Kokoro no Yume

Warnings for this chapter: shonen-ai, beast...



A/N: well, I will say it only once...I will not pay for your psychiatrist becouse of what Ed and Envy did in the forest...I think I'm the only twisted one using this pairing stile...







They arrived by Winry’s house around three in the afternoon. As both reached the building the blond girl come running out and hugged Edward then Al. As the elder brother watched the two hug, he remembered his dream about the two married and having a childe. ‘Al would be a great father. Was that dream a wish from me to see the two happy together? But then, why did I dream from Envy and that we have a family? Am I wishing for us two to become more?’ at that thought he begun to shake his head. ‘No, that is wrong! He is my half brother for God’s shake and a psychopathic murderer and a cross dressing bi-polar palm tree!’



“Ed, are you all right?” he heard Winry ask him. As he looked up he saw Pinako, Winry and Al looking at him. He must have spaced out for a little bit with his thoughts.



“Uhm…nothing, I was only thinking. So let’s get in I’m starving.” He said grinning as he walked up the stairs which lead to the front door.



“Edward Elric, you will never change” said the blond girl as she followed him with the others inside. They didn’t know that a black furred cat with amethyst eyes watched them.



------------------



It was almost three days since the brothers returned home to make a little vacation. It was a rainy Sunday as Ed choose the time to take a little walk up to the ruins of they old house and to the grave of the woman, he called to live. He had a white lily in his hand as he walked up the hill.



As he reached the top, he walked up to the grave he made for her and put the white flower on it, don't caring that his hair and clothing were wet. The blond kneeled down in front of the grave and looked at it with a sad smile.



“I know that it was selfish from me to try human transmutation and that I caused you a lot of pain. I hope that you can forgive me one day…” he said is a whisper, his hot tears mixing with the cold rain.



As he stood up and begun to walk down the hill he thought that he heard something. As he turned around he saw a black cat sit behind him. He walked up to the animal and strokes it's wet fur. Then without one other word he picked it up and begun to walk with it back to the Auto-mail shop.





After he entered the house he dried the both of them and gave the cat some warm milk. After the creature finished it followed him straight to his bedroom and cruelled together beside the sleeping alchemist.



-----------------------------



On the next day went Ed again for a little walk, but this time not alone. Luckily for him Al was to distracted to tell Winry about they adventures to notice the black feline.



After a five hours of walking around in the woods Ed saw that the sun already begun to set.



“You can turn back now Envy.” He said as he put the cat to the ground. It looked up at him confused then it turned back to a green haired teen.



“How did you…” he was fully confused.



“Your eyes were the key…”he said coldly.



“I see, if that is so then…”



“Turn in to it…”



“What?”



“Turn in to your real form, the one you showed me and Ling when we were in Gluttony.”



“If that is your death wish…” he said, still confused and a bit disgusted as he turned in to a gigantic reptile like creature with three pair legs and long hair. The souls of the people who were used for his philosophers’ stone already begun to whisper as Envy showed his real face. “Is this what you wanted?” he asked his tone dripping from malice.



“You had the same dreams…”



“Wha…what…?” Envy felt his hearth pound faster as the souls repeated his words a silent echo.



“The dreams in that we are together, you have them as well.” He said as he walked up to the beast, his golden hair hiding his eyes in shadows.



“Uhm…ye…yes….” He said feeling a bit relived, but also frightened. But both feeling were replaced by confusion and a warm tingling as Envy felt Ed stroke his check gently. “What are you doing chibi?” he asked his voice shaking.



“I want to find out if I can feel for you something other then hate….” He whispered, his hot breath tickled the blushing beasts check as the bold alchemist leaned down and kissed the deadly creature on the lips.



It send one electric sensation through both of they bodies and Ed begun to kiss the beast with more passion, while Envy tried to response carefully as not to hurt Ed, then in his form was he much bigger then the blond. Ed knew that it was wrong and sick what he did, but something in him didn’t let him stop. After he needed air he pulled away, looking up at the flushed creature. With using his alchemy he let his clothes appear next to him on the ground as he slowly walked over to the creature’s tail, where it joined his body. Curious violet eyes never leaving him. As the reached the spot Ed begun to slowly stroke it, earning a little gasp from Envy as he laid down on his side to gave Ed more room to do what he wanted. The blond stroke the spot where tail and body met figuring out that it was a weary sensitive spot for the monster as he heard Envy moan as he let his tongue glide over the soft skin. Ed was stunned at how soft the beast’s skin was. After he earned one other five moans from the creature he moved forward to his member which by the time left his current place from under the creatures skin and begun to continue his stroking and licking.



Ed let out a soft gasp as he felt the beast’s tail stroking his member, hardening it in no time. He would have never guessed that he would do this one day. After ten minutes both reached they climax and screamed out each others names. Ed shakily walked nearer to the creatures stomach and begun to lick from the cum which spilled on it and him. After he was ready he walked up to the creatures head who did the same as he. The blond smiled at the still panting beast and gave it a light kiss on the lips, then snuggled closer to him.



“Envy…”



“Hmm…”



“I think we crossed the line between Hate and Love…” Ed said as he snuggled closer to the deadly creature who wrapped his tail protectively around him.



“Yes, I think you are right…” with that both fell asleep.







Unknown to them sat two shadows on a near tree and were staring at the two with wide eyes.



“Uhm…well…I think this was the most disturbing thing that I ever saw….” Said Lust.



“My…my baby….” Was the only thing that the brunet beside her could only say, which caused the blackhead to stare at her confused. This was the first time after the woman beside her become a homunculi called the blond her childe again.



“We should go see if Greed is ready with throwing up.” Said the raven haired woman as she dragged the brunet with her to search for they traumatized for live male brother…









To be continued….