These Private Emotions. | By : JanetNoga Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2825 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Zechs
and his friend, who’s love life wasn’t in a happy chapter, had retired to the
staff’s rec’ room where they could talk without being disturbed and Treize
could get a drink. They wounded up playing a game of pool, as Treize needing to
keep moving.
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“
…And I haven’t a clue of what to do next, Zechs. If I try to approach him now,
he’ll just clamp up around me, “ he was saying. Sally Po was a woman who could
pick up subtleness and if she was one to gossip, he knew that his friends
already knew of his attraction to Chang Wufei. And since neither Noin nor Zechs
had come forth with concerns about this attraction, saying that Wufei was too
young or it wasn’t right because he was under the center’s care, then they must
be supportive of his choice or indifferent and was waiting for Treize to tell
them when he felt comfortable.
“
Then have one of his friends approach him for you. I wouldn’t advise you to ask
Sally because that might be too obvious that you asked her to, Treize, “ Zechs
replied.
“
It would be so much easier if he would just come to me or I to him. That way
less people would know or have to get involved in something they don’t want to
be, “ Treize muttered, running a hand through his hair.
Zechs
reached out and gripped his friend’s shoulder, “ Love isn’t easy, man. You do
love him, right? This isn’t going to end up some passing phase? “
“
I think I first knew I loved him when he tried to pick my pocket, “ Treize
admitted with a small smile.
“
Then I may know a couple of people who share similar tastes and are Wufei’s
friends that could help the two of you out. Or at least encourage him to talk
to you, “ Zechs replied.
“
Thank you. “
* - * - *
Wufei
sighed as he walked down the hallways in the school’s wing. This section of the
building was empty and quiet and just what the Chinese boy needed right now to
sort out his feelings and thoughts. He paused by a large window that over
looked the faculty’s quarters, coming to lean his back against the wall, and
slid to sit on the mirror polished floor. The sunlight pouring into the lonely
hallway in soft, dreamy streams created a surrealism effect around the boy one
might come to expect the romantic movie viewer’s hero to met up with their
loved one by chance or fate pier to the romantic, if not cliché, scene.
He
could imagine the tall, broad shouldered, devilishly handsome leading man,
walking silently down the hallway, the soft sunlight catching the gold in his
ginger locks, casting shadows to his splendid, aristocratic featured face and
adding an unapproachable glamour to his appearance. And then Treize would…
Treize?
‘
Shit. ‘
Wufei
gave a sigh and hung his head between his knees. “ What am I going to do now? “
He murmured to himself.
“
What’s up, Fei-kun? “
Wufei
looked up quickly when his solitude was invaded by a whirlwind of long chestnut
hair and friendly indigo eyes. Duo plunked himself down besides the surprised
Chinese boy.
“
Nothing. “
“
Nothing, huh? “ Duo replied, “ Bullshit. Want to talk about it? “
Blunt
and to the point. Maxwell was anything, but a fool and had a knack of knowing
when something was bothering one of his friends. But Wufei was not in the mood
for sharing.
“
Washing black boards. Your turn, “ Duo replied.
The
Chinese boy wondered briefly if he could survive jumping out of the window and
onto the ground two stories below him rather then unload his personal problems
with the American? But then Duo, if not one or more of the others would track him
down and offer him a chance to help sort out his problems and make him feel way
too imposed on and really clamp up. Or worse, he might want to tell them, but
be around too many people & have to go through the pain of finding a
private area. But seeing, as they were alone right now, why not? Duo was an
open-minded person so revealing and worrying what his friend thought about his
sexual choice was an obstacle Wufei didn’t have to worry about. But perhaps
rather whom because Treize was older then himself and fact that he owned
the very place they lived at. Well…
“
I’ve suddenly realized that the someone I care for was someone I’ve always
pushed away because I was always attractive to this person, I just didn’t want
to admit to it. But now they’ll hate me, “ Wufei said.
“
No he won’t. If he really cares that much about you, he’d probably flip for joy
that you’ve finally stopped the denial and is waiting for you to run into his
open arms, “ Duo replied with a smirk.
Wufei
blushed, “ How did you know- “
“
… It’s a guy? ‘Cause you said ‘someone’ rather then ‘she’ if it was a girl you
were referring to, “ Duo said.
“
Oh. “ ‘ Makes sense. ...It does seem rather obvious. ‘
“
So why do you think he’ll hate you? “ Duo asked.
Wufei
shifted a bit on the floor, “ Well, I’ve always assumed that anything remotely
familiar to flirtation was just amusement on his behalf because he’s older then me, probably sees me as a cute kid to
joke with, and because I’m younger then him, he couldn’t see himself getting
involved with me, but liked to flirt anyway because he thinks I’m attractive.
But I was wrong. He flirted with me because he meant it and since he is someone
who’s naturally charming and sensual, I always thought he was jerking me around
and I used that as a kind of defense for whenever I thought he was serious in
our encounters. I don’t’ want him to think I’m just playing with him or
conceited. “
“
Besides, “ Wufei snorted, “ Why would he even want me? “
“ Ask him that
yourself, “ Duo replied and winked, “ Besides, why wouldn’t he? You, Chang
Wufei, despite the cold front you usual show, can’t hid that fact that you’re
one gorgeous, warm, adorably shy, fiercely loyal, strong, and sensual piece of
ass… “ For that, Maxwell got a hard, but not–so-hard shot to the arm, “ Okay,
sorry, -person. No, this guy is smart to want you, Wufei. So just talk to him.
“
“
I guess I should, “ Wufei agreed. He frowned at himself, “ No, I know I should,
considering how I ran off when I realized I had to stop lying to myself. “ He
gave an embarrassed little groan and pulled up his knees to hid his face in
them. ‘ I can’t believe I ran off like that. Like some love traumatized moron.
‘
“
So…” Duo grinned and wiggled his eyebrows, “ Just who is he? “
Wufei gave
another little groan. ‘ Well, he’s seen me, of all people, acting like one of
those moronic anime school giand and not make a big deal out of it… ‘ “ Treize. “
Duo
doubled over with laughter. Wufei glared at him and was just about start
shouting a long speech of betrayed friendship when his friend sat up and
grinned. “ I knew it! I always thought there was something going on between you
two. Oh, man, Une is gonna explode if she ever hears about this. “
Hearing this
phrase used yet again and without any previous explanation from last time when
they had first met, Wufei asked him just what he meant by that. But he had an
idea that the woman had a thing for her boss, but Treize had interest
elsewhere.
‘
He’s got better taste then that, if I do say so myself, ‘ Wufei thought with a
little smug pride.
“
It’s well known that Une has this thing for Treize. I mean besides being his
secretary, she’ll do just about everything and anything he asks her too. And
she goes out of her way to be around the poor man. It’s well known he keeps his
bedroom door locked when he’s in there and I’ve seen him or heard from others,
that the man has to order the woman to go away or leave him be when her
services aren’t needed. But sometimes can can really step over the line. Any
social event, she’s right there on his heels like a possessive bitch from hell
making sure none of the ladies decided to get too friendly with the man. And
this one time at a baseball game between the students and faculty, she followed
him into the boy’s locker room
showers! With
the kids getting dressed and showering too! Probably to make sure he didn’t
flirt with any of them. Une’s not someone to let anyone else get in her way when she
wants something and will any means to eliminate any obstacles.“
The American
added, seeing a look of worry in his friend’s dark eyes, “ But don’t worry. If
it’s Treize whom you like and he’s got a thing for you, then he can protect you
from the harpy. A pissed off Khushrenada is scarier then Une. “
“And
he’s got evil looking eyebrows to help the effect, “ Wufei added with a tiny
grin, but inside he felt relieved having talked with Duo. His thoughts and
emotions were now sorted out. Sure, he still felt the usual ‘what if’s ‘ anyone
would have to deal with when concerning their love life and the best way to
deal with them was to find Treize, apologize, and tell him how he felt. His
smile grew and Wufei actually participated when Duo started up another
conversation, sensing that his friend was feeling better and had a plan of
action for later on.
* - * - *
Treize,
having retired to his office in the hopes that some delayed paper work would
distract him till he could devise a plan to approach Wufei later, looked up from
his desk when there came a knock on his door. Almost dreading it was Une back
from the errand he had sent her on and hoping against hope that it was Wufei,
called for the person to enter. The ginger haired man was delighted &
surprised, mostly at how soon, when Wufei entered his office, shutting the door
& locking it, the latching sound barely heard. Treize could tell his dragon
was nervous, but was just as determined. He felt that swelling feeling of hope
rise as Wufei crossed over his room, crawled across the older man’s document
covered desk, and almost falling off as he pulled Treize forward by his casual
day shirt and locked the man into a kiss.
Almost
pointless to say, but saying it anyway, Treize was not disappointed, overly
delighted, and pulled Wufei into his lap, pushing his chair back away from his
desk to make room for them both and so his dragon was more comfortable. Pent up
frustrations and desires on both parts went into their first kiss. Perfect
teeth nibbled on Wufei’s lower lip, a warm tongue sweeping along it and
thrusted into the boy’s mouth when giving permission coaxed a low moan in the
Chinese boy’s throat as Treize explored and claimed with eagerness &
expertise. Treize pulled Wufei closer to him as his boy returned his passion
with an innocent eagerness only someone with inexperience could have. What fun
Treize would have teaching Wufei.
His hand crept up
under Wufei’s shirt to caress and explore smooth, warm skin, trailing his
fingertips down the boy’s back. They trailed to the front, over Wufei’s stomach
and higher until they bumped into one of Wufei’s nipples. The Chinese boy drew
back, gasping at the sharp sweet sensation the touch coursed through him.
Treize gave the boy a feral grin and stroked with his thumb, coming to growl at
the blush that rose over Wufei’s cheeks, his hitching breath, how the sweet nub
swelled under his touch. Wufei bit his lip once before deciding against that
action. He would not deny Treize anything now. He wanted to be open with his
passion for the man and openly enjoy it with him. Treize locked Wufei into
another kiss, devouring his dragon’s pristine, full lips, his own pants
becoming smaller as he worked Wufei with sweet, agonizing strokes, the boy’s
own desire pressing up against his as he tightened his thighs around Treize’s
waist.
Wufei
broke the kiss, not wanting too, but needing too and tucked his face under
Treize’s neck, inhaling the man’s familiar scent and tried to bury himself
deeper into his embrace. Treize, sensing something other on the boy’s mind
besides a delightful bought of making out, slid his hand out of Wufei’s shirt
and rubbed his back.
“
I’m sorry, “ he heard Wufei murmur against his neck.
Treize
reached up and broke the tie that held the boy’s hair back, combing the silky
strands and massaging his scalp, coming to ache once his hair was set free as a
result from being tied back tightly.
“
For what, Wufei? “
“
For treating you like I disliked you. It was just my denial because at first I
did dislike you, but then when I came to realize that I did more then like you,
I pushed it aside by telling myself that you were a thoughtless flirt who
flirted with me because it amused you. And it always seemed that whenever you
did, it was somewhere where you could embarrass me, “ Wufei said.
“
I apologize of ever making you feel that way, dragon, “ Treize replied,
lowering his head to inhale the boy’s scent. Sandalwood, that was the other
scent of his dragon, “ Sometimes I get carried away, especially of how you make
me feel. “
Wufei
smiled. Treize didn’t’ need to say it yet, the Chinese boy felt what he had yet
to say and he was content for this moment in time when everything in the world
felt right.
“
Perhaps I should call you my kitten instead of dragon, as you seem quite
contend of sitting happily in my lap just like a little neko, “ Treize remarked
with an amused smile, tickling one of Wufei’s ears.
Wufei
looked up at Treize, glaring for a moment before a mischievous smile, worthy of
Duo Maxwell, crept over his face as he sat up & licked Treize’s nose in a
very kittenish manor.
“
Purr, Treize, “ Wufei grinned. His taller lover leaned back in his chair as his
laughter filled his office.
tbc
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