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Dragonball: Unforgotten
Chapter sixty-eight
Gohan stayed near you in the moment of silence. His eyes watched your face as you tried to comprehend all the implications from what had just happened.
At the start, he’d talked about how he missed spending time with you. Which was nice; you had missed him too but you didn’t want to pressure him given the situation. Then he went on to express his feelings of jealous because Sharpener was spending more time with you than he was. Then he went on to explain how and why he was starting to understand his father’s violent reaction more. Which turned into a speech about how you and he were the same and how you and he would make a great team. To him that had become a romantic couple in his head. You were still pretty sure that was because he was afraid of hurting other girls. After hearing about Chichi you really couldn’t blame him for that. Especially seeing as he was coming to terms with being a teenager and not just a living weapon.
Which lead to him kissing you.
That hadn’t been a fair move as far as you were concerned. As far as you knew that had probably been Gohan’s first kiss. And he was much better at it than he should have been. Much better than you wanted to admit out loud because Goku would probably will himself back to life without the dragon if you did. A zombie Goku was the last thing this world needed.
On top of that he promised to kiss you again when you next went into heat. You had a feeling he meant he would do a whole lot more than kissing...
“That might be a while,” you edged into the topic.
Gohan nodded slowly but then his eyes widened. You got the sudden impression that he misunderstood what you’d meant. Especially when you felt him lean down to kiss you again. His lips brushed over the edge of yours as you turned your head just in time. Which confused him considering that it seemed like you’d enjoyed the first one. He stood tall as his brain worked on what to do next. Not that you could see that with how your head was turned and how much taller he was than you. You just felt the way that his spine and straightened up which put his hips a whole lot closer to you than before. He was practically pinning you to the wall that way.
When he started to unbutton the black vest he tried to use to hide how tight his white shirt was pulled over his chest, you raised your hands to his shoulders to stop him. You shook your head slowly as you tried to think of exactly how to tell him. Under the circumstances, giving your news to Broly had been easier.
“Gohan, stop.”
“Why?” He asked.
“Three reasons. First...you’re not even enjoying—“
“Yes I am,” he defended his position as his hands went back to resting over the curve of your hips.
“Not really. If you were, I’m pretty sure I’d feel it with how close I am. And if that’s only because you respond more like a saiyan than a human...well that’s part of number two,” you took a breath as you fought through the thick cloud of embarrassment. “I didn’t mean I wanted to...to...have sex with you right now…. I meant that I won’t be going into heat for a while. You were right - it’s best not to do that around Broly right now. So...I made sure I didn’t. I’m pregnant.”
Gohan’s face looked you in surprise. Then he looked confused and a little lost. His dark eyes kept searching yours even as he continued to hold you.
“How? Unless you went to Vegeta, I thought you said it was improbable? ...you didn’t go to Vegeta did you?”
You were mildly insulted that he thought that was even a possibility. No, make that very insulted. You pushed at him, hard. Enough to knock him off balance. And too late you realized that Gohan still had a firm grip on you so as he moved back in surprise at the force, you went with him. Which only caused an avalanche of tripping limbs as both you and he had been surprised by such a thing. Your bed was what finally stopped the uncoordinated movements. Gohan instinctively went to sit down on the bed. With how his arms had locked on you during the whole thing, that brought you stiff legged down on top of him. All in all within the matter of seconds you were laid out over him and he still had his hands on your hips.
He looked up at you a bit dazed as the domino effect of events set in. He couldn’t lie - it felt nice. He’d thought about curling around you many times a few days ago to see what it felt like. Now he wished he had listened to those urges. It probably would have felt nice then too. Especially with how satisfying the weight on top of him felt. Before you had time to even get your legs up under you so you could move away, Gohan moved his arms. Instead of resting on your hips, his hands went around to your back and held you to him.
You shifted around in (socially informed) discomfort. Which you realized by the unconscious sounds that Gohan started to make wasn’t the best idea. Especially as you started to feel the tell tell signs of a bulge down below.
“Whose?” Gohan asked in a short voice. “If it’s not Vegeta’s...whose is it? Sharpener? Did you sleep with him?”
Wow, Gohan really sounded like his father at that exact moment. As you looked up to his face you also saw a very similar, very serious expression on his face. It was enough to stun you. It was almost like...like his declaration was serious…
“No. It’s complicated.”
“Explain it,” Gohan said in a forced, tense sort of calm voice.
You took in a deep breath. You had the urge to lower your head and hide your face. The only issue with that was the fact that if you did, you’d be marrying your face into Gohan’s chest. And while you had done that plenty of times with Goku, you had a feeling that it was a leading action. It felt like an intimate thing to do at least. Especially considering the fact that Gohan’s lower anatomy was already responding to more human stimuli than his father had.
“Let go of me first and I’ll explain.”
Almost grudgingly he let you move. But the moment he could, Gohan grabbed your hand and held it in both of his. Like you would have disappeared if he hadn’t. And no lie - he might have been right. You’d seriously considered hiding for a while until you didn’t feel so cornered. Instead now you were at an awkward angle with him. You moved so that you could half sit on your bed and face him. It didn’t feel as intimate as laying on him but it was still embarrassing. He had such an intense gaze.
“Before I left Earth...Goku and I…” you bit your lip as you trailed off. Judging by Gohan’s unamused expression he knew exactly what you were admitting to. “It was unplanned. I didn’t know anything about heats or being in one. I still thought I was human and humans don’t exactly have the same thing. I even took a morning after pill but...well those are for humans. Didn’t work on me. I didn’t know that for a couple of weeks. By the time I was taken to Yardrats, there was already a couple week old fetus growing inside of me. Mom took her out so that both of us could live. Like me the child was put into a cryostasis. After you and I talked...well I figured you were right. Short of leaving everytime which seemed like the dangerous thing to do, getting pregnant was a way to avoid going into heat around Broly. At least for a couple of months.”
“So you decided to have my father’s child…”
A sort of guilt faced up your spine at that. There was a certain tone of judgement that you could hear in his voice.
“...instead of mine…”
Oh. Wow. You never thought he’d take that personally. To be fair you had been sure that his offer had been made altruistically when you’d heard it. Now you might have pegged it as a bit more self-motivated.
“He’s dead. You chose to have a dead man’s child,” Gohan whispered with hurt in his voice. “You know that’s not going to lead to anything good. When anyone finds out...it’s going to ruin my mom.”
Your jaw shifted as anger welled up inside of you. He was right of course. If anyone found out that it was Goku’s actual child without hearing the full story, they were going to think that you made Goku break his vows. You would be the homewrecking whore. But why was it that everything you did had to revolve around Chichi and her feelings? Almost everything you’d done up to this point could be traced back to her influence. And now Gohan brought up her feelings after everything he had done, like you weren’t allowed to consider your own.
“So why?”
“Maybe because I’m sick of thinking about her feelings. Everything about her either stands in the way of or outright ruins my happiness. It was either face Broly, ruin your chance at freedom, or finally own up to my past and have my child. The one that I should have had before you were even born. And you know what? If Kami hadn’t made that fucking wish, Chichi would have never even been a problem in this situation at all! So maybe between thinking about everyone else - Broly...you...Goku...the earth and everyone on it...I forgot to think about how your mom might feel in the very off chance that someone looks at the child when it's born and figures out that it's a dead guys'. Which I guess is going to be a lot easier since he's coming back but fuck; I couldn't come up with a perfect solution okay?!"
Gohan was quiet for a few moments after your outburst. You bit your tongue and your lip as you realized that you'd been a little too emotional. You'd been trying to keep everything under wraps and under control - to keep calm. But with the events that Gohan laid before you and what the could mean for the future, there had been a leak. Your frustration, anger, and hurt seeped out from your body in palpable waves.
“You said he’s coming back,” Gohan pointed out with a slightly confused tone. “I thought we agreed that wasn’t a good thing.”
“I thought of how it could work,” you said as you took a deep breath, trying not to snap at him because of your Chichi induced frustration. “Broly agreed to let me wish he could control his anger. That helps. And when Goku hijacked my dream like he did with Goten, we talked. He promised me a lot of things that should help when he comes back.”
“Like what?”
“Not to fight with Broly to start with,” you began to list off. He’d promised not to no matter what but the recent circumstances of Broly wanting a child made you second guess that. Still...you didn’t want to worry Gohan about that. “That he wouldn’t go around being public with our past. And that he’d stay loyal to your mom, that he wouldn’t leave your family.”
“And he agreed to all of that?” Gohan asked incredulous. “Why? What did you promise him?”
“That he could help me raise our daughter,” you told him seriously. “He’d asked about being allowed to hold her. Like that was something I’d say no to. It was kind of heartbreaking.”
“He’s trying to fool you,” Gohan said in a whisper, holding your hand tighter and scooting in closer. “I know my dad. He’s usually happy and seems really innocent. But when he’s serious he will do whatever he can to get what he wants. Even if that means ignoring the things he should be doing. And I saw what he was like with you. I have never seen him act like that with my mom or anyone else.”
“I know he was a bit intense when...uh...I called you for help but it was probably just a species instinct thing.”
Gohan shook his head slowly. “Even before you were in heat, before he remembered you. He was my dad but...he was different. When he was seeing everyone again for the first time in seven years...including meeting Goten for the first time, he almost immediately wanted to know who you were. And later he kept passing you food that he wanted to eat. Every time you went to reach for something he got it for you. Everytime you were around other guys, he kept invading your personal space. I saw that. And when he was fighting Vegeta? He stopped the moment Goten told everyone we were getting married. I've never seen him stop a fight like that. Ever.”
Your breath hitched as he spoke, a sense of guilt and glee racing up your body. Everything he mentioned was before Goku remembered you. And while Gohan seemed perturbed by it there was a part of you that wanted to curl up with a big smile and celebrate that fact.
“When I stopped him from having sex with you, he was ready to kill me. My dad doesn’t kill. Like, ever. Not even when he should. But he was ready to kill me over you. He almost actually killed Vegeta.”
Yeah...that was the not so good part. With the current events it was likely to become even worse. You didn’t even want to tell Gohan about the situation with Broly. You definitely couldn’t fathom explaining to Goku that Gohan proposed to you and kissed you. Or the fact that if you had let him he might have been fully prepared to take you to bed a few minutes ago.
“And I think I get it,” Gohan admitted seriously. “You’re...perfect. I can only imagine what it would be like in his position. To have you and be looking forward to a life with you only to have it ripped away. He will promise you anything to come back. But the truth is that the moment he wants to he’ll forget what he said he’d do because he won’t want to anymore. He’ll get bored with playing by the rules just like a little kid. And it won’t matter what he promised you. It will be about what he wants.”
You stared at Gohan as the words he spoke both warmed you and hurt all at the same time. Heartbreak - that’s the feeling. You knew he was right. You knew there was nothing stopping him from breaking his promises because in truth you weren’t sure about the consequences. Goku was resourceful and clever. At some point even if you did run...if he wanted to, he would find you. And that was assuming you had the strength of will to run from him to begin with. You were weak; so weak in so many different ways. At least around him. Goku made you weak.
“I gave him my word, Gohan,” or at least it felt like you did. “I’m not your dad. To me that means something regardless of whatever else happens. A promise is meant to be kept forever.”
Gohan nodded and let out a deep sigh. He pushed back the sea of jealousy and envy as he held your hands. He wanted you to be as loyal and devoted to him as you were to his dad. But he knew that would take time. Which was okay. He still had two years to prove to you that he was better than he is father in every way. Besides it wasn’t like you could legally marry his dad anyways. He was still married to another. Unfortunately, Gohan had a feeling that was going to bring you more pain than it brought him comfort.
“Then...promise me this...you said you wanted my dad to stay loyal to my mom right?” Gohan watched as you nodded. “Promise me you’ll try to let me earn a spot in your heart just like my dad had. He can still help you with the baby on the way but he can’t be your husband, not legally or socially. I can. Promise me that you’ll try to make room for me.”
“Gohan…” you breathed out in worry. “I promise you. You've got a place. You’re my best friend.”
“As something more than friends.”
“Look, I get why you want this,” you motioned between Gohan and yourself with your free hand. “But...I don’t want you to settle for a good partnership because you’re afraid if you actually love someone that you’ll hurt them when you get...physical. I’m sure if you practiced and got use to being careful—-“
“I don’t want to,” he said sternly. “I know that I don’t have experience. I get it. But I can’t even hug most people without worry about breaking their backs. I don’t want to have to be that careful every time I go to touch someone. And from everything I’ve heard other guys don’t have to worry about that right?”
You clenched your jaw. He was right. But if you said that aloud you weren’t sure you’d ever be able to look him in the face again.
“You said I should experience all my firsts with someone I trust and like. That I should do what comes naturally to me and not be ashamed. I want to experience what life is like, what being normal is like. And I trust you. I like you. And I’m pretty sure that I love you. So regardless of my dad coming back or not, I’m going to prove to you that I can be a better husband than my dad. All I ask is that you give me a couple days to train. Seriously this time. So that when the fight for you does happen...I’m ready for him.”
Oh
Dear
Lord.
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