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Wish I Never Saw
By : FrozenSongbird
Category: Missing Data > Missing Data
Views: 97 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0Disclaimer: - Chapter List
Too Late?
Quatres POV.
I choked back another sob, regretting everything. Trowa, I'm sorry... I didn't mean it. I do love you, I've always loved you. Why did I say all those terrible things? Why did I leave you alone like that? Maybe I wanted to hurt you, force you to leave me before the wedding so I wouldn’t lose you after. Maybe I wanted you to follow me and prove over again how much I mean to you... All I know is I was upset and scared, and made a huge mistake. I miss you so much my darling Trowa, I'm coming back to you. Please wait for me my angel.
I bend down to pick up the sleeping dog. He yawns before settling down on my lap again as I pet him gently. Its less than an hour before my shuttle gets home, until I can be in my lovers arms again. My heart aches, I can feel how much Trowa is hurting and all I want to do is comfort him, to make everything all right again. I want my Trowa back.
I settle into the seat, tired and drained. I've not slept in days and barely eaten. I don't have the will to fight this alone anymore, all I want is to be home. It won’t be long now before I'll be home and I can beg Trowa for forgiveness and just pray that he'll take me back. The landing point approaches fast. Just before the shuttle touches down, I reattach my dogs leash and wait. I'll be home soon my darling. Back to my silent clown. If he’ll take me back. Oh please take me back... As the shuttle halts I grab my case. The sooner I get there the sooner I'll have my love back. Have my heart back.
As soon as my feet hit the ground I begin to run, with my dog at my side. Something's wrong with Trowa. Badly wrong. I need to be there and I need to be there now. As I turn the corner my heart begins to ache even more than it had before. He's a mess... I'll be there soon baby, hold on.
I reach the front door and instantly stop. I'm so scared to open it. I just know my Trowa's in a bad way, and it’s all my fault... I shove the door open, slamming it behind me and dropping the dogs lead. He's in the bedroom, I can sense it. I run up the stairs towards my love. "Trowa?"
My blood runs cold as I enter the room. My lovers eyes are on me, filled with remorse and self-hatred. He's been cutting and drinking. He's a mess and I was the one that did this to him. It all my fault, but he blames himself. I'm sure he hates me now. I know I hate myself for this...
Gently moving closer, I sink to my knees. Trowas eyes are now closed. "Quatre get out of here. Without you I'm nothing, and a nothing doesn't deserve to live on the earth anymore." His voice is flat and emotionless, almost as though he's given up. One of his wrists has been slashed to pieces, like his arms. I think I got here just as he was going to the other.
My voice is barely louder than a whisper. "I love you Trowa... Please baby, I do love you." His hand touches mine and he sinks down next to me. I rest my head on his shoulder and close my eyes in exhaustion. I feel his arm curve round my waist, as he hisses in pain at the pressure on his arm. "I'm so sorry Tro. Please please take me back. I'm so sorry.”Trowa buries his face in my hair before replying. I can feel his tears. "I love you Quatre. Please don't leave me alone again. Please. I'm not as strong as you think." He’s sobbing. I’ve never heard him so broken.
He pulls a blanket off the bed and pulls it over us, even in this state trying to comfort me with its warmth. The next few weeks are going to be hard, near impossible to get through. But one thing is for certain. I'll never leave him alone again. I shouldn't have done this time either. But he deserves so much better than a spoiled brat like me...
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