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Quatre Winner\'s Diary

By: ChibiHentaiChan
folder Gundam Wing/AC › Crossovers
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 84
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Disclaimer: I do not own this anime/manga, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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April 5th

April: April\'s Fools

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Saturday, April 5th
10:57 am

Relena had another date last night. How do I know this? I called her for advice and she wasn\'t home. She was out. On another date. This could be getting serious. Relena might get a boyfriend.

It\'s not like she doesn\'t deserve it. Hell, she\'s been working almost as hard as me, trying to placate others while our President is making an ass of himself on the world front. This is why you never vote a man into office whose idea of foreign policy is boarder patrols. She\'s had her hands full, and I don\'t envy her one bit. But she likes what she does, so I\'m not going to say anything about it. She should go out and have some fun while she still can. No one can begrudge her that.

The problem is, she was the only one I could go to with this problem. Normal\'d \'d turn to Duo, but he\'s a little bogged down with his self-pity and irrational fears right now. I really should talk to Duo about that. And Wufei, well his only long-term relationship since Meiran died has been Rosie Palmer.

Although, \'Fei does get his fair share of women, more then his fair share actually, who are looking for nothing more permanent then good sex. I have no idea how he does it, but somehow he gets a fuck buddy every six moths or so. There was a time I envied him for it, but then again there was a time that I thought I liked women. People change. But Wufei and Duo were pretty much going to be a bust. Dorothy would give me some cryptic mge age and then tell Trowa everything I said anyway. Hilde\'s a little busy right now, and besides I\'d feel bad laying all this on her anyway. And Cathy, well she\'s his sister and she and I aren\'t all that close. I can\'t really talk to my sisters about this, mostly because they have their own lives and don\'t need me venting to them about my little problems. Then there\'s Trowa...

I know relationships are built on trust. Trust and openness, but can I really tell him that I\'m scared he\'s going to run off with his ex because I won\'t sleep with him? Although, I suppose talking to him about my concerns couldn\'t hurt anything, as long as I leave out any mention of him running off with Ralph. It could work, couldn\'t it?

All right. That\'s it. I\'m going to take a shower and placate my fears. The worst that can happen in he tells me that I\'m not enough for him, right? And I\'m already prepared for that, so there\'s nothing to worry about.

1:15 pm

Never, ever, ever, ever drop by your boyfriend\'s work with a surprise lunch when you know that his ex-lover is going to be stopping by. You\'ll inevitably walk in at just the wrong moment. It just one of those things. I think it\'s part of Murphy\'s Law or something. It\'s somehow ingrained in the universe. It\'ll either be that you hear about a plot to end your life for the insurance money, or that they\'re planning on leaving you. [1]

He said, \"Of course I will,\" and then gave him a hug. Trowa hugged Mr. tall-dark-and-handsome-Ralph. It wasn\'t a innocent friend hug, but one of those full body hugs. There was leaning. Both parties leaning into the hug. [2]

I left right after that. I couldn\'t stay there any longer. In fact I kind of felt empty and a little lost. So I came back here. I feel like shutting myself away again. Not answering my phone, jcrawcrawling into my bed until Monday morning and pretending that the world doesn\'t exist, but of course after last weekend that would be a bad idea. Wait, I have caller id. I can just avoid Trowa\'s calls, then no one would think that anything was wrong. And this is so I can avoid anything resembling a break up. Yup, that\'s a sound plan. You know just because I\'m okay with this thing doesn\'t mean I have to like it. I just want to live in a fantasy a little while longer. Just a little while.

I think I need a drink.
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1. For those of you that haven\'t figured it out yet, Ralph is a character from Trowa\'s past that shows up in the Blind Target manga. He and Tro were mercenaries together. Ralph\'s there when Trowa gets some really bad news about a bomb and Quatre...hence the joke about killing Q off.

Blind Target has to be my favorite of all the \"between the war\" mangas. In my opinion, it\'s the best thought-out story and the best drawn of the three. Plus it has some really cool T&Q moments and a very noisy but heroic Duo. To me Battlefield of the Pacifist\'s plots too thin at points and the art\'s sloppy. And Ground Zero it too hard to follow. I just feel like I\'m missing something, and yet again the art\'s sloppy. Although neither of them are as bad as the Gundam Wing mangas. Those make my physically cringe at times.

2. Hey look, a reference to yet another romantic comedy. I think I\'m losing count of how many I\'ve referenced so far, but I\'m a sucker for a good love story. This one just happens to be While You Were Sleeping, a movie that my sister made me watch too many times while she was in her Bill Pullman phase.
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