Me and myself
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Dragon Ball Z › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
8
Views:
2,452
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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A/N: One more chapter of my mirai Trunks/Trunks fiction! Always remeber, english is NOT my language, so forgive me for my mistakes... I’ll gladly receive ideas, opinions, any review about my work!
One more thing: chibi Trunks is not he eight year old Trunks, he’s sixteen on this story!
Mirai Trunks woke up a few hours later. Trunks’s head was pillowed on his chest. He wasn’t very tired, didn’t want to disturb his other self’s sleep, so he got up.
A few thoughts were disturbing his peace. He didn’t want to confront them just now, so he picked up a book, sat and started to read it.
For a short time, he was able to forget his pain, or at least to pretend he had forgotten it. But soon, chibi Trunks opened his eyes and smiled to him with a sleepy face.
“Already awake? Aren’t you tired?”
Mirai smiled
“Not too much.” and put his book away
Chibi walked to him and kissed him on the lips, wrapping his arms around his older self’s neck.
“Did you sleep well?”
“Yes! You?”
“Wonderfully.”, chibi replied and went to the door
“I need to take a shower. I’ll get dressed for us to go out. Where do you wanna go today? Or maybe you just prefer staying home? We could watch some movie...”
Mirai looked down at his feet
“Whatever you wish.”
chibi smirked
“Great. I’ll get dressed then.”
and left mirai’s room
Mirai Trunks sighed and sat on his bed. He had no idea of how to act, what to do.
‘What have I done, what the hell did I do?’ he thought desperately
He looked at a picture of his mother that he always brought with him. He had to return home. His timeline needed him.
But he had been selfish. He had made his younger version fall in love with him, knowing he couldn’t stay forever with him.
‘Oh, how beautiful! You think about it now that you two have already made sex. Perfect!’ said a voice inside him, and he couldn’t make it shut up cause it was true. Deny the truth is stupid.
But he had been so fascinated by such joy, such innocence that came from his other self. And his pride and arrogance of denying his innocence only made Mirai think he was even cuter!
Self love can be so beautiful. It’s the first step to happiness. When you just abandon yourself, it means that no one else can love you.
‘And I’m just about to do it, abandon myself.’, he miserably thought.
During the day, mirai Trunks suffered in silence and chibi almost didn’t notice. When he asked about mirai’s silence, the time traveler blamed his lack of sleep. So they did everything Trunks wished, until they stopped at Goten’s house.
“Wanna see Goten?”
“Yeah, why not?”chibi agreed
And they entered the Son’s house. Mirai had a plan. He was going to talk to Gohan and ask for advice.
Deep inside, mirai Trunks knew that it eas not going to be alright. How to solve the problem without hurting his younger version? Well, he had always found Gohan to be so intelligent.
Thinking to much about chibi’s pain if he left this time, mirai wasn’t even thinking about his own pain. And that was exactly Gohan’s first quetion to him.
“Yes, Trunks. You have told me about chibi’s possible anger if you have to leave him, but what about you?”
But mirai didn’t want to think about it now. Sure he wanted to stay, but he also wanted to go, so what diffrence would it make?”
“And”, Gohan added, “Have you considered that Trunks may have thought abou it too? He’s not a child, he knows this is not your time. That’s my advice: you go and talk to him, discuss the problem properly with the one you love.”
And Gohan gave him a big hug, wich only made mirai love him even more. Gohan was always so calm, so full of experience.
Later, chibi Trunks came to him, and they got together the whole afternoon.
Trunks was very affeccionate this day, mirai noticed. He hadn’t started the subject yet, had not the guts to do it, he knew.
But, he also noticed, Trunks kissed him so desperately, as if he knew that he could lose mirai very soon.
Trunks submitted to him completely, when they made love again, and the older Trunks understood that the youth could only do it for him. The look on chibi’s face beneath mirai’s body was one that no one else would ever see. Languid blue eyes exposing his strong soul. God, how beautiful, the time traveler thought, his body moving on top of chibi’s very slowly, not wishing to hurt the weaker body under his own. But then Trunks raised his head and whispered ‘faster’ on his ear, just before biting it. And so they went for hours and stayed together on the bed, mirai’s arm around Trunks’s waist, and they talked in a way that one can only do with his own mirror.
Yes they knew everything about each other, and yet they always had much to talk about.
And suddenly, chibi asked:
“You’ll stay, won’t you?”
Mirai’s eyes widened. His younger self sat on the bed, getting out from his hold.
“Don’t tell me you have to leave. You have come here to stay, haven’t you?”
“Trunks, I... don’t know...
The older Trunks knew he had to be careful. One wrong word and chibi would explode, this was Vegeta’s son.
Blue eyes like his own were pinning him.
“What did you tell your mom when you left?”
“I told her I wanted to know Vegeta.”
“And?”
“But I also wanted to see who I had become in this time of peace. This part I haven’t told her.”
“And now she’s waiting for you?” chibi asked, knowing the answer
“Yes” came the answer in a low voice
Chibi looked at him with bright blue eyes
“And what will you do?”
“I... have to go back. But I can return!”
“Better than anyone, you should know that we can’t play games with time.” chibi coldly replied
A growing pain was now in mirai’s chest, and there was no way to get rid of it. The worst thing in the world: not knowing what to do or say.
“And you don’t even seem to care!”
“Why are you saying it?” mirai quetioned, the shock clear on his face
“Because it’s true!” chibi stated with angry blue eyes fixed on mirai’s.
“Look, you’re being unfair. What can I do?” came the answer. Mirai felt slightly irritated and tied his long hair. He glared at Trunks, who was looking down at his feet.
“Look, it’s not my fault.” he tried to sound calm
“But what will you do about it?” the younger Trunks asked, and the older noticed he was trying very hard not to cry. And a terrible pain, worst than the first, came to his soul.
“Don’t worry. We’ll find a way.” the time traveler offered, although he knew they would hardly find one. But he couldn’t kill someone’s hope, and better than anyone, he knew it very well.
To be continued...
A/N: One more chapter of my mirai Trunks/Trunks fiction! Always remeber, english is NOT my language, so forgive me for my mistakes... I’ll gladly receive ideas, opinions, any review about my work!
One more thing: chibi Trunks is not he eight year old Trunks, he’s sixteen on this story!
Mirai Trunks woke up a few hours later. Trunks’s head was pillowed on his chest. He wasn’t very tired, didn’t want to disturb his other self’s sleep, so he got up.
A few thoughts were disturbing his peace. He didn’t want to confront them just now, so he picked up a book, sat and started to read it.
For a short time, he was able to forget his pain, or at least to pretend he had forgotten it. But soon, chibi Trunks opened his eyes and smiled to him with a sleepy face.
“Already awake? Aren’t you tired?”
Mirai smiled
“Not too much.” and put his book away
Chibi walked to him and kissed him on the lips, wrapping his arms around his older self’s neck.
“Did you sleep well?”
“Yes! You?”
“Wonderfully.”, chibi replied and went to the door
“I need to take a shower. I’ll get dressed for us to go out. Where do you wanna go today? Or maybe you just prefer staying home? We could watch some movie...”
Mirai looked down at his feet
“Whatever you wish.”
chibi smirked
“Great. I’ll get dressed then.”
and left mirai’s room
Mirai Trunks sighed and sat on his bed. He had no idea of how to act, what to do.
‘What have I done, what the hell did I do?’ he thought desperately
He looked at a picture of his mother that he always brought with him. He had to return home. His timeline needed him.
But he had been selfish. He had made his younger version fall in love with him, knowing he couldn’t stay forever with him.
‘Oh, how beautiful! You think about it now that you two have already made sex. Perfect!’ said a voice inside him, and he couldn’t make it shut up cause it was true. Deny the truth is stupid.
But he had been so fascinated by such joy, such innocence that came from his other self. And his pride and arrogance of denying his innocence only made Mirai think he was even cuter!
Self love can be so beautiful. It’s the first step to happiness. When you just abandon yourself, it means that no one else can love you.
‘And I’m just about to do it, abandon myself.’, he miserably thought.
During the day, mirai Trunks suffered in silence and chibi almost didn’t notice. When he asked about mirai’s silence, the time traveler blamed his lack of sleep. So they did everything Trunks wished, until they stopped at Goten’s house.
“Wanna see Goten?”
“Yeah, why not?”chibi agreed
And they entered the Son’s house. Mirai had a plan. He was going to talk to Gohan and ask for advice.
Deep inside, mirai Trunks knew that it eas not going to be alright. How to solve the problem without hurting his younger version? Well, he had always found Gohan to be so intelligent.
Thinking to much about chibi’s pain if he left this time, mirai wasn’t even thinking about his own pain. And that was exactly Gohan’s first quetion to him.
“Yes, Trunks. You have told me about chibi’s possible anger if you have to leave him, but what about you?”
But mirai didn’t want to think about it now. Sure he wanted to stay, but he also wanted to go, so what diffrence would it make?”
“And”, Gohan added, “Have you considered that Trunks may have thought abou it too? He’s not a child, he knows this is not your time. That’s my advice: you go and talk to him, discuss the problem properly with the one you love.”
And Gohan gave him a big hug, wich only made mirai love him even more. Gohan was always so calm, so full of experience.
Later, chibi Trunks came to him, and they got together the whole afternoon.
Trunks was very affeccionate this day, mirai noticed. He hadn’t started the subject yet, had not the guts to do it, he knew.
But, he also noticed, Trunks kissed him so desperately, as if he knew that he could lose mirai very soon.
Trunks submitted to him completely, when they made love again, and the older Trunks understood that the youth could only do it for him. The look on chibi’s face beneath mirai’s body was one that no one else would ever see. Languid blue eyes exposing his strong soul. God, how beautiful, the time traveler thought, his body moving on top of chibi’s very slowly, not wishing to hurt the weaker body under his own. But then Trunks raised his head and whispered ‘faster’ on his ear, just before biting it. And so they went for hours and stayed together on the bed, mirai’s arm around Trunks’s waist, and they talked in a way that one can only do with his own mirror.
Yes they knew everything about each other, and yet they always had much to talk about.
And suddenly, chibi asked:
“You’ll stay, won’t you?”
Mirai’s eyes widened. His younger self sat on the bed, getting out from his hold.
“Don’t tell me you have to leave. You have come here to stay, haven’t you?”
“Trunks, I... don’t know...
The older Trunks knew he had to be careful. One wrong word and chibi would explode, this was Vegeta’s son.
Blue eyes like his own were pinning him.
“What did you tell your mom when you left?”
“I told her I wanted to know Vegeta.”
“And?”
“But I also wanted to see who I had become in this time of peace. This part I haven’t told her.”
“And now she’s waiting for you?” chibi asked, knowing the answer
“Yes” came the answer in a low voice
Chibi looked at him with bright blue eyes
“And what will you do?”
“I... have to go back. But I can return!”
“Better than anyone, you should know that we can’t play games with time.” chibi coldly replied
A growing pain was now in mirai’s chest, and there was no way to get rid of it. The worst thing in the world: not knowing what to do or say.
“And you don’t even seem to care!”
“Why are you saying it?” mirai quetioned, the shock clear on his face
“Because it’s true!” chibi stated with angry blue eyes fixed on mirai’s.
“Look, you’re being unfair. What can I do?” came the answer. Mirai felt slightly irritated and tied his long hair. He glared at Trunks, who was looking down at his feet.
“Look, it’s not my fault.” he tried to sound calm
“But what will you do about it?” the younger Trunks asked, and the older noticed he was trying very hard not to cry. And a terrible pain, worst than the first, came to his soul.
“Don’t worry. We’ll find a way.” the time traveler offered, although he knew they would hardly find one. But he couldn’t kill someone’s hope, and better than anyone, he knew it very well.
To be continued...