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Falling Stars	By : Zoshia Category: Gundam Wing/AC > General Views: 3564 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing/AC, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Summary: Duo thinks he is nothing. His only friends can�t help, they think they are nothing too. They live their lives
with nothing. Heero offers something. Can Duo accept
it? Even though he keeps up his cheery disposition, he thinks he disserves
nothing but death.

Disclaimer: No. I do not own Gundam
Wing, or its characters, or anything like that. Although� I do barrow them to
play with a bit� But it�s for the enjoyment of others� really�

Pairings: Now that would ruin the story! Although� It is a Heero and Duo fic so� I think you
can guess that� But the others are going to be a surprise! Don�t you like
surprises?!?!?!

Warnings: Same stuff as the last chapter. You hear a bit
about child abuse and stuff. There are some bad words though� tehe. Hint of underage sex to come.

Symbols: �speech� /thought/ ~~ scene change ~~

A/N: CHAPTER 2! WOOT! Hope you all enjoy! I had fun with
this chapter although I think the writing has changed a bit� So, tell me what
you think! It makes me oh so happy to hear from you guys and I value your
opinion!

Remon Koybito

Falling Stars

**Chapter Two: Reasons**

Duo was locked in someone�s bedroom now. When Wufei had told
him what his new job was he flipped. He was about ready to fall to pieces so he
ran into a room and locked the door behind him.

He was sitting in the corner now, behind the bed, with his
face in his hands. Quatre and Wufei had tried to get him to open the door, but
Duo could hear the anger in Wufei�s voice and wanted
to stay as far away from that as he could. After an hour, Quatre finally
stopped Wufei�s pounding.

Duo half jumped when he heard a click from the door. It
swung open and Duo could see a very surprised looking Quatre on his knees with
a bent clothes hanger.

�Holy crap� It worked!�

Duo just glared at him. He was not in the mood and put his
face back in his hands.

�Go away��

Quatre saddened slightly. He liked Duo and wished he could
help his new friend. He knew, though, that this could not be helped. Whatever
Duo�s reasons, he knew he had to start this job. It was just like him and
Wufei.

Quatre walked over to Duo and sat on the floor near him,
leaning against the bed. He bit his lip as he felt what Duo was feeling.
Sadness, anger, fear, confusion, self-pity, self-hatred, hatred towards
another, and a longing for something Quatre didn�t know.

Quatre sighed, remembering how he went through all these
feelings. He was sure Wufei had suffered through them, too, but he had been
much younger. /It isn�t fair� None of us did anything to disserve this�/

�Duo�� Quatre was glad to see Duo look up slightly at him.
�I know you must be feeling a lot and that your scared bu-�

�I�m not scared!�

�Quatre�s an empath,
Duo.� Both Duo and Quatre�s eyes darted to Wufei who
was leaning against the door frame. �And he went through it too.�

�We both felt the same things your feeling when we had to
start working.� Quatre smiled at Duo making the brunet feel a bit more
comfortable with them. �We understand.�

Duo sniffled slightly and wiped his nose on his shirt.
�Why�d you guys start� working?�

Wufei stretched as he came into the room. He crawled onto
the bed and plopped down onto his stomach, his arms hanging off it near Quatre.
Duo remembered how intimidating the Asian had been on the street, but now he
seemed different. He seemed more relaxed and Duo hoped it stayed that way
around him.

�My parents sent me over here from China
when I was 10ish. They thought that America
would be better for me, have more opportunities or something. But� They didn�t know the old friend they were sending me to
stay with only cared about making money. I�ve been doing it since I first came
here. Quatre�s only been doing it for a few months.�

�Seven. Seven months last week.� Quatre smiled at Duo and
sighed. �When my sisters moved out my dad said I had to start making money for
him�. Since I killed my mom he said I had to, because she couldn�t��

Wufei flipped onto his back and crossed his arms over his
chest. He closed his eyes as he sighed. �Quatre� You and I both know you didn�t
kill her.�

Quatre smiled up at Wufei then looked at Duo. �She died
giving birth to me� Some complication� But my dad blames it on me.�

Wufei knew that Quatre never liked talking about his father
much. But at the same time, he liked talking to people and if he was asked a
question he would answer it. Quatre had a problem with saying �no.� Wufei
decided to get the topic of conversation away from his blond friend.

�So what about you, Duo? Why are
you starting?�

The question took Duo off guard. He fiddled with the ends of
his sleeves and bit his bottom lip as he thought. He liked these two but wasn�t
sure how they�d react if they found out about him. He wondered if they wouldn�t
want to be his friends if they knew the kind of person Duo was. He sighed and
shook his head. He put on his biggest smile and scratched the back of his head.

�Ah, well� Same shit. I need to start making some money, you
know?�

Wufei and Quatre looked unconvinced, Quatre especially. The
way it seemed Quatre could look right into his soul with those big blue eyes
unnerved Duo. /Empath? What the shit is an empath?/

�Duo��

�Hey, Q-man, relax! No big thing! A job�s a job, right. And
it�ll be sweet to be in the city every day! Hell, I even get new clothes!�
/Yeah� it should be� cool�/

Quatre thought about it for a second. He knew what Duo was
feeling, but it seemed Duo didn�t want to confront those feelings. Quatre
wanted to help Duo, but forcing it on him was not the way to do it.

�Well, alright, Duo� But if you ever want to talk, about
anything, don�t hesitate.�

�Yeah, whatever, kitty-cat!�

�I think I preferred Q-man�� The two of them laughed
together and Quatre thought that maybe Duo would be alright, with friends.

Wufei stood up from the bed and yawned. �Well� Let�s go
then. Could we finish quickly? I�ve been working all night and I want to go to
bed.�

Quatre looked genuinely concerned. Duo felt a bit awkward.
/All night? Shit�/

�Wufei, you go ahead. I�ll take Duo shopping, both of us
don�t need to be there and you�re no good at it anyway. You go and get some
rest.�

Wufei didn�t hesitate. He handed Quatre the bundle of money
from Howard and gave Duo a pat on the shoulder.

�I�ll see you later tonight, Duo.� With a small wave Wufei
left Duo thinking about later that night.

~~~~~

Duo and Quatre were at the mall now. Duo walked around
wide-eyed and with a big smile on his face. He had never been to the mall
before and it amazed him. He smiled at as many people he could and craned his
neck to look in all the stores. He was having a blast.

Quatre let Duo enjoy himself. He had been amazed when he
found out the longhaired boy had never been to a mall before. He wondered what
Duo�s home-life was like but wasn�t sure how to ask. He wanted to know, to be
able to help the teen, if he could.

Quatre had considered himself
useless since he knew what the word meant. His father had made sure that Quatre
always felt guilty for his mother�s death, but it wasn�t difficult. He knew
there were people that had it worse then him, though. /Maybe Duo is one of
them�/ The idea worried Quatre even more. He had a
hard enough time dealing with his own life and he doubted he could really help
someone with theirs.

Quatre held back his worries as he led Duo into a department
store. He looked around the young men�s department but sighed. He couldn�t find
anything that would work for Duo�s new job. A little reluctantly he took his
friend over to the junior�s department. He was a bit surprised when Duo
laughed.

�You know� My mom always thought she was going to have a
girl. And here I am!�

Quatre laughed and shook his head. He realized then Duo may
have a different way of thinking then most teens. He started searching through
the racks of clothes. He piled clothes onto Duo�s arms and then led him into
the fitting rooms. The empath could feel Duo was
nervous as he went into the stall with him and locked the door.

�I want to see how it all looks. Do you want to go out in
front of all those girls to show me?� Quatre laughed when Duo shook his head.

Quatre sat on the floor and watched Duo. He tried not to
look too interested in what he was seeing, but he did want to know what the
teen looked like under his clothes. He could tell Duo was nervous as he
undressed and when he pulled off his shirt, Quatre knew why.

Duo�s skin was covered in bruises. Quatre made sure to keep
his face natural but he felt himself get angry as he looked over Duo�s thin
body. Many of the bruises looked to be from punches or kicks but there were
others Quatre knew were from something else. It looked as if Duo had been
grabbed and held roughly.

When Duo slowly took off his pants, even more nervously,
Quatre looked away, pretending to be interested in his nails. He knew Duo did
not want him to see the many purple and yellowish splotches that littered his
thighs and the ones that showed through his white briefs. He was sure then that
Duo was someone that had it worse then him. Being ignored and sometimes yelled
at was better then whatever caused Duo�s bruises.

Duo was glad when Quatre looked away. He was able to relax a
bit. He actually started having a good time trying on all the clothes and
showing them off to Quatre. He was amazed at how much they bought for him. They
bought several pairs of tight jeans, a few colored slacks, plenty of t-shirts
that were too small for him, a few sleeveless shirts, and a few nice jackets.

Duo couldn�t help smiling as they were walking back through
the mall. Quatre found out that Duo�s smile was very contagious. They walked
around groups of people, laughing about nothing and getting quite a few odd
looks.

Duo happily went home with Quatre. They went straight to his
room, though, when Quatre saw his father was home. They dropped all the bags of
clothes and Duo looked around the blond�s room. He
tried to ignore the serious look Quatre was giving him.

Quatre sat on the edge of his bed and looked at Duo with his
aqua-blue eyes. He liked Duo, he was a nice guy, and the empath
saw them becoming great friends. Duo shouldn�t have to
go through what he was, no one should. He wondered how well the impish teen
would handle it.

Quatre hadn�t had a very easy time accepting his new job. He
tried to kill himself, actually. He had been so ashamed and thought he didn�t
deserve to live on any further. He thought his mother would hate him for what
he had become and that her sacrifice had been wasted. Wufei had stopped him.

Wufei had told him how he had felt the same way. He knew
that if his parents ever found out what he was they would disown him and forget
him. He then told Quatre how they had to live so that someday they could become
something better. So they could regain their honor. Quatre had been amazed that
the normally cool Wufei held such hope.

Quatre hoped he could give Duo that same hope. He wanted to
help his new friend so badly but had no idea how to. Not knowing what Duo went
through at home seemed to make the blond a bit nervous.

�Duo��

Duo sighed as he sat on the bed as well. �Quatre� It�s not
going to be that bad. It� It�ll be better then being at home all day��

Quatre looked at Duo, a bit hopeful that he may start to
understand him. He sat further on the bed, bringing one leg up so he could
completely face the nervous teen. �Can I ask� Why?�

�Well�� Duo bit his lip. Quatre sounded so kind, so
understanding but he wasn�t sure how he would react to Duo�s story. He wanted
to be the blond�s friend so much it nearly hurt. And
he guessed that by telling what he does when he�s at home the chance of a
friend would be lost. He shook his head and looked away.

�Duo� I�m not totally sure of what goes on at your house but
I can honestly say that it will not matter to me.� Quatre gave Duo his
signature kind smile.

Duo had to admit that what the blond had said comforted him.
It was a bit odd that the blond knew exactly what to do and say at the right
moment, but it was convenient.

�Well�� /I guess� Honesty is my best choice right now� He�ll
find out eventually�/ �My parents died when I was 8 and I started living with
my godfather who I had never met. He drinks a lot and has been beating me up
since, like� I got there. When I got a bit older he� well he� He started
fucking me� And it just got worse from there�.�

Quatre moved on the bed to sit right next to Duo. He put an
arm around Duo�s shoulders gently. Duo just shrugged but the blond could see
the tears in those violet eyes. He sat quietly and listened as Duo spoke in a
shaky voice.

�It�s not so bad� I mean� He�s been letting other people�
you know� fuck me for, like, a while now� At least now�
I�ll� get some money� for it��

Duo tried to laugh but it ended as sobbing. He turned to Quatre
and buried his face in the blond�s shoulder. Quatre
circled his arms around Duo and held him close as the teen cried. He stroked
the long chestnut hair that fell around Duo�s small frame.

Duo couldn�t believe how good it felt to cry, letting everything
go, and be cared for. He knew the blue eyed teen would always be there for him,
although it didn�t quite make sense to Duo. What had he done to disserve it?
Quatre seemed to hold the long haired teen a bit tighter when that thought
crossed his mind.

Duo pulled away after he gained some control over himself
but his breathing was still shaky. Quatre continued to stroke his hair and rub
his back. Duo liked it. It felt good to him. He liked someone comforting him,
even if Quatre did rub over his bruises.

�Thanks, Quatre.�

�Any time, Duo. If you ever need
anything, both Wufei and I are here for you.�

Duo nodded and wiped away his tears. He thought about that
night for a long time. He was horribly worried, scared, angry, and nervous but
he felt a bit of relief at the same time. Friday night was always Dr. G�s poker
night and Duo was always a bet when Dr. G was going to loose.

Duo held back his sob as Quatre got up from the bed and went
through a drawer in his dresser. Quatre handed a pair of flannel pajamas and
smiled.

�We�re both working tonight so� we should get some rest.�

Duo smiled but it didn�t reach his eyes. He felt the soft
cloth of the pajamas and thought. /Working? Ah man� I hope it�s not that bad�/
Duo got up to change, keeping his back to Quatre.

Soon Duo was lying next to Quatre in his twin bed. They were
close and Duo was a bit uncomfortable. It was a soft and warm bed, but he knew
the warmth was mostly coming from the blond. He fiddled with the cotton sheets
for a moment then turned on his side, facing the wall.

�Duo�?� Quatre bit his lip. He couldn�t believe he was about
to do this. /Maybe I should just wait and let Wufei do it. No� After tonight� it
won�t be the same./ �Duo� Have you ever� enjoyed�
sex�?�

Duo�s eyes grew wide. He wondered why Quatre wanted to know
but reminded himself he could trust the blond. /He�s my friend�/ Duo shook his
head slowly.

Quatre chewed on his tongue as he thought of what to say.
/It seemed so easy for Wufei to do it�/ �After� After tonight, Duo, sex will never
be the same for you. You should� enjoy it� while you can�� /Crap! Wufei handled
this so much better with me! What�s wrong with me?/
Quatre held his breath as he waited for an answer to the question he didn�t
ask.

It made sense to Duo. He already knew that because of what
he went through sex would be different. Now he was getting paid for his pain?
He figured there must be even more shame in that. It would be bad. It would be
different. It made sense.

�So� What should I do�? Should I let� you?�

Quatre could hear how awkward Duo was and could feel his
worry. He gently turned Duo and propped himself up on one of his elbows. He
looked deep into Duo�s beautiful eyes and smiled with understanding.

�Only if you want to. But I
promise, I�ll only be thinking of you. I�ll do it for you, Duo.�

Duo bit his nails. His stomach fluttered at Quatre�s gentle words. No one had ever thought about him as
they fucked him but he had wondered what it was like to feel that pleasure.
Slowly and nervously, Duo nodded.

Quatre smiled kindly and ran his fingers through chestnut
hair. �Duo� Trust me, alright? I won�t hurt you.�

*****

A/N: Alright, tell me what you all think, please! I�ll try
and get the next chapter up soon.
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