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Why Never With Me?	By : Nelfie14 Category: Dragon Ball Z > Het - Male/Female Views: 1585 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Hello there people. Been years, I know, but I intend to finish this even if it takes years more. Cheers. Also I'll be going by Cherry now for personal hilarious reasons, jk. Now on with this story.
So training with Vegeta was as bad as it sounded. While most of it consisted of your basic sparring there was the meditation that was worse. This wasn't your typical meditating exercise though, this involved almost constant surprise attacks and scare tactics while trying to maintain a state of zen.
Fucking bullshit is what it was. Though none of the attacks were particularly painful they still stung like a mother.
'Asshole gets off on this I swear...' I think to myself, but it is a welcomed change from the "training" Trunks used to take out on me.
Funny enough I think it's working. Been about three weeks now since I tried ending my existence and I don't feel as helpless, pathetic, useless, and weak in all aspects as I did before. Don't get me wrong I still feel a severe amount of hate and disgust at Trunks, but a part of my heart still thinks I should be with him and that terrifies me.
It's sick, I know. To love someone who would beat me down physically, mentally, emotionally...
'Why am I so weak?' I think to myself not sensing the well aimed boot at my ass.
"Ow, the hell Vegeta?" I yell at him as I hold my sore butt cheek.
"You're thinking useless things again brat." He retorts coldly.
I wanna snark back at him, but he's right so I just side eye him for a minute before sticking my tongue out at him. I've gotten comfortable enough with him that I can actually act like a brat. I was seriously skittish the first week he decided to train me, but he had this harsh way of being gentle contradictory I know, but it's the truth. I was never truly afraid he'd hurt me more than necessary and his training never had that sick twisted anger beneath it.
"I was." I pouted. "But my mind still goes to that place when I'm left alone too long."
"That's to be expected, you were a punching bag for years, it's my fault for not sensing it." his Ki spiked a little before falling back. "However it's that damned son of mine who has the most to be sorry for. Not that 'sorry' can ever make up for what he has done." he growls.
I casually walk up to him still holding my ass. "It's okay Vegeta, I'm still in part of the "blame myself" phase too. I'm working past it though, every kick to the ass helps." I smiled brightly at him.
He snorted but I could tell that he was amused which only made my smile brighter.
After that little exchange we called it quits and headed on home. Silence was usual but never uncomfortable. We both knew that if something needed to be said it would be and that was nice. No forced chit chat and pleasantries unlike with the others, felt good.
But as we approached home a familiar purple dot came into view.
My ki started to rise and fear mixed with anxiety flooded my body.
'Nononononono!' I panic. 'I'm not ready for this so not Fucking ready for this!' I think as my ki falters and I catch myself before falling.
Haven't seen the Bastard since I tried killing myself. Didn't want to until I could be sure I wouldn't freak. The fuck is he doing here?
Vegeta pulls up beside me noticing my distress. "Calm down stupid brat. He can't hurt you anymore." He says before taking off ahead of me.
I fly slower trying to drag out meeting this asshole. I'm not scared of being hit anymore, Vegeta took care of that, mostly. I'm terrified of those feelings coming back. Of the person who just accepted the violence and manipulation, of the person who was still in love with him clawing their way back out. And every meter that came closer the heavier my breathing became. Soon I was hyperventilating, my throat going raw, and a cold sweat engulfed my entire body. I was visibly shaking and I couldn't feel my hands anymore. I couldn't hear anymore just the blood rushing through my ears. That was until Vegeta grasped my hand and stood between me and the source of my anxiety.
"What are you doing here, boy?" Vegeta demanded of his only son. His anger apparent even without the tone.
"I just wanted to talk to her..." he basically whimpered in front of his father. I didn't dare look at him for fear of worsening the attack. The previous one slowly ebbing away.
"You know very damned well why you can't." Vegeta stated firmly.
"I know, I know-" he started but was cut off by his father.
"Then what the fuck are you doing here?" He barked at his son. I couldn't see it but I could tell Trunks visibly flinched at that.
"I just couldn't bear it. That night...that night was all my fault..." and that was it. I could feel myself being pulled back into that abyss again and I panicked. My breathing instantly quickened, my pulse sky rocketed, I lost all feeling in my extremities. It felt like I was dying as my chest tightened and my vision distorted.
'fuckfuckfuckfuck! I can't do this! Please stop stop stop!' I internally scream, or at least I think I am. I can't tell anymore and I'm vaguely aware of hands on my shoulders gripping me. I can't really focus on the face in front of me but I recognized the flame black hair. I instantly fist his shirt in my hands and place my head on his shoulder. I hear faint yelling and a ki rise then vanish.
Soon I'm scooped up like a sleeping child still clutching the shirt. While my breathing steadies the fatigue hits me hard and while I'm still sniffling and trying to calm down, I'm laid down in my bed. I instantly roll over and clutch my pillow and as sleep starts to take me I feel a warmth envelop my back. It's familiar and I'm so easily soothed by it, that I drift off after a few more moments of steadying myself.
So there you have it. My latest attempt at adding a chapter. If you find any mistakes keep them too yourself and know that I shall wish helfire upon you if you dare mention it. ^.^
As always review or don't.
love ~ Jnell
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