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Quatre Winner\'s Diary
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Category:
Gundam Wing/AC › Crossovers
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
84
Views:
3,041
Reviews:
14
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own this anime/manga, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
May 22nd
May: Baseball and Alphabets
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Thursday May 22nd
11:23 am
Well, I feel like a bonafied shit. Really, honestly full-fledged shit. Trowa\'s taking another day off of work to spend with me. Things aren\'t so bad that I need a babysitter…I\'m not stupidly depressed anymore. But that\'s because of Trowa…okay, that really sounds like I need a baby sitter. It\'s not that he\'s here, it\'s what he said last night…this morning. I can\'t figure out which it was. It was dark outside still but we were both awake in my bed; I don\'t think either of us got a good night\'s sleep, and talking. I\'m not sure how we got on the subject of me blaming everything on myself or my self image but he said the nicest thing anyone has ever told me. He likes me, just the way I am [1], all neurotic and self-deprecating with the great desire to hide under things and be violent when I\'m forced out. He likes it all. He says that my personality defects add charm to my good looks.
I\'m not sure if it was meant sarcastically or not. I hope not.
Besides I\'m endeavoring to change the bad qualities. Even if he likes them, I don\'t. I don\'t like having to crawl under my bed when things in my life go to shit. I don\'t like holing myself up in my apartment to keep the world away. I want to be like my father when things get bad. He\'s so in control and commanding. It inspires people to try and do better for him. The only thing I inspire in people is humor. But I\'m going to change that. I have to.
Trowa\'s done in the shower. I better put this away before he see me writing in it and flushes it down the toilet.
4:17 pm
My father is the head of my household. What he says goes. If my Dad says that the family accepts my sexuality and don\'t question his decisions, then that\'s what the family position is. If a few of my sisters can\'t deal with the fact that I prefer the partners of the same sex as I am, then they don\'t have to be part of the family. If I wanted to have sex with trees he\'d support me as the future head of the family.
As much as I appreciate the sentiment, I think I should have been the one to tell my sisters off. I can\'t go against my father and say, \"Thanks Dad, but I need to fight my own battles, play with your grandbaby.\" It would just be disrespectful. This is one thing I need to take in stride. Dad can\'t keoingoing this every time someone questions me. I will never make a good head of household if this continues, but this time I appreciate it. This gives me time to figure out what to do with the press.
Oh, joy.
Well you know what they say, what can\'t kill you can only make you stronger. And I\'m going to be stronger. I\'m going to be someone that people will be proud of, someone Trowa can be proud of.
6:32 pm
All right…game plan.
1. Call a press conference. Tomorrow afternoon might be late enough to get everything together. Or maybe the next morning. As soon as possible anyway.
2. Tell the press that I just couldn\'t understand why people hate homosexuals so much that they would attempt to beat my best friend into a coma. I figured that it must be something to do with the mechanics of the of gay sex rather then the fact that they are taking themselves out of the over populated gene pool…I\'\'ll have to figure out a more political way to say that.
3. Call a meeting of the board of directors and tell them that this doesn\'t effect anything and the company will keep running just the way it always has.
4. Do business as normal. Carry on like nothing happened. Go back to life as usual.
It\'s a little brief, but complete. I\'m sure there\'s a few things that are going to pop up that\'ll need me to cover it, but I\'ll deal with those when they happen.
Contingency plan:
Tell the truth.
Not my best one to date, but if the shit hits the fan, honesty is the best policy. As it is, I\'m stretching the truth almost beyond the repair. This really isn\'t my strong suit.
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1. Line stealing alert. I was watching Bridget Jones\' Diary last night on cable (they had to cut out some of the best parts) and I came across the scene after Magda\'s and Jeremy\'s dinner party where Mark comes after Bridget and talks to her…yeah that one. It got my brain working on this story again. So that\'s the story behind that line and this footnote.
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Thursday May 22nd
11:23 am
Well, I feel like a bonafied shit. Really, honestly full-fledged shit. Trowa\'s taking another day off of work to spend with me. Things aren\'t so bad that I need a babysitter…I\'m not stupidly depressed anymore. But that\'s because of Trowa…okay, that really sounds like I need a baby sitter. It\'s not that he\'s here, it\'s what he said last night…this morning. I can\'t figure out which it was. It was dark outside still but we were both awake in my bed; I don\'t think either of us got a good night\'s sleep, and talking. I\'m not sure how we got on the subject of me blaming everything on myself or my self image but he said the nicest thing anyone has ever told me. He likes me, just the way I am [1], all neurotic and self-deprecating with the great desire to hide under things and be violent when I\'m forced out. He likes it all. He says that my personality defects add charm to my good looks.
I\'m not sure if it was meant sarcastically or not. I hope not.
Besides I\'m endeavoring to change the bad qualities. Even if he likes them, I don\'t. I don\'t like having to crawl under my bed when things in my life go to shit. I don\'t like holing myself up in my apartment to keep the world away. I want to be like my father when things get bad. He\'s so in control and commanding. It inspires people to try and do better for him. The only thing I inspire in people is humor. But I\'m going to change that. I have to.
Trowa\'s done in the shower. I better put this away before he see me writing in it and flushes it down the toilet.
4:17 pm
My father is the head of my household. What he says goes. If my Dad says that the family accepts my sexuality and don\'t question his decisions, then that\'s what the family position is. If a few of my sisters can\'t deal with the fact that I prefer the partners of the same sex as I am, then they don\'t have to be part of the family. If I wanted to have sex with trees he\'d support me as the future head of the family.
As much as I appreciate the sentiment, I think I should have been the one to tell my sisters off. I can\'t go against my father and say, \"Thanks Dad, but I need to fight my own battles, play with your grandbaby.\" It would just be disrespectful. This is one thing I need to take in stride. Dad can\'t keoingoing this every time someone questions me. I will never make a good head of household if this continues, but this time I appreciate it. This gives me time to figure out what to do with the press.
Oh, joy.
Well you know what they say, what can\'t kill you can only make you stronger. And I\'m going to be stronger. I\'m going to be someone that people will be proud of, someone Trowa can be proud of.
6:32 pm
All right…game plan.
1. Call a press conference. Tomorrow afternoon might be late enough to get everything together. Or maybe the next morning. As soon as possible anyway.
2. Tell the press that I just couldn\'t understand why people hate homosexuals so much that they would attempt to beat my best friend into a coma. I figured that it must be something to do with the mechanics of the of gay sex rather then the fact that they are taking themselves out of the over populated gene pool…I\'\'ll have to figure out a more political way to say that.
3. Call a meeting of the board of directors and tell them that this doesn\'t effect anything and the company will keep running just the way it always has.
4. Do business as normal. Carry on like nothing happened. Go back to life as usual.
It\'s a little brief, but complete. I\'m sure there\'s a few things that are going to pop up that\'ll need me to cover it, but I\'ll deal with those when they happen.
Contingency plan:
Tell the truth.
Not my best one to date, but if the shit hits the fan, honesty is the best policy. As it is, I\'m stretching the truth almost beyond the repair. This really isn\'t my strong suit.
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1. Line stealing alert. I was watching Bridget Jones\' Diary last night on cable (they had to cut out some of the best parts) and I came across the scene after Magda\'s and Jeremy\'s dinner party where Mark comes after Bridget and talks to her…yeah that one. It got my brain working on this story again. So that\'s the story behind that line and this footnote.