, drying himself with a towel and dressing up in his pants, but since he left his shirt to Ray’s he put on another one, this time green.

It would do nothing remain in the shower and taking a cold. He had to face things like he always did before.

Because he was Bryan.

For how much he hated it in the present moment.

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Ray let the hot water run down his body, enjoying the warm sensation that reminded him of Bryan, and closing his eyes he let his mind linger on the lilac haired blader that took away his innocence. His first time with someone, was with him. He took him right there on the bed in the other room, and not once...

Not that he regretted it.

No, never ever. It was great. Simply great.

And it brought so much pleasure Ray would never thought it could exist. Okay, after it his body was a little sore, since Bryan was... hmm... quite gifted, but it was worthy of the time, really worthy. Bryan was hot and skilled, Ray mused blushing, and he wished it had lasted longer.

Sighing in contempt Ray shut down the hot water and dried himself. He knew that if he remained in that trail, a cold shower would be needed. He left the bathroom while putting on his clean clothes, a red shirt with a giant Yin Yang symbol on the back and red pants. Once Kai told him this was his best outfit.

Kai... Ray remained still on his idea of being in love with the slate haired blader because his mind couldn’t accept he was in love with the one who sent him to the hospital.

He knew it was wrong at the start and he hated -or tried to hate- the lilac haired teen with all his heart, but at the same he knew deep inside he couldn’t blame him. Kai told him that they were punished every time they did wrong, and Bryan simply didn’t want to be punished again. Ray, if he had grew up in such environment, would have done the same thing.

So soon he realized they could be friends, but Bryan always seemed to retreat when near the Neko-jinn. Ray knew it was because he hadn’t still forgiven himself and he thought that saying he had forgiven him would help.

Something had helped, but Bryan remained slightly tense when around him.

Not that Ray cared, still believing he was in love with Kai and doing all he could to make the older teen notice him.

But now...

Now he knew, he was really in love with Bryan. He had mistaken once, but that wouldn’t happen again. He was finally sure about his feelings, and after that night, well, he was sure about Bryan’s too.

He couldn’t have done such things... if he didn’t felt something for him too.

The problem was only one.

When he awoke, Bryan was not there. There were parts of his clothes, except his pants, and the blanket was some meters from the bed, but Bryan was nowhere to be seen.

That confused Ray immensely. What happened to the older teen to go away so fast without him noticing? Why did he leave first?

Ray wasn’t sure about this: maybe he had been a real disappointment in bed, and that made Bryan flee?

THAT was a problem.

He liked it a lot, and he wished Bryan would repeat... that... as soon as possible... but where the heck was the damned Falcon when he needed him most?!

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“<Hello boys!>” Ian popped in the room with a huge smile under his also huge nose and looked smugly at the two Russians sitting at the table. “<So did you two worked out a little?>”

Tala wrinkled his nose pissed off by Ian words while Kai blushed. “<Less than you and Spenc’ all right>” the red head replied with a raisen eyebrow.

Ian blinked then laughed out aloud, running towards the fridge. “<Wah, I wished I went to Ray instead>” he grumbled, picking out a bottle of milk. “<But, you know, he and Bryan had FUN yesterday so I didn’t want to interrupt something...>”

“<And didn’t you thought HERE you could have interrupted some...>” Tala stopped dead while he worked through Ian’s stressed words as well as Kai. “<What did you say?!>”

Kai looked stunned down at Ian as the shorter guy jumped on the nearest chair, drinking the milk from the bottle. Finally the Snake looked up at them and seeing their shocked expressions decided to explain. “<Me and Spenc’ were at the Park yesterday evening and we were having fun, when we passed before that restaurant... you know the name... huh... ’Ursa Major’, and we saw that inside there were both Bryan and Ray laughing while drinking vodka>” Ian stopped and smirked. “<You know, they made a great show, kissing in the middle of the restaurant...>”

He smirked more seeing the astonished faces both Kai and Tala wore. Kai glanced at Tala then laughed nervously “<You know, if we knew that, it would have been easier telling them we’re together>” he said sweat dropping. “<Smart ones, we never suspected a thing!>” yowled Tala beaming. “<The two sly dogs!>”

Ian laughed and stretched, then he jumped out of the chair and pointed towards the door “<Must go, Spencer’s waiting for me to go to the airport>”.

“<Airport?>” Kai finally shook away his astonishment. “<Where are you going?>”

“<Tala didn’t tell you? Mr. Dickinson’s coming, along with your former team mates>” Ian snickered “<I fear Tyson and his hunger...>” then he left.

Kai looked at Tala with widened eyes.

“<They’re coming?! TODAY?!>”

“<Um, yes?>” replied sweetly Tala.

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Cepheus: how it is going? Do you like it so far? Now I finally know how to continue this and hopefully, it will be finished in four chapters. Very very short but I hope you will like it nonetheless!
SO REVIEW ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And sorry if it’s short!
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