Don't Run Let Me love you(Finshed)

Hints of Envy

I pulled Al over my knee and pinned one of his arms behind his back. “Brother you can’t do this to me! I’m not a child!” he cried and tried to kick free of my grasp.

“You’re right. But you are kind of acting that way. How could you touch a five year old like that? Not to mention our son!” I demanded and began spanking his unmarked flesh. He had such a cute ass and it was actually kind of fun spanking it. I think that situation was kind of bad; I was getting turned on. Maybe I was screwed up too.

“Brother, brother stop!!” he screamed as I kept wailing away at his bare flesh.

“I’ll stop when you learn!” I growled back at him.

“But brother I love him!”

“Well I love him too, that’s no excuse!” I yelled at him and gave him a few more harsh cracks when I heard a gasping from the door way.

“Ed what are you doing to your brother?!” I looked up to see Winry in the doorway.

“None of your business,” I snapped. “Get out of here. We aren’t even wearing any clothes!” I suppose Al was saved by Winry because I covered his naked ass with the blankets.

“Well I’m sorry. I heard screaming. And why do you have Angel restrained like that; and naked too?!” she said stepping out of the room, leaning against the door.

“He needed to be held back. I couldn’t let him see me punishing Al,” I stood Al up and he turned around and tried to punch me, but I grabbed his fist with my metal hand.

“You had no right to do that!” he said with tears in his eyes, his ass was a deep red.

“Oh and you think you had the right,” I didn’t finish because I didn’t want Winry to know what happened. I put on a robe and Al did likewise. I came out into the hallway.

“So tell me what the hell is going on!” she demanded, putting her hands on her hips as I went over to Angel.

“Daddy was spanking Mommy because…!” I covered Angel’s mouth and let the wood hands release him.

“Shush Angel. I told you it’s none of your business and it’s not. So hush Angel!”

“Why isn’t it my business? I thought we were friends,” she said tapping her foot, getting rather suspicious.

“You are our friend Winry, that’s why we aren’t telling you what’s going on,” Al replied, coming out into the hall now.

Angel reached his shaky hands out for Al sniffling with tears running down his face.

“Brother how could you cover his mouth up like that and act like you’re kidnapping him? Can’t you see he’s already upset?” He came over to me and took Angel out of my hands. Angel buried his face in Al’s chest.

I rolled my eyes and looked over at Winry. “As you can see this isn’t the best time for a visit. I’m sorry.”

“Yeah sure,” she said and walked down the steps, leaving us to our quarrel again.

“Al I’d like to speak with Angel alone,” I told him as he took Angel into his bedroom.

“No! I don’t want to be alone with daddy. He scares me!” Angel now wore shorts and a t-shirt as he clutched on to Al again.

“Well Angel I think it’ll be ok. Don’t worry,” Al said as he sat him on the bed. “I’ll just go make some lunch.” His lip quivered as he walked out of the room, he rubbed his stinging backside.

I sat down on Angel’s bed but he scooted to the bed board putting his knees to his chin. “Aw, Angel. Don’t be like that. I’m not going to hurt you; have I ever hurt you?”

“Yes, when you spank me,” he threw that one in my face. “Then you hurt mommy and made him cry for no reason!”

“But Angel, what mommy does to you isn’t right,” I tried to explain to him but he didn’t seem to understand.

“But I like it! I don’t care if it’s not right to the rest of the world, but I like mommy’s touch!” he said looking at me with those big golden eyes.

“How can you even know what’s going on yet? You’re still so young.” I couldn’t stand it. He was five years old and talking like he was in love.

“So what? Mommy told me you two played with each other when you were five!” he said crossing his arms.

“But we were closer to the same age and he wasn’t my mother!” I tried reasoning with him though I knew he’d get me on the other point.

“So? He’s your brother!” he said pointing his little finger at me. Damn what a smart kid we had.

“Yes that’s true,” I nodded. “I love him, I don’t like the fact that he’s in love with you and not me!” I finally blurted it out. What a fucked up family we have!

“Daddy, don’t be like Envy. He’s scary,” he said pulling the covers over his head.

“How would you know if Envy was scary or not?” I didn’t think he ever met the crazy homunculus.

“Sometimes at night I dream about him,” he pulled the covers down to look at me.

I frowned, that wasn’t good at all. “Is that why you like having mommy in here with you?” I asked pulling him away from the headboard and on to my lap.

“Yeah, he always makes him go away,” his lip quivered and he tried to push away from my chest. He gave in and laid his frosty golden head on my chest.

“What are these dreams about?” I wondered, kissing his forehead and temple.

“Envy always comes and tells me he’s going to take me away from you guys and have me for himself or something like that. I don’t remember it all but that’s what I mostly dream,” he answered as he played with my robe belt. “Daddy you shouldn’t have been so hard on mommy. I don’t care how old I am, I’m in love with mommy!” he said looking me straight in the eyes, his firm golden eyes to my golden eyes.

“Hmmm,” I was getting pissed about this. So Angel enjoyed my lover. I thought our son enjoyed and was in love with Al, it was true. And Al loved Angel! “Well then if you’re old enough for such things, then I won’t feel too bad about what I am going to do next,” I said picking him up and walking downstairs. I was shaking with rage. “Alphonse, how could you fall in love with Angel!” I yelled, turning him around from were he was making sandwiches.

“I don’t know brother. It’s hard to explain, but I just can’t keep my hands off of him. He asks me to touch him.” He sighed and took Angel from my arms.

“So is that it then? You want to stay in love with our son, would you like me to leave then?” I asked balling my fists tightly at my sides. “That way you two can have each other fully and I won’t get in the way any longer. I was only good for giving you a son and now that you got your little lover boy I am no good anymore?!”

“No Edward,” he replied sitting Angel down. “I don’t want you to leave or to get out of the way. I love you too,” he continued, wrapping his arms around me and laying his head on my chest.

“But why Al? Why do you have to love our son like that? It hurts me so much and there’s nothing I can do about it but be hurt.” I sighed bitterly.

“I’m sorry brother. I’m an awful lover, I know. And we have a screwed up family as it is.” He was the one to voice that truth finally.

“Yeah,” I nodded looking down at Angel who was looking up at the both of us with those big shiny eyes. “I’m just going to have to learn to deal with this,” I said putting my hand under Angel’s chin. “I can see why you love him why he loves you. You’re both so gorgeous and loveable.”

“No brother, you’re right I shouldn’t be doing these things with Angel. I should have known better!” he said kissing me on the lips. Him telling me that made me feel so much better.

“Mommy I thought you said you’d always love me and always touch me!” Angel said shoving past us and running out the door.

“Angel!” I called after him as he ran into the backyard.

“I hate you daddy! I wish you would die!” he yelled climbing up a tree.

Al sighed, and walked out into the backyard. “I’ll talk to him,” he told me and went to climb up the tree with Angel.

Well I was glad Al picked me. I sat down on the patio swing to make sure no more molesting would happen.

I still wondered about those dreams Angel had. I hoped it didn’t mean something, but how could he dream about someone he had never even seen before? Why didn’t Al tell me about that before I wondered to myself. Maybe Envy was trying to take over our son’s body? I don’t know, but I’ll definitely have to look into that more.

I also don’t think Al will be able convince Angel that it’s alright for Al to love me and for them to be like mother and son. I’m sure Angel will hate me forever for stealing his mother away. Even though I’ve been here as well, Al had caused our son to be like that toward him. Thus Al fucked up our son; I could spank Al forever for that.