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A Special Trainer	By : gokusbbygrl Category: Dragon Ball Z > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1893 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: Yay ch6! I just got finished editing it so there shouldn't be any mistakes this time though I'm going through earlier chapters to see if there are still any mistakes. So since this chapter is mistake-free(or at least I hope so) Enjoy!!

Summary: Vegeta finds Gohan and he talks about his past, thats bascially it.

~~Flashback~~

Chapter 6 ~More than You Think~

GPOV

I ran out of my uncle's house and sat under a tree almost a mile away. I was angry but at the same time I was content. I finally found out why my father didn't spend time me, but I was mad that he couldn't see that I wanted him to spend as much time with me, as he did with Goten...or to love me as much as he loves him. I feel like I want to punch my dad in the face, but at the same time hug him until I can't anymore. This was so confusing, most of all I'm pissed at myself because I'm not crying, better yet I can't cry. Not anymore, after that incident I wasn't able to. It happened almost twelve years ago now...

~~Dad was training a smiling Goten, teaching him the proper stances and techniques. It was still pretty early in the morning just before dawn. Mom had already packed our lunches for school, and I had my project done and ready to leave. I grabbed the report I wrote almost two weeks in advance of the due date and was so excited to go to school. Not only would I get multiple A's today Dad was coming with for carrier day. I finally had some time with him without him wanting to spar or something. I walked outside making sure the papers weren’t getting damaged in any way, shape, or form. Goten and Dad were doing target practice so I held my report close to my side away from my brother. I pulled on my dad's gi pants and he looked down with a smile.

“Hey kiddo, whacha got there?”

“It's my report for school, mom wants you and Goten inside so you can change your clothes. But I was hoping you would read over it just to make sure there isn't any mistakes,” even though mom had read it over and over again, I still wanted dad to read it he never reads anything of mine or even takes any interest in what I'm doing.

“Sure let me see it,” I handed it to him and he just skimmed through it and smiled when he was done. “Looks good to me. Great job,” he gave it back to me and told Goten to stand properly when he fires a ki blast or else he won't be able to control it. Sure enough he mocked what dad told him and the next blast hit me in the stomach causing me to fly backward and fall in the mud. I stood up as quickly as I could and found that my report was ruined, covered in the sticky brown substance. My eyes started to water and I started to sniffle, but Goten just walked up behind me and shoved my face in the mud.

“Haha take that,” he laughed. I yanked my head out of the mud and was about to run inside when my dad grabbed my arm fiercely.~~

Just then I saw Vegeta walk up out of the corner of my eye, thus bringing me out of my train of the thought. He sat down beside me with a sigh.

“Ya know kid, its not as bad as it seems. At least you had a father growing up. I was literally caged up with Raditz and Nappa my whole life. Imagine spending your whole childhood with a dom and sub Saiyan in a tiny cell and them going through their heat cycle at the same time, it wasn't a pretty site I'll tell you that. They may have treated me like their child but I never really felt at home. When they tried to do parental things I just shoved them away, in fact I still do that now. Well except when Raditz is alone with me, that's when the true me comes out. If Nappa was sent a purging mission alone I would always tell Raditz what was bothering me or what was on my mind. He just knew exactly what to say to me, I guess. Right now I have that same calm feeling, like I could tell you my entire life story and you wouldn't breath it to any soul in the universe no matter what. Your uncle used to assure me that no matter what I told him when we were alone he would take it to his grave if he had to,” he chuckled softly. “You remind me of him, a lot actually.”

“W-why are you telling me this?”

“I thought we could talk about what you're feeling, but I wanted to let you know what I was feeling first. It was something Raditz told me when I was a young child, in order to gain someone's trust you must do what you were going to ask them of first or something like that.”

“Oh, well do I have to talk?”

“Not if you don't want to...but if you don't want to talk how 'bout listening? Are your listening skills as good as your brain knowledge?”

I laughed. “Looks like we're about to find out eh?”

Vegeta chuckled. “I guess we are, but be warned there is more to life than you think. Now where do you wish for me to begin before or after the planets destruction?”

“Before.”

“Alright. The first thing I remember I believe I was four. It was a very peaceful day on Planet Vegeta, my father was teaching me how to be a proper prince, he was telling me how to act around people and what to do in certain situations. Your uncle and Nappa walked in and my father paused in mid-sentence, he had a worried look on his face. I didn't know what was going on so I just sat on the floor and waited for them to finish the conversation they started, I over heard somethings of what they were talking about, but I didn't understand what it meant at the time. All I knew is my father sighed at something Nappa had informed him of, it had to do with losing more and more warriors thanks to Frieza sending demands we couldn't meet,” Vegeta sighed and stared at his feet. “Long before I was born, submissive males and females weren't allowed to fight. It wasn't until about a few years before my mother and father tried for a cub and an heir to the thrown, that they were allowed to join in the army. To Frieza our strongest dominate men weren’t strong enough, so my father decided to change the laws.”

“What does that have to do with you?”

“You'll find out. Raditz had already told you he lied about being a sub to the army so he could become a general, but he hadn’t realized that he training was for nothing as him and Nappa became my personal body guards when I was born. Raditz and my mother had a somewhat nice relationship, he would always check on her before I was weaned from my mother. After awhile she had figured out he wasn't a dom and confronted him. Let's just say it was a little secret they shared that they told me to never speak of when I was old enough to talk. Overall I had a nice childhood...while it lasted. But back to the talk my father was having with my body guards. It wasn't just demands about armies that Frieza had made, he wanted me as well. When I was around seven I was already the strongest person on the planet...next to my father of course. It was one day, after I came home from training with Nappa that my father had told me about Frieza demanding me to live with him in the next year. I tried to run from my him but he grabbed me by my shoulders as I started to cry. He told me to be strong no matter what happened and that he'll always love me, he also told me one day he was going to get me back and kill Frieza. In that moment, I wrapped my small arms around him and never wanted to let go. Later that night, my mom was sitting on my bed singing me a Saiyan lullaby. I asked her why Frieza had wanted me, off all people. She told me that I was special, the only person on the planet to be as strong as a grown dom male at such a young age, that he was scared if I were to grow up with the others of my race I would become even stronger and perhaps even become a Super Saiyan and over throw him. When she started crying I held her close and told her that I would always love her and come back to her after either my father or I killed the tyrant. She smiled and kiss me on the forehead before laying me back down in my bed and pulling the covers over me. Within the next year I prepared myself to live on Frieza's ship, and before I knew it the day before I had to leave had come along and I had to say my goodbyes to everyone, including my people. My father had me prepare a heartfelt speech in which I recited to my race on the balcony normal used for coronation. I could hear some Saiyans cry as I told them I was leaving due to force by the lizard tyrant but they all clapped when and expressed their sadness when I was finished. I turned and walked back in the palace finding my father crying, this was the first I've ever seen him cry, to me he was a fierce warrior and a loving father, but he never expressed his sadness. That night my mother stayed with me in my room but she never slept, she kept singing that lullaby over and over again,” he paused for a few moments before beginning again. “The next day I awoke to my bedroom doors flying open and Frieza stepping inside. My eyes widened in fear and my mother stood in front of him telling him to wait for a little longer so I could get dressed but he just laughed and pushed past her, but my mother was a very stubborn person, she grabbed his arm and pulled him back giving him a stern look.”

“I think I know the one, but what did Frieza do? Well to your mother...”

“Luckily he didn't do anything to her, at least in front of me. They both left the room so I could get ready and as soon as the door shut I heard a smack then a thud against the wall. I couldn't quite understand what Frieza had told her because my walls were nearly sound proof, all I heard was muffled voices. I assumed he was telling her never to touch him again or something worse would happen.”

“That's so sad, I'm sorry that happened,” I looked down at my feet and paused for a moment. “What did your mother look like?”

“She was considered to be the most beautiful Saiyan on the planet, like all she had black hair but her's was much longer than most. In fact Saiyans tended to keep their hair short so it wouldn't get in the way during battle but my mother's was very long, though it was shorter than Raditz's used to be, her hair came down just before it reached her tail. Speaking of which, she never had her tail wrapped around her waist, it wasn't that she couldn't do it, no she had perfect control of her tail. It was the fact that she didn't have the need to, her tail was impervious to pain, and when something formal came up she would dress in her ceremonial robes and wrap her tail around her waist but the minute everyone left and it was just us again she would unwrap it and groom it until it was perfect.”

“Sounds like she was an...interesting...woman...”

“Well most men would have loved to have her mostly because to us having a perfectly groom tail was a sign of a good mate, and also due to her no imperfections. It really did seem that way even to me...sometimes I wonder what it would have been like to grow up on my own planet with my parents and one day actually be crowned King of the Saiyans. I know there's no point in what could have been because there is nothing you can do about it but, have you ever done that...wondered what would have happened if you had a completely different life just because you changed one little thing about the past?”

“Yeah I have actually, I've thought about what kind of person I would have been if my father hadn’t have...nevermind it's nothing.”

“No, what is it? Tell me please, I want to know.”

“Well when I was young back when Goten and I were in first grade, I was ahead, I was already doing middle school work, but I had normal classes for my age. My brother was training with my dad when I had a book report in my hand and he fired a ki blast at me, I fell in mud and ruined the paper, and if that wasn't enough Goten shoved my face in the mud after I had already gotten up...and...and...”

“And?”

“And my dad grabbed me by the arm and smacked me as I started to cry. Then he told me if I cried he would smack me again, the whole time my brother was standing there laughing as my dad yelled at me. He told me to never tell my mom about what happened and that if I did he would beat my ass until it was black and blue, and maybe then some. Also he said if I ever try to run away and cry again in front of him he won't hesitate to do this again. When he was done he hit me upside the head and told me to tell my mom that him and Goten will be inside in a couple minutes. So I went inside and told her then, my mom made me take a bath to clean up the mud and when I was putting on new clothes she asked if anything was wrong and I told her no but I knew she could tell I was lying. She always knows when I'm lying, but Goten can lie straight to her face and she doesn't know. Anyways, after that day I never cried again, I've tried—alot—but I just can't seem to cry anymore.”

“Your father really does have a favorite doesn't he? I can't believe what kind of man does that to his own child, especially his first born. I'm sorry that happened Gohan, was that the only time that happened?”

“No there's been other times when he's hit me and threatened me, but he doesn't do it at all anymore just when I was in elementary and middle school. There was this one time when he beat my ass until it really was bruised—and really badly mind you—and when I would go to sit down I would have to bite my lip, it just hurt so badly. Oh, and when people asked me what happened I had to tell them I hurt my tail bone because of course I wasn't allowed to say anything about my father beating my ass.”

“Don't you humans have a law against that? Domestic violence or something?”

“Technically child abuse, and yes. I don't think my dad cares though, I mean look at him he hates me. He may not admit it but its true he hates me.”

“I would try and argue with you but it seems you're right. I didn't know any Saiyan to hate and treat their child way your father did you, and we even had cold ruthless hearts. If I thought Kakarot was a disgrace before, after hearing what you told me he doesn't have the right be called a Saiyan warrior.”

“R-really?”

“Yes Saiyans may have been brutal, cold hearted, and blood thirsty warriors but most of them were like that so they could protect their mate and cubs. None were like that just to be that way, we were kind people when we wanted to be but some races didn't take the time to understand us they just went off and declared war, but because of our ways we were always the victors.”

“Wow, Saiyan culture is actually amazing.”

“It truly is, kid,” he finally looked up and faced me. “If you want to learn more you'd have to ask Raditz or Nappa I was only eight—still just a cub—when I was taken away,” he snapped his fingers. “I've almost forgotten, you asked what subs not being able to fight had to do with me, right?”

I nodded my head. “I forgot about that.”

“Well, you see after a brutal purging mission when I was about nine, I had taken a lot of damage from the planet because they blew up their moons before we had reached it. With the moons gone we couldn't transform and we had to fight by hand, I was still a young child learning how to control my energy. Well I had become careless and couldn't handle it on my own somehow I managed to get by, by at the end of the mission I had blacked out and collapsed out of loss of blood and exhaustion. The next thing I remember is waking up in a regen tank and then Raditz and Nappa had a worried look when I got back to our cell. Turns out that I was in there for almost a week, and my blood test came back to me being a breeder, Raditz had thought that they might have mixed my test results with a female member on the ship until he realized that Frieza didn't allow any form of breeder on the ship.”

“I thought Raditz was a breeder?”

“He is but he lied remember,” I nodded my head to his rhetorical question. “That night I was taken into Frieza's room and raped for the first of many times by the tyrant. When I was returned to my cell I clung to myself like my life depended on it. Raditz asked me what had happened figuring he had punished me by harming me or torturing me, but it was much worse than that. After that night I hardly ever talked or showed emotion, one day Nappa was sent off on a purging mission alone. As soon as he left I clung to Raditz and didn't let go, he tried to get me to talk about it but I was too young to understand what had happened, I didn't know what to say. Finally, he asked if he raped me, explaining what it was and I just nodded my head. Raditz couldn't believe what Frieza had done, especially to an innocent boy who didn't understand half the things that were going on, but I was a fast learner. Raditz had asked me to tell him exactly what happened and I just shook my head, then he said it would help ease the pain away but I still said no. Eventually we came to terms with each other he taught me how to put these feelings away, and I told him just the basics that went on that night. Over the years I took Raditz's information for putting away the feelings and created a different side of myself. One that didn't act like that innocent boy I was the day I left my planet, I ended up being feared by most people on the ship. I was known to have a bit of temper and a 'don't fuck with me' attitude, but there was always that one sad creature that figured I was bark and no bite. Let's just say they learned the hard way of just how bad my bite really was. I became the stereotype of what everyone believed Saiyans really were, brutal, unforgiving, mean, nasty, blood thirsty, and cold-hearted with no feelings for anyone. My father would have been ashamed of what I had become living on Frieza's ship, but at the time I didn't care, all I wanted was to get through to the next day so I could kill Frieza when I had the strength. Today when I look back on myself I sometimes wish I wouldn't have become what I did, then maybe if I ever saw my father or mother again they would be proud I didn't crack under all the pressure that was given to me.”

“Your parents would be proud of you, you killed the man who has destroyed your planet, your people, and your family. Isn't that what mattered, you did what you said you would do for your mother.”

“You're right, I just couldn't go back to her. But I'm sure she was happy when I killed him.”

“See...all you have to do is look on the bright side of things.”

“I guess you're right, do you think you would want to go inside now or would you rather let out some of your anger on some dinosaurs and collect something for us to eat.”

“I am pretty hungry after all I didn't eat breakfast this morning and we weren’t planning on eating lunch either we were gonna just train for the rest of the day.”

Vegeta got up off the ground and extended a hand for me. I smiled at the small gesture and took it, him helping me to my feet.

TBC...

Please Review! Oh and btw sorry for the lack of sex in these last few chapters I need to get things set up first but I promise that chapter three wont be the only chapter with sex. I'm planning on doing a flash back with Trunks on his days when he was young at casple corp with a frisky Gohan and Goten ;) and Vegeta will be getting some action too...by who? Cant tell you that would spoil the surprise! Anyways, Hoped you like it I just started ch7
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