Comfort

As I continue my aimed thrust I lean forward pressing a kiss to his neck. I mentally shiver as a quick image of Boris doing the same to me flashes in my head before disappearing. This is not Boris I'm with, it's Kai. I remind myself and continue to kiss his neck. But the kiss turns to hunger as I begin to bite and suck marking him as mine.

Yes Boris did this to me in the past, but it hurt and drew blood, I don't plan on doing the same to Kai.

He groans louder and tilts his head to the side allowing me more access to the spot. I smile against his skin and continue to work. But my lips and hips stop as I realize something doesn't feel right. Something is missing.

“T-tal?” Kai turns his head to look at me and learn why I've stopped despite both of us being within seconds of our releases. It is while his ruby eyes are staring into my blue ones that I realize what I want. I want to see his face like I always do during his release.

So I pull out slowly and we both groan disappointingly. “On your back” I say not breaking our eye contract. For a moment he's very confused, but understands what I want after a few milliseconds and complies to my wish.

“Is this better?”

I lick my lips leaning over him. “So much better.” I kiss him hard and shove in quickly. He gasps with the quick penetration and having my stomach drag over his member. The only thing I wish is that I could get a better view of his face. Another effect of the quick penetration was that his muscles clamped tightly around me electing a low moan from me into his mouth.

Our kiss deepen greatly the harder and faster I thrust into him. Not only that, but Kai wraps his legs around my waist allowing for better access to his inner pleasure spot. One of my hands finds its way to his hair and the other works it way in between our bodies and grips tightly and stokes him.

Kai breaks the kiss throwing his head back against the pillow and emitted a loud scream while my hand gets covered in his warm white release. I guess he was closer then I thought he was. Or I'm just good at working him over.

Anyways I hang on a few more thrusts into his constricting passage and look down on his sweaty face that glowed in the moon light with his mouth opened as he panted and let out whimpers as I continued to hit his prostate hard.

After my six thrust after his release I allow myself to let go screaming his name as I throw my head back and arch my back as I fill him with my seed. Kai whimpers softly below me as what I assume is enjoyment from the feeling. He controls his muscles so they milk me dry.

I feel the arm that is supporting me over his slender body quiver and I reach out my other to aim the other. But once it hit the mattress they both give out and I fall on my forearms barely hovering.

Our faces are close I can feel his warm breath tickle my nose and lips as we both work on catching out breath. We remain silent and still, me still buried deep within him, as our eyes gaze into the others. A smile graces his lips as he makes the first move and caresses my cheek. I can't help but nuzzle into the warm feeling.

“Are you feeling better now?” his voice is raspy from the screaming, but I love the sound anyways.

I return his smile and nod. “Yeah.”

“Good.” His hand curls up a bit so only his index finger remains against my skin as his moves it up to push hair out of the way behind my ear. It tickles as he continues to travel the digit down the side of my neck and brings it to a rest below my chin. “I had worried you'd never know love.”

“Kai...?” my voice shakes as I look down at him. After all the time we've lived together, shared the same room, stayed up all night talking like a couple of girls, I never once thought he would worry or care like this.

The smile softens more and his eyes brighten with love as he again cups my cheek with his hand. “I've loved you for so long Tala and I could never bring myself to admit it. I struggled daily from the Abbey training that taught us emotions were weak and worthless, but I couldn't deny how I felt.

“When I left you and joined the Blade Breakers, my heart broke knowing you were stuck in that living hell with Boris doing whatever sick things he wanted.” His smile faulted as he recalled the events from the past. “Back then I thought that if I didn't see you what I felt would disappear as if it was never there. And at first it work.

“But then I saw you in the stadium and all those feelings rushed back like someone had opened a flood gate and I was caught up in it left to drown. I was too focused on you during my battle with Spencer to concentrate right and that is why I lost Dranzer. But I couldn't blame anyone but myself and the weakness of emotions for that loss. And as soon as I could I fled the arena. And then the next day I made sure not to look at you, even though you were in the spotlight.”

“W-why are you telling me this?” I ask with my still shaking voice that seemed to have gotten weaker so I wasn't sure if I said anything at all.

“Because I want you to know. Now can I continue?”

“Y-yeah.” Again he flashes me another quick smile before continuing his tale.

“So during that match with Tyson, as much as I wanted you to win, I wanted you to loose more, just so you could get your freedom. And once that happened I wanted to run to you and comfort you, but when that time finally came I got scared and ran the other way. Then I did all I could to ignore you during the next year. As much as I tried I still found myself picking up the phone to give you a call. But before I got to the last number I'd hang the phone up and go for a run.

“Finally the next year rolled around and Dickinson was making changes to the rules. I saw that as my chance to get away from Tyson and the others and return to you. I had long since made up my mind that emotions are not signs of weakness and I felt I could confront you.

“But things weren't as easy as I hoped. Time after time I saw others ask you out and each time you turned them down, and with each rejections you gave my courage dwindled until I gave up the idea and settled for just remaining at your side. It made me happy to do things for you and watch you smile over small stuff. I was content with that.

“But my content didn't last for long, and I wanted more. I wanted you to touch me like in my dreams, so I came up with the idea of telling you those nightmares and you did what you could to comfort me. Having your hand grasp me felt wonderful and I again was content. Until a few nights ago.

“What changed?”

“You tell me. I heard you calling me in your sleep.”

My blue eyes widened in shock as I recalled the dream from the other night. It was when Kai and I were kids and Voltaire was taking him away from me. At the time he was my only friend, the only person I talked to, and the one I loved. Realization flashed in my eyes and I blushed.

“I said I love you.”

“Yeah. It was soft, but I heard it all the same. So I worked out a plan which I would like to call a success, if you agree.”

I carefully study his face reading everything he was not saying. He did this to remind me of the olden days, the happy times, and what we can have without Boris or Voltaire stopping us. We shouldn't live our lives in fear of them any more. I don't need to push others who care away because it will only bring everyone pain. And I have hurt Kai long enough. No more will I hold back.

“Yeah it's a success.”

“I'm glad.” He leans up and passionately kisses my and his hand again travels to my hair and grips it holding me close. When we part we're both breathless and he's smiling. “I really love you Tal.”

I return the smile and kiss his nose quickly. “I love you too Kai.” I brush hair out of his face as he yawns and wraps his arms tightly around me.

“Stay here. I want to wake up later and this not be a dream.”

“Sure.”

I finally pull out, and we both groan at the loss, and lay next to him. Kai cuddles close resting his head on my chest quickly falling asleep listening to my heart beat. I stay awake a little longer playing with his sweaty, but still silky, hair and soon find myself falling asleep from the soothing action.

XxXxXx

The next morning I hear the door to our room open. I know it's one of three people, but I'm too cozy wrapped in the warmth from the person next to me.

Who ever it is laughs lightly and closes the door again and his foot steps fade down the hall.