Bewildered Heartbreat

Disclaimer: Don\'t own gundam wing!


Ok here is my chapter , it\'s kinda a flash back chapter, but it\'s good to know the past ne?



// \\\\ - will indicate thought and ^^ ^^ - Will indicate a flash back and end of flash back

Bewildered Heartbeat



\"The mirror, the mirror, D...uo, the mirror!\" Quatre held his cousin in a firm embrace as he heard Heero whispering those same word over and over like some kind of ritual chant. Aqua green eyes teard up as Quatre scooped Heero into his arms and brought him into the safe confinds of his room and ever so gently, placing Heero upon his fethery soft bed.

Quatre watched with pained eyes, as he watched Heero\'s shaken form involintary currel into a tight feetle possion in the middle of his bed, with his blue eyes stareing strait ahead, eyes unwavering, looking into the dark pit of nothingness. Quatre bent his head, seamingly looking at the floor as he let his held up tears fall freely. //Heero can\'t take this anymore, I\' am just hurting him more by trying to keep him safe, and this all happened because I only wished to help him\\\\ Quatre griped his chest as a pained expression crossed his fey face. //It\'s been so many years that Heero has been here with me, i took his pain in hopes of helping him, but, what i ended up doing was fare worse than I had wanted\\\\ Takes in a shuddered breath. //I took his memory, of Duo, his parents, everything\\\\ Quatre looked through his golden bangs at Heero lieing stark still on his bed. He was shaking, gost white, with his hurt pained eyed expression as his past memorys try to flood his head at once, his memories that i myself took, I didn\'t mean to, really I didn\'t\\\\ Quatres body racked with sobs as he remembered that day more than he wanted to. //The pain in Heero\'s eyes, memories, and the mistake I made\\\\

^^ Quatre looked up into the dark bluish haze of the sky as he watched the fluffy thunder heads roll back unto from which they came. And, over the faint rummble of the distant thunder, he heard a soft sound, and it sounded as if someone was crying. //couldent be, not way out here, no one lives around here for miles\\\\ Couriousity getting the better of him, Quatre made his way up the small lush geen hill. Firmly stopping at the top, Quatre gasped, nothing could prepair him for what he saw below him. A genrious ammount of ground was scortched and some tiny bits of grass were still kindling a fire. Then he saw them, two small human children, no older that six or so he\'d say. Quatres heart lurched when he saw all that red blood covering the little body that lay on the ground and the blood that covered the others hands as his friend tryed shaking him and telling him to wake up, but, with no avail, his little comrad with the braid was dead.



//oh no, please no\\\\ Quatre quickly and quitely made his way over to a small boy with chocolate hair who was sitting by the dead form of his friend. Upon reaching the sean, quatre sank to his knees by the the small human, and gently ran one hand through the soft chocolate locks, \"Little one?\" The sobbing boy looked up at Quatre with tear filled eyes, It broak Quatres heart to see such saddness and hurt in those tiny blue eyes. \"Help.\" The boy managed. Quatre looked down into that sweet, soft little face, he looked like a little lost puppy that had been beaten, Quatre couldent help the tears that fell from his own eyes as he looked upon the boy. \"please *hick* help my *hick* koi.\" after a bout of hickups, the boy ounce again burst into body racking sobs.



Quatre soothingly caressed the young ones back, while racking his brain with any ideas to help the poor child, and he could only think of one. But first there was a question he had to ask, \"lillte one?\" Quatre said soothingly. \"what is your name?\" \"Heero, Heero Yuy.\" That was all Heero could manage through the sobs that shook his small frame. \"Well Heero, do you want the pain to stop? I can help if you trust me.\" Heero sobs slowed down, he wiped a bit of snot from his nose, and looked up into Quatres trusting eyes. //Pain, pain dosn\'t feel good, I don\'t like pain\\\\ That was all his yound mind understood, Heero nodded solidly and climbed into Quatres warm lap. Heero sniffled, \"How do you make it go away?\" Quatre bent his head down to Heeros neck and let his fangs extend, \"It will only hurt for a minute and then it will be all over, just tell me when your ready Heero.\"



Heero nodded again, \"Ok I\'m ready.\" Quatre then sunk his fangs into the pail flesh of Heero\'s neck. \"Ah!\" Heero felt a giant jolt of pain wash over him and his whole world spinned as darkness took him.

(Ten years later)

Heero awoak to a gental hand shaking him, he growned and rolled over to meet the ever caring eyes of Quatre, \"Ok, get up lazy bones.\" Quatre smiled pleasantly as he handed Heero a cup of thick looking red liquid. Heero smiled gratfuly and took it, his cousin Quatre was so nice. //Don\'t worry Heero i will never let anything hurt you\\\\ Quatre was pleased as he saw Heero chug down the red liquid and quitly left the room.^^^



Quatre blinked as he came out of his deep thoughts and looked over Heero. Heero was now lieing in a loose feetle possion and had fallen into a fitfull sleep. Tears once again reached Quatres eyes, //I\'m so sorry Heero, i had no idea that your little lover would turn out to be an immortal, if I did I would have known that he was only stuned from the shock and not dead\\\\ Quatre scooped his bangs from his face, //I\'ve hidden you away from you past and Duo all these years, affraid what would happen if he ever found you, i don\'t want him to hurt you Heero\\\\ Quatre plops down in an overstuffed chair, //But, you saw him, and he found you, what will I do now? Oh Alah, please help me.\\\\

~ TBC.. ~