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Loss	By : SabesBabe Category: Dragon Ball Z > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1140 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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@wistfulmuse: Aww I'm sorry I myself was getting teary eyed.
Also sorry for the late, late upload.
Two weeks later, Vegeta was sitting on the window sill in his and Goku's room. He was looking down at an ultrasound picture of their dead cub. Veget was missing the cub dearly this past two weeks. He hadn't left the bedroom for those two weeks. Vegeta ate all his meals in the bedroom and he didn't even go and train. All he did was pace, nap, look out the window, watch TV or leave to go to the bathroom.
Vegeta always had a blank expression and he had lost all color in his face, always pale. He had dark circles under his eyes from lack of sleep. He cried all hours of the days and nights. Everytime he would try to sleep, his arms would automatically go around his stomach to hug the non existent baby goodnight then end up crying all over again. Goku would wake up and wrap his arms around Vegeta, trying to calm him down, so Goku wouldn't get much sleep either. He hated seeing his mate so upset.
Vegeta felt tears well up in his eyes and stream down his cheeks as he started to sob, hanging his head, letting the picture drop to the blankets. Vegeta blamed himself for what happened, he blamed himself for the death of Vegeta Jr. It's all my fault! MY FUCKING FAULT! He thought to himself. He hugged his knees, burying his face in them.
Goku was making breakfast for everyone and he watched his cubs outside picking wildflowers to bring up to their mama to try and make him feel better. Goku Jr. and Jalmonde got quite the armload of flowers, dropping them then picking them up and dropping them again, having to pick up more. It was extremely cute. Goku served breakfast as the cubs walked in.
"Daddy, look at what we got Mama!" Jalmonde grinned.
"What pretty flowers" Goku smiled. "We should put them in a vase."
"And bring them up to Mama when you take mama breakfast," Goku Jr. said, smiling.
"Yes, we will do that. You both eat while I put them in a vase."
Goku took the flowers and the kids started to devour their eggs and bacon with fruit cups. Goku found a vase in the pantry and filled it with water, putting the flowers into the vase afterward. He set the vase on the counter then ate his breakfast.
"Daddy, will Mama come out today?" Goku Jr. asked.
"I don't know, Junior," Goku said to him as he finished up his meal. "Your mother has been very sad still about losing your brother."
"When will mama not be sad?" Jalmonde asked.
"I don't know, Jal."
"Are you still sad?" Junior asked.
"Yes, I am still sad," Goku said.
"We are too," Jalmonde said.
Goku tussled their hair and kissed their foreheads. "It will be okay, boys."
"We know. Someday we will see Vegeta Jr. again" Goku Jr. said.
"That is right boys," Goku smiled.
"Maybe wish him back with those Dragon Balls you told us about," Jalmonde smiled.
"Yeah!" Goku Jr. said.
"Oh, let's not get too ahead of ourselves," Goku smiled at his sons. "It is still a very painful time for our little family. Maybe we will and maybe we won't. It is all up to your mama."
The boys nodded pushed their empty plates away. Goku stood and took all of the dishes to the sink then smiled brightly at his boys.
"Let's grab the vase and-" he stopped and looked to the hallway. He sensed something and frowned. "Boys, why don't you draw your mama a picture to go with the flowers, huh? It will make him twice as happy," he forced a smile.
The boys grinned, nodding and hurried to the living room to grab crayons and paper.
Goku could sense there was something very wrong at the top of the stairs. He hurried up the stairs and burst into the bedroom, not seeing Vegeta in his usual spot by the window. He felt Vegeta's ki coming from the bathroom and he hurried over to the bathroom door. He had replaced the door earlier that week. He put his hand around the the knob, knowing it was already locked, but he tried it anyway. As he figured it was locked.
"'Geta? Are you okay in there?" He asked. "Please open the door!"
Goku put his ear to the door, frowning even more when he heard grunting and groaning. What was he doing in there?! Goku pulled away from the door.
"Open the door right now!" Goku said. "Or I will IT in there!"
When he received no reply, Goku IT'd into the bathroom. Goku's face ran pale and he put his hands to his mouth, his eyes widening. There before him was Vegeta sitting naked on the floor of the shower, his fingers clutching a razor blade that dripped with blood. Vegeta had cuts littering his body, deep, seeping cuts. Vegeta was sobbing as he cut himself more on his wrists, wanting this pain to end so badly.
Goku walked over as tears formed in his eyes. He crouched down and grabbed at Vegeta's wrists, stopping him.
"Geta, what are you doing?!"
Vegeta only sobbed, his head hanging, his hair covering his face.
"You are trying to kill yourself aren't you?" Goku asked quietly.
Vegeta nodded.
"Why?" Goku asked.
"Are you a fucking idiot?! Because of our dead child!" Vegeta cried.
Goku frowned deeply. "Vegeta-"
It's my fault our cub is gone!"
"It is not your fault."
Vegeta dropped the razor blade and cried harder. Goku let go of his wrists and hugged the smaller man to his chest as Vegeta cried his heart out into the shirt. Soon, Vegeta calmed down to sniffles.
"How long have you been in here?"
"Thirty minutes."
Goku sighed and held Vegeta in his arms as he stood up, taking him to the bedroom. "You lost a lot of blood, 'Geta, I'm going to give you a senzu bean to heal you up."
"I don't deserve it, just let me bleed."
"Geta. . .don't talk nonsense."
Goku held Vegeta in one arm as he used his free hand to fumble in the dresser drawers for the beans, his hand shaking. He had never encountered a suicidal person before and it scared him deeply, especially it being his own mate.
Goku found the beans and gave one to Vegeta who ate it without resistance. Goku carried him back to the bathroom, the wounds already gone. He set Vegeta down on the shower floor, grabbing the shower head and turned the faucet on to hot water. Goku cleaned his mate up, glancing at him every few minutes. The older Saiyan just stared into space, not acknowledging what was happening.
Goku soon had him wrapped up in a towel and carried him back. Goku got him dressed in pajamas and tucked into bed. Vegeta fell asleep and Goku sighed deeply, pressing a kiss to the older man's forehead. Goku stood up and left, going to check on the kids who were now playing video games. He smiled a little and looked at the phone, thinking of calling Bulma to tell her what happened.
He picked up the phone and dialed the number. His hands were already starting to shake again. He waited to hear her voice.
"Briefs residence," she answered.
"Hi, Bulma," he said.
"Goku! How is everything?"
"Not good." He walked outside with the cordless phone. "It's Vegeta."
"What happened?"
"He. . .he tried to commit suicide. . ."
"Oh my god!" Goku had to hold the phone away from his ear. "Is he okay?!"
Goku put the phone back to his ear. "Physically, yes. He cut himself all over his body. . .I just couldn't believe it, Bulma, I. . .I would never think he would ever. . ."
"Goku, it will be okay. All you can really do right now is be there for Vegeta and help him through this. If it comes down to it, he could see a therapist or a psychiatrist."
Goku sighed deeply, rubbing his temples, feeling a headache coming on. "You are right. I will do my best."
"If you need anything, please call."
"I will."
He hung up and put the phone back inside. He sighed deeply and went to the cubs, not sure what he should expect when Vegeta wakes up.
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