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Shattered

By: shimaspawn
folder Gundam Wing/AC › General
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing/AC, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Shattered

TITLE: Shattered
AUTHOR: Phoenix
CATEGORY: poem
RATING: R
WARNINGS: Angst
NOTES: I wrote this from the point of view of one of the g-boys but I\'m not saying who. I might write a fic to explain it, but in the meantime I\'m offering it up as a challenge for all of you. I\'m still new at this so please send me any c&c you have. I would greatly appreciate it.
DISCLAIMER: I don\'t own Gundam Wing but I would love to get it for my birthday


Shattered

You were supposed to love me without measure
But somehow I never measured up
You were supposed to be my pillar of support
But instead you knocked all my supports down

You were supposed to be my friend
But you never were one in the end
You broke the best thing I ever knew
You ripped my fragile heart in two

Did you ever really love me?
Or did you hate me from the start?
I guess I\'ll never know the answer
We\'ve spent so much time apart

Absence makes the heart grow fonder
But it grows more bitter too
I would have left sooner
If I had known what you would do

You said you knew what was best for me
You said you knew the truth
You said I was just a child
And I believed you too

It took me all this time
To gather up my thoughts
So that I could tell you of a thing
That never could be bought

Love is not an illusion
Love is not a toy
Love is not something to fuck with
Love is meant to bring joy

Love is something real
Love is something true
Love is what I once thought
That I felt for you

Did you ever love me?
Or was it all a lie?
You spit on me
You kicked me around
You said you hoped I\'d die

I never tried to make you hate me
You did that on your own
I was never good enough for you
But I never wanted to be your clone

I am my own person
Why can\'t you accept that?

Why can\'t I be me and you be you?
Why can\'t I have my cake and eat it too?
Why can\'t I be the person I want to be?
Why are you so ashamed of me?

I did nothing wrong and I can\'t change
I don\'t care if you think it\'s strange
I don\'t care if you don\'t love me
I don\'t need you sympathy

All my tears are long since cried
And a piece of my heart has withered and died
The piece that once cared about you
And all the shit you put me through

If I can\'t be perfect for you
Well who cares? Not me. Do you?

You never cared
Right from the start
And that is why
You broke my heart

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