Ai no Kakarotto

He stayed rigid in my arms for a while, breathing hard, if I concentrated hard enough I thought could feel his doubt, his inner conflict. I let go to give him space and walked to the door shooting Raditz a look as I did, he followed me out in silence...why this had to be so difficult...why did it hurt so much to be rejected?

I went back to my meditating room locking myself in there. I didn’t meditated, I couldn’t, I just lay on the hard cold floor staring at the ceiling. I never imagined it like this; never thought I’d even care for anyone other than myself. I never believed in love or devotion or even loyalty to no one but one self. I even thought my father a fool for caring for Raditz. And I thought Raditz a fool for caring for me...Hn and look at me now, I’m the worst of the pack. I fell and I fell badly for a being not worthy enough to lick the ground I walk on.

I decided to move on and stop being this foolish, so went to the training grounds; at least I could take my frustrations out on my ranks. Raditz was there and so were a dozen other they all parted like a wave to make way for me. Raditz eyes met mine but said nothing; walking to the center of the room I beckoned a nameless elite to charge me.

I fought one after another; it was pathetic how weak they were, I had them all on the floor in no time.

“Raditz!” I snapped angrily, “Fight me.” I beckoned and He walked to me slowly, anger and pain very evident on his features... Hn, not that I really cared.

“ I sent that slave to tend the pet.” He said tonelessly and lunged at me furiously. We fought long and hard...I needed this, I needed this release from my frustrated thoughts. to loose myself in the satisfying feeling of combat...then I felt it...I felt him. I looked up and saw him leaning weakly on the door frame. I stood there looking at him.

“ Vegeta!” he said angrily....Hn at least he was strong enough to be obnoxious, he took a few weak steps towards me, he looked as if he would fall at any minute so I rolled my eyes and went to him before he fell... he shouldn’t be out of bed.

“Why are you out of bed… where is the slave I sent to tend you?” I asked looking very uninterested but dying to punish her for letting him go out like this.

“I sent her away, I feel better.” He responded in his usual gruff, giving me the same defiant look he always did...I wanted to laugh so badly at how childish he was being...Hn but I suppose two can play this game.

“I didn’t asked you how you feel, I asked you what are you doing out of bed.” I said in the same tone, giving him the same look.

“I have to talk to you.” my eyebrow perked up.

“About?”

“I do not want to stay in your quarters, I feel uncomfortable there.” I knew he did, and it hurt, but I couldn’t send him back to the pen...there is no way!

“Would you rather stay in the pen?” I asked dryly.

“Much…rather.” I could have slap him for being such a stubborn idiot...but then again that is exactly what drew me to him to begin with

“Very well,” I would show you little one who is boss, I turned to Raditz who was just standing there looking as if he was about to cry. “Raditz, take him back to my quarters and make sure he does not leave,” I smirked at the boy maliciously, his face went from mad to venomous in an instant, my smirk grew wider. Raditz came to us and goad him further.

“I would grab you by the tail, but since you don’t have one.” He grabbed him and was gone just as fast. I stayed there looking at the spot he stood on, my tail twitched and lashed about, the only signs of the frustration I felt...you’ll be the end of me young one... you will be the end of me

+
Raditz came back after a while, I was meditating, contemplating on what to do; it seemed to be the only thing in my mind these days, how to deal with the pet. I did not opened my eyes to greet Raditz, he stood there waiting, ever willing to do my bidding...why couldn’t I make matters simple and fall for him instead, he would have been ecstatic and returned every once I gave with gallons...but of course my life was not to be that simple... And I wouldn’t have any other way.

“Thank you Raditz,” I said without opening my eyes.“ I know I am asking a lot of you lately.” I felt the need to apologize to him.

“I am here to serve you.” His words didn’t sound half as hearted as they would have a week ago.

“You dislike him.” It was not a question.

“It is not my place to judge whom you associate yourself with Ouji-sama.” How childish he was...just like the other man in my life...only this one was annoying to say the least.

“You only call me that when you’re angry,” I goad him like you would a child; I could play his game too.

“I just don’t see what is so special about him.” It shocked me that he would actually admit to me his hatred for the boy, I smirked opening my eyes and fixing them on him, his tail twitched as it did when he was distressed.

“I do not have to tell you.” I said simply. The boy is my business and my business alone.

“I know,” He looked down disappointed.

“But for what is worth I do not know myself... You been with me since my birth, you know me better than anyone…” I didn’t give a crap about his opinion or approval for that matter, but he was my father’s lover and I didn’t need him blowing the whistle on me, even if he desired me and wanted to do nothing to hurt me, jealousy worked in mysterious ways...I knew that well enough.

“That’s why I don’t understand!” He whined.

“You don’t have to,” I set foot on the ground and walked to him.

“Do not worry yourself I will tire of him soon... I think I already am.” I said reassuring him...why? Out of custom maybe.

“But you marked him.”

“A mistake… nothing more. Ease your mind Raditz, come fight me.” I set my fighting stance. I was done talking about this, I didn’t needed to be remained of that embarrassment...but what did I expected, that the boy jumped in my arms and swore eternal devotion to me? I laughed at my own musing...how stupid I was becoming.

+

I left Raditz and went to the room I been using for the past week... I bathed, dressed, ate. Trying to keep my mind off the boy in my room.... I always did things alone, I never needed anyone, never wanted to be around anyone. I read and tried to meditate but no matter how hard I tried I wanted to see him, to hear his voice, to amuse myself with his idiotic tantrums. Finally I gave in and went to him.

“I see you’re feeling better.” I said as I entered the room.

“No I feel like shit... I hurt everywhere thanks to your... men, and I’m locked up here wasting away.” The fire in his eye told me how serious he was; I smiled inwardly at his lack of respect like I always do. But lately it was a lot more than amusement, we stared at each other for a while, me feeling warm all over and he...well, he needed to straighten his emotions.

“All your fault.” I said sarcastically, watching his face turn red,“ If you hadn’t tried to escape my... men would have never had the chance to harm you. And as for wasting away there is nothing I can do about that.” I let my hungry eyes run over his magnificent body, I wanted to jump on him and loose myself in his arms, but I tried to be as dry as I could instead.
.
“I should be training!” He snapped exasperated.

“Tell me, who would you train with? I am the prince, but you don’t actually expect me to make my elites train with the likes of you?” I rejoiced on his half hatred anger, his pursed lips looked good enough to kiss. I will never admit it to him but I goad him on purpose just to see his angry face, just to hear his childish demands.

“How am I supposed to defeat you if I can’t train?” the sarcasm in his voice turning me on to the point of not caring about the consequences and just...

“You should have thought of that before you decided to challenge me.” I said barely able to contain myself, I came to him needing to touch him, to feel his warm flesh on me. “Does it hurt?” I asked putting my hand on his chest, his lips pursed again refusing to answer me, I applied more and more pressure until I see him double in pain, his eyes met mine embarrassed.

“Yes.” he whispered in a small voice.

“Why do you fight it?” It hurt me every time he denied me, “Why do you fight me?” I moved my hand from his chest to his stomach and under his tunic; the need to feel him just became painful.

“Why did you mark me?” He said in a low voice which I chose to ignore, I did not know the answer to that question myself. Instead I just ran my fingertips over his back, tracing his every muscle, wondering while doing so for the thousands time how am I going to get over this creature the devil sent to make me fall. I traced his back to the one place I’ve wanted him to touch me since I laid eyes on him, I ran my fingertips over it and the heat his body emitted intensified ten fold, I smirked and scratched harder, a low purr made its way to my ears as his head fell on my shoulder. his moans were driving me to the point of having my way with him without his consent, his legs shook and we both wound kneeling on the floor, I kept on stimulating his nerve and kissed my way up and down his throat, I felt myself purr as well... damn it all to hell, my pride was obliterated when it came to this creature who made me fall to the hottest pit of hell and still made me crave for his heat. I sucked his lobe drawing the sweetest nectar that was his blood and whispered into his ear, hoping to hear the words I been waiting for all this time.

“What do you want?” I needed to know, I could not take much more of these cruel games we played with each other, I pulled my will from the dark alley it went every time I was around this boy and parted my lips from his lobe and stopped stroking his hot heated flesh. I looked into his eyes and with my heart in my hand I asked again.

“What do you want?” He met my eyes and hesitated for half a second, I thought he would finally admit to this passion that threaten to consume us both, but then his face changed and his gaze went to the floor bellow.

“I want…I want to defeat you.” My heart stopped beating, I felt the pain I’ve must have caused to so many others. I stayed there not knowing what to do; I wanted to end his existence and reclaim back my will, my life. But I couldn’t, I got up and left, if I remain I might beg him like I always do.

I went to the training arena and saw Raditz and many others, I felt such rage that before I could even react I was on him like a hawk; I beat him almost to the point of unconsciousness and left before I deal him any more damage.

I went to the room I been using and just sat there on the bed staring at my hands... what am I becoming? I can’t even control my own emotions.
A desperate knock on the door brought me out of the abysm I was throwing myself into.

“ Ouji-sama...!” the door flew open to reveal the slave that for some reason infuriate me and made me jealous every time I laid eyes on her. I got up ready to blast her once and for all but the urgency in her eyes halted me.

“ What is the matter woman!?” my voice sounded as urgent as hers, as if I somehow knew what she was about to say.

“ Raditz-san... is going to kill him... there’s blood and...” I was out of the room and into my old one in less than a flash.
Raditz had the audacity to go against me and risk forfeiting his own life to hurt what’s mine. I grabbed him by the mane and beat the shit out of him. I was so enraged that I couldn’t even speak; I threw him against the wall... I will kill him, I don’t fucking need him anymore... I kept telling myself that I owed him all the years of loyalty and devotion, but this time he outdid his insolence. I will not have him abusing his power and the trust I have given him by allowing my most valued belonging manhandled like this. I had the other two killed... Raditz will be no different.

I powered my Ki to a point where I knew he would die... so long sensei...

My knees grew weak with the intensity of what I felt next; the pleasure could not be compared to anything I ever felt before, unconsciously I started purring as I turned to see the source of this intoxicating sensation.
My beful ful one had me grabbed by the tail and was rubbing it against his face, my purring grew louder and I felt like laughing like a child at the sight of it... he had me angry to the point of ridding myself on him, only to redeem himself like he always did.

I pulled my tail, lest I drop to my knees and beg him to have me here and now and held him in my arms taking him to the bed. He stared at me as if seeing me for the first time and slowly brought his hand up to caress my face. I smiled like I seldom do; he could bring the best and worst in me. I set him on the bed and kissed his forehead... “Baka”

“ Sleep.” I commanded and I left him there, before I changed my mind and killed Raditz and claim the boy as mate.

++

It was a few days before I could face Raditz again. And I only did because it would not be very wise if I have him go to my father with any of this. More than likely he wouldn’t but I could not take any chances. I had a talk with him hoping to ease his mind... Hn even I had something to fear... for the sake of one third class boy.

Two days later the call I been waiting for came, the slave finally came bearing good news about him. I went to him as fast as dignity allowed me. After the way we parted the last time we saw each other I was in very high spirits.
I came in silently; he’d been expecting me I could tell. I made my way to the chair and sat as I always do and just stared at him with hungry eyes... give me your best shittlittle one, I’m ready for you.

“I trust you’re feeling better,” I said after a while, he kept on staring angrily.

“I do.” I almost smirked at his childish tone

“Raditz won’t be a nuisance anymore.” I said reassuring him... or perhaps reassuring myself.

“It makes no difference to me.” again with the childish tone.

“I thought you might want to know.” I got up and went to the life support system by the bed, I scanned the data relieved to see how well he was doing... strong boy indeed. I heard a purr and turned sharply to it... my fist reaction was shock, then shame... my tail had found its way around his neck and was stroking behind his ear, as if the appendage had a life and will of its own. And he... he was contently purring away. I snatched my damned tail away embarrassed to no end at the weakness it displayed.

“Are you hungry?” I said changing the subject.

“No.” He lied, embarrassed as well for what just happened. I do not think I’ve feed him since he came; intravenous nutrients were very nourishing but hardly enough for a man to sustain himself.

“Well I am,” I said returning to my sit. The food arrived just as I’d instructed. I could hear his stomach growling, I had to turn my head the other way not to start laughing uncontrollably. I put on my best hard face and stated eating for him to see, he turned and I took this chance to creep up to the bed so that I could touch him. I held a fruit to his face and as soon as he turned back to face me he snatched it from me and devours it.
I smiled and wrapped my tail around his body pulling him to the food

“I am afraid to think how much food you will need when you are hungry.” I mused as I watched him attack everything in sight. “ Eat and get well.” I sighted.

“What do you care?” he glared from his food.

“I will not train a half dead ungrateful brat.” his eyes gleamed and I could not help but warming to him.

“Will you... train me?” he asked awed

“Didn’t you ask me to?”

“I asked you to le go. go.” Sorry little one that I will never do.


“That I will not do... you know what you must do to gain your freedom.” I said knowing full well I had no intentions on keeping that promise.

“Will you... give me my freedom?” his voice low.

“If you defeat me, I will let you leave as I promised. Keeping or wanting your freedom will be entirely up to you.” he kept quite for a while. He, perhaps was reflecting on ordsords, and I, just enjoying this time I got to spend with him

“I will... want my freedom, even if I have to go back to the slums, it will be better than to remain here... like a caged animal.” he said after a while, I had hoped he remained in silence a bit longer, to allow me this moments of tranquility by his side. I said nothing.

“I feel a lot better,” he continued, “I think I can go back to the pen.” still I said nothing, hoping he’d get the point. “Are you listening to me?”

“ Yes.” I responded softly, the moment so obviously lost.

“Then?” I watched intently how the change of emotions played on his face.

“Then what?”

“I do not have to sleep here anymore.” he said in that attitude that both enraged me and enthralled me at the same time.

“Does it bother you that much?” I said taking a glass and bringing it to my lips; I drank from it slowly, savoring the good wine. I could see him watching me as intently as I watched him... why do we play these games? Smirking I offered him the glass making him falter... I know you want me young foolish one... is this wait that’s driving me to the point of madness.

“Huh? No it does not bother me, but I thought you might want your room back.” he answered coming out of his trance.

“I do not want you back in the pen... you should know as much.” I took another sip.

“Well then… I want my own room.” I had to laugh at that... who else could demand anything of me and expect to get it... no one but him of course.

“Now... why would I even consider something like that!?” I said still chuckling

“Then send me back to the pen!” He yelled turning red from rage “There is no way I will stay here any longer.” I immediately sobered and hardened my expression.

“You will stay where I say and do as I say.” I snapped, I can wait for him to come to his senses and admit that he wants me as much as I want him, I’d even allow him to keep that obnoxious woman as a slave and give him certain freedom inside the palace... but I will never let him think that he can control and command me into doing his capricious will.

“Only because I find you somewhat... interesting, does not give you any rights. Do not overstep your boundaries pet!” I continued on the same tone of anger although what I really wanted to do was throw him of that bed and have my way with him. I ran my eyes over his form failing to hide the hungry desire I felt for him, it seems that each passing day was becoming harder and harder to, I got to my feet not even realizing until I was leaning on the table directly above where he sat, his eyes burned on mine.
“Now, if you ask me nicely... I might give in.” I said not even bothering to suppress the desire in my voice, he visibly shuddered making me wanting to touch him even more. I brought my fingertips to his lips letting them linger there, he did not move away nor did he try to stop me, I leaned closer until our faces were mere inches apart... still he did not move away, I let me hand caress his features slowly, his breathing was becoming rugged I smirked holding the back of his head and kissed him roughly... you will not get away from me... not this time. I kissed him desperately, expecting him to throw me off at any minute

“Ask me nice...” I whispered as I lapped the blood I drew from his heavenly mouth, he threw his head back moaning... yes... yes this time... “Ask me...nice,” I rasped again as I kissed every inch of his face and neck. “Where is your resolve pet?” I came back to his lips, he clearly unable to respond even if he wanted to, he opened his mouth and I deepened the kiss. “Where is your hatred?” I whispered into his mouth, I was almost to my limit, my arousal was beyond pride all I needed was one word, one word from this child and I would literally drop at his feet. He tried to push me away but I will have none of it. I have been denied one too many times; I have never waited this long for anything.

“Vegeta-sama...” Raditz voice intruded my senses... fuck! I turned to him infuriated, fixing my angry gaze on his sour one. If not one thing there was always another. I looked at my dazed young one.

“Your father sent for you.” The moron said tonelessly, I slowly unwound my tail from he boy’s waist and wrapped it around my own locking my passion filled eyes with his... this is not over... not by a long shot, if I didn’t know before I know now. You will accept me and give yourself to me that I promise you young one... there is no escape from me.
With this thought I made my way to the door, walking past Raditz ignoring the contempt on his face.

“Make sure he gets his own room.” I snapped as I did so.


+++

Of course my old man had nothing productive to say. The same old talk about mating and start having my successors to the throne...Hn just the thought of fathering nine brats just to have all save one killed seemed pretty absurd to me.

“ You already turned twenty Vegeta is time you start thinking about the future.” Hn it always started the same way.

“ I do think about the future... just not the future you have n mind.” I said sourly, it always was like this with us.

“ Stop playing the fool, you’re an adult now and have to start assuming your responsibilities.”
“ I got no time for this ... why don’t you call for Raditz and leave me alone.”

“ You are the crown prince you’re not like everyone who can do as they please. In con condescending with you because you were young, but now that you are an adult I will not put up with it any longer.”

“ You been ‘condescending’ because you know I can challenge you and win, so don’t give me that fatherly crap.” I said loosing my patience.

“ Think what you will, you will see it my way very soon brat.” He gave his back to me telling me the conversation was over. It was always like this. I’d come hear his mouth and be dispatched like a common slave. I took my leave without another word. Today it didn’t bothered me as much... I had other more important things in my mind.

++

‘ You’re father told me he spoke to you again.” Raditz said absently while I read one of my daily reports from Mosroum, I shifted my eyes to him and then return to my papers.

“ He is right you...”

“ Do not go any further.” I said menacingly.

“ But Vegeta he’s right.”

“ I said stop... just because he fucks you doesn’t give you any rights over me, I recommend you stop acting like my mother if you know what’s good for you.” I went back to the documents but as annoyed as I was I couldn’t even concentrate anymore... were they all out to get me?

“ Where’s the boy?” I asked changing to a more pleasant subject; I hadn’t seen him in a few days... since that day in my room. I missed him but I had to show more will than I have up to date.

“ In his room I believe.” Raditz responded sourly.

“ Call him to my room.” He gave me the same... game shot between the eyes look he always did when I mentioned the boy... it was almost funny, were not for the fact that I knew he was biding his time to get rid of my boy.

“ And your training?”

“ I will get my training, do not worry yourself... sensei.” I smirked at him, if he only knew what I had in mind. He got up and left without another word. I went to my quarters to wait for the one I’ve yearned to see these past few days.

++

“You called?” his young voice asked as he made his way into the room, I met his black eyes fascinated as always by his unexplainable appeal.

“How are your wounds?” I asked coming to stand in front of him, he touched his wounds absently.

“Healing fast.”

“I accommodated for that slave you favor to see to your needs.” I said downplaying the jealousy I felt, in fact I wanted to kill her more than anything, the only reason I didn’t is because he went through all that hell to ensure her survival... bitch

“What needs might those be?” his sarcasm made me smirk.

“All of your needs.” I emphasized the word, not really meaning it, I’ll be dammed if that brainless pet gets to have him before I do.

“Your generosity is unwanted; I do not need for you to pamper me. I need to begin my training like you promised, so that I can defeat you already.” here he goes.

“My how eager... I said when your wounds are healed.” I purred caressing his face tenderly; “You’re not strong enough yet.” he was so predictable, I knew exactly how this would go... he’d demand... I’d play hard to get, and then give in.“ How are you feeling?” I finally said deciding not to play chase today.

“Fine.” he lied.

“Get dressed in one of my training gears and meet me at the training grounds.” And so we will start the next phase of our relationship my pet... if I can’t have you in passion, I will have you in the next best way... combat.

+

“Come,” I called once we were alone in the training room; he obeyed as eagerly as I was to know what he’s got. “I want you to be honest in your answer... Do you hurt anywhere? It is important that you tell me, because once we start training I will not stop.” I said, he gave me one of his ‘looks’ and lowered his head in shame.

“Yes.” he whispered.

“Where?”

“Mostly my chest.” I considered my options... sparring would be too dangerous in his convalescence state, and so would any other physical type training... I guess meditating would have to do.

“Have you ever meditated before?” I asked sure that he had.

“No.” He answered to my surprise.

“Do you know how to gather your Ki and shoot it through your hands?” If he hadn’t meditated before, it was doubtful he knew any Ki attacks.

“ No.” he whispered again with shame.

“How did you expect to defeat me if you can’t even control your ki?” I couldn’t keep my face straight... this boy was just too precious. I came on him and kissed him passionately, and to my amazement he responded in full. “Can you get any more interesting?” I said purring, braking the kiss before I forsake the training and just have him once and for all.
I took a few steps and sat on the floor with my legs crossed in front of me

“Sit on the floor like this.” I commanded and he obeyed. . “Close your eyes and let your strength gather.” I did the same, I felt his concentration drop “Close your eyes! Concentrate and gather your strength and thoughts in one place.”

“How do I do that?!” he yelled frustrated

“First, you must calm down, then you close your eyes and think on something you want to do more than anything... like defeating me.” I smirked at that, I didn’t even think that was his motive anymore... tormenting me; yes... killing me; no. “Think on it with all your strength.” I opened my eyes and look at him force himself, not after long he levitated in place... Hn fast learner eh! Then he opened his eyes and fell on his sit when he realized he was floating... I’ll take it you don’t know how to fly either little boy. I smirked

“That’s how you meditate.” I said setting foot on the ground “Do it again!” I said. “Don’t let go of that thought, put all you feeling into it.” I watched him float again, with more ease this time, he seemed to be thinking about something very pleasant as he smiled, I walked to him and stood directly under. As if on cue he dropped falling into my waiting arms.

“Did you have a nice dream?” I whispered softly, his cheeks turned red and he jumped off me sitting on the floor to start over again. “Enough for today.” I snapped ing ing to him offering my hand but he refused it

“Why?!” He snapped back.

“If you over do it your wounds might open... meditating takes a lot more energy than hand to hand combat.” That was not entirely true; I was actually amazed at the speed in which he learned the basics of meditating and also the speed in which he was healing... I couldn’t just go about letting him get too strong ... then what?

“My wound are almost gone, I am a fast healer.” He protested bringing me out of my thoughts

“Are you really?” I said sarcastically, “I said enough. We will continue tomorrow.” He just looked away angrily, goading me, challenging my orders. I came to him and caressed his face. I have better plans for you... Baka.

“Are you not afraid?” he asked turning to look at me.

“Of what?” I tapped chiseled his nose playfully.

“Of me getting stronger than you...of me defeating you?” I laughed out loud... you just might little one.

“No, but I am counting on it.” I took his face in my hand and brought it close to mine; I inhaled his scent, smelling that arousing musk of his. “If you defeat me I will let you go, but if I defeat you... you shall be mine completely.” we look into each others eyes for a long time.

“I won’t lose.” he said finally.

“We’ll see.” I whispered back.

“ Yes you will,” he pulled away and walked to the door, “ I’m going to my room... if you don’t mind of course master.” His hatred back.

“ Do as you will, but no more meditating until we meet here tomorrow.” I somehow knew he would disobey me, but I didn’t mind. He went out and I was left alone. I thought I’d get some training... legendary in heavens knows that I been neglecting it a lot these days. I tried to fight invisible warriors, but I saw his young form at every turn, I then try to continue meditating, but all I could do was think about the times we’ve almost...

“ Argh... will I ever know peace again!” I cursed out loud and left the training room very frustrated. I found myself following the path to his majesty, king of all my thoughts and every waking moment room.
I came in to find him in a lock with Raditz... holding himself rather well actually. The slave woman holding on to his legs crying hysterically, I smirked at the sight.

“She will have to leave eventually.” I heard Raditz saying...

“And when she does, nothing will come out of it.” I interrupted their little game; they all turn in unison to look at me

“Vegeta, they are lovers, I am only looking out for you interest...alwaalways.” Raditz was quick to defend himself... Hn as if I care if he hurt the slave.

“I am sure you are.” I responded from where I was leaning on the door. . “I shall tell you when to look out for my ‘interests‘ Raditz... now you may leave, if you have time to terrorize helpless slaves you haven’t trained enough.” I said pulling myself to allow him to pass. He left shooting a glance to the slave on the floor... Hn, you can have all the fun you want with her, just not here you moron.

“I cannot leave you a minute without you getting into some sort of trouble.” I said wondering what was so important about this girl that made him go to such lengths... were they lovers for real? If that was the case... she must die. “And you...” I said turning to her, “what are you waiting for to clean this?”

“Is it true?” I asked shifting my gaze to him. He shook his head no, but there was something that didn’t fit... If he betrayed me like this... I don’t know what I would do. True I said she could tend to his needs... but I didn’t mean it. “You,” I snapped at her, “come here!” she did instantly.

“Kiss her.” I snap to him.

“Don’t do this.” he pleaded... so it is true

“You forget your place... pet. I said kiss her!” I felt jealousy and rage, all this time I’ve been waiting, giving him time to gather his thoughts and accept me and he was making a fool of me with this woman... why didn’t I kill him... why couldn’t I kill him?

“Fine,” he spat and took her by the shoulder kissing her passionately, as hurtful as it was it didn’t fail to arouse me as it had the last time I saw them together, I went to sit resolved to see this to the end, to get it out of my system. He let her go looking at her strangely.

“Don’t stop.” I breathed not realizing how aroused I really was... just to see him like this, even if it wasn’t with me.

“You’re sick.” he shifted his eyes to meet mine... what does it matter what he thought of me anymore? He betrayed me; made a fool of me... I cannot allow him to live. I will watch you this one time... engrave every moment into my mind and do away with you both as I should have done that day, then take my lesson learned and be back to be the cold heartless bastard I was before I ever lay eyes on you boy.

“I am your master, and you are my pet... I said don’t stop.” he glared balefully and seemed somewhat shocked as the woman began caressing the skin of his back. A sting of jealousy coursed through me, but I stayed in place, I will see this to the end. He began slowly, uncertain as if doubting himself, closing his eyes to hide from me... oh but I won’t let you.

“Look at me.” I rasped, he opened them slowly and fixed his onyx glazy orbs on me, “You do what you will woman.” she wasted no time pushing him on the bed as soon as the words left my mouth. Her hands worked undressing him, her lips eagerly kissing and worshiping his body as I have dream myself doing since he came, his eyes closed enjoying the ministrations the woman played on his perfect body.

I watched on, fascinated how she pleasured him, whishing that was me eliciting those satisfied moans from him.

My breath was coming out in short gasps, my ears rang with my own purr. I wanted to be there, I wanted that mouth to be mine, to be able to run my hands all over his young heated flesh, I wanted him to push her away and beg me to take him to heaven and hell
... Oh little boy what are you doing to me?
His purr came out faster, louder, his moans of pleasure filling my head. I took my eyes off the bobbing head and fixed them on his face. I gasped as I realized my fucking tail again took a mind of its own and had wrapped around his neck as it had done before, I tried to pull it away but he proved to be faster than I and grabbed it bringing it to his face, stocking it, kissing it, biting it... drawing blood and lapping at it with abandon.
I let go of all my inhibitions, all the rage pent up in me and simply became a pawn of my own will less quest for possessing this child. I crawled on the bed barely able to contain myself. His teeth pierced my appendage again and his hand ran the entire length of it, all the way up to its b I m I moaned loudly and he screamed his climax.
My mouth covered his and this time he did not refused me, this time he gave me as much as I was giving him. I brought him up to meet me, my tail traveled all over his godly frame. I could sense the woman staring but I was beyond pride or shame, I wanted this as I‘ve never wanted anything before, even my quest for power seemed petty compared to the wholeness I was feeling now. My stubborn appendage again acted on its own and seeked that one place, the one weakness a Saiyan possessed and stocked it furiously making him shudder violently.

What I felt next could be described by nothing but sweet oblivion. His teeth pierced my right shoulder literally bringing me to my knees... yes...yes. Make me yours; claim me as I am too much coward to do you. I let all my feelings all my emotions pass through with my blood and into him holding on to him for dear life, never wanting to let go. My body shivered violently and everything exploded in my head... my heart... my soul.

We held on to each other, me shivering with the aftermath of my own orgasm and he stared at the blood as it tickled down my shoulder. Suddenly stiffening he tried to push me away... oh no you won’t. I held on to him tighter if that was at all possible, then his eyes met me, defeat and resignation on them.

“ I hate you...”

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I opened my eyes snapping out of my memories... I will give you time, time to realize how foolish your battle against the imminent is. There is no escape from this...
Hn, I’ve waited this long a few more days won’t kill me... but mark my words young one... You are mine whether you want it or not.


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Enough time to think foolish one. We have to settle this, either you admit and accept what you’ve done, or we end it today...with your death. I lay on my bed, I have kept my distance for a week, a week to long, since you marked me I can feel things I never thought possible, I feel as if I belong, as if I can conquer anything...anything but you.

Hn... but really who would I be punishing, you the one who claims to hate me above all things, but yet has marked me yours for all eternity... or I, the one who loves you above all gs ags and foolishly allowed himself to be wrapped by you like life preserver in a storm and be marked.
I do not know, but I do know that something’s got to give. We can’t continue on with this cat and mouse game. I will have you... you will belong to me like I belong to you...or you will belong to no one else.

Even as I lay here thinking this, even if I had spent the past week contemplating on it, pulling myself together, preparing for the showdown you and I must have, or maybe simply waiting for you to give in, I am not sure whether I will be capable of going through I I do not know how you etched yourself in my mind, heart and soul the way you did, how you make me falter and do things I would have found degrading. I know however that I cannot continue on like this, I cannot take any more rejection; I rather have you dead than continuing this way...you sealed both our fates and you don’t even know it.

I walk to his room, the fear I feel tells me things will not be easy...what has he done to me... how have I allowed myself to turn into this will-less fool, ready to fall at his feet? I stand outside his door it seems for an eternity hoping foolishly that he’d feel me and open the door with arms wide open...Hn you’re an idiot Vegeta, an idiot and a dreamer.
I breathe deeply one last time closing my eyes and running my fingertips over the mark for comfort as I’ve done since he thoughtlessly put it on me.

I open the door letting myself in slowly to give him plenty of time to react. Although is high noon the room seems unusually dark. I come to the bed to find it empty, I look at around expecting him to be in a corner glaring at me, but again I see no one.
I go to the baths...empty as well...where could he have gone? they aren’t very many places in the palace where a third class can go without... my heart starts to beat faster at the thought, at the memory of that dark day when I found him half dead in that hallway.

I open my mouth to call out and I realize that I don’t even know his name...Hn, marked by a nameless third class, can you fall any lower Vegeta? I muse at the stupidity of it all.
I look around in the surrounding areas, by this time my heart was beating faster, my head was spinning, I kept seeing my boy being thrown from one guard to the other like a used unwanted whore.
I roamed the halls aimlessly much like I’ve done that day; I went to the gardens and every place I could think of. By the time I got to the training grounds I was desperate, ready to crumble upon command. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on his energy as I done in the past... nothing, a low agonizing growl made its way to my ears. I couldn’t even stop my own frustrations... Where are you boy? I stood there for a long time trying to rationalize. I must look for him, I must find him... but yet my body refused to obey the commands my brain gave it.

Raditz came in and suddenly I was stuck by lightning... he had not mentioned the boy since my father’s latest gathering. I felt the bile come up to my mouth. I could taste it; the frustrated and fearful growl became one of rage.
I stared at him walk in the room cheerfully as if nothing were amiss...I should have seen it before... I should have sensed it. Instead I was so wrapped in my own self pity to notice.

“Where is he?” I asked murderously, he stiffens noticeably. The fear in his voice and the insecurity of his words told me he was not innocent on this. “Where is my pet?”

“ In his room I supp” Ye” Yet another idiotic answer, I darkened my gaze and took a step towards him

“ I will ask once more... where is my pet?!” He took a step back reassuring me of his gilt. I wanted to hurt him more than anything I had to fight with all I got not to lunge at him and dismemhim him slowly, I need to find out what he do to my boy first, but then...

“ I don’t know.” he responded, “ should I bring him?” It physically hurt the effort for control I was exerting.

“ He is not in his room... or on the keep...or in the pen... or in the harem... or anywhere in this palace.” I took another step.

“ I-I don’t know where he could be... did you ask the pet who tends him?” The thought had not cross my mind, I looked back to the last hour and I don’t recall seeing her either.

“ Get her!” I snapped, he left the room, I stood there then followed. I found him in the harem terrorizing he women, I walked in just tin time to prevent him from blasting a scared blue haired woman to oblivion.

“ Let her go Raditz” I stopped him, if the woman knew something, dead would not do me any good. I walked to them ignoring him and crouching by the still crying female.

“ Do you know where that woman is?” I asked exerting patience I did not have. She nodded her head yes, “ will you tell me?” I asked feeling hope for the first time this morning. “ Nothing will befall you... Or any of you,” I said to the other who cowered in a corner.

“ That boy who was in your quarters came a few night s ago to get her... she hasn’t returned since.” I felt as if my gut had been kicked a thousand times, my bloent ent up tp my head making me dizzy. I stood forcing myself to remain calm, to collect my thought, to find a rational explanation. I turned round and round not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go.

“ How long ago?” I found my voice and snapped exasperated.

“ About... a week ago.” I turned to Raditz who was as scared as the slaves were.

“ That would be the night of my father’s gathering.” He ed led like a lost child; I lifted my hand to blast him to heel.

“ Vegeta I have nothing to do with this... you heard the woman yourself, he came to get the slave himself!” I didn’t want to admit what I already knew. I lowered my arm and fell to my knees, my stomach in knots, I touched the mark letting the warm feeling it brought to comfort me, only it was no comfort, it was dissonance in my heart and soul.

“ Did they say where they were going?” I heard Raditz ask, I looked up hopeful but knowing the answer. the woman shook her head no and found herself brutally thrown to the corner with the rest by my guard. I had no strength nor will to intervene. I flew to his room, devastated. I wanted to be swallowed whole. I want him to be here... to die... to tell me he didn’t leave me all alone. I couldn’t go back to the lonely life I had before he came. I lay on his bed letting the still lingering scent of him tell me what to do, guide me through the dark path he left in his wake.

“ Why...why...why?” the low growl came from deep within my cold heart, “ why... why,” I felt a hand on my mark and I looked up almost expecting to find him there to tell me this was all a misunderstanding. I met Raditz gaze, so full of pity, so full of compassion...Hn I don’t need any of that, I am Vegeta no Ouji, I don’t need pity! I recoiled from his touch as if he were a plague.

The roar I let out came right from my soul, from the part of i t that had been robbed from me.

“ Why...why ...why...didn’t I treat you right... didn’t I give you everything you asked for... didn’t I ... let you claim me?” the last part nothing but a chocked whisper of despair. I destroyed everything in my path I let nothing untouched but the rage I felt needed blood. I nearly knocked Raditz unconscious when he approached me again. I left before I did something I regret.

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I’ve never been to the slumps before; the place looked and smelled worst than anything I imagined. If they sensed me or saw me I din not know. I did nothing to hide myself from this worthless vermin. I descended in the middle of...what you could call town and let my ki flow freely.

I stood surrounded by my own powerful ki, people started pouring out of their hiding places...Yes filthy miserable worthless beings... come out like the roaches you are and bear witness to your own obliteration, none of you will remain standing, even if I have to hunt you down to the ends of Vegeta-sei you will all pay the price of his deception with your lives...

I laughed manically feeling like a God... a god of wrath, I my my power grow even stronger, much too much for this vermin to behold, relishing in the fear on their faces, I extended both my arms, palms wide open ready to end their miserable existence.

“ Vegeta!” I heard some one call; I turned around to pulverize the one who dared to address me so... my eyes opened wide in shock at what I saw. Standing directly in front of me was a man... a man that by all means resembled the boy who had so thoughtlessly and unfairly broke my pride... my heart.
I released my Ki and took a few uncertain steps towards the man. He was older and a lot bigger in bulk than the boy, but his face and hair were identical. I hurried my pace and came to stand directly in front of him, his gaze was hard and upon closer inspection I noticed he had a cross on on his right ch I t I tentatively brought my fingertips to it, he did not move to recoil nor to embrace my touch, I ran my fingers along it never taking my eyes off his.
KakaKakarotto...” a whisper in my mind... it had to be the man’s lips had not moved.

“ Who are you?” I remember asking before everything went black.


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I woke up in my own bed, my head was pounding and I didn’t know how I got here.
In fact I didn’t remember anything at all. My mind was blank and I had no clear picture of the last couple of days.
I got up and made my way to the window, a legion of my elites were doing their morning exercises in perfect unison. I let my gaze wonder to the clear blue sky. I should feel content, I should feel satisfied with my existence but yet there was something missing, something in the back of my mind, something I am sure I must remember.
I see Raditz among my troops, he was staring right at me... what is it... what am I forgetting? I narrow my eyes trying to remember. I go back and sit on my bed, my hand went to my right shoulder on its own my fingers running over it making me feel warm all over, a thousand sensations and feelings course my being. I close my eyes and I see big black eyes staring right back at me. I snapped my eyes open and look over at my shoulder... there lay the mark under my fingers and everything comes back to me... the boy... my mark... his claim and finally his treason... his escape.

+++A/N.A/N. Ok!! I hope you guys liked this little belated X-Mas present. I had not realized how much potential a Vegeta POW could have. I enjoyed writing this chapter to my proudest saga tremendously. I also want to thank KitKat for putting the worm on the stick for me to bite ;)
The next chappy is well on the way and it should be posted in sometime Jan. I hope you all enjoy your holidays with the ones you love and that you all party very hard on the new year to come... and of course read lots of Yaoi fics :)

Blue Siren