Centrepiece | By : Clarrisani Category: Beyblade > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 15618 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Centrepiece
Welcome
to my debut on Adult Fan Fiction. I've already written a few fics over at
FanFiction.Net, but due to their rules and the rating of this fic, I was unable
to put this one up there. Anyway, I do hope you enjoy this story, which I will
not give away.
Disclaimer:
I do not own Beyblade... thought I must say I wish I did. ^_~
Chapter
1
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It
felt as if the walls were closing in, squeezing, suffocating him. No matter
which way he turned the pressure continued to build, draining him, wearing him
down. He struggled against it but it beat him down, the thing that he had once
welcomed now fought to dominate everything that he was.
Closing
his eyes Ray let the water cascade over his weary body. His hair clung to his
body, his mind feeling empty and exhausted. All he longed to do was sleep, but
when he lay down sleep was out of grasp, his mind too alert, too busy listening
for the footstep on the floorboards of the flat.
Turning
off the water Ray stepped from the shower, drying himself off and wrapping his
towel around him. How had he gotten himself so tangled up like this? When they
had first approached him he had welcomed them, loving the way they made him
feel, but now… it just seemed so pointless, like another step in the daily
routine.
What
was love? What was it all about? He had told himself that he loved them, and
perhaps in the beginning he had, but did he now? What was affection? Was it the
soft words spoken in the dark after the rough play? Was that affection?
Suddenly
feeling ill he crossed to the toilet, throwing open the lid as his stomach
emptied its contents. Well, at least he knew he wasn’t pregnant. Were he a
woman being sick so early in the morning would be a bad sign, but luckily for
him men couldn’t fall pregnant. It was unheard of for male neko-jins to become
pregnant also, so he was safe.
So
why was he sick? Why was this happening repeatedly several times a day? Why was
he so tired? So exhausted? Why did he feel ill all the time? Why did he always
feel like he was dirty no matter how hard he scrubbed or how much soap he used?
Rinsing
out his mouth he finished getting dressed, pulling back his hair into a loose
ponytail and looking up to take in his expression. For over a month now he had
begun to look withdrawn, eyes appearing more sunken while his skin had lost its
healthy glow. He had the appearance of a zombie which he tried so hard to cover
up.
Reaching
for a small bag he pulled out some of its contents. He picked up the foundation,
applying a small amount to his face before taking up the blush. After a few more
minutes and a couple of tricks he had taught himself, he looked back up at his
image, nodding with satisfaction to see that he looked, well, normal.
Returning
everything to its place, he picked up his robe and folded it over his arm, the
bag hidden beneath the material. He made his way to his bedroom, putting his
things away before fixing his hair. After putting on his shoes Ray made his way
to the kitchen, trying to appear as if all was well.
Entering
the kitchen Ray found the other two had not arrived yet, their other flatmate
looking up as Ray approached. Ray smiled faintly at him. “Morning Bryan.”
The
lavender haired blader grunted, returning his attention back to his breakfast.
Ray continued on undaunted. He was used to Bryan’s cold and emotionless
attitude, as he had been putting up with it for several months now. He had hoped
that Bryan would open up to him, but the elder continued to remain the unknown
entity to Ray.
Ray
frowned as he watched Bryan finish his breakfast, dropping his dishes into the
sink before heading back toward his bedroom. Bryan… intrigued Ray. Ray wanted
to get to know the silent one, to get close, but everytime Ray took the first
step in trying to get to know him, Bryan slammed all the barriers up.
Ray
jumped as he felt the light touch, looking up quickly and spotting the amusement
sparkling in the others crystal blue eyes. “You’re certainly jumhis
his
morning.”
“I
was thinking, that’s all.” Ray felt his cheeks warm.
“The
gods forbid, you thinking? That certainly means trouble.”
“Tala…”
Ray smiled. “You’re a tease.”
“Mm-hm.”
Tala brushed Ray’s hair from his eyes and kissed him lightly before moving to
go about making his own breakfast. “You got up early.”
“I
needed a shower.” Ray shrugged. “Besides, it’s not really that early.
Bryan’s already up and was practically finished when I arrived.”
“Bryan
has always been an early riser.”
“Who’s
talking about Bryan?” They looked up as Kai entered, crimson eyes sweeping
over the two of them before he joined Tala. “Well?”
“We
were just saying he gets up early, that’s all.” Tala bumped Kai aside with
his hip before joining Ray at the table. “That and I was commenting on the
fact Ray left us early.”
“Yes,
I noticed that.” Kai set his coffee down beside his plate before pulling up a
third seat, eyes moving toward the youngest present. “How come?”
“As
I told Tala, I needed a shower.” Ray forced himself to smile easily as he took
another bite of his breakfast. He wasn’t at all that hungry, but he knew he
had better eat. “I wanted to get it in before breakfast, and since you both
looked to be asleep I decided to sneak out.”
“When
you left I got cold,” Tala commented. “And you know I like playing with you
hair when I wake up.”
Kai
snorted. “All you do is tangle it and Ray spends the morning having to get
them out.”
Ray
had to smile. “So what do you two have planned for today?”
“Thought
I’d have a day home,” Kai replied.
“Tal?”
“Same.”
Ray
sipped his tea. “Just you two remember you have that meeting tonight.” He
chuckled at their groans. “Oh come on, it can’t be that
bad. Besides, it’ll do you good to go out and mingle with other people.” Not
to mention gets you out of the house so I can have some quiet time without you
two trying to rip me out of my clothes.
Ray
tuned out as the two captains began debating over what the meeting could be
about, Ray’s mind once more wandering toward the silent one. Ray had once
asked him, early on, what Bryan had thought about the threesome Ray, Kai and
Tala had, but Bryan had simply shrugged it off and continued on with whatever it
was he had been doing.
Finishing
his breakfast Ray placed his dishes into the sink beside Bryan’s, leaving his
two lovers to their conversation before making his way to his room. Stepping
inside, Ray closed the door behind him, wishing for a lock before he stepped
toward and fell onto the bed.
Sighing,
Ray’s mind drifted back to several months beforehand. Kai had offered him this
room after Ray had commented he would rather not live with their other
teammates, and a month after moving in Ray had found himself subject to the
flirtatious behaviour of Tala.
It
was around that time Ray had fallen hard for Kai, which was bad considering Ray
had never before been in a relationship, let alone a gay
relationship. Somewhere along the line Kai had worked it out and began showing
Ray a little more favour. Ray’s heart had shattered when he had caught Kai and
Tala making out in Tala’s room, but before Ray could leave Tala had leapt up
and the truth had come out.
Tala,
as it turned out, had a huge thing for Ray, just as Ray had a thing for Kai. Kai
himself discovered his affections divided equally between the two, and it was at
this moment that they had come forth with the idea of the threesome.
It
was from them Ray had discovered things about himself he had never known before,
both physically and mentally. He soon found himself succumbing to T and and the
two had gone solo without Kai on several occasions, just as Ray had been with
Kai without Tala. It was all about exploration and experimentation, though it
became clear to Ray that neither Kai nor Tala were amateurs at this kind of
relationship.
But
a month ago the strain of it all had begun to wear him down. Kai and Tala were
demanding, both physically and emotionally, and Ray was beginning to crack under
the pressure. He could feel it.
He
wanted nothing more than to escape from beneath them, but he knew that they
would never let him go. Every night Tala would press himself against Ray and
whisper ‘I love you’, leaving shivers coursing through Ray’s body. How
could he leave someone who loved him so much? Kai never said such a thing, but
actions speak louder then words-
Ray
tensed involuntarily as the door opened, a head poking in as eyes swept over
him. “Ray? You all right?”
“I’m
fine.” Ray sighed. “Just tired.”
“Hn.”
Kai glanced behind him. “We did have a big night last night.”
“Yeah.”
Just like every other night since we all
got together. “Did you want something?”
“Just
wanted to check in on you.” Kai frowned. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
Ray
sighed. “I might have to sit out whatever you had planned for today though. Or
at least for this morning.”
“Understandable.
You get some sleep.” Kai smirked. “Tala’s not gonna like it though.”
“Tala
never does when I sit out.” Ray smiled. “He’ll understand.”
“He
will. I’ll check in later, okay?”
“Yeah.”
As
the door closed Ray let out a long breath. So he got out of that one. So far
neither of them had noticed he was sitting out more and more often, as they were
too wrapped up in each other. Kai was right though; Tala wouldn’t
like it. For some reason Tala preferred it when Ray was there, even if Tal spent
the entire time pleasuring or being pleasured by Kai. It was almost as if Tala
felt he owned Ray…
Rolling
onto his side, Ray stifled a yawn, and wasn’t surprised to find himself
drifting to sleep.
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