Memoir of a crackhead Dragon ball z/Inuyasha style

Chapter 2: WTF?

Sesshomaru woke up in his bed champers, he yawned and stretch. Being a full blooded youkai have its advantages, he was almost immune to alcohol. The only thing effected him was sleep. When ever his level of alcohol was high, he would drift into slumber land. A few servants knocked lightly on the Old castle door. Once the servants were given permission to enter, he went to the bath house to get ready for today’s event. Sesshomaru entered the bath house. It was beautiful made from Marble stone. The design sesshomau’s father put in was of the setting of the sun and rising of the moon. His slowly undid his robe. He lowered himself into the water. He began to wash his pale skin and his sliver-moon hair. His body structure was of medium tone. His muscle was sculptured the way perfection should be created. He soaked himself for a half hour. Washing away his thoughts his developed emotions; any weaknesses he had he washed away. His face was stern cold, emotion less, calculating.

His Amber-honey eyes were hardened. It’s time…He thought. He raised himself out of his bath, once dressed he made his way over to his adoptive daughters quarters. He gently knocked on it. He could hear an ecstatic yell from her voice, “Come in father!” Sesshomaru pushed open the enormous doors and let himself in. Sesshomaru gave a sharp yelp and fell over with his daughter; rin completely knocked him down. He didn’t get upset; he wasn’t even cold when he spoke to her. She was his world. He made her complete. She was the one to open his heart a little more every day. Rin could never make him upset from the innocence of her being. My angel… He kissed her forehead and brushed her hair back to get a better look. “So how is my little sunshine doing today?” He asked. She was as usual smiling that bright smile. He felt gratified that he was able to teach her proper Japanese. She no longer put her self in a 3rd person perspective. (Am I saying this right I’m not sure if it’s 3rd person or first person. I’m not too sure…Feel free to correct me.) She giggled and squeezed him. “I’m fine father; I was just playing with my toys.” I haven’t’ seen you in a while. When can we spend time together? I know you’re busy but…I miss you daddy.” Rin’s face saddens at the lack of attention she was receiving from sesshomaru. Sesshomaru couldn’t answer her right away. Had I really been neglecting her lately? He slowly came to realization of his doings. I have been caught up in petty less complication to acknowledge my daughters existence? No…This cannot be. After today I will make time for her. “My little rin, I have not been neglecting you on purpose. There are business matters that need to be dealt with and well there wasn’t much time. Time is too precious to be wasted on politics but I assure you my dove flower (he gently pinch her nose and she giggled) I shall make time.” Rin was satisfied with the answer; with glee she kissed him lightly on the cheeks. “Okay papa I believe you.” Sesshomaru nodded and told her he shall return.

Sesshomaru made his way over to his father’s office. He stopped a few paces away from the door. He could hear two voices within the office. Its inutashio and inuyasha! Sesshomaru didn’t wait for them to finish, he burst through the door, uncaring of both his father and brother’s expression. Inutashio pov… I ask one of my trusted servants to retrieve inuyasha for me. I have decided at this précis given time to explain to inuyasha his future. I didn’t want to leave my youngest son with nothing. Sesshomaru’s is my heir and he has a lot of responsibility as it is. I simply want to lighten the load for him. I’ve notice in the past weeks he has been acting strange; too distance to my distaste. He refuses to communicate with me. What bothers him so? I looked up to see inuyasha greeting me with the usual “Morning old man”. Of course I wasn’t accustomed to being called such names, after all in my demon years I still look youthful. I told him to have a seat, and he smashed him self down like he ways a ton of bricks! The audacity of him! That’s it he needed to grow up and act his age. The pup is actually 550 years old! “Inuyasha stop this nonsense at once! You will act accordingly do you understand? I did not raise such simpleton in my house hold!” As usual inuyasha brushed off the warning and said, “Keh! What ever old man, listen you brought me here, I was in the middle of something. I don’t have all day!” I sigh to myself. I could not have notice how upset my son really was. He was upset because I have not been there for him in the past. I could not hold that against him. Naturally I cannot blame him.

So as the loving father that I am, I ignore his smart remarks. “Listen inuyasha I came to discuss your place as the second heir to the western lands. Therefore you shall acquire such duties of those of second birth. Your duties will include aiding…” I was in the middle of discussing the matter with inuyasha when my expensive wood doors exploded open. I immediately stood up. There before my very eyes was my first born sesshomaru, but he wasn’t himself. His eye was bleeding red like inuyasha’s firerat. He was breathing heavily and pointing a finger directly at me. I stood my ground waiting for anything he’d tried to throw at me. But how could this be? What could possibly set him off? I don’t recall it being mating season that ended months ago.

“Father” Was all sesshomaru said before inuyasha burst at him. “What the Fuck is wrong with you sesshomaru I don’t remember the old geezer inviting you here!” It was only a flash and sesshomaru had inuyasha by the throat against my wall which already had a hole through it; I was furious at the two of them bickering. I had to stop them before it gets really dangerous. “Sesshomaru listen to reason what is the meaning of your outburst?” But sesshomaru held tightly onto inuyasha’s neck and said, “Already have replacement for me father? Am I to be inuyasha’s lap dog?” His burning crimson eyes set upon my person. I couldn’t believe what my ears were hearing? My son thinks I would replace him? I have enough of this non sense. I’ve known before my return that they feud against each other but this is absurd! “Sesshomaru you listen well.” I waited until sesshomaru drop inuyasha from his position and turned to me. “I had no intentions of any kind of replacing you. As my heir and son it is right for you know to know the up comings of your brother. He is only going to be in charge of a small amount of the empire to assist you in your future commitments that is all. I did not come back from the after world to do such wrong to my eldest son. Sesshomaru you know me better than any one in this world look me in my eyes and see the truth!” I waited patiently for sesshomaru with the help of his demon aura to seek out the truth.

I saw inuyasha finally stood up and silently walked out the room. He seemed unhappy about the events that occurred moments before and the fact his brother actually meant to harm him weighed down on him. Sesshomaru’s eyes turned a back to its golden pools and it was hard to read his expression on his face. He showed little emotion and I was expecting that. He finally stood up, gave a bow before speaking. “My deepest apology father; I was a fool and blinded by my accusations. I should’ve asked instead of assuming father please forgive me.” I smiled of course; how could I not deny my son this small request. “Of course sesshomaru it is a miss understanding. But I’m afraid your brother took it harder than I did, you should go speak with him.” Sesshomaru let out a large sigh. He knew he overdid it now. He felt such a fool for having such emotions. Allowing him self to degrade in such a manner. He was an inuyoukai lord. What was he thinking to allow such an emotion as jealousy to overrun him? Immediately sesshomaru felt an emotion he thought would never overtake him…Depression. Sesshomaru heir to the western land and one of the strongest Inu-demon lords, felt depressed. I will have to speak with inuyasha now. He probably hates me more than ever.

Sesshomaru bid his father farewell and headed over to the gardens which he knew inuyasha would be whenever he was upset. He stealthy went into the garden and his heart seems to drop when he saw inuyasha playing with his adoptive daughter. That should’ve been me not him; I’m abandoning my family. He decided at the moment he needed to speak with inuyasha alone. He finally revealed himself to inuyasha’s dismay and rin looked up at him with a smile that would melt any heart but she also knew that looked he had and decided it was time to play somewhere else. When they were finally alone inuyasha didn’t even look up at his face or yelled at him. Inuyasha must be really furious with me if he’s not jumping down my throat. Inuyasha simply said, “What do you want sesshomaru. I’m just not in the mood today.” Yea..I thought he’s not himself. “I’m not here to torture you inuyasha. I’ve come to explain my actions, whether you heed it or not I’m going to say it anyway.” I waited awhile to see if inuyasha would ignore my request and walk away, he didn’t; and so I continued. “For the last couple of weeks I’ve been hearing all around that father wanted you for an enormous project. The only conclusion I could sum up was father wanted a replacement, felt I was too cold and arrogant to rule. What I worked hard for centuries before his return to keep under peace; one of his requests before he passed on. And then the other night I hid in the shadows as you explain to the wolf of fathers plan. It only infuriated me more. I vowed the next day I would confront both of you of this but then my aura unleashed itself and I was taken over by rage.” I turned inuyasha around and silently begging him to look into my eyes. I sighed with relief when he did. “Inuyasha as your older brother I promise I shall act according to my age and be more responsible and more open minded. Can you forgive your foolish brother?” It seems like an eternity, waiting for any time of a response from him; wondering if he’ll ever speak to me again.

(This is inuyasha’s thoughts)

I was fuming, to the point my face flushed. He could be such asswhole sometimes. But I couldn’t hold that against him really. Actually I had to admit that I don’t blame him. Sometimes I get like that also. Inuyasha thought back in time when his brother was taking care of rin as an infant.

8 Years ago…

It was another beautiful morning and sesshomaru jumped up from his bed hearing a screeching wail from the crib beside him. His hair was a complete mess. Pieces of his hair was sticking out all over the place (imagine that huh? Lol) his face had drool from snoring and his brain was only half awake. He slowly turned to the little bundle in the crib. She was wailing at the top of her lungs and sesshomaru figured she was hungry. Everything about his demeanor was forgotten. His main focus was the baby right beside him. Her name was Rin. That’s all he knew. The mother died giving birth to her. She was attached by the northern wolf tribe. Rin was born spiritless. She had no life in her. Sesshomaru opted to leave it be but tenseiga kept pulsing. So he swiped at the child and brought her back. Ever since then he never was apart from her. Inuyasha looked on for the first 6 years while sesshomaru gave all his attention to rin. Inuyasha and sesshomaru had been close. But ever since rin came into sesshomaru’s life; it wasn’t the same. He knew sesshomaru wanted to the perfect parent for her and he refused to listen to any reason from both sesshomaru and their father. He didn’t accept any help from the servants unless it was necessary. Inuyasha wanted that bondage with his sibling more than ever. Centuries before wouldn’t have been the same. So it only made him bitter and annoyed. And so he kept this attitude for a pretty long time. He went back being hot headed, potty mouth, and obnoxious.

Present day…

But he knew deep down he couldn’t hate him. Couldn’t fight him; for so long all he wanted was peace with his brother. He has a chance now. I better not fuck this up now. He thought. Inuyasha’s room was eerily quite. He knew he was tormenting his brother but he really had to think about this one. Could he live on like this? “Listen sesshomaru I know we hadn’t have the best past between us and I know you’re under a lot of pressure at the moment. So why don’t I forgive your sorry a.. and take it from there. For the record don’t get mushy on me. Can’t take mushy stuff; besides I have other sh.. to do then to hear you cry.” Sesshomaru chuckled, “I guess that’s a yes than.” Inuyasha waved his hands back and forth, “Yea…yea I ain’t dealing with your crying fluffy got business to do.” He spoke softer, “We’ll talk later.” And then he was gone. Sesshomaru thought this was the perfect opportunity to spend time with his daughter. He had nothing planed for the day, so he’ll take full advantage of it. He knew exactly where she’d be…in the garden. Sesshomaru watch her making what looks to be a flower crown. His eyes soften and the edge of his mouth shapes into a smile. Yes…he thought. No regret about having her here, his footsteps almost touching air; trying to surprise the joy of his life. The unsuspected rin was having the time of her life. Her favorite pass time is to be in the garden. Ever since she could remember she had a strong liking for flowers. Couldn’t understand why but it doesn’t matter now. She started to hum a lullaby her father use to sing to her when she was just a babe.

My little joy of sunshine

I’m here to soothe your wounds

A little day passes by and here we are,

Helping hands to love you

Don’t think we don’t, even when you’re playing,

I’ll be there to hold you.

Sing you this lullaby and prey to keep you safe,

You’re my world can’t let go.

Always there.

Sleep soundly angel, Young and hardly bare;

Always remember one thing I’ll be your dad forever.

As she was singing this lullaby sesshomaru stop for a moment to listen; rin sounded adorable to him. He hasn’t sung that song to her since she was just a pup. Rin felt a little wind before she felt herself being raised off the ground. “Huh?” She turned face to face with sesshomaru, her dad; she immediately sequal happy to be in his presence once again. “Papa?” “Hm?” “Are you here to stay a little while? I miss you all day and I was making this flower tiara for you. I know it’s a little too girly…” Sesshomaru put one finger to her mouth. She became quite. “Why would you think making flower crowns are too girly for me?” “I well they are flowers and guy’s well flowers are not their style.” Sesshomaru only could say “Hm” “Well you’re right my little one, but for me your father you can make as many as you like.” He taps her nose little bit before they snuggled. And sesshomaru kept Rin Company until it was time for bed…