Mystified

“Pan Son!”



“What do you mean by, “fashion hiccup?” Bra screeched to me/



“What are you doing on my private blog slash journal Bra?”



“Duh, Pan…. I only have known your secret code since forever!”



TRUNKSVEGETABRIEFS



“That still doesn’t answer my question?”



“Well, girl it is like this…. I have to know everything!”



I bite my lip over this. I can’t argue with Bra. She is more like my sister than my best friend. And fighting with her or getting mad never solves anything. I can’t hate her… I can’t even be mad that she reads my private thoughts. It is not like she does not know them anyway…. It’s the rest of the world that can’t know….



She isn’t kidding when she says that she has to know everything….I think she would curl up and die if she didn’t know ….



Thank goodness that our friends don’t know this…. Or they would not tell us anything. Girls always play favorites…. Trusting one and leaving others out…. Oh well Bra and I were just like twins….. Thank goodness we aren’t



I couldn’t stand if I had lustful thoughts about my brother!!!!....EWE! To use Bras favorite gross word…



I need a Trunks fix…….



To tell the truth it’s not the fix I really need. Maybe I need to drink two Monsters and do some cardio kick boxing…..



And that’s what I did



At my favorite kickboxing place



Ok so I am a little liar/ I usually go to CC to kick box…. It’s the best place in the world….. For me



“You’re dropping that arm…… your head is exposed”



And for my favorite critic… I smile inwardly.



Vegeta means well….



“I am not sparring Vegeta, I am exercising…. I tell him



“Form is Form and you never lose form. An enemy could be anywhere……



Now he always says this, and I am repeating the words in my head trying not to roll my eyes….. And I know he is going to attack me so I am attuned to where he is in the room……



Thus, My Trunks fix…



As cocky as I seem as sure as I thought I knew what to expect... Trunks helping his dad teach me the same lesson really gets my goat…. Or in this instance and sneak attack front leg swipe and I never knew he was there…….



As they laughed it up I reminded them how I never expected Trunks, because I knew he was at Cc and I never considered him a foe, so how could I anticipate his attack



Wrong statement…..for the next hour I was lectured on the principles of war and survival and magic mists that turns friends into to enemies and allegiances’ of the wrong kind. And power plays…. And ugh it was so boring but I did learn one thing ….. Expect the unexpected…. Maybe there was a lesson after all……



Vegeta did stop talking. And he nodded stiffly to Trunks and I. And just like that we were dismissed from the gravity room. That found Trunks and I alone in the side yard and I had no plans at the moment.



We walked side by side and our arms brushed as we moved. I follow him without following, as though I am his satellite because we weren’t talking either the entire time though I am asking myself to talk to him and clear up the other day…..



As we wind our way beyond the pool deck and onto the patio he easily sits on a lounge chair, inviting me down next to him with a gesture.



“Vegeta means well” he begins carefully examine my face



“I didn’t think I was giving the impression of being mad”



I jumped to the assumption that he was assuming anger



“I was wondering why you been mumbling to yourself, you only do that when you’re mad”



“Oh” knowing that this was an opening for me that s all I said



After a minute



“Pan you’re doing it again.”



I looked up to see a concerned look I wonder if he has inkling to what I am really thinking….. I wonder if he is trying to give me an opening …..



I... I was thinking about the other day…... I began,,,,,



His little smile smirk was there and I knew he had been waiting to hear me out…..



I think, Vegeta taught me to expect the unexpected…..was this lesson could it perhaps be … could it just be a reference to all aspects of life and not just fighting?



Panny Son (TVB)