Angel of Death | By : kitty163 Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1868 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Trowa didn’t want to go back, but he couldn’t stay away. Not after he found out that the blonde’s Aunt was contemplating having to let the boy’s body die. Sighing as he turned toward the blonde’s hospital room, Trowa paused. Quatre’s Aunt was laughing. Quatre’s Aunt was laughing…with Quatre. Oh god, the blonde had-
“So, you’ve been in Limbo this whole time, you’re an Angel of Death and Trowa is one of four men that-”
“Trowa.” The blonde would have jumped from the bed if he had been able to, but he was still connected to a few of the machines.
“Miss-” Trowa cleared his throat, forcing himself to talk around the knot that had formed there. “Miss Winner, can I talk to Quatre for a little bit.” The woman smiled at the boy, knowing that she should give the boys some time alone. Besides…her nephew had been quite adamant about getting her to believe the story he had told her.
“Of course you can Trowa, I’ll just go to the cafeteria…I should be back in, shall we say forty-five minutes?” The brunette nodded and waited for the woman to leave before he shut the door behind her. This discussion shouldn’t take more than a few minutes.
“I suppose…I should have expected this. It was your choice.”
“That’s what Duo said…that it was my choice.”
“Can I ask what we did wrong? When your soul chooses to be reborn, it will still have the same mentality as you have. Do you just not want to be with us or did we do something that we shouldn’t have?”
“It wasn’t anything like that Trowa…I…I’m all she’s got…she’s all I’ve got. I had to say goodbye to her.”
“You don’t understand Quatre.” Trowa stated as he crossed the room and sat in the seat the blonde’s Aunt had been occupying a few moments earlier. “You don’t have to say goodbye to her. You’re…you’re stuck here now. You can’t come back to Limbo.”
“Not until I die…right? If I prepare her, and she knows that I’ll be fine, then I wouldn’t mind-”
“If you die, your soul will be sent to wait for reincarnation. You won’t come back to us. At least…not as Quatre. When we meet again, you’ll be someone new and you won’t remember anything about us.”
“There has to be some way I can go back to Limbo…I just-”
“You can’t. We’ve had souls return to their bodies before. There is no way to get them back to us.”
“Well…could you…come stay with me then?” Trowa smiled sadly at the boy. He really didn’t understand what he had just done.
“I’m not an Earth Bound little one. I can’t stay on earth. I should…I should go now.”
“But-”
“I wish there was a way to let you stay with us little one…but there just isn’t. And it wouldn’t be fair to make you think that we could come stay with you when we can’t.”
“What about visits?” Trowa stood and kissed the boy on the forehead before crossing to the closed door.
“It wouldn’t be fair to you. To keep hoping for us, when all we can do is visit in our free time. We’ll find you the next time around little one…goodbye love.” The two words were spoken softly on his way out the door. He was numb…he couldn’t do anything. He didn’t…feel anything.
That was how his aunt found him, nearly a half hour later.
“Quatre…are you alright?” She had noticed something was off the moment her eyes fell on the blonde. That one little question broke his numbness and he felt tears start to fall.
“He said they can’t come to visit…Auntie Iria…they can’t-I want to see them again.” The woman smiled sadly and sat on the edge of the hospital bed, pulling her nephew in close and allowing him to cry out his pain.
“What would it take for you to see them again?” She asked quietly. She had a feeling she already knew, but the blonde would have to say it. Normally she would have thought that the blonde was delusional from the drugs he had been on and the amount of trauma he had suffered…but, when he had started explaining where he had been…it had actually made sense to her. There was something…not quite real about the boy her nephew had been dating.
“I have to…to…not be living.” The woman smiled wider, even now, her nephew avoided using the correct term.
“You’ll have to die in order to see them again?” The blonde cried harder, but nodded against her. “Are you sure that you will see them again?” Another nod. “You better make damn sure of it Quatre Raberba Winner, because if I find out that you’ve gone and done something stupid like that and didn’t get to see them, I swear I’ll hunt down Trowa and kill him…even if he is already dead.”
The blonde laughed as he hugged his Aunt tighter. His tears hadn’t stopped, but…she would let him do this if it would make him happy. She could fight and argue and put him in lockdown with no possible way to hurt himself…but she didn’t. Quatre pulled away from her, but kept his arms around her.
“Do you want to know more about them?” The woman sighed but gave a soft nod. She wanted to know more about the people that her nephew was willing to die to be with. “So…there’s Heero and Wufei…their Asian. Duo…he’s American and he has this really long braid and purple eyes. You know Trowa, they’re all Angels.” And so it went till visiting hours were over. The woman just sat quietly on the bed with her nephew, letting him talk about his new loves to his hearts content until it was time for her to leave.
“Listen to me Quatre. I love you, and I want you to be happy…I would like to ask one of them if you’re really going to be alright, but you said that they weren’t going to come back. Just…if you do this…make it painless. Please make it painless. It’s bad enough that I’m even considering letting you do this, so just…when the doctors tell me what happened, I don’t want them to tell me that there was any sort of pain.” The blonde nodded and kissed his Aunt goodbye. She was nearly out the door before she heard the boy say something that brought a happy smile to her face as she shut the door behind herself.
“I love you momma.”
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Quatre shivered as he pushed the door open. It was freezing up here. He had heard that freezing to death was like falling asleep…only you didn’t wake up. Falling asleep sounded painless. Slowly walking to the edge of the roof, the blonde looked over the side of the building. It was railed off, but it was still fairly scary. The hospital was a good…seven stories up. No, he wouldn’t jump off…that would hurt, and he had promised his aunt that if he was going to go through with this, he wouldn’t feel any pain. Turning back toward the building, Quatre felt himself gasp.
“You’re really going to go through with this…aren’t you Kitty Quat?”
“Duo…” The blonde didn’t know what else to say. The braided boy was just standing there, watching him. “You have wings.” The words were out before Quatre could think to stop them. Of course Duo had wings…they all had wings, but this was the first time the blonde had seen them…only…they were solid.
“Very few people get to see Death. This is why Death is always depicted with big black wings.” Shinigami paused for a moment before trying again. “Are you really going to go through with this?”
“Yes…I want to be with you, but I had to know my Aunt was going to be alright. I‘ll…be reborn sooner if I die now…won‘t I?” Duo slowly smiled…he had come here after Trowa had come back looking like someone had just killed his puppy and put it on display in their house. Duo had known that morning, when he had woken up to an empty bed, that the blonde had chosen to go back. Why else would he have been alone?
“If you’re really prepared to give your life to see us again…there is something I can try.” Duo felt crushed at how hopeful the blonde was when he looked at him. “I don’t know if it will work, but-”
“Do it. If there is any chance of me going back to Limbo with you…do it.” The violet eyed boy gave a soft nod while he opened his arms, silently inviting the blonde to come to him. Duo stood silently, closing his arms to shelter the blonde when he came to him.
“There is no guarantee that this will work, but if you’re going to kill yourself anyway, we should at least give it a try.” Feeling a nod against his chest, Duo smiled as he pulled most of the Tenshi’s soul from his body. “I’m going to remove your soul…because you’re willing to die…your soul may allow you to return to Limbo. If it doesn’t…we’ll have to wait for you to be reborn.”
“Just do it Duo. Either I get to be with you or I don’t.” The violet eyed boy nodded before he pulled the rest of the soul from the boy.
The body in his arms immediately went limp and the soul that he had pulled disappeared. Duo let out a sigh as he carefully laid the body out to make it look like the boy had fallen asleep up here. The soul hadn’t been pulled from a living body the second time. Duo had stopped the boy’s heart before he had fully pulled the soul out. Now all he could do was see if the soul was waiting for him on the other side of the gateway to Limbo.
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Trowa rarely allowed himself to feel this much grief, but his little one was gone. He muffled another sob of anguish against Heero’s chest. He knew that both of the Asians he was leaning against were quietly crying. He knew they were in pain too. They had all just lost their completion. He could hear them sniffle every few moments, trying to hide their pain, they were being strong…for him. He forced himself to pull away from the comfort that his lovers were offering to him. He wasn’t the only one that needed someone to be strong for them.
Trowa gave a sad smile to his two Asian lovers. He could be strong for them too. He took a deep breath before he leaned forward and gave each of the Asians a soft kiss. There was little more that he could do to thank them for holding him together. Feeling Wufei capture his lips in a much more…interactive kiss, Trowa gave into it. If this was how he could help his lover through this loss, he would do it. Pulling away again Trowa heard a whimper fall from the darker haired Asian’s throat.
“We need skin.” The green eyed boy spoke quietly before standing to get undressed. By the time that he had stripped and turned back to the bed, both of his lovers were sitting naked, waiting for him. The tallest Angel gave another sad smile when he took in the fact that both of the Asians had red eyes and Trowa knew in that moment that his were just as bad, if not worse.
“Where do you think Duo went?” Heero asked when Trowa had crawled onto the bed again.
“Losing Quatre means something different for him. He can’t become Shinigami without his fifth Angel. Limbo will be without a God of Death until the aura decides to be reborn in another unfound.”
“We’ll find him again…when we’re ready to be completed.” Wufei stated softly.
“That’s too bad, because in my opinion I felt that we are ready for him.” The three on the bed gave each other soft sad smiles. They knew that Duo wouldn’t have been able to deal with the loss alone.
“Where have you-” All three on the bed had turned toward their missing lover and had just as quickly fallen silent.
“Though I usually hate to disappoint all of you, I’m afraid that I’m going to have to. I know the three of you were looking forward to needing to find our last Tenshi again, but we are all just going to have to settle for the one we already have.” Duo admitted before he turned to the blonde standing next to him. Trowa had crossed the room and captured the blonde’s mouth before Heero could articulate his question.
“He went back…how could you…how did you get him back?”
“Come on Hee-chan, I’m Shinigami. I’ll admit, I wasn’t quite sure I’d be able to do it. It helped that he wanted to come back so badly.” Duo replied, laughing when he heard cloth ripping to the side of him.
“Slow down Trowa. He’s not going anywhere this time.” Wufei felt obligated to pint out, though what he really felt like doing was joining Trowa in the task of undressing the blonde.
“No.” That one word from the tallest man in the room spoke volumes. None of them wanted to wait anymore. They had all just thought they had lost their last Tenshi. Their completion. Everyone…except for Duo. “Why didn’t you tell us that you were going to bring him back?” Duo’s face fell a little, but he took the few steps to join the two standing Angels. He didn’t start talking until he had wrapped his arms around the blonde.
“I didn’t really know if it would work or not. I knew how much we all wanted to keep him and I didn’t want any of you to expect him to come back. It would have been more painful if we had though he was coming back. Just…” The violet eyes closed as he thought of what could have happened. They could have lost their Angel and had to spend any number of years looking for him again.
“Just…be glad he’s here now. Don’t think about what could have happened. It didn’t. He’s ours for good now.” Shinigami nodded to the brown haired Asian, rather pleased that he was now in position to watch Trowa’s lips part and see a small sliver of the tallest Tenshi’s tongue playing against the blonde’s. They weren’t even coming up for air. What made it even more entertaining was that when the blonde tried to pull away, he found that Duo was pressed so firmly against his back that he couldn’t even tilt his head to break the kiss.
“Trowa, as much as we enjoy watching you molest our little one, we do hope that you’re planning on joining us some time in the very near future.” The green eyed boy abruptly stopped the kiss, happy that the blonde had to gasp for air and kissed the braided boy before turning and walking to the bed.
“Get undressed and join us little one. You too love.” Trowa commanded before he gave his full attention to the Asian’s on the bed.
“They’re gorgeous together, aren’t they?” Duo asked quietly against the blonde’s ear, making sure that only he could hear him. He would have to set aside a time when the two of them could just sit together and watch their three lovers perform for them. The braided boy didn’t have to see the blonde’s face to know that his big blue eyes had just widened in shock, since violet eyes had just done the same. The fingers had just disappeared inside the tallest Tenshi. Three…Heero hadn’t even led up to using all three fingers. They must have really wanted this or it could have been that Trowa needed the pain tonight.
“Ouch…I don’t think I’d like that.” The blonde felt the boy behind him chuckle.
“Not yet you don’t, but you might find that you enjoy the pain like Trowa does.” Quatre winced in sympathy when Heero guided the green eyed boy to straddle the black haired Asian that was sprawled on his back in the middle of the bed. Trowa let out a pained moan when Heero steadied their Dragon’s member and forced it into the tallest Tenshi’s body.
“He wasn’t even stretched. It hurts even when I’m stretched…how could he like that?” Quatre spoke to himself, frowning. It was one thing to like pain, it was something else to actually like being hurt.
“When you’re used to being with us, we’ll learn what you like. What you enjoy. Trowa enjoys the pain that sex can bring him.” Duo explained while he finished stripping the boy. “Let’s join them and I’ll walk you through how to give him more pleasure.” It wasn’t that Duo was expecting the blonde to focus all his attention on the green eyed boy, but he knew that they needed each other right now. After what had gone on between them…both of them needed the reassurance that this was real. By the time that both had gotten undressed and made their way to the bed, the other three were trying to remain perfectly still while waiting for them. Trowa was still sitting on top of Wufei, only now Heero had pressed up against the brunette’s back and had slipped his shaft inside the other Asian’s body.
“How will…where-”
“Think creatively Kitty Quat. Let me stretch you first and then we’ll start with the fun.” Duo smiled to the green eyed boy when the blonde bent over, steadied himself on the bed and presented the braided boy with his ass.
Trowa, along with both of the Asian’s, watched as Quatre’s entrance was quickly penetrated by a finger. Green met light blue and Quatre suddenly knew where he was going to join them. At least…he hoped that was where he was joining them. He really wanted to feel Trowa inside of him. Hissing when Duo pulled all three fingers from inside him, the blonde found himself blushing. He hadn’t even felt the other two fingers enter him.
“They’re waiting for you Q, climb up and-” The four Tenshi’s watched as Quatre nearly hopped onto the bed, threw his leg over the Chinese man, steadied Trowa’s cock and slid back onto it. The green eyed Angel once again found himself wondering exactly what kind of a monster he had unleashed. Though he only had a few moments to ponder it before the blonde started moving.
The five lovers moved together. Heero into Wufei , Wufei up into Trowa, Trowa into Quatre and Duo into Wufei’s mouth. The braided boy reached forward and pulled the blonde into a kiss. He knew how close all of his lovers were to reaching their end. This was the first time they were having sex with their completed group. Now it was time to teach the blonde a little about giving pleasure by using pain.
“Kiss Trowa.” Duo ordered against his lips so quietly that only the blonde could hear him. “Pull on his hair while you do and I guarantee that he’ll cum when you do it.” Well, that just sounded way too good to work, but as he pushed away from Duo and twisted to capture the green eyed boy’s mouth, Quatre found himself believing it. After all, when Duo had kissed him the first time, he had pulled on the blonde’s hair and made the kiss so much better.
After a few moments of kissing the tallest brunette, the blonde raised both of his arms and laced them behind his lover’s neck. It took him a few more moments to gather up the courage to do it, but he finally threaded one hand through the brown hair and tugged. The moan that he pulled from the boy made him release the kiss and turn toward Shinigami. He had promised that pulling on the boy’s hair was all it would take to get him to cum.
“Harder.” The blonde blinked in surprise. Trowa was the one that had quietly uttered the word. The blue eyed boy just continued looking at the braided boy until he nodded to show him that pulling harder was alright. Quatre returned to kissing the boy and gave another tug. It still wasn’t working, Heero smiled from his position and placed his hand over the blonde’s. Curling his hand into a fist, forcing the blonde’s to do the same, Heero slowly pulled the blonde’s hand away from Trowa’s head. The blonde was nearly going to let go, he was almost pulling hard enough to pull the boy’s hair out, but Trowa ultimately moaned and pulled him close.
When Trowa finally came down from his high, he couldn’t help but give a small laugh. Duo was sprawled across the pillows, Heero had slipped from Wufei’s body and was lounging across one of the Asian’s legs and he and Quatre had collapsed on top of the poor Dragon. He forced himself to sit up and slip to the side of the Asian, sliding out of the blonde’s passage and causing the Asian to be pulled from his own body. He chose to leave Quatre where he was, after all, he had a feeling that as soon as the blonde had enough energy, he would want to feel another one of his lover’s inside of him.
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The funeral was nearly over. Of course she had cried, but it had helped that Quatre had told her. She had decided to hold a grave side funeral so everyone could be in the open. Quatre wouldn’t have wanted to have everyone sitting inside some stuffy place he had never been to. At least here in the graveyard was somewhere that the blonde had visited frequently. In fact, his parents were only a few plots over from where he was.
Walking forward to place a rose on top of her nephew’s coffin, the woman tried not to look at anything. But she found her eyes raking over the rest of the cemetery, stopping on five boys that were standing at the edge of the graveyard…watching the funeral from a distance. One had on a trench coat, but even from here, she could see the braid that was hanging over his shoulder. Two others were Asian. The one she knew was Trowa…and the last one had on a hooded sweatshirt. She couldn’t see anything about him, except for his smile.
The woman let out a small laugh and turned to the man that had softly touched her shoulder at the sound. He must have thought she was insane to be laughing at her nephew’s coffin, but she didn’t care. Quatre really had been in Limbo. She knew that she wouldn’t be seeing him again, but just the knowledge that he was going to be taken care of was enough for her.
“I don’t know that man.” Quatre breathed softly as he watched the man place a flower on his coffin and turn back toward his Aunt.
“We didn’t mention that because we can see souls, we can find counterparts to them…did we?” Wufei questioned as he turned around and headed back out of the graveyard.
“What do you mean find counterparts?” The blonde asked as the other three boys turned and started to follow the Asian.
“It means Kitty Quat, that your Auntie has just met her soul mate.” Duo called over his shoulder. All Quatre could do was laugh as he ran to catch up with his lovers. Seemed like everyone would survive this transition.
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