Frustrations

A/N: I can't say that I'm too happy with the rest of the story. I feel I probably should have stopped at the last chapter, but sometimes I just don't know when to stop. So, I understand if you also do not enjoy the rest of the telling of my Noin and Wufei story, but I hope you did enjoy the first half.

Yes, I do believe we are about half way through the story. I love you if you have stayed this long. :)

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When Wufei woke up it was to find his arm still filled with a sleeping Noin. He was not surprised that she was still snuggled close him. He knew she liked his chest the same way he liked her ears.

Speaking of which, Wufei looked at her left ear that was easily visible with her short hair. He knew he should probably behave himself, but he also felt he done enough of that last night.

He then shifted so he could reach her ear to give it a good morning kiss, but this move also caused his morning erection to graze her stomach. So after he had gently placed his lips to her ear, he ended up moaning into it as well.

This caused her to shift in her sleep and move closer. Wufei began to nibble on her ear as she rubbed against him. He could feel her move again, this time she tossed a long leg over his so that one of his was between both of hers and begin to slowly grind against his leg.

Wufei knew now would be a good time to wake her up. He did not want her to feel embarrassed or any other silly woman thing if she woke up to find they had both found a release while she had slept through it.

“Noin.”

He whispered her name by her ear and then ran his tongue along the outer shell.

“Time to wake up.”

Noin mumbled as she started to come back to the land of the living. She opened her eyes and saw Wufei's beautiful chest. She then noticed that his hands were moving along her back as his lips did wonderful things to her left ear and his hard shaft was pressed close to her stomach.

She moaned as all these feelings became more intense the more she awoke. Once she was fully awake she noticed that she wrapped around his right leg and was grinding herself against it.

“Finally awake?”

Feeling his hot breath on her now sensitive ear was almost too much for her and she nipped at his chest to try and keep herself from screaming. Noin was careful not to bite too hard, only enough to leave another love bite.

“Please, Wufei.” Noin pleaded as she looked up into his desire-filled black eyes with her needy blue ones. She did not care if she looked or sounded weak to him. “I need you. Now.”

“No.”

Wufei said this firmly as his eyes narrowed and he grabbed her wrist. Her hand had been moving towards his erection and her body was moving up his. He knew what she intended to do.

She looked crushed. Wufei did not like that one bit. He thought she would know why he had refused her, but it looked like he would have to tell her.

“I'm sorry.” Noin had beat him to it. “I didn't think you would mind another round.”

“Or course I would not mind.”

Noin removed her hand from his hold and held his erection tightly as she moved her leg up to lock it around his hip. She shifted the rest of her body up to line him up. “Then why fight what I know we both want.” She then kissed him so he could not protest anymore as once again she moved herself onto him.

“Dame.” Wufei hissed as for this was the first time he was inside her with out the thin layer of a condom to separate them. He could not wrap his brain around how anything could feel this good. Wufei was even finding it hard to breath as he brought his hands to her lower back.

Noin had snuggled into his neck as he broke their kiss to curse. The feeling of him inside her was almost enough to bring her release. She had to catch her breath before she even attempted to look at him.

Now she looked up to see a torn look not only in his eyes, but on his face as well. Noin was not use to seeing emotion on his handsome, yet sometimes harsh, face and to have such a look at such an intimate moment, only begin to lessen the amazing feeling she was enjoying.

Noin moved her hands up to his shoulders. “Should we stop?”

She could tell that this took care of what ever had that torn expression on his face. His hands even tightened on her back and she could see hunger and even need on both his face and eyes.

This gave Noin the courage to move one of her hands up to lace her fingers into his silky black hair and kissed him with the need she herself still felt. Her leg moved even further up his hip and the shift it caused between them was enough for Noin to break the kiss on a loud gasp, but should still hear Wufei's hiss.

“You are going to kill me.”

Wufei said this as he moved his right hand to her left thigh. He held her leg in place as he began in move his hips in a rotating motion. He ground his teeth together to try and keep himself from embarrassing himself by either finishing before her or making even louder noises then the soft screams she was.

He did not think either of them would last very long.

He watched as her head threw back and her eyes closed tight. Wufei also felt her tighten her grasp on his shoulder and his hair. He really did not care that any other time he would noticed that slight pain. Now he was focused only on the passion building between the two of them and looking at the woman unfolding with pleasure before his eyes.

It did not take long before he saw her mouth open on a silent scream and felt the, what was becoming familiar, feeling of her tightening around him. Wufei did not have time to process any of this before he realized that he was already releasing his seed into her.

Wufei told himself to move out, but he also reasoned that he was already releasing into her and a little more would not hurt. By the time he was about to move away, he was done and Noin was getting comfortable while placing one hand on his chest and the other went to play with one of his ears.

He knew he should move, but this might be their only time like this. The almost loving and completely satisfying look on her face as she leaned against him, was enough on it's own to get him to keep her close, but the feeling of still being inside of her was enough to make him want to do it all over again.

But he would do what he could to not allow this to happen again.

“I'm glade we decided to try and be more then friends.”

“Don't get ahead of yourself, woman. We can't know yet if this is going to work.” Wufei kissed the top of her head. “A relationship can't make it in the bedroom alone.”

Noin smiled. “You're right, but you have to admit that we do seem to have fun in the bedroom.”

“True.”

He shifted then. Wufei really did not want to as much as he needed to. Now that he was out of her he could feel the cold air on his wet skin. That reminded him of what exactly they had just done.

“Noin, you do realize why I told you 'no' earlier, don't you?” When all he got was a confused look he continued. “Our last condom was still on the nightstand.”

“I'm sorry.” Noin buried herself close to him. “I should tell you that I just can't help myself sometimes. It would be best if we have pants or underwear on at all times.”

Wufei moved her onto her back and leaned over her. “That I can't promise. If that were the case, we would never use that last condom. Plus, I think I would have to call our relationship off.”

Noin smiled up at him. “I guess you are just going to have to have a condom on hand at all times then.”

“I just might.” He then kissed her lips lightly. “Now, what about what we did?”

Her smile faded as she thought about what he was really asking her. “I don't really think we should worry. If something does come of it, we can discuss it then.”

He took in her serious yet calm demeanor. She really did not seem worried one bit. Wufei just wondered if it was because she did not think anything would happen or if she really did not mind if it did. He minded. He minded a lot.

Wufei knew he was not ready for that step in a relationship or life.

“Just make sure you let me know one way or the other.”

Noin smiled and nodded. “Of course. Now, how about breakfast. I'm sure it has to be close to time to leave for work.”

“I called and left a message to let Une know that we would not be in until Monday.” He then got up and left a surprised Noin on the bed.

“Why did you do that? You know that now everyone will be talking about what we have done. I know how private of a person you are.” She also got out of bed.

Wufei picked up his pajama pants from the night before and also Noin's underwear and borrowed tank top before he headed into the bathroom with Noin on his heals. They cleaned themselves before getting dressed and moving down to the kitchen.

“Would you like me to make something since you made dinner last night?”

Wufei looked at her smiling face. He really had no desire to cook. “Help yourself.” He watched as she looked in every cabinet and every drawer before moving to the refrigerator. She seemed to not want to miss anything.

“This might not be as good as last night's meal, but I'm sure it will still be eatable.” She said as she retrieved ingredients and winked at the man sitting at the island.

“Should be.” He could tell by what she planned to use that she was going to make pancakes. Wufei had heard enough from Maxwell that her pancakes were the best. He tended to believe the idiot, even if he did not admit it, because one thing he did not do was lie.

Watching Noin in the kitchen was like watching a dancer preform a well practiced routine. Wufei's eyes followed her as she flowed from one place to another as she stirred her homemade mix and then flipped the fluffy golden stacks.

Once she was done, she pulled a bowl of left over mixed fruit out of the refrigerator and placed it on the island beside the pancakes.

“What would you like to drink?”

“I usually only drink water with breakfast and lunch.” Wufei said as he saw her go towards the cabinet that held the water glasses.

Wufei walked over and got plates and silverware. He watched as she also got water for herself. He noted that he seemed to be keeping his eyes on her a lot. He wondered if he should worry about this. Instead, he decided to enjoy the view.

The new couple enjoyed their meal while partaking in pleasant conversation about themselves. Noin had mentioned that Milliardo was the only other man that she had ever been with and that she was fine with the way things turned out because him and Duo were good for each other and her and Milliardo were still best friends.

Wufei had in turn mentioned that he had been with a few women here and there, but he made sure that they never had anything to do with Preventers. He said that he never wanted to be with someone from work and then the idiotic woman cause problems. He also mentioned how he never saw himself staying with any of then for a long time, but he would still attempt a normal relationship with them.

Noin talked about her love for cooking and how she wished her kitchen was half as amazing as his. She told him how she missed her morning exercise routine, but it seemed that since everything with Milliardo 18 months ago, she just did not make time.

Wufei told her that she was more then welcome to cook when she came over. He told her her how much Duo had praised her pancakes and that he would not disagree. He also mentioned that she should join him in the gym at work if she was wanting to get back into a workout routine and he smiled when she agreed to the idea.

He mentioned how he wished to have more free time for reading, bur that would only happen if he quite his job. Wufei also said that he would like to be able to strangle Sally. Even if she was his best friend. She was driving him mad with talk about her and Une adopting, He was not sure why she felt the need to let him know of everything that happened with the decision making.

Noin could only laugh softly and tell him that work would not be the same if he left and not to even think about it. She also tried to explain that because he was Sally's best friend was the reason why she wanted him to know what was going on in her life. She told him that she knew Sally would want Wufei to be involved in her child's life, she might even ask him to take care of it if anything was to ever happen to her and Une. That's what best friends did.

She knew what she told him next she probably should have kept to herself. “If I was to have a child, I would like to think that Milliardo and Duo would watch it if I was not here to.” Noin then looked over and saw that Wufei was looking at his empty plate. “Would you be upset if I was pregnant?”

Wufei looked at her sharply with narrowed eyes. “How can you even ask that? We have not been been together for a whole day and you want me to act like a child would be just like going out for dinner?” He saw he lean back in her chair as if she was trying to put space between them, but he kept digging his hole deeper. “I'm not ready to be a father.”

“I think I should go home now.”

“Here I thought you were a strong intelligent woman, not a child.”

Noin walked back up to the bedroom to change into her clothes. She did place her borrowed tank top into the hamper. She took a look around the room and sighed. She had a wonderful night and amazing morning, but now she almost wished that she would have never went to the gym yesterday.

She walked into the bathroom to splash some much needed water onto her face. After she did this, Noin noticed the many love bites that covered her neck just above the top of her lilac shirt. Her fingers moved up to lightly touch one particularly dominate one that she knew would be difficult to hide.

'The color is oddly beautiful.' She was not sure where the thought had came from, but the red from the mark seemed to go well with her shirt and even her pale skin.

“I should have been more cautious of my placement.”

Narrowed blue eyes shifted to see a newly dressed Wufei in the reflection of the mirror. She was upset with herself that she had lost herself for so long in thought that he had been able to sneak up on her.

“I left a few of my own.”

“True,” Wufei said as he walked behind her. He placed his lips close to her left ear and made sure she was watching his right hand as it came up to her throat and lightly touched the bigger and darker visible marks. “but the ones you gave me will most likely be gone by Monday.” Wufei felt her shiver and he pulled her closer against him. He also used his left hand to bring hers to his left thigh. “I do however believe that the one you left here will be with me for a little while.”

While he was changing in his room, he had noticed in the mirror above his dresser the marks that she had left, but most of them would be gone by tonight. There was one however, on his thigh that was almost as dark as the ones he had given her.

“Wufei.” Noin had closed her eyes and her voice was a little huskier then usual. “I'm going home now.”

“I think we should talk some more.”

“I don't think I have the mental capacity at the moment.” She half-opened her eyes to lock with his in the mirror. “I just need to go home.”

Wufei sighed as he closed his eyes and moved his arms around her waist. He also rest his head on her shoulder and nuzzled her neck. “I will take you home, but it you don't come back to talk this out, I will come to you.” He kissed her ear before squeezing her once and then letting her go and stepping back. He waited for her to turn around before her continued. “I'm not going to give up so easily on this relationship. It might be new, but I think we could have something if we really want it.”

Noin watched as he then turned to walk away, she quickly followed. Once downstairs, he handed her her jacket and then her briefcase. After they had their shoes on, they were out the door.