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Lonely Desire	By : Petya Category: Gundam (all others) > General Views: 12076 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own the Gundam series, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 5
- 6
- 7
Pairings: Athrun x Kira, less Dearka x Yzak

Disclaimer: I don't own anything
of Gundam SEED. :(

Warnings: This fanfic contains
male/male relationship(s). If you don�t approve of such fics, than chose
another and read it instead.

Chapter
SIX

�OK, here we are.� Cagalli�s
words broke the silence that had been standing for most of the journey. It was
left to her and Lacus to try to lead a conversation, but after a few fruitless
attempts they had left the boys do what they wanted. Lacus started playing with
Pink-chan and Cagalli
decided that since she had nothing better to do, she might practice a little
and turned off the autopilot to pilot on her own. She loved flying but, she
hadn�t gotten a lot of opportunities since she became the official
Representative of the Emirates of ORB. It was good to feel the plane respond to
every movement and to know that there is no war and you don�t have to take
someone�s life in order to save your own or that of a friend. �This is the
place we are going to spend the next few days at. Hope you like it.�

Below them laid an island that seemed
untouched, even if there were a house and plain-track on it. The whole place
was as the Promised Land � supple, colourful, the
water that washed the white sand beaches the purest green-blue and the schools
of fish were visible even from this far.

Cagalli started flying in circles gradually lowering
the altitude until she landed on the small track that was about 200 m away from
the only house on the beautiful island.

�That was pathetic� Came
Yzak�s voice from behind her. �I�ve seen blind spastic
pilots do a better landing than this.�

�Wow, the Sleeping Beauty has awaken, did you get the sleep you missed this morning?� The
Natural girl couldn�t sustain the slight heat that covered her cheeks, but she
was not going to let the joke pass. �I was starting to think you have forgotten
me, when you didn�t comment on my piloting skills till now!�

�Well, I was afraid that I might disrupt your
concentration and end on bottom of the ocean. I am too young to die, besides my life is far too interesting to end it here
and now.�

Athrun had jumped out of the plane and was strolling
around to get to know the place and he intervened in the dialogue. �Kids, we
all know how much you love teasing each other, and as funny as it might be for
all of us, in case you
haven�t noticed, the sun is rather bright and I don�t intent to get a heat
stroke while you continue like this. Let�s get moving.�

�Tiandei!� Pink-chan stated his
opinion putting an end to the merry conversation and the 6 friend grabbed their
bags and headed for the house.

�Aren�t there other things we should get from
the plane? You know, like food and other things like that?� Dearka
was as always practical and his military training stepped in.

�Kisaka and Yzak should have taken care of everything. The house should
be supplied with whatever we might need here and more, if I know Kisaka well.� Said Cagalli.
�OK, welcome to your small home for the time being.�

They entered the house. It was in two levels,
with big windows that let the light in and the whole ground floor consisted of
one living-room and a kitchen. A pouch in the front offered a
nice place to rest and do nothing.

�Now there are only three bedrooms� continued
the blond girl �and I�d say it is not that hard to decide who sleeps with whom.
Our lover-boys here get the big bedroom that has only one bed. I sincerely hope
that whatever they decide to do behind the door of their room, will not disturb
my sleep or I�ll ��

�It�s you who has the habit of disturbing
people, not us!� Came Yzak�s voice and the others
noticed the pink shade that covered Cagalli�s face.

�What is that supposed to mean?� Kira couldn�t hide his curiosity and turned his eyes first
to his sister but when she avoided his gaze he looked to Yzak
for an answer.

�It�s nothing� Said his twin at the same time
when the platinum stated in silky voice with a smirk on his face.

�She almost ruined our morning pleasures!�

It was Kira�s turn to
blush as he heard that. �God, why did I have to ask?�

Athrun made a face at the Natural. But his question was
directed at his blue-eyed friend. �Now would you dare to elaborate on the
circumstances that lead to this peculiar conversation? Though I believe I can
imagine parts of it, I am rather curious to know what exactly had Cagalli done and
even more I�d like to know how she did it and everything else.�

�Even if you get an answer of your question, it
will not be right now.� Dearka�s tone indicated the
topic was closed and without any further ado he collapsed in one of the sofas
pulling Yzak in his lap.

�So Lacus and I take the pink bedroom, since I
guess Kira and Athrun won�t
be happy to sleep in a room painted in such a colour.�
The ORB princess explained �Which leaves the northern room for you two she addressed
the concerned sides. The good news is that each bedroom has a separate
bathroom. I suggest we settle in and then we can go out to explore our
temporary home. What do you think?�

Lacus left Pink-chan
jumping around and went upstairs to leave her things in her room and to change
her clothes. Cagalli followed her, Yzak and Dearka going after them.

Kira and Athrun stood in
the room trying to get used to the idea that they will be sleeping in the same
room after so many years. They had somehow avoided this even when they were on
the Archangel during the war.

Kira went to the window and stared outside but his
eyes saw nothing of what was before him. How was he to sleep next to Athrun, to see him getting ready for sleep or after a bath. How was he to hide the instant reaction his body was
likely to get? And what would be harder, how would he preserve his sanity which
was threatened by the mere closeness of his beloved.

Athrun was glad at the arrangements. This worked perfectly
in his advantage. He would get Kira closer than he
even dared to dream and maybe he will make a step ahead in his pursuit of a relationship
that went deeper than friendship. There was no way that the brunet would be
able to avoid them being alone.

Enticing images of Kira
undressing or warm after a hot shower invaded his mind and Athrun
felt his body tense as the thoughts flashed in front of his eyes and he forced
himself to concentrate on reality and not to rush things. It was his chance to
move from only dreaming to actions that would eventually ensure the
materialization of his dreams.

He cast a look at his friend who was staring
out of the window with strange expression and turned towards the staircase to
go to the place that would assist him in his plans. A smile curved his features
and he tasted the many wonderful possibilities that were lying ahead.

�It was a nice walk but I am so hot that the
thing I need now is a good dive in the ocean! Who�s coming?� Dearka sounded enthusiastic. They had spent the last two
hours wandering around the island and chatting about what were they doing for
the evening and making plans for the following days. As always they had a few
ideas that didn�t really coincide so the final decision was settled that today
it would be as Cagalli and Lacus proposed, the day to
come would be according to Yzak and Dearka�s wishes and their third day would be organized by Athrun and Kira. This allowed for
less quarrels and everyone was happy.

�That would be so good! The breeze, the warm
water, the soft sand! We should all go, right Kira, Athrun?� Lacus embraced the idea with her whole heart and
ran to change in a bathing-suit dragging not really resisting Cagalli with her.

Kira and Athrun were left
without much of a choice. They didn�t want to ruin the day and secretly each of
them dreamt of the sight the other will be � almost naked, wet, with drops of
water running down the firm body. They were in for a torture. It wouldn�t be
easy to hide one�s arousal when one wears nothing but a piece of tight-fitting cloth,
so to say.

The water was perfect � translucent, warm and
felt like paradise. The girls were in a playful mood and started to splash
water on everyone which soon lead to a war of
domination as the boys started going for mockingly drowning each other. Then
they decided to settle the argument with a swimming tournament but instead of
waiting for a signal they went for the destination not caring about anything
but the victory. On the way they played dirty tricks on each other like pulling
the legs of the person ahead or suddenly changing direction to cut the advancing
of the one behind. It all ended in another splashing battle in the deep and
they were still spitting water when they went to sit on the beach to catch
their breaths.

The girls having more common sense than to do
such childish things were spread on the warm sand tanning in the light
afternoon sun. And Pink-chan tachi
were jumping joyfully around them.

Athrun rested on a lounge and put his shades on. He
could watch Kira without letting the other follow his
gaze and guess what was going on in his mind. The brunet looked so beautiful
the late-afternoon sun caressing his skin and drops of water running down his
chest and belly to the rim of his boxers (ok, not exactly boxers, but how�s the
bathing-suit for men called and I don�t mean trunks, I mean those sexy little
things that they show on fashion-shows, imagine that those are the kind of
garments all of the male characters wear). He wanted to trace the drop�s path
with his fingers and later with his tongue.

His body reacted to those erotic thought and Athrun had to change his position to save himself from
embarrassment. When they had been in the water it was easier, the cool
temperature soothed his desire and besides no one was able to see what was
going on with his body when the water covered him up to his waist and higher.
On the beach however thing were different. He closed his eyes and started
remembering all the mechatronic laws to destruct his
mind and to restrain his raging hormones. He couldn�t jump on Kira here in front of everyone and without preparing him
for such an assault. This would ensure his rejection and would make things even
harder to handle than they were at the moment.

Kira stood up for a second but then he took a
lounge as far from Athrun as he could without
becoming too suspicious. This was one perfect day for him. He had been able to
touch his beloved, to run his hands on his perfect firm body while they were
playing and battling in the water and no one seemed to find it strange. Only he
knew that his body triumphed and sand at each touch, each tender caress, each light brush of skin against skin. It didn�t matter that
Athrun was seeing only a friend in him. For a second Kira could enjoy feeling the other boy and be sure that the
water would hide the traces of his desire. The only difficulty had been to keep
his loins from touching any of the boys or they would have felt the burning
desire that ran through his veins. This was pure pleasure even if he had to run
behind a small rock at one moment to relieve the tension in his groin. He was
filled with such desire that it took him only few fast strokes to reach his
peak. After which he could come out of the water sure that he will not be in a
state that he would be ashamed to show himself in front of the others.

�Who�s preparing the dinner today? I am
hungry?� Dearka was rubbing his tummy to show it was
empty. Both Kira and Athrun
were snapped out of their dreams.

�Lacus and Cagalli!�
Yzak was fast to say to ensure he won�t be the one to
stay in the kitchen in the lovely evening what the weather was promising. �It�s
�their� day after all!�

�Does this mean we�ll have to eat the terrible
excuse for food you and Dearka cook?� Athrun sounded almost sincere in his horror at the
possibility. �I hope there is some fast food or at least drugs that will save
me from food-poisoning.�

�Well, I don�t mind if you and Kira cook two days in a row, but you are not that much of a
cook either, so don�t insult us.� Was the curt reply from the blue-eyed.

�No way. I am not doing your job. I do hope you�ll try to
prepare something eatable or at least recognizable.� Kira
decided to tease the boy further.

�You always have the choice not to eat.� With
that Yzak span on his heals grabbed Dearka�s hand and headed for the house. �We�ll take a
shower. See you at dinner.�

�OK the sun is setting, so I guess we�ll have
to leave too. Besides Cagalli and I have a dinner to
prepare.� Lacus rose from her lounge and followed the couple towards the house.
Cagalli, Athrun and Kira went after.

Not one of them, not even the supposedly well
trained former members of ZAFT noticed or felt the two pairs of eyes that were
watching them�

A/N: Ok, thanks to all who reviewed and stated
their opinions so far (and you are welcome to continue doing it). I am happy to
read what you have to say no matter whether it is supporting my own mind or
not.

I know this chapter is more of a filler than actual plot movement but I need it as a
setting for what is to come in the next one. Yzak has
his plans on how to help Athrun to show Kira he loves him, little he knows how many bad things will
unfold as a result, even if his guilt is not that significant in comparison to
other people�s. But you know that the path to Hell is
paved with good intentions.

In an answer to the male pregnancy issue that
aroused.

When I began this fic
I had very basic idea of how I wanted to start, which is why the first two
chapters were mostly character background and flashbacks. When I had written
and edited ch1 and ch2 was almost ready (that�s about the time when I posted
ch1) I had the plot burning my head. It did include some strange things
happening to Kira that could possibly include male
pregnancy. I really contacted a lot of specialists in medicine (ok I am
studying it so I am able to make most of it on my own, but still chose to talk
to my professors) and have the anatomic, biochemical and genetic issues solved as
well as possible considering that so far male pregnancy is not a reality in our
world. I don�t know how interesting and logical the explanations will turn out
though. It is easier to talk to someone who has the knowledge but I�ll try to
make it as clear as I can. I stated in the survey that it is a 90% possibility
that I�ll include this in the story, so I actually am probably going to
disappoint a lot of you who don�t support the idea, I still hope you�ll give it
a chance, and if it is a definite blow up for you, you won�t hesitate to tell
me so. It would be important if/when I decide to write another fic.

Anon asked: what's gonna
happen to Ai, and who
exactly is supposed to knock
kira up? athrun?

First I have to say that of course it would be Athrun�s baby! I can�t even consider Kira
having another persons baby.

Now here there are spoilers that follow about
what I had and have in mind to happen in the chapters to come.

SPOILER:

About Ai � here is where things get
really complicated for Kira and Athrun.
(Even if for some reason I don�t include the pregnancy thing the first time Kira and Athrun have sex will be
a crucial turning point in their relationship, because this was never intended
as only a romance, there will be bad people (they are already mentioned in this
chapter) who know about Kira being the Ultimate
Coordinator and everything about the experiment itself.) The two will not end
together after that. They will separate and there will be a significant time jump
in a few chapters. Kira will be away and Athrun will be unaware that Kira got
pregnant and had his child. When they meet again Kira
will admit he�s become a father, but he will continue his lies claiming the
child was born by Ai, who died in an accident (that�s if the possible pregnancy
has a god ending). Even if she exists just in Kira�s
imagination she has her place in the plot, even her name is chosen for a reason
as you will find out in a few chapters.

END
OF SPOILER
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