Quatre Winner\'s Diary
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Gundam Wing/AC › Crossovers
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
84
Views:
2,898
Reviews:
14
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Currently Reading:
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Feb 8th
Febuary: The Truth Comes Out
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Saturday, Feb. 8th
2:46 pm
Right now I’m sitting in the waiting room of the WE animal clinic. Seems Firecracker is sick. Duo called about an hour ago, panicked because his precious puppy puked all over his kitchen floor and then curled up into a little whimpering ball. He did want to do this alone, so he drug me along. I thought that I’d use the time to catch up on my diary writing, that way Duo’ll know that I’ve been using it. I don’t know what to write though. Oh my, we just got called back.
3:01 pm
Oh my God! I didn’t know that Trowa was a vet. A vet that works for my father. He just looks to young, but Allah if he doesn’t look stunning in that white lab coat. It seems to be made for him to wear. Too bad it covers his ass. I don’t think I breathed the entire time he was in the examining room. I know I was hard. Really, really, really, painfully hard. I think I want him. The only reason I’m here, right now, writing, is because Trowa took Duo and the puppy into an another room for x-rays. I don’t know why a sick dog needs x-rays, but I’m sure it will help. Trowa knows what he’s doing.
“Oi! Q man, the vet wants to talk to you. Do you know him?” Duo just popped his head through the door.
“Um…yeah. That’s Trowa.” I wasn’t going to lie about this, although I did sound like a mouse.
“Dude! That’s Trowa! Ya got good taste. He’s one fine piece of ass. Hot and smart, God if you don’t fuck him, I might try to grab a piece.” I love my friend, but he touches
Trowa I will kill him. Trowa’s mine. “C’mon, he wants to talk with you. I hope it’s not bad. I don’t want my puppy to die.” No you don’t want the puppy Heero gave you to die, but you won’t admit that to yourself.
5:11 pm
I think I just fucked up big time. I really messed things up. I didn’t know I could mess things up like this, but I did. I really, really did. I told him I was gay. Well that’s not everything. I should start from the beginning.
So I went to talk to Trowa, although I didn\'t exactly sure I could contain myself from touching him. Especially since his eyes seemed to be sparkling and the most beautiful smile was plastered on his face. I think my knees turned to Jell-O. But for some reason he wanted to talk about Duo.
\"So is that Heero\'s mystery man?\" he asked in a hushed voice.
\"How did you know?\" So I was a little shocked along with dazed. He was practically breathing into my ear.
\"I checked out the puppy the day Heero found him. Is that the guy?\"
\"Yeah, that\'s Duo. I guess you were too drunk to remember him from before.\"
\"I met him before?\" From the look on his face, he was teasing me.
\"Stop making fun of me.\" I pushed him lightly on the chest, partly to flirt but mostly to so I could touch him.
\"He and Heero will look good together.\" It seemed like there was something else that he wasn\'t saying, but I wasn\'t going to pry. Then of course there was that moment they show in all the movies. The one where we both stop talking and you can hear your heartbeat in your ears. It was cool, but unnerving.
\"So you know Heero?\"
\"Yes. We\'ve been friends for a while.\"
\"Oh.\ see seemed as uncomfortable was I was, which says a lot. God I wish my secretary had given me his message before I left on Friday, he might think that I don\'t like him anymore. Now I really have to reprimand her on Monday. Not giving me my messages for the week, how silly could she be.
\"I was wondering…\"
\"I\'m sorry I didn\'t…\" I have to say thought this only happened on TV. We started talking at the same time, which broke the obvious tension, mostly because we started to laugh.
\"I just wanted to apologize about not calling you back right away,\" I said after we stopped giggling. \"I just got a new secretary and for some reason she didn\'t think I needed my messages until around four yesterday. Half of them were things I had to deal with immedetly. As it was, I got out of the office after midnight, so please don\'t be mad at me.\"
\"I thought you were brushing me off.\"
\"I would never do that.\"
I must have looked really sincere because Trowa got that glorious smile again, and then things started to get surreal. He moved a hand to cup my cheek. It was so warm and soft and perfect. Just the touch and of course his eyes got my heart beating an impossible rhythm. Then it two simple words before my world came to a stop. \"I know.\" I think my knees started to give, but something unworldly was holding me up, because I didn\'t fall to the ground. My entire focus was on his eyes as he began to move his face to mine, lips slightly open and it took all my will just to keep breathing. He was going to kiss me.
But as much as I wanted it. As perfect as the moment was, if I did this now I knew I\'d regret it later, so I did the only thing I could think of. I turned my head. I looked away, and before I knew what I was saying the words spilled out of my mouth. \"Listen Trowa, this is all really new to me. I just figured last weekend that I preferred men. And I\'m still reeling from the realization. Plus all this new pressure…It\'s not that I don\'t like you, because I really do. And I want to kiss you more then anything at this exact moment, but I\'m not ready for where that kiss would lead. Not yet. By Allah,on\'on\'t want to rush things with you, so I think that, for the time being, that maybe we should just be friends.\"
Okay, I\'m stupid! I\'m the dumbest man in the world. I just turned down a sex god, and he only wanted to kiss me. So I couldn\'t look at him after I said it. I kind of looked at the wall.
\"Oh.\" That\'s all he said. Oh, and there wasn\'t mucflecflection in it either. Just \'oh.\'
\"You know, maybe it would be better if I just went to sit in the waiting room. I hope Firecracker\'s okay.\" I didn\'t look back. I just left and sat in a chair, until Duo came bounding out. I don\'t even really know what he was babbling about on the way home.
I destined to be alone for the rest of my life and all because I can\'t get my act together enough to accept someone\'s interest in me.
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Saturday, Feb. 8th
2:46 pm
Right now I’m sitting in the waiting room of the WE animal clinic. Seems Firecracker is sick. Duo called about an hour ago, panicked because his precious puppy puked all over his kitchen floor and then curled up into a little whimpering ball. He did want to do this alone, so he drug me along. I thought that I’d use the time to catch up on my diary writing, that way Duo’ll know that I’ve been using it. I don’t know what to write though. Oh my, we just got called back.
3:01 pm
Oh my God! I didn’t know that Trowa was a vet. A vet that works for my father. He just looks to young, but Allah if he doesn’t look stunning in that white lab coat. It seems to be made for him to wear. Too bad it covers his ass. I don’t think I breathed the entire time he was in the examining room. I know I was hard. Really, really, really, painfully hard. I think I want him. The only reason I’m here, right now, writing, is because Trowa took Duo and the puppy into an another room for x-rays. I don’t know why a sick dog needs x-rays, but I’m sure it will help. Trowa knows what he’s doing.
“Oi! Q man, the vet wants to talk to you. Do you know him?” Duo just popped his head through the door.
“Um…yeah. That’s Trowa.” I wasn’t going to lie about this, although I did sound like a mouse.
“Dude! That’s Trowa! Ya got good taste. He’s one fine piece of ass. Hot and smart, God if you don’t fuck him, I might try to grab a piece.” I love my friend, but he touches
Trowa I will kill him. Trowa’s mine. “C’mon, he wants to talk with you. I hope it’s not bad. I don’t want my puppy to die.” No you don’t want the puppy Heero gave you to die, but you won’t admit that to yourself.
5:11 pm
I think I just fucked up big time. I really messed things up. I didn’t know I could mess things up like this, but I did. I really, really did. I told him I was gay. Well that’s not everything. I should start from the beginning.
So I went to talk to Trowa, although I didn\'t exactly sure I could contain myself from touching him. Especially since his eyes seemed to be sparkling and the most beautiful smile was plastered on his face. I think my knees turned to Jell-O. But for some reason he wanted to talk about Duo.
\"So is that Heero\'s mystery man?\" he asked in a hushed voice.
\"How did you know?\" So I was a little shocked along with dazed. He was practically breathing into my ear.
\"I checked out the puppy the day Heero found him. Is that the guy?\"
\"Yeah, that\'s Duo. I guess you were too drunk to remember him from before.\"
\"I met him before?\" From the look on his face, he was teasing me.
\"Stop making fun of me.\" I pushed him lightly on the chest, partly to flirt but mostly to so I could touch him.
\"He and Heero will look good together.\" It seemed like there was something else that he wasn\'t saying, but I wasn\'t going to pry. Then of course there was that moment they show in all the movies. The one where we both stop talking and you can hear your heartbeat in your ears. It was cool, but unnerving.
\"So you know Heero?\"
\"Yes. We\'ve been friends for a while.\"
\"Oh.\ see seemed as uncomfortable was I was, which says a lot. God I wish my secretary had given me his message before I left on Friday, he might think that I don\'t like him anymore. Now I really have to reprimand her on Monday. Not giving me my messages for the week, how silly could she be.
\"I was wondering…\"
\"I\'m sorry I didn\'t…\" I have to say thought this only happened on TV. We started talking at the same time, which broke the obvious tension, mostly because we started to laugh.
\"I just wanted to apologize about not calling you back right away,\" I said after we stopped giggling. \"I just got a new secretary and for some reason she didn\'t think I needed my messages until around four yesterday. Half of them were things I had to deal with immedetly. As it was, I got out of the office after midnight, so please don\'t be mad at me.\"
\"I thought you were brushing me off.\"
\"I would never do that.\"
I must have looked really sincere because Trowa got that glorious smile again, and then things started to get surreal. He moved a hand to cup my cheek. It was so warm and soft and perfect. Just the touch and of course his eyes got my heart beating an impossible rhythm. Then it two simple words before my world came to a stop. \"I know.\" I think my knees started to give, but something unworldly was holding me up, because I didn\'t fall to the ground. My entire focus was on his eyes as he began to move his face to mine, lips slightly open and it took all my will just to keep breathing. He was going to kiss me.
But as much as I wanted it. As perfect as the moment was, if I did this now I knew I\'d regret it later, so I did the only thing I could think of. I turned my head. I looked away, and before I knew what I was saying the words spilled out of my mouth. \"Listen Trowa, this is all really new to me. I just figured last weekend that I preferred men. And I\'m still reeling from the realization. Plus all this new pressure…It\'s not that I don\'t like you, because I really do. And I want to kiss you more then anything at this exact moment, but I\'m not ready for where that kiss would lead. Not yet. By Allah,on\'on\'t want to rush things with you, so I think that, for the time being, that maybe we should just be friends.\"
Okay, I\'m stupid! I\'m the dumbest man in the world. I just turned down a sex god, and he only wanted to kiss me. So I couldn\'t look at him after I said it. I kind of looked at the wall.
\"Oh.\" That\'s all he said. Oh, and there wasn\'t mucflecflection in it either. Just \'oh.\'
\"You know, maybe it would be better if I just went to sit in the waiting room. I hope Firecracker\'s okay.\" I didn\'t look back. I just left and sat in a chair, until Duo came bounding out. I don\'t even really know what he was babbling about on the way home.
I destined to be alone for the rest of my life and all because I can\'t get my act together enough to accept someone\'s interest in me.