Destination Eden (revised) | By : Lisachan Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3365 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter
20
They could do nothing more
than watch the door open, holding on to each other and praying to whatever god
they believed in as they faced the wrath of a madly obsessed man with only one
purpose in mind: destroying everything that stood between him and Heero, the
result of many years’ labor and hard training. Destroying Duo.
Without saying a word, but
with an expression on his face that told them everything they needed to know,
Doctor J paced towards them, gun in his hand and pointed at Duo.
“Duo, get out of here,”
Heero said, sighing feverishly. “Run. Quickly, run away.”
“Forget it, Heero. Think
what you want of me, but I’m not gonna let you
down now.” He curled around Heero and held him
with a protectiveness Heero had never experienced before, shielding his lover’s
body with his own. Probably the very reason why Doctor J snapped.
“It’s me he wants, get out!”
Heero said, squeezing his eyes shut, tears starting to run down his cheeks
again.
“That’s exactly why he won’t
shoot me.”
“No, I mean it, Duo! Leave,
no-“ He abruptly cut his sentence off as he heard a gunshot ring through his
ears. Red, warm liquid stained the hand that was holding on to Duo. He didn’t
feel any pain himself. Duo’s blood. Must’ve been.
“Duo…” he whispered
incredulously. All life seemed to drain from him as he looked up at his lover’s
face and saw him staring back at him with glazed, lifeless eyes. A strangely
contorted cry left his mouth and he clutched the bleeding body in his arms.
“See what that boy has done
to you. Look at you,” Doctor J hissed. “He has made you weak, pathetic.” The
old man paced towards the bed, making Heero shrink back. He tried to pry his
arms away from Duo. Heero felt Doctor J’s hands around his arms, Doctor J felt
him jerking back. Let go now, boy.
Finally succeeding in separating the two, he
grabbed the dead boy by his chestnut strands and dragged him away from Heero.
Through the tears blurring his sight, Heero saw him mercilessly throwing him
aside like an old, worn-out rag doll. His arms reached out like a little child
that has to hand in his favorite pet, like a lover who’s lost his lover.
“Kill me,” Heero sobbed. “I
demand that you kill me!”
He should’ve known better
though. He should’ve known that Doctor J was much crueler than that. Rather let him live a life of misery than give him the release of
death.
“You will never love again…”
he growled.
Heero watched him point his gun right between his legs. His
eyes widened as he realized just what he was planning to do.
“NO!!” he hollered, clasping
his legs tightly against his chest and squeezing his eyes shut. The sound of
another gunshot pierced through his head.
After that, it was awfully
quiet. He didn’t hear anything, didn’t even feel any pain. Slowly he opened his
eyes again. Above him he saw the off-white ceiling of his bedroom. Also, he no
longer found himself sitting hunched up in a strange bed, but lying on his back
in his own. A dream. A gunshot! He jumped up with the recollection of what had
happened in his dream and quickly looked under the sheets.
“No blood, no pain,” he
whispered. Reaching his hand down, he felt between his legs, tentatively,
carefully. “It’s still there,” he sighed relieved. “It was only a dream.” As
relieved as he was, soon the remaining shreds of his nightmare came back to
him. Doctor J had shot Duo. The mere thought of that twisted lunatic murdering
the one he truly loved awakened a deep anger inside of him, together with an
endless sadness and despair. There was nothing at all he could do about it.
Idly he wondered. When I'm no longer here, will the world stop turning?
Really, he wanted to die. He couldn’t have been more tired of living. It was
only Duo that still kept him going. Only Duo he needed more than anything else
now. Yes, for Duo the world would stop turning if he were
no longer here.
“Duo, I wish you were here,”
he groaned, about to burst out in tears of pure misery. “To prevent me from
doing stupid things. To stop me from killing myself.” He wanted to pick up the
phone and call him, but then again, if Doctor J taped
his phone calls and heard all his messages, then
he could start saying his prayers. “No, he wouldn’t. That’s just plain sick,”
he thought out loud. “But what if he does? You never know. And I don’t want
another night like last night.” He was in two minds, didn’t know what to do. He
was desperate for Duo’s support, but was also deadly afraid of Doctor J. “God,
I’m going paranoid!” he hollered, burying his face in his hands. Extreme fear,
the root of extreme distrust and suspicion.
“Heeerrooo!” he heard
someone singing. “Open the dooooor!” He looked up sharply and jerked his head
towards the window. Bright
sunshine. Only now he saw that he had slept
the morning away. It was already noon.
“Duo?” he said, stumbling
upright and hurrying over to the window. Down below he indeed could see the
former Deathscythe pilot staring up, playing with his braid in boredom. “Duo!”
he yelled, still not capable of opening his window since Doctor J hadn't replaced them yet. “Hold on, I’m coming!” He
rushed down the stairs and opened the door for him to come in.
“Heero, you goddamn sleepyhead. You had me worried there. I try to call
you, no one picks up. I come knocking at your door, no one opens. I thought
Doctor J had done something again,” Duo rattled.
The moment he set one foot
inside, Heero threw his arms around him, stopping his babbling, and held him close, never wanting to let him go again.
“Have you ever felt so
miserable that you wanted to commit suicide?” he
sniffled against Duo’s shoulder.
“What?” Duo said startled. “Heero,
what happened?” He pulled him away to look him in the eyes and as he did so, he
noticed him wince in slight pain.
“Nothing. Never mind,” he
mumbled, lowering his eyes. There is no
such thing as Nothing. Never mind, his mind hollered. Say it!
“No fucking way! Tell me
what happened! And why are you wearing a long-sleeved shirt? It’s summer!” His
eyes roved over his arms and on his wrists he
caught glimpses of darker spots. “Are they bruises
on you wrists?”
“That’s nothing! Been
clumsy. Fell down the stairs,” Heero said curtly. Say it now! He keeps on pushing anyway!
Duo seized one of his
wrists, determined to get the truth out of him. Heero whimpered slightly with
his sudden action. “Heero Yuy, you were trained to be a Perfect Soldier. The
day you are clumsy is the day I can’t get a hard-on. Now tell me the goddamn
truth!”
Heero heaved a sigh and
bowed his head. Told you. Keeps on
pushing. “He saw us kissing.”
“What? Last night?”
“Yeah,” Heero said, nodding
his head. “I had barely set foot in the house, or he was already behind me. It
scared the hell out of me. I hadn’t expected it, in fact. Didn’t know he would
be so fanatical to actually watch my every movement, but suddenly he was there and pounded me between my shoulder blades.
Then he pushed me further inside and… started to beat me up, just like that. It
was so horrible. I just wanted to die, wanted him to break my cranium or
something. I had given up on life. I’d had enough. But then I thought about
you,” he said, looking up at Duo. “And I knew I couldn’t die, that I had to
live through it. I would’ve left you unhappy if I did.”
“But Heero,” Duo said almost
breathlessly. “Aren’t you in a lot of pain then? Internal bleeding or stuff
like that?”
“No, I can take care of
myself,” he smiled. “Besides, pain wasn’t the reason why I wanted to die, just
the reason why he did it.”
“Come here,” Duo said
softly, opening his arms for him, and Heero gladly accepted his gesture.
“At least you still love me.”
Heero's reply was a little muffled.
“Oh, but there are a lot of
people who love you, you silly guy,” Duo consoled him. “In fact, I have someone
sitting in the car who wants to get to know you a little better.”
“Oh yeah? Who?” Heero said
surprised. “Not Heidi, she has already seen everything of me.”
“Just wait,” Duo said
mysteriously.
Heero watched him darting
back to the car. Two girls stepped out. Heidi and… another Heidi? Did she have
a twin sister? He looked at Duo with a questioning and confused look, not quite
understanding that it was his rival for the simple reason that he assumed her
dead.
“Spooky, isn’t it,” Duo
smiled, “to see someone of who you thought she was dead standing there?”
With a highly incredulous
look, Heero’s eyes hovered back to the girl that looked most mature. “Hilde? Is
that you?”
“Yes, it’s me, Heero,” she
said, nodding her head. In her voice, Heero thought he could hear the slightest
tone of rivalry and challenge. Could’ve been his imagination though.
“I know, I couldn’t believe
it either. But it’s really her. I recognized her
scent last night,” Duo said, looking at her with a dreamy and warm smile.
Heero looked sharply at him, dumbfounded and, to his
surprise, feeling something that must’ve been plain jealousy. It threatened
their relationship, to know that he apparently had made love to her. Hilde
threatened their relationship. Well yeah, what you could call a relationship.
Heidi saw his worries and
put her arm around his waist. “Don’t worry, honey,” she whispered in his ear. “Duo
loves you, only you. It was me who dragged her into it, not him. And it was me
who has convinced her to watch the two of you…”
“What? Watch us?” Heero
hissed. With a deadly glare he turned back to Duo. “Hilde, Heidi, get inside,”
he growled, keeping Duo trapped in his heated
gaze.
Both bounced inside and made
themselves comfortable on the couch, slightly amused with the perilous
situation they had got Duo into. Cross-examination! Talking about the
situation, like Duo had suggested, would become a far away topic, they
realized.
“Duo, what’s the meaning of
all this?” Heero hissed.
“Oh, Heidi has already told
you, I see,” Duo smiled nervously.
“I can’t believe you
actually agreed to this. Duo, you’re turning
this into vulgar group sex. Besides, think of the risk we’re taking. Doctor J
knows you’re here, for sure.”
“My sweet Heero,” Duo said,
taking his shoulders and looking him in the eye. “Did you really think I would
let the old fool harm you even more than he already has?
First thing on Monday, I’m gonna carry out my plan, should’ve already done that
weeks ago. In the mean time, I’m not gonna leave
your side for a single moment.”
“But Duo…”
“No Heero, don’t argue. I’m
tired of that constant cautiousness. I’m staying with you 'till Monday, and after that, it will all be over.”
His genuine concern touched Heero, moved him. It showed him that
his feelings were sincere and that he wasn’t planning on playing some
ridiculous game with his heart, but that he just wanted to have some fun,
albeit in very extreme and farfetched ways. Duo was like that. So would it
really be so bad to just give into it?
“Duo, how far are you gonna take this? First Heidi, now Hilde. What’s next? Are
you gonna involve Quatre and Trowa in this too? Or tape us and broadcast it all
over the building?”
“Heero, you’re exaggerating.
I just want to show her that there is nothing wrong with what we’re doing, that’s
all. Please Heero, just once,” he wheedled with endearing puppy-eyes and again
that little pout. “Please?”
“Oh, get your ass up to that
bedroom before I change my mind,” Heero said, gesturing with his head to the
stairway.
Duo gave an excited little
yell and clapped his hands in delight. “Girls! He said yes!” he yelled in the
direction of the living room, already with a foot on the lowest step. “Let’s
get upstairs!”
Heidi excitedly stuck her
head out of the door of the living room. “Heero, are you gonna do it? Are you
really okay with it?”
“Yes, but only once. Do you hear me, Duo? Only once,” he said, turning to
his lover. “Now, let’s go.”
With high expectations and a
racing heart, Hilde followed the three of them. What had become almost a
routine for them, was completely new for her, and as excited as she was, still
she was the last one who was completely free
from her clothes.
“Go on, Hilde. Take your
clothes off,” Heidi said, trying to pull her shirt over her head.
“What? Do I have to get
undressed too? I thought I could just watch,” she said with a disquieted face,
crossing her arms in front of her chest, uncomfortable with the sudden
nakedness.
Duo crawled behind her and
gently unfastened her bra. “One good turn deserves another, honey,” he said
softly in her ear.
Feelings he had rarely felt
tickled in Heero’s stomach. So rarely, he had forgotten what they were. Maybe
it was slight amusement, even gloating as he saw Hilde in such a situation.
That girl who seemed so determined to win Duo’s heart back, now so uncertain
and small. Strange actually. Who would’ve ever thought that he would end up in
the same bed with her, both of them naked, he dominant, she insecure. He could’ve
used her so easily now, and then tossed her
aside, just like Duo had done to him months ago in his stupid ignorance. And
neither Duo or Heidi would find that a bad thing. Anyone could use anyone. It
was one of the rules in this delicate game, for as far there *were* rules. He
wondered what it would feel like to fuck someone
you hate? Not like with a whore, where you go in, shoot your load, pay and
leave again. No, really hate. Just raw, meaningless sex, no feelings of
affection, no love. Just lust, ecstasy, pleasure and an explosive orgasm at the
ending. His chance to find out was right in front of his eyes.
But still, there
were other ways to nag her, ways that most probably would’ve been a helluvalot
more painful to her. If he were to screw Duo
right in front of her eyes, make her witness just how much he enjoyed being pleased by him. Or no, even better. Duo himself
taking the initiative to arouse and entice him. It
would be Heero who felt that sweating
body against him, who would feel those thrusting hips between his legs, who
would scream and writhe under the sensation of his cock moving up and down
inside of him instead of Hilde. Possibilities galore. No Heero. You shouldn’t think that way. It's
not right to wish grief onto a person. That’s
not the reason why she’s here.
A hand glided along his arm,
carefully. Duo stared at him with a slight look
of awe in his eyes. The bruises on Heero’s body were numerous, from light-colored to almost black, and he didn’t even want to
start imagining how rough Doctor J had been. He knew he couldn’t heal those
wounds, that was something only time could do. But at least he could cure the
bruises on his precious soul. By making love to him, letting him know that he
wasn’t really all that inhuman. Making love, like he was about to do now.
Soft caresses and gentle
kisses on far too sensitive places brought Heero
into the right mood. Hands which knew exactly
what Heero wanted and lips which gladly re discovered already discovered places
made his blood boil. “Duo… Please,” he panted.
“Heidi, lubricant please,”
Duo said without taking his eyes off Heero.
Heidi, who’s hand seemed to
be merged with a tube of lubricant at moments like this,
grinned and handed him what he wanted. Duo started smearing his fingers with
the lube, but Heero said a swift “no” and motioned with his eyes to Duo's cock, letting him know by that, that he didn’t
need any of the stretching first.
“Are… you sure?” Duo asked
hesitantly. “It will hurt more.”
Pain was the last thing on his
mind, he had gone through worse. A yank at Duo’s hips and demanding blue eyes. “Fuck
me… Now. I’m more than ready,” Heero whispered in his ear, his voice rumbling
softly with lust. Not only was he aching to feel his American sex-bomb
thrusting inside his narrow entrance, he also was dying to see that evil
prophecy of him come true.
The violet-eyed demigod
stalked over him and made him cry out as he gave a hard push with his hips. He
felt Heero’s nails digging into his shoulders and knew those scratches would
form a permanent memory. For a few brief moments, pain and pleasure were
flirting with each other, until Duo pushed in again and hit his prostate. If
Heero wanted to, he could’ve given a show like there was no tomorrow. Screaming
louder than was actually necessary, wrapping his legs tightly around Duo’s
pounding hips, when in fact his body told him that he could easily leave them
where they were. All with the mere intention to plague Hilde. Yet, when he
actually did those things, they were genuine
reactions.
A dramatic expression lay on
Hilde’s face. Heero’s screams sounded equally as dramatic in her ears. “Heidi,
I think he’s in pain,” she said worriedly.
“It’s okay. He likes it,”
Heidi reassured her.
Oh,
he likes it. “Then why is he crying?”
Heidi looked at his eyes and
saw that there were indeed tears running down his temples. “That’s from
emotion. It can happen to anyone every now and then while making love. It
happens by itself. But mostly they don’t feel
it. He doesn’t feel it now. In fact, I’m pretty sure that if he knew he was
crying, he would try to stop it. Tears are something as good as strange to him.
But those tears Hilde, those tears are no tears of pain, or grief. Only
happiness. Listen now.”
They both fell silent, hearing the screams weave through each other as
their would-be lovers climaxed. Mouths wide open, eyes squeezed tightly shut,
blissful peace afterwards.
Hilde almost waited for a
triumphant smirk or a malicious glare from Heero. But all she could see was
contentment and an endless inner peace. Most likely it did hurt, but she saw no
regret.
Heero was happy now. His
death wish was gone, had dissolved and was replaced with renewed hope, even a
touch of happiness. He wanted to preserve that feeling as long as he could, no
matter how long they lay there like that. Real
life could wait, this moment should stay, just a
bit longer.
The
moment couldn’t last though, he knew that.
Eventually it had to make way for real life
again. Slowly the two resting bodies started stirring, reluctantly, and ever so
calmly.
Heidi had managed to hold
her tongue. Calm after the storm, they were so beautiful.
Duo rolled himself over to
his side of the bed and landed with a lazy thud.
“Isn’t the weekend just great?” he smirked. “Sleeping till
noon, fucking whenever you feel like it.”
“You always feel like it,”
Heidi chirped.
“That’s a fact,” Heero
agreed.
“I do, don’t I?” Duo
sniggered, folding his hands behind his head. Suddenly he started singing a
very familiar tune. “I’m a little hentai, bold and stout. This is my handle,
this it my… Aw! Heidi!”
Heero jumped slightly when
Heidi hopped over him and started tickling Duo. He watched them and felt a
certain kind of merriment coming up inside of him. Actually strange how those
two could be like that. How Duo could be bisexual, could enjoy the presence of
men and women and how Heidi had brought them
together. Commitment apparently was something abstract to her. Sure, she still
frolicked around him like crazy and sure, she still lived together with him in
the same house. But that was only because Heero couldn’t take too many risks right now. Undoubtedly
they still humped each other, but he was convinced that it was not always because she wanted to, but for the mere reason
that Duo was as good as insatiable. That would all change the moment they got
rid of Doctor J.
“I’m gonna take a shower,”
he said, getting up and sauntering to the bathroom.
To be continued…
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