A Lesson Learned | By : WarDove Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1372 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing/AC, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Gundam
Wing and its characters are not mine...they belong to Sunrise/SOTSU Agency etc.
etc.
This was my first real H/R lemon where I began to experiment with dark, angst
and intense sex scenes. The sex in this fic yes is violent but consensual.
NC-17 definitely-YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
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"You
should have never have come here Relena." Heero was standing in front of the
girl, who was incredibly close to him now, having him pinned up against the
wall.
"You
don't understand Heero." She spoke in silky tones. "I've made up my
mind about this and I'm not going to change it. I can be as stubborn and
determined as you."
He
closed his eyes trying to ignore her fingers that were under his shirt,
gingerly caressing his shoulders, his chest, his stomach, his... He gripped her
wrists with his hands and brought them up between them. "You're in over
your head you stupid girl."
She
almost wanted to laugh. "So you keep telling me."
He
shook her once, quite fiercely. His voice was a growl. "Don't tempt me
Relena. I'm just going to end up destroying you."
This
time a little laugh did escape her lips. "You're sounding like a broken
record. Besides, I thought Duo was the great destroyer."
Heero
closed his eyes, finding no humor in her sarcasm. No one ever seemed to listen
to him. No one would seem to understand that when it came to sex with Heero he
was going to be as intense, complete and unmerciful as he was on the
battlefield. When he told them to leave him alone in that way they never
did. He had to teach Trowa the consequences for not listening, and Duo too, now
it was Relena's turn to learn the lesson.
He cursed himself and Relena as he grabbed locks of golden hair in his fist
dragging her across the room, releasing her with a spin of his wrist so that
she slammed down onto the bed. She was too startled to cry out, yet somehow
enthralled at the same time as she tried to steady her breath with him atop
her, crushing her in such a harsh and demanding kiss that she thought she could
taste her own blood. The buttons of her blouse and skirt were gone, ripped from
their very fibers as Heero began to accost her body with biting kisses and
rough caresses that kneaded and bruised her body. She closed her eyes, feeling
tears well up, but she swallowed them, she wanted this from him and she was not
going to allow him to think that she feared him, although part of her right now
was unsure of what extent he might harm her; though this was par the the danger
that entranced her with him.
The
Heero Yuy she desired was a man, that, when he latched onto a passion, he took
it to extremes stopping at nothing until he got the results he desired. And,
even now, when he was being crude and harsh she loved being with him, and so
she was with him now, even under such vile circumstances. She reached up to
touch him but he gabbed her wrists again with his strong grip.
"Don't
touch me." She heard him growl and looked into his eyes they were cold and
emotionless, yet smoldered with lust and sex.
He
returned her gaze and strangely noticed no fear in her eyes. Just the same
determined confidence that was always there. Could she actually be enjoying
this? His eyes narrowed and a side smile drew across his lips. If she wanted to
play, he was ready to play.
He had never been one to use much foreplay so his fingers went directly inside
of her slick wetness, halted only by her thin barrier. He had guessed right
about her being a virgin. A little girl in over her head playing a woman's game
with a dangerous man/boy who could kill her with one snap of the neck. Of
course by her actions and speech one would not think of her, as being only an
eighteen year-old girl-but deep down she was quite the child in so many ways.
He felt her stiffen underneath him as if preparing for the worse. His hardness
was beginning to grow painful and he didn't know how much longer he could hold
himself off of her.
She
had closed her eyes waiting for pain to overtake her but it had not. What was
he waiting for? She tried to speak his name but his bent elbow and forearm were
pressed against her larynx. The same bent arm that pressed against her throat
also had her bent leg pinned by the side of her head. His other hand had her
wrists pinned under the small of her back forcing her to lift her own hips up
to meet his. He hovered over her and she could feel his breathe on her face,
his voice raspy. "This is your last chance princess. There's no turning
back from here."
He began to see tears in her eyes but resolve at the same time. Just as Trowa
and Duo had done she was preparing herself for the worst, unwilling to back
down from her desires, her needs. But this was different. Duo and Trowa had had
prior experience. Relena, she had no idea. An eternal battle began inside of
him, as it always seemed to when he was confronted with Relena. Why was he
hesitating? Waiting for her words?
Somehow,
she managed to find her voice. "Heero. Please do this for me. I want this.
I want you." With her words he gave into his insane lust and brought his
lips down to her lips. She accepted his open mouth and braced herself as he
rammed inside of her, while at the same time he bit the inside of her lip.
The pain in her mouth distracted her mind from the pain in her groin, so much
so, that she had not even realized he had entered her. Then her body began to
jolt from his violent thrusts as he sucked the blood from her mouth. He was in
her, possessing her, she was his, if even for this one time. His forearm was
still pressed against her throat and she tried desperately to breath, the panic
only adding to her pleasure. He was releasing grunts and moans, loving the
feeling of dominance and control he had over her. But, he loved the feel of her
as well and continued to pound inside of her tightness, faster and harder until
he came with hoarse cry, his release flooding deep inside of her. He growled as
he thrust himself inside of her two more times, and when he was completely
empty, it was over.
Relena
could only barely whisper his name in her own explosion of passion and heat.
She felt her legs go numb and her body cold. She couldn't stop her
involuntarily shaking. He slid himself out of her and rolled into a sitting
position on the bed. She rolled away from him on her side, still cold but no
longer shivering.
He felt an overwhelming urge to lye down beside her and pull her close against
him, to comfort her and apologize for hurting her in anyway. But would that not
show weakness on his part? He specifically told her what to expect, warned her
what would happen, and still she continued, even begging. He looked back at her
and noticed the sheets stained with blood and seaman. He was nothing more than
a monster, a trained killer, and a taker of innocent souls.
"There
are some clean towels in the bathroom if you wish to take a shower." He
turned his face away from her. "There's also a gun in the bedside table so
if you want to kill me my life is in your hands." He heard her sniffle a
little.
"And
what makes you think I won't use it on myself?"
"I
don't know that you won't." He rose from the bed. "If you don't care
to take me up on my offer than I'm going to shower myself. Do whatever you want."
She sat up in the bed and pulled her knees to her chin. Hugging her legs she
closed her eyes and smiled. It had not been exactly how she had imagined her
first time to be, but it had happened and it had happened with the man she had
wanted it to happen with. She winced a little as her tongue caressed the pain
in her lip, surprisingly it was the only pain she felt through her whole body.
She understood why he had done what he did. And it only made her more
determined.
Heero
allowed the scalding hot water to stream down his body. He banged his forehead
on the shower wall and kept it there. She was probably gone by now. Far away
from him, where she needed to be. He felt his stomach beginning to churn and a
lump grow in the back of his throat. Was he so sickened with himself for how he
had treated her he was going to puke? Why was there so much guilt with her and
not with his two fellow pilots? He jumped a little feeling slender arms wrap
around him and soft lips brushing against his shoulder blade.
"Thank
you Heero."
"Relena?"
"Hush."
She snuggled up against him, her body now slick from the water that was now
covering them both.
"But
why? What I did…"
She
wanted to laugh at him, but didn't. "There's nothing wrong with violent
sex, Heero, as long as it's consensual, and, I chose to consent. I wanted it.
You did nothing wrong." She slid to his side and for some reason he turned
to her.
"You're
to forgiving for your own good, Relena."
He was taken aback when she started to smooth away his drenched hair.
"You've shown me how much power you can have over me, how much control you
are able to wield. So you have nothing more to prove to me." It was one of
the few moments the perfect soldier did not have a plan, did not have a
response. He did not even noticed until her lips touched his that she had drawn
him into a kiss. She whispered against his lips. "Just because you fight
one way does not mean that you must love the same. Don't you understand that
the battle must not control your entire life?"
He
pulled her to him as their kiss deepened. He slid his hand down between their
bodies and opened up her vaginal folds, allowing the water to gush over his
hand, washing away anything that would have remained from his previous violent
conquest. He felt her go a little limp as a moan escaped her lips. He pulled
her to him even closer. He did have something more to prove to her, that he
could be the man and lover she wanted, she needed.
He would make it happen, though he wasn't sure how, but could he give up the
power and allow her to show him? He lifted her up in his arms as she reached
behind him and turned off the shower. Though still drenched, they did not seem
to notice the coolness of the open room as he carried her back to the bed,
lowering her down ever so carefully. As he began to love her again he felt
himself loosing control...no he would not allow himself to give into his animal
side. He began to shake. "Relena. You have to leave. Now."
She
said nothing but only pushed against him until he was on his back and she was
straddled atop him. "I'm not giving up on you because I know you're
stronger than your programming." Her wet hair clung to both of their
bodies and her eyes had turned a smoldering dark bluquotquot;Please. Let me
show you how love can be." She leaned over him then, and began to kiss his
body and caress all of his sensitive areas. He drew in a breath and regained
his control, her belief in him giving him a new power, but then, he knew she
had always believed in him. And so the student was becoming the teacher.
THE
END
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