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Angel of Death	By : kitty163 Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1868 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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“There you are, I was wondering if you were going to come by today.” Trowa smiled at the woman who was sitting next to the blonde’s body. He had never had to do this. Face someone who was dealing with a dying child when he knew exactly what was happening to that child.

“I hope it’s okay.”

“Of course it is alright, Trowa…listen…the doctors came in this morning and told me that…Quatre‘s brain activity has fallen and his heart rate has dropped so much that…they said he‘s given up fighting.”

“What do they mean he’s given up?”

“They said it’s very likely that he probably won’t wake up again. I can keep him on the incubator for the rest of his life or…I can pull the plug and see if he has the strength to live without any of the machines. I don’t want him to be in pain.” She admitted quietly. Trowa realized that she was telling him this because she wasn’t sure what to do. She was leaving the decision up to him.

“Can I ask you something?” Trowa started hesitantly. He wanted to know, but he wasn’t sure the woman would tell him.

“Sure.”

“Quatre calls you Auntie Iria…what happened to his parents?” Trowa watched as Iria carefully set the book she had been reading to her nephew onto the ground next to her chair before taking a deep breath.

“He would have told you if you had had the chance to ask him. When he was two years old, my sister’s husband was playing basketball with some of his friends in their backyard. His heart exploded. Shortly after his funeral, my sister left Quatre with me for a few weeks. She said that she needed to mourn the loss of her husband by herself for a little while. I understood. I would have wanted some time alone to grieve too, so I told her to take as much time as she needed.” Trowa gave a sad smile, he knew what must have happened after that. “I found her a week later. I had gone over to get more diapers for him to use while he slept and I found her in bed with an empty pill bottle next to her.”

“He lost both of them so young?”

“He called me momma for the longest time. I couldn’t bring myself to tell him the truth until he was five. I never hid it, but I actually sat down and showed him pictures of his parents when he was five. He seemed to be fine with it. I remember showing him one picture with all of them in it. He turned to me, at five years old and told me that he loved me, and that he was glad I was his mommy now. He went to school one day, when he was seven…the teacher or some of the other students must have talked to him because he came back calling me Auntie Iria. He loves you ya know.” Trowa looked questioningly at the woman who was staring at him. “He’s still got that childish innocence about him, even though so much has happened to him. He looks at you like he used to look at me when he was little. He trusts you completely.” She paused to give a sad laugh. “I told him to be careful…I’ve seen him get his heart broken before, but I knew that he was already in too deep with you. He’s been a happy kid most of his life, but I’ve missed the smiles he used to give me when he was younger and thought that I was his mom. He’s given me more of those in the last few weeks than he has in years.”

“I’m sorry this happened to him.”

“I know, but it wasn’t your fault. I believe that even if you two had never met, if he was suppose to be in the hospital right now, he would be.” She seemed to pause before she continued. “Are you planning on staying with him?” Trowa gave her the first honestly bright smile he had given since he had seen what had happened to the blonde.

“I think…I may be in even deeper with him, than he is with me.”

“Normally I would think that you’re much too young to say it…but I can see from how you act around him that you’re in love with him. Oh, don’t look so surprised…I’m glad he’s got someone that feels so strongly for him and is so sure about it. If he doesn’t pull through this…at least he found someone that made him happy before he went.” Trowa didn’t know what to think. How could this woman be alright with losing someone that was like a son to her? “Don’t get me wrong, I want him to be alright…but I’ve found that life is much easier if you expect the worst possible outcome. That way, if things work themselves out, you’re always pleasantly surprised.” Trowa nodded slowly. He actually understood this woman very well. If you expected the worst and it happened…you were prepared for it. She would still grieve, she would still be tormented by thought of losing him, but it wouldn’t destroy her soul. Trowa didn’t know how many souls he had seen that were so damaged by grief that they wanted to die in pain. She would grieve, she would always feel like she lost a part of herself, but when her time came, she wouldn’t punish herself over something she couldn’t change.

“He’s going to be fine. Leave him incubated for another month so he can really decide if he‘s given up this life.” Trowa stated suddenly. “Even if he doesn’t make it through this, he will be fine.” He admitted before leaving. What he had just done was against the rules. He fully expected to be punished for telling her that he knew that Quatre wasn’t going to have anything bad happen to him, but the woman had endured so many hardships that Trowa had to let her know that her nephew would be fine. He just hoped that Duo wouldn’t be too hard on him for helping their Tenshi’s family through the transition as well.

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“He’s starting to think he should stay here.” Trowa stated quietly.

“We knew he would Trow…what’s really bothering you?”

“His Aunt, I don’t know if she can survive losing him completely.” Duo sighed. There was nothing they could do about it. If she wasn’t strong enough to fight through the pain of losing the only person left for her, then she just wasn’t strong enough.

“Heero!” Said Asian opened the throne room door. He and Quatre had been on their way back from the training room when they had heard Trowa and Duo talking. Heero was going to open the door to tell them that they were there. Quatre really didn’t need to hear this…but the blonde had just softly tugged on his hand, silently asking him not to interrupt and stood listening. Now, he gently guided the blonde into the throne room with the others. “Trowa…Heero…leave.”

“Duo, we should-” The look that Duo shot at Trowa was purely Shinigami. He wasn’t going to be disobeyed. Trowa felt himself bow and head for the door with Heero before he even processed that he would be in trouble if he disobeyed.

“Come here.” Quatre wasn’t accustomed to following instructions like his other lovers, but Duo would teach him to obey when necessary. The braided boy couldn’t say that he wasn’t pleased when the blonde walked up the few steps and stood in front of him.

“Auntie Iria is still watching over my body…isn’t she?” Duo nodded slowly. The blonde would have to make his own decisions. That was the way new Tenshi’s worked. If they didn’t choose to stay…there was nothing anyone could do to make them.

“You want to go back.” Duo observed quietly. “To take care of her.” He finished with a sigh.

“She’s my only family.” Quatre breathed out. He could tell that Duo was- ”You’re upset…but you understand. You’ll let me go if I really want to leave.”

“Yes, I would, but how do you-”

“I feel it.” Quatre stated, softly touching his chest. He had never felt anything like this before except when he had been with Wufei. “You’re disappointed, and hurt, and you’re…preparing yourself for pain.” What was going on? Duo had leaned forward on his throne and simply smiled at the boy.

“You really do belong with us. Heero understands bodies. The way they are capable of moving and how far they can bend before something will break. Wufei understands aura’s, how to use and manipulate them. Trowa is gifted with words…when he uses them. He can convince people to do or believe anything he says. You…you’re feeling emotions aren’t you?”

“I-” The blonde could have started crying with how intense Duo’s pain was…then it was just…gone.

“All better?” Oh Allah-Duo had cut off his own pain so the blonde wouldn’t feel it.

“Duo…I want to stay but-”

“I know. If you are seriously considering leaving, you have to understand that you can’t come back. Your soul can only be pulled to Limbo once from a living body. If you go back to your body, you will be there until you die. At which point, you will be sent to…somewhere…to await being reborn. We can’t bring you back until we find you again in your next life.”

“I don’t-”

“Don’t tell me what you’ve decided. When you choose…just do go back or don’t. If you tell me that you’re going to go back, I’ll do everything in my power to stop you and…it is your decision, not ours.”

Quatre kneeled in front of the boy and sealed their lips together. He didn’t know if it was…proper, to kiss Shinigami, but he had to show him that he understood how hard it was for him. The braided boy would lose him if that was what Quatre wanted…but that wasn’t what he wanted. Why couldn’t he take care of his Aunt and then come back? Feeling a hand thread through the back of his hair and pull, Quatre whimpered. It hurt, but then Duo’s tongue was in his mouth completely dominating him and - this was what Trowa had been trying to do. Oh Allah, Duo really was good at this. He tried to pull away, he needed to clear his head, but the braided boy just pulled harder and deepened the level of intensity of their kiss. The blonde had almost felt like he was going to pass out by the time that Duo let him out of the kiss.

“I have a request Kitty Quat.” The new Tenshi looked up into violet eyes and nodded at the desperation he saw there. He had a feeling that no matter what the braided boy asked him, he was going to say yes. “If you are really considering leaving us…would you allow me to enjoy my last lover before he leaves and we have to wait for him again?” Quatre was going to ask the boy exactly what he meant by ‘enjoy’ but then he realized that this could very possibly be the last time he would see the braided boy. The blonde gave a soft nod, he didn’t care what Duo wanted…he would do it. “Will you come into the bedroom with me?”

The blonde nodded again before he stood. He was fairly sure he knew what Duo wanted to do with him and it scared him…but…Duo knew what he was doing. Besides, if Quatre really couldn’t come back, at least would have the memories of his first time. The blonde felt himself smile at the thought, realizing that Duo had taken his hand and was leading him to the bedroom. His first time. Duo was going to be his first time.

“Would you rather get undressed or would you like me to-” Shinigami turned toward his new Angel, after shutting the door and found himself smiling. The blonde’s shirt was already off and he had his hands on the brink of untying the sash that was holding up his pants.

“Oh…umm.” The blonde blushed bright red. He was excited to do this but he didn’t really realize how much until Duo had asked if he wanted him to undress him. Duo snickered at the look on the blonde’s face.

“I suppose that answers my question.” Duo stated as he allowed his robe to fall to the ground and pulled his shirt over his head. “Get on the bed after you undress, I’ll grab the lube.” Duo found himself laughing again. Quatre was already undressed. Well, no one could say that the blue eyed boy wasn’t eager to do this.

The blonde had reached into the nightstand and pulled out the small tube that he had seen Heero grab. So this was what had been so slippery. Popping the top open and squeezing out just the smallest amount, Quatre worked it between his fingers. It was really slippery, almost like oil but kind of like…dish soap?

“Try prepping yourself.” Duo ordered as he joined the boy on the bed. He had seen how intrigued by the lube the boy had been. They had all learned how to prep themselves rather early in the relationship and now was as good a time as any to teach the blonde how to get ready to join them in bed. “I’ll tell you how. Just lube up two of your fingers and then we’ll start.”

Quatre was…a little frightened…but he would do it. Duo would be right there walking him through this, and he was sure the braided boy would step in if he felt as though the blonde wasn’t doing something correctly. Pouring out more of the lube onto his hand, Quatre spread it on his fingers, being sure to completely coat them. When he was finished and looked to Duo for advice, the braided boy just gave him a slight nod that it was alright to continue. Breathing deeply, Quatre forced himself to lie back. He felt so exposed but…he was ok with it. Especially with one of his lovers watching him.

One of his lovers? When did he start thinking about all of them being his lovers? It didn’t matter when, only that he did now. He set his finger at his entrance and slowly tried pushing like Heero had done to him, but it wouldn’t budge. He kept pushing and forced it in only about an inch. This was so much more uncomfortable than when Heero had done it. At least when the Asian had done it, it hadn’t really hurt. Not that it hurt now, but it didn’t feel anywhere near as good as when Heero did it. He was close to asking Duo exactly what he was doing wrong, but he didn’t get the chance. The braided boy had taken his wrist and pushed his finger forward while he kissed the inside of his thighs.

“Don’t think about what you’re doing Kitty Quat…think about what we will be doing after the prepping is done.”

The blonde blushed, but he soon realized that Duo still had a hold of his wrist and was slowly moving it back and forth inside of him. He got the message and started doing it on his own. Duo seemed happy that he was still willing to do this, even through the discomfort that he knew that the blonde was feeling. Duo was…close to him. Watching his finger sliding inside his body. It was almost creepy, but every so often, the brunette would lean forward and kiss or lick some part of his body and make him not mind he had someone watching him.

Soon enough, Duo had instructed him to insert a second finger. Then a third. This was more than the Asian had used in him, but it was starting to feel good. Awkward, but it didn’t hurt anymore. He had listened to the violet eyed boy, how he had explained that he should be able to feel his muscles relax around his fingers. He was nearly ready for a fourth finger when Duo stopped him.

“That’s enough. You should be loose enough for me to slip into you.” Duo commented as he forced himself to pull away from when he had been lying and kneel in between the blonde’s legs. “If you would be so kind as to hand me the lube so I can-” Duo really should have expected the blonde to reach out and cover his shaft with lube by himself.

“I’m sorry…I just want to-”

“Don’t ever apologize for wanting sex.” Duo ordered as he shuffled forward on his knees to get into position. “Even being stretched this is going to hurt a little Kitty Quat.” Getting a nod from the blonde, Shinigami set his shaft against the boy’s entrance and slowly started pushing.

“Ow…ouch-ouch-no, Duo it hurts! It hurts, don’t-” He hated to cause his lovers undue pain, but he kept pushing until the head of his cock pressed through the resistance.

“Shh, I know, I know it hurts Kitty Quat. Keep breathing, tell me when the pain starts going away.” It was nearly three minutes later that Quatre actually nodded for him to continue. “I’m going to slide all the way inside you now and-”

“There’s more?” Duo let out a little laugh before he grabbed onto Quatre’s shaft.

“This is how much of me is in you Kitty Quat.” The braided boy replied while his fingers made a circle around the head of Quatre’s member. “This,” He continued as he ran his hand down the boy’s shaft. “This is how much is left.”

“Duo…that’s not going to fit.” Shinigami just let out a laugh as he pushed the blonde’s legs even further apart and seated himself in one quick thrust.

“It’s got to be every man’s dream to hear their lover tell them their dick is too big.” Duo muttered as he kissed the blonde’s face. The blue eyed boy wasn’t crying, but Duo knew he was in pain.

“Can…can we move?” The braided boy smiled at his lover before he pulled out only a few inches then slid back inside. The blonde was in pain, or at the very least, highly uncomfortable because every time that Duo would move to thrust back inside of the boy underneath him, he would watch blue eyes squeeze shut in pain.

“Look at me.” Blue eyes opened at the command and locked onto violet. Duo moved again, keeping eye contact with his newest lover, earning a small gasp from the blonde. “Does it still hurt?”

“A little…not as much as it did.” Quatre watched as a huge smile formed on Duo’s face as he slowly pulled almost completely out of the blonde‘s body. Then the blue eyed boy was forced to close his eyes again as the braided boy thrust hard and deep.

Quatre would have thought that the pain would have immediately come back, but it didn’t. In fact, the more that Duo thrust into him, the more the blonde felt like helping. Tilting his hips up and moving his legs to hang over the brunette’s shoulders, Quatre started lifting his hips in time with Duo’s thrusts. He was surprised by how much better it felt, and the longer they went at it, the better it got. The blonde could hardly hear anything except the rushing of blood in his ears and their breathing. He could slowly start to hear the slap of flesh against flesh as Duo thrust harder inside of him. He didn’t know what his lovers were like when they were ready to cum…but with how erratic the boy was thrusting into him, Quatre knew he had to be close.

The blonde could feel himself getting close, but he wasn’t going to reach his end until well after the braided boy at this pace. He hated to think that they couldn’t reach their completion together, but he knew it just wasn’t going to happen this time. Not at all if he chose to go back to earth. He could have cried at the thought. He didn’t want to think about leaving them right now. Duo must have noticed that he had stopped moving because suddenly he was hit with everything that the braided boy was feeling. Maybe it had been an accident that he had let his emotions loose again, but it didn’t matter because they were just enough to push the blonde over the edge.

“You alright Kitty Quat?” The blonde felt like his head was swimming, but he tilted it to look at the boy that had fallen onto his stomach next to him.

“Tired.” Duo just let out a small laugh as he threw an arm over the blonde and shut his eyes. He would just have to wait and see what the new Tenshi decided to do.

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It was late…or early. Quatre wasn’t sure which. Duo and he had had…sex. The blonde felt a giddy smile light up his face. He and Duo had had sex. It had been good…not that he had anything to compare it to, but it had still been good. The blonde reflected on everything that had happened since he had met Trowa. He was happy. He didn’t know the last time he had been this happy…this complete…but, his Aunt was just left waiting for him to die.

He would die anyway. Even if he went back to his body, he intended to come back to Limbo. Sighing as he decided that this time, he would stick with what he had set his mind to, Quatre pushed away from the wall and headed toward the gateway. He knew his lovers would be upset, but he had to do this. They could find him again. His Aunt on the other hand only had this one lifetime with him. The least he could do was let her know that he would be fine when he left earth.

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Soooo sorry that it took me so long to put this up. Super busy, way too much drama around, but, I do hope you enjoyed this chapter. :) will update again when I can.
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