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Prologue
By : Herpb4uDerp
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A/N: Heads up, double post this week (yay). Roll on back to that previous ch if you missed it.

Trunks has just stormed out of the Gravity Chamber after yet another argument over the addition of yet another safety protocol that was according to his father,

‘COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY, NOW GET OUT! ….damn brat! I don’t need your help!’

Though Vegeta did admit it could use a better ventilation system. The rain outside offered no relief in the now partially lit, sealed hellchamber he abused so dearly. He stops to peel off his sweat soaked tank top before reaching his arm down beneath one of the panels of the center console.

He feels several shocks of electricity while he contemplates for the thousandth time the best way to kill Kakarot’s son and get away with it. Though, he supposes he doesn’t have to get away with it if he can live with Trunks and Kakarot hating him. What was one more enemy? So… first, get the radar... I think it's still in her old lab. Then, I kill him… then resurrect him and kill him again. How many times can I kill him before Gohan or Kakarot intervenes? ... Should I kill him immediately? Or take my time torturing him? If I torture him, where would I keep him that the others wouldn’t find him? Hm. Maybe I should-

He jumps up and hits his head on the console, then immediately curses himself for being startled because he knows at some point he needed to just get used to it; it's never going to stop happening. Not with his lack of manners. He turns, still wrapped in up in murder, to Goku who has just appeared behind him soaking wet with a cracked bloody face. Vegeta’s eyes widen and his expression softens at the sight.

“Kakarot…” He stands up slowly. “What-”

Goku interrupts with a tired voice, "I know…. I know what he did.” He watches about a hundred unreadable thoughts cross Vegeta’s face, warping it with emotion. “I know everything.” He says with a serious face that wasn’t quite angry, but still left Vegeta unsure how to proceed.

“Ev...” The words drop off into space.

Goku inhales deeply, “Why… didn’t you tell me?” They were past pride and honor now. Vegeta could not hide.

“...I- I wanted to… after... I-” Vegeta takes a step towards him but Goku holds out his arm and stops him.

“After… what? After you told me… how unworthy of you I am? After you told me you were just… using me? Then? Then you were going to tell me what he did? Is that when you were going to tell me why I had to pull you out of this- this stupid place! Unconscious! Half starved! Or were you going wait until after he tried to kill me, Vegeta?! After I had to force the truth out of him and WATCH what he did?! After that?! Vegeta?! IS THAT WHEN YOU WERE GOING TO TELL ME!? WHAT HE DID?!” The distance between them closed and Goku’s not sure when that happened or who closed it but suddenly he was breathing heavily down onto Vegeta’s face and he backs off with a huff.

“N- Kakarot, I- it's… I didn’t-” he pauses and becomes irritated with himself. Goten’s sudden untimely death? That was planned. He had at least a hundred different feasible ideas. He knew what he was going to say, how he was going to say it and exactly where he was going to stick the knife. ...Dealing with Kakarot however... No thought whatsoever had gone into that. He had tried to sleep those thoughts away and push them somewhere deep down where they wouldn’t bother him. What was the point in dealing with them? Kakarot would never want to see him again. Right? His brain struggles to comprehend why Kakarot is here at all talking with him about this regardless of new information. Especially with new information. “...If could take it back- I didn’t- ”

“Take it back? Take-” Goku laughs in pained disbelief, “So, you admit it then? You were lying. What we had… it was more. You weren’t just-”

Vegeta’s jaw tenses, “Yes, it was... more.” He says quietly and Goku nods with a bitter frown.

“I know, Vegeta. I always knew! And I knew your dumb conditions were just…just that! ...and screw you! I am worthy! Of being a lot more than your sparring partner!” I’m Son Fucking Goku. If anyone, it’s me who should be deciding who’s ‘worthy!’ but I don’t! Because that’s not how this works! Vegeta!

“I… know.” He pieces his thoughts together slowly. “I…” The older Saiyan’s hands flex by his sides and he is unable to look his counterpart in the eyes.

"How… did you think cutting me out was going to make this better?”

“I didn’t! But I couldn’t- couldn’t deal with-” Vegeta swallows and slowly nods his head trying to tread carefully through a conversation they'd put off two decades too long. “I didn’t know… what you’d… I was so-”

Goku lets emotion crush down on his brows and sighs. “But if you’d just told me then-”

Vegeta instinctively defaults to the only thing that felt comfortable these days. Anger. "Because it would have been that easy, wouldn't it?!"

"Yes!"

"No! Kakarot, it's never that easy! Would you have even believed me!? That he- he- Tch! I can barely believe it! And I-!” His voice cracks and he pauses, “Kakarot, you never would have believed me.”

“Why didn’t you offer your memories, then? I still had to force them out of one of you and he tried to- he could have killed me! He almost did!” He wipes the blood from his nose thinking about it. “And then where would you be?” he lets out a half-hearted laugh. “You’re supposed to be the one who does that.”

Vegeta chuffs and looks up at Kakarot’s attempt to offer comedic relief. “Why… why are you here Kakarot? To interrogate me about how it makes me feel? Or maybe his memories weren’t enough and you need mine too? You going to root through them, like I’m sure you did his, shredding any sense of privacy I ever had? Is that it, Kakarot? You want to look in my head and make sure I fell into your demon’s little trap because I was just that self deluded by my crippling desperation for you? You feeling insecure? Or did you just come to humiliate me further over how I’ve ruined everything I’ve ever- and- and fuck! Why- Kakarot, why are you here?”

"Vegeta! You KNOW why I'm here!" The older stares at him before Goku shakes his head, pulls Vegeta his chest and locks their mouths together. Vegeta barely registers what is happening. Heat. Rain. Against him. Then... nothing as Goku gently pulls away.

“How can you… you still want...? After everything…? Why? How can you keep forgiving me?”

Goku humms against his neck, “Sometimes when you ask questions like that Vegeta, I think you’re the idiot.” He runs his hands up Vegeta’s back and can feel his shoulders roll forward in encouragement. “But if you really wanna know, then I guess because… it feels good.” He smiles down at him.

“...What are you going to do about Go-”

Goku covers his mouth with his own again and begins working on their clothing. The only thing I'm going to do right now, about anything, is you. He sighs happily when Vegeta begins assisting him. Soon they are naked on the cool tile floor trying to avoid the loose wires. Goku grunts as he pulls a wrench out from underneath of him and tosses it away.

“We should lea-”

“No. No” Goku pants out, “Now. Here. I want it now. No more leaving-” He bucks against Vegeta’s hips. “No more running awa-” He gasps out when he feels Vegeta grip his shaft. Goku thinks it won’t be any good if Vegeta has him undone in minutes with just his hand, so he tries to take back the advantage. He grips Vegeta’s hard narrow waist which was settled comfortably between his thighs and rolls them so he can be on top. Then he presses his whole body against Vegeta's for a rough, bruising kiss, which after the initial shock, Vegeta returns with fervor.

It's a break from their usual foreplay, which had never involved much kissing before and Goku still wasn't entirely convinced Vegeta would let him keep doing it, but here they were and it was a maddening sensation. Far better than their first kiss. More chaotic and violent than their second or any that that followed. This was the best one by far, and Goku is so happy as he bucks against Vegeta, that this like the rest of his broken rules is recurring.

He places his hands on either side of Vegeta's face and rocks against him, tongue rolling over tongue. His excitement is met with a deep rumbling chuckle from inside the older Saiyan's chest. It is the first time he’s laughed in years.

"Feeling good?" His fingertips tease at the edges of Goku's hair. Goku frowns, wondering why he'd bother stopping this just to ask a pointless question he already knew the answer too. Vegeta can hardly hold his partner off for a moment before he had them lip locked again.

Soon they are both panting and running their hands up and down each others bodies. Goku rakes his nails down Vegeta’s chest and sides while Vegeta bites deeply into Goku’s neck. He can feel how hard Vegeta is beneath him and moves his hand towards their exposed shafts. Vegeta stops him and there are several moments of hushed whispers between them.

"What?" Goku honestly isn't sure he heard him right. "But I like it like this- I don-"

"Don't argue- Just- fuck! Just do it! You’re going to like it."

Goku grumbles, "Fine, but I don’t-"

"Shut up with your whining and do what I say for once." Vegeta shifts and points as Goku, looking doubtful, dismounts to lay on his back.

The shorter Saiyan then suddenly parts Goku’s legs and kneels between them with too serious a look. His hands touch lightly along Goku’s sides forcing out a laugh, “St-stop, that tickles, Vegeta-” The offending hands stop and the older Saiyan hesitates before taking him to the back of his mouth in one fell swoop down.

Vegeta ran his hands roughly now up and down Goku’s torso while the younger wraps his leg around the back of Vegeta’s neck and back. Goku archesas he feels himself hit the back of Vegeta’s throat again. Goku had noticed how Vegeta always liked to make a point about Saiyans not having gag reflexes. He remembers once asking during the act if that was why they could swallow so much at a time when they ate too. That was the first and only time he’s ever made Vegeta choke.

“Ah! Ve- Vegeta- wait, I want- Ah, I want to- wait!-” Vegeta was right, he liked this. He likes this a lot, but it was far too soon for him to feel this close.

He comes up gasping, “I know what the fuck you want. Shut up.” He dips his head back down and continues leaving Goku writhing. The younger runs his fingers through Vegeta’s coarse locks and pushes him off.

“Ah- please, I want-”

Vegeta slaps his hand over the younger Saiyan’s mouth, “And I said, I know what you want.” he pulls away from Goku's grip and continues the hardcore eroticism that is covering Goku’s entire shaft with his warm wet mouth.

When Vegeta finally releases him from what was beginning to edge on torture, he makes his way slowly up Goku’s torso, crawling over him with a hungry almost desperate look that was about to drive his younger counterpart nearly over the edge and straddles him.

The younger Saiyan's eyes widen and his breathing shallows as Vegeta slowly grinds against him. It’s starting to click now why Vegeta said, ‘Get on your back and stay absolutely still until I tell you.’

Goku is already sweating in anticipation. He can almost see the steam rolling off of them from how hot he feels just watching every muscle twitch on Vegeta's body as he rocks; in his neck, his shoulders, his chest, his thighs; Goku feels him relaxing and tensing above him. His heart skips a beat and he’s suddenly worried he won't last through the night. He's sure he'll die here and now as Vegeta wordlessly agrees to give him something he’s never given before.

Goku hesitantly rests his hands on Vegeta's hips and looks up at the other Saiyan with flushed cheeks and a lot of uncertainty as Vegeta takes a hold of Goku’s shaft and begins to sit back onto him, slowly, so agonizingly slow. Goku throws his head back in rapture once he feels Vegeta finally pull back and press himself all the way down and Vegeta utters a sound of relief like he's been waiting for this his whole life.

The pace is painfully gradual, but each stroke is complete. A little harder, deeper, faster better than the one before. As Vegeta speeds up his pace he also tightens his grip around the other Saiyan's shoulders. His grip begins to turn into an embrace and suddenly Goku can feel Vegeta's chest against his, hear his panting in his ear, his hair brushing against his cheek, Vegeta’s arms are now locked around him, one hand caught in his hair, the other digging painfully into his back. The younger pulls his bottom lip between his teeth relishing that feeling. Fingertips dragging down his spine in barely contained ecstasy.

Goku doesn’t know it, but there is a reason Vegeta is holding so tightly. He is afraid. Incomprehensibly fearful that Kakarot might disappear at any moment. He grips until his knuckles are white to hide that he is shaking with anxiety, worried this moment like so many others he’s dreamed in the last fifteen years, it isn't real, Or worse- And despite an attempt from Goku to shift, Vegeta doesn't let him go. Instead everything intensifies, tightens, and holds him closer

It's not until Vegeta finally releases him in favor of accessing his face so he can kiss him again that Goku realizes exactly what's happening.

We're... we're not f-

"Kakarot-" Vegeta pauses his deep fluid motions, "Kakarot, I want you to-"

Goku opens his eyes and looks up at him with a sex haze clouding his mind unable to figure out what Vegeta could possibly want him to do that's better than his. Vegeta catches his breath for a moment and the only thing stopping Goku from whining is the sudden movement from Vegeta that causes them to roll so their positions are flipped, Vegeta’s legs wrapping around Goku’s waist in the process.

"Unh, what-"

"Fuck me. Go fucking Super Saiyan and fuck me already." Fuck me and my conditions.

Vegeta bucks his hips to try and encourage him and it works. Goku begins thrusting. He goes slow and deep, trying to feel every part of him. He focuses on making sure he’s hitting that spot, he focuses on Vegeta’s breathing, and his heart, the hitch in his breath as he finds the right angle. Then, he feels the other Saiyans arms come up and crush into his back, forcing them chest to chest, “Transform and-”

"No. I- I don't want to."

"What?"

"I don’t want to f-fuck you." he stutters when he feels Vegeta tighten around him, tensing from feeling the pressure of their sweat slicked abdomens on his cock, "You were, ah, right. I'm too soft- I don’t want to-" He buries his face into Vegeta's neck before pulling out as far as he can before pressing back in again “I want you... like this."

Vegeta almost breaks then and there and lets out a noise choked in wordless apology that he denied him this for so long. He wants to tell him but trying to find the words to voice the sentiment is difficult when Goku is pressing in and out of him so well it was driving him insane. He settles on arching his back and hips up to meet those deep meaningful thrusts and breaking the sudden tension by teasing him for it, "You're- unh, anything but soft right now, Kakarot."

Goku laughs and picks up his speed while kissing along his neck and jaw. They bind closer together, locking lips and hips over and over again until Goku is sure they must be fusing. He feels himself getting impossibly close and pulls back to draw it out just a little longer.

"I don't, ah, I don't care if this is the only time we do this. it's- ah- it's enough to have you once the way I want you- ah." He moves his hand between them and sends Vegeta into too much ecstasy to respond.

Goku's strokes, his words, his touch, his everything driving him over the edge he can't even think straight. A final press of their mouths together is the final straw, he breaks. Totally and completely. He belongs to Kakarot in that moment and every moment after and he knows it.

"Ah, ah, Vegeta, you’re- ah-ah you feel so- ah!" One final press in as hard, as deep as he can go and then another and then- Goku’s mouth opens, but he can't get out a sound. All he can do is crush the other Saiyan tighter to him as they finish together, ki bending and waving between them around them making their shuddering rush even more pleasurable.

Then a few breathless moments later it's over. Even though it's just begun; the rest of their lives together.

Vegeta feels his heart slow down and after several deep breaths and deeper thoughts finds the strength to move. He picks up Goku’s hand and places it on the side of his head. Goku smiles and rubs his thumb against Vegeta’s temple. “Hi.”

Vegeta rolls his eyes, “I want to show you something. And... I am… trusting you…” He hesitates, “Not to look for anything else.”

Goku nods. Vegeta takes a deep breath and closes his eyes and everything goes black.

It feels like a void. Vegeta’s mind. It is very dark and very very quiet. Unnaturally so. Goku’s pretty sure he couldn’t find anything Vegeta didn’t want him to see anyway, it was all boxed away so tight behind heavy walls and closed doors. Like some of Goten’s had been, but better. Deeper. More practiced. Decades of practice. All the chaos was wrapped up and hidden away but he could still feel it was there.

He waits, still, in the silent dark until a memory finally finds him.
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“You can’t leave me.” Vegeta looks down as his wet palms and sucks in a shaky breath as he wipes the tears away. “You can’t.”

“Vegeta…” Bulma coos with a tired vioce. “I don’t have much of a choice.”

“But-” His normally gruff tone is chopped with emotion and Goku can feel how hard it is fo the words to find him, there is so much feeling blocking them, “The dragon balls, we can-”

“We’ve been over this.” She groans, “They won’t work. ...Not this time. ...Not this time.” She repeats softly.

“What the hell is all your science for if you can’t even use it to cure yourself?”

She sighs deeply, with a little difficulty and removes the breathing mask and beacons him to come to her.

He hesitates only for a moment then very carefully, very gently moves some of the wires. She scoots a little and there is just enough room for him to lay next to her and everything is quiet except the soft beeping and humming of machines.

It is night, the room is dark, illuminated only by soft moonlight and computer screens.

They lay there breathing for what feels like hours. Goku can’t see but he knows, because it is Vegeta’s memory and he can feel what Vegeta feels, that Vegeta is playing with Bulma’s hair. Running his fingers through it, running his fingers along her face. Tracing her mouth, her neck. He presses his nose and forehead to hers, and Goku wonders why Vegeta would show him something so private.

“Vegeta. Before I pass…” Vegeta shakes his head and presses his mouth to hers to silence her but she turns away. “No, listen to me. Before I pass…. I want to speak to him. Tell him to come see me. He won’t come unless you tell him to.”

He shifts and there is a long pause. “Why? I thought you hated him.”

“I thought you hated him.” She teases but Vegeta doesn’t laugh and she exhales in thought, "Because… I don’t want him to think I’m going to haunt him from beyond the grave.”

“You should anyway.”

“I should.” She giggles then coughs painfully. “But I'm not. Because you’re going to need him when I’m gone.” Vegeta squirms with discomfort, “You are.”

"But you said-"

“Oh, Vegeta. I said so many things out of anger that I didn’t mean.”

“I know. You have a fouler mouth than I do. I have to pull from other languages just to keep up-”

“You don’t know. You don’t.” She runs her fingertips gently down his jawline, “I whipped up quite a few things in that lab of mine I’m not proud of in my moments of weakness. Thank god they never saw the light of day because… God, Vegeta, you are going to need him. Don’t push him away. Don’t let your grief destroy you.”

“I don’t have a choice. ‘Til-death-do-us-part does not apply to Saiyans.”

She laughs softly, “But then what about Trunks and Bra? Who would take care of those little trouble makers?… They need you.” Vegeta tenses against her with anxiety over the implication that he would have to raise them alone, “I won’t pretend I wish it wasn’t like this, but it is. I could see it even in the beginning, before Trunks. I knew a peice of you was already sold at a price I could never buy. And-” She balls her fists into his shirt and pulls him close, “I just- I want to talk to him. I want to make it right. … I want you both to know that I won’t hold this grudge when I pass as long as you two do right by each other and our kids. No more disappearing. No more leaving. No more lies. Be there for each other. So you can be there for them. They are going to need you so much. Will you do that for me?”

He sighs shakily, “No, I- can’t. I don’t want to make it right. I can’t- I can’t…”

“You will.”

“I don’t need that annoying idiot-”

“You do. Who else will keep that ego of yours in check?”

His laugh is quiet, short and painful, “I can’t, I don’t- Bulma, I can’t do this without you- ... I lo-… I l-” He finally breaks down, his mouth whispering against hers as he finally says it for the first time. And then the memory is over. Goku can feel himself being pushed out and he lets Vegeta break the connection.

"Kakarot." his deep voice cracks as his mind finally clears enough to find those words he was looking for, "Kakarot I- I made a lot of mistakes…”

Goku goes completely still and waits for him to continue with bated breath.

“... I had time… to get used to the fact… that she wouldn’t always be there. I always knew humans didn’t live as long as Saiyans. It was still… difficult... But ...I never thought… you’d leave me too. And it always felt.... easy to justify you as something I could always have but didn’t need because I just assumed that you wouldn’t. Leave.” He has to pause to collect himself, "I know I was an asshole to you and-" he inhales deeply and stutters out a sad laugh. "I swear I still don’t know if I want to kill you half the time or If I want to... fuck, Kakarot... I’m sorry... " he pulls himself out from under Goku and lays next to him naked without any shame. He has bared himself to this idiot completely and fully and Kakarot to him. Though he thinks, maybe for a long time Kakarot has been giving himself up completely, but that didn’t matter anymore. There are no more rules or restrictions. There is only them.

Silence lingers a long time, “I’m sorry… I didn’t- …. I was... weak. But… she would’ve… wanted you to know.”

He tenses for an instant as he feels Goku's arm wrap around his waist. He relaxes as Goku works his other arm around his other side and pulls him close. So close he's shaking from the effort, no he's shaking from... crying? Vegeta turns his head to confirm his suspicions just as Goku says it and turns back with a sigh.

“That wasn’t fair.”

“I know."

“I’m not saying it back.”

“I know.” He smiles. “I just… wanted you to know.”

The older Saiyan quietly grumbles before drifting off to sleep. And Goku drifts with him knowing that's the best response he would get out of him for now. He drifts off saving the worries of their kids for another day. He was going to take in everything this moment offered for exactly what it was and nothing more. Unconditional. Love.
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Goten collapses to his knees on the capsule corp lawn gasping for breath after sprinting the fastest the band would let him. He can feel their kis and he curses, trying to power up. He aims at the chamber but there is nothing from his palm. The band glows brightly and he can see the rain sizzling at it hits it.

The he feels another ki. He knows he can’t outrun it in this state. He doesn’t even try. It gets closer and closer to him until it is right behind him. He doesn’t turn or say anything. He feels a hand on his shoulder as they lean down to whisper in his ear.

"We're going to have sooo much fun together. Aren't you excited?" He shakes his head with palpable fear in his eyes. "Aw. Well I hope you know I'm excited.” He feels a prick in his neck and then darkness.
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A/N: Alrighty. So I actually.... went back and forth on the b/v memory a lot. Is it necessary? is it not? .... No. It's not. But I liked it. I went without it in my initial draft (the scene wasn't ready at the time) But at the end I felt that closure with Bulma was something Goku never really got but deep down probably needed and I wanted it in the story but it never happened. Sure, Bra is sort of that avenue in some respects, but ultimately I wanted there to be tension reduction there. I dunno. Also I feel like.. it's Vegeta opening up too. which is always nice. Also I'm sorry to say this is where my hiatus happens. for at least several weeks unfortunately. T_T
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