But you still have

All of me’

I can look back on my memories, some were good, some I
could do with out. The nights that you would cry in your sleep, I was there,
Gohan. I was there to wipe the tears away. You feared for me as I feared for
you. I was so scared after you lost your arm, all because of me. You cried out
in pain and in fear, but I stayed by your side, holding your hand for dear life
itself. I was so afraid to let go; afraid I’d lose you. I knew your pain. I
had the same tormented pain dammed up inside me as well. We were meant to be
together, Gohan. You had all of me in your hands, and your life was cut short
before I could tell you…but I remain yours, and only yours after so many
years.

‘You used to captivate me

By your resonating life

Now I\'m bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me’

The first day that I met you, I considered the first day of
the rest of my life. You were everything and more; a giant in real life. Every
hope and dream revolved around the both of us. We have our freedom, and it’s
me that has to live without you. We were supposed to live until we were old men,
telling the tales of the androids to our grandchildren. Now I have to live with
you just in my dreams. Your smiling face. Your smile could light up the
gloomiest room, your eyes that were windows to your soul. I miss it all! Oh
gods, your voice. I hear your voice at night, and I’d swear you were here with
me. Telling me how proud you are of me. How beautiful I became. I can’t live
like this, Gohan. I just can’t keep going without you here at my side. This
isn’t some silly childhood crush that I can easily get over; no one can take
your place, no matter how hard I’ve tried to go on. 

‘These wounds won\'t seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There\'s just too much that time cannot erase’

I don’t want to live any longer. Mom is gone. The world
is without threat. I have nothing that can bind me here any longer. I just want
to be free of the pain and suffering. I want to be with you. Prove to you that I
am a man, not the boy that grew up too fast because he had to. I want to feel
myself in your arms, to have your lips upon my skin, my fingers threaded into
your dark hair. I’ll never know how it would feel.

‘I\'ve tried so hard to tell myself that you\'re gone

But though you\'re still with me

I\'ve been alone all along’

I’ve made one last trip in the time machine. I plan to
destroy it before I come to join you, Master. The past is the world I dreamed
of, the world that I wished that you and I shared. I’ve spied on my family and
yours. Do you know you have a younger brother here? He looks just like your
father. My family is still together. Trunks looks happy. He’s had a family to
love, and by the looks of it, he has your younger brother, here, to love and
care for as well. He’s a very lucky boy. He has things that I have only
dreamed about. The one person missing from the picture is you, here in the past.
I haven’t seen Gohan yet. I wonder if he grew up to be as handsome as you. I
wonder if he has a family, someone that loves him, like I love you.

 I’ve lived my life in a dream, Master. Wishing and
dreaming has brought me nothing but more tears and anguish. I don’t belong in
any time it seems. I finally realized that I’ve been alone all along. It’s
time to give up my dreams and wishes. I closed my eyes as the capsule that held
the time machine was crushed in the palm of my hand. This was my last trip. I
just wanted to see what I’ve missed in my life. Something outside of daydreams
and fantasy. I let the tears spill once again, letting them hit the earth one by
one as I’ve done for years now. Will you meet me in Otherworld? Will anyone
greet me there? Have I been forgotten? The lone warrior, the last of the Saiyans
in my time line forgotten? Will my father know of my accomplishments? Will you
know, Master? Would you be proud of me?

I pull my sword, the metal scraping along the sheath.
It’s a beautiful sound. I watch the sun glimmer along the blade. One last job
for the sword to do… to take my life. I can hear it now, how weak I’d
become, to come to taking my own life to escape the suffering. More tears fall.
I’ll be with you soon, Master.

“Trunks.” I sob; it’s your voice again. My blade
falls to the ground, my body soon to follow.

‘When you cried I\'d wipe away all of your tears

When you\'d scream I\'d fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me’

Arms are wrapped around my trembling form. Lips kissing
away the tears. Gods, I must be in heaven already. It’s your voice, Master.
Your voice telling me it’s alright, and that you love me. I’m afraid to open
my eyes, and find that this is all another dream. I choke as more tears cascade
down my cheeks.

“Open your eyes, Trunks.” I obeyed. I always tried to
obey him. I want to gasp; the sight is so wonderful. Gohan.

“Gohan?” I feel him wipe away more of the tears that
have spilled. His touch is so soft, how I imagined my Master’s would be.

“Don’t leave me. I know the pain you’ve felt; even
though you were not dead…I couldn’t live with out you. I didn’t think
I’d ever see you again. I may not be your Master, or come anywhere close to
being like him, but please, please give me a chance. I’ll try and make up for
everything that you’ve missed. Please give me a chance.” He’s crying with
me. His arms still holding me close, not daring to let go of me for one moment.
I never knew I had this effect on him. I never knew I was a cause of pain like
my Master was for me. Oh gods, Gohan. I’m sorry.

‘All of me…’

“I’ve been waiting, hoping and wishing that you would
come back. You’ve had all of me since the day we met, Trunks.” It’s me
that is wiping away his tears, just how I would wipe away my Master’s. I sniff
back my own tears.

“No more waiting…you’ll have all of me…” I smile
through the tears, kissing him gently. I’m sorry, Master; I’ll join you when
my time comes. You still have all of me, no matter which time I’m in. I will
not deny Son Gohan.

‘All of me…’