Compleately Numb

Title: Compleately Numb

Author: Alexander Pastener

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: This is yaoi (boy/boy) and has sexual situations. Also, even though I should put a warning, I can\'t because it\'ll ruin the story, so in advance: I\'m sorry.

Description: Two years after Heero Yuy left the other gundam boys, a series of murders began. The suspected murderor is none other then the missing boy, Heero! But, Duo refuses to believe it, and when he finds Heero at the scene of a crime, he choses to believe that it wasn\'t Heero. Can Duo prove to everyone that Heero is innocent, or will he get the biggest surprise of his life?

Disclaimer: I don\'t own Gundam Wing, and I\'m making no profit off of this fic.
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Duo Maxwell looked out the bay window of Quatre\'s home, or rather second home. The sun was just begining to set over the horizon, and the braided pilot found himself remembering when this house had first been bought.

Quatre Winner had bought this place on Earth two years before hand. It was a neutral place where all five pilots could live well and be safe. Each boy had their own responcibilitys, and the chores were split up evenly amoung the five members.

The only member, in fact, that didn\'d do anything was Heero Yuy. But, that was because soon after the home was purchased, the stoic captian of their team disappeared. No one knew why the stoic one had departed, though Duo had a slight notion that it was his fault. He knew the Japanese boy better then Heero wanted him to, and so the day he\'d gone, Duo knew at once that he would most likely never see the man again.

Now at the age of seventeen, Duo was older, wiser, and ten-times the wise-ass he had been. And of course, he could still remember everything that had happened the day of and the night before Heero had departed. As he looked at the stars begining to appear, a shudder coursed through his body at the mere memory of the fight the two had had.

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Flash Back
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\"Hee-chan!\"

Duo bounded down the hall to find the other pilot in his room, on the computer, no doubt hacking something as usual. Pouting, the braided pilot walked into the room, looking over the others shoulder.

\"What\'cha doin\'?\"

And as usual, Heero ignored him compleately. This however didn\'t stop Duo from pestering the boy until he gave in and spoke.

\"C\'mon, Heero! Let\'s go out and do something tonight!\"

Again, silence. Duo let out a whine and tugged on the others arm lightly.

That did it. Heero flung his arm out, clipping Duo on the cheek, starttling the Deathscythe\'s pilot enough to make him step back.

\"Get out of my room, NOW, Maxwell.\"

A pained expression washed over the fairer brunettes face and he nodded, heading towards the door. His pride heart, he spoke but one thing over his shoulder.

\"I don\'t care what you do anymore....\"

Walking back down the hall, he passed Quatre who gave him a worried glance. Duo just smiled at the blonde, satisfying him. Continuing he finally reached his own room, all the way at the opposit end of the hall. With a sigh, he walked in, shutting and locking the door behind him.

Pulling his shirt off of himself, Duo wandered to his desk, pulling out paper and a pen. He pulled out his swivel chair and sat in it, tapping the pen to the table. For a few moments he wrote nothing, and then he tried to think of something that would come out of Heero\'s head, just to see if he could better understand his teammate. What flowed from the ink, not only made him cry by the end, but made him realize that things weren\'t always good for the boy.

Clicking off the lamp on the table, he moved to his bed, crawling into the covers. For a moment he remained awake, then soon, he fell asleep, his dreams plagued by nightmares. There was only one plot though. Heero always left, never to return...
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Duo woke and sat up, yawning. It was almost dawn and he needed to get to Heero\'s room before the other woke. Slipping from his bed, he grabbed the poem he\'d written, then left his room, heading for Heero\'s once more.

Quietly he opened the door, seeing that the other was still fast asleep, he snuck over to the computer, placing the poem on the keyboard where the other was sure to see it. With a triumphant smile, he turned and left the room once more.

In his own room, his own bed, and with the shades drawn to keep out the sun, Duo, a smile on his face, went back to sleep.
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Heero woke soon after Duo had returned to his own slumber. He lay on his bed, staring at the cieling for a few moments. With a sigh, he got up, placing his feet on the cold floor. Walking to his computer, he picked up the paper, eyeing it critically.

To: Heero

Crucify my love, rip apart my sorrow, leave my bloody heart to drown in a pool of red. Hear the cries that\'re torn from my lips as I watch you drown in your own sorrows. A silver blade flashing in your hand, screaming for a taste of flesh. Then as that sweet knife touches your pale, flaw ridden skin, hear it slicing apart the tenderness. Watch the trickle that flows from the wound, and hear the cries of the ones who love you. But even then, the heart you once had is dead and all thats left is this torn shred of hope that you cling to. Once when you were whole you were loved by all, and now, your sacred body that\'s been scarred calls out for redemtion. Crucify my love so that I may feel your pain.

From: Duo.

Moving quietly, but quickly, the brunette was in Duo\'s room in moments, sitting on a chair placed beside the boys bed. He said nothing, just watched the other. The boy was actually rather adorible when he wasn\'t opening his mouth to make snide remarks.

An hour passed before the other pilot awoke. He blinked, rolling over and looking at the other. Not even surprise regestered on his face.

\"Mornin\', Hee-chan.\"

\"You have a rather morbid view of me.\"

Duo blinked and then noticed the poem in the others hand.

\"Oh...sorry.\"

Heero moved so cup his own chin in his hand, resting his elbow calmly on his knee.

\"How do you know?\"

Duo blinked once more, taking a few moments before he spoke again.

\"I don\'t know. What your feelings are anyway. I just think they\'re somewhere\'s around that.\"

As he said \"that\", Duo gestured to the paper. Then there was silence. Finally Duo moved over, patting the spot he\'d made.

\"C\'mon, Heero.\"

For a moment the other didn\'t move and then, slowly, Heero slipped into the bed beside Duo. It wasn\'t long before both pilots were asleep again, this time, Heero holding Duo in his arms, and Duo nuzzling under Heero\'s chin.

When the two woke again, it was nearly one o\'clock. The two moved themselves from the bed, wandering towards the kitchen. It took them both a few moments to realize that no one was home. Heero sat at the table while Duo grabbed some food. He offered a bite to Heero who refused, but Heero\'s stomache proclaimed that it wanted some.

\"I forgot to eat...for the last couple of days.\"

Duo\'s breakfast dropped from his hands.

\"You WHAT?!\"

Putting his face right up to Heero\'s he spoke.

\"You eat something RIGHT NOW.\"

Doing as he was told, the elder boy made some hot pockets and grabbed a cherry coke.

Duo however took one look at the coke and snatched it away, handing the boy a mineral water instead.

\"Drink this.\"

\"I don\'t like water...\"

Duo blinked then slammed the soda down on the floor, moving to a corner, hissing.

Heero blinked and moved to leave the room. Duo however, speaking, stopped him.

\"I don\'t want to make you upset. That\'s the last thing that I want.\"

For a moment, Heero remained still, then as if having triggered something, he sunk to the ground, pulling his knees to his chest, wrapping his arms around them, burring his head in his knees.

Duo couldn\'t stand to see the other like that, and he walked away....

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End Flash Back
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That had been the last time Heero had been seen. When Duo actually thought about it, it was his fault. A noise in the hallway brought him out of his memory though. Blinking curiously, he snuck to the door to listen as Quatre and Trowa spoke.

\"There was another murder tonight. They say that it\'s a boy in his late teens wearing spandex.\"

\"That....sounds like....\"

\"It can\'t be. He\'s gone. Why would he be back? Especially to do...well...\"

\"Maybe he really has lost it?\"

\"Maybe....\"

The voices faded as the two walked away. Duo\'s cheeks had become pale. Over the last month, murders had been cropping up left and right. No one knew for sure who the killer was, except that he was as the two boys descibed. A spandex-wearing teen.

For awhile Duo remained leaning against the door. He\'d been tracking the killer\'s progress, and knew where he would hit next. So, putting his work clothes on, Duo snuck out the window, making his way down the street. It was a silent night, despite the tense atmosphere around him.

Rounding a corner, Duo saw what he had hopped. There lay a dead body. But what shocked him was that beside the body stood Heero, drentched in blood. Duo\'s mind blanked, and then panic set in.

\"He---Heero....?\"

The wing pilot looked to his former teammate, calculating him with his gaze. He spoke one sentance.

\"I didn\'t do it.\"

As soon as the words hit Duo\'s ears, he believed the other. Motioning to Heero, he started to walk towards the way he\'d come.

\"C\'mon. We need to get out of here before the cops show up.\"

Heero nodded, and then followed the other boy. It was silent on the walk to the house. Sneaking in through Duo\'s window, Heero\'s stipped his bloody shirt. Duo took it and walked out, calling down the hall.

\"Hey guys! Guess who\'s back!\"

There were noises of things being banged shut and then the three remaining pilots surrounded Heero, guns cocked and point straight at him. Duo paled and stood in front of the boy.

\"What\'re you?! Crazy? This is Heero!\"

Quatre spoke, not lowering his gun.

\"You\'ve heard the reports Duo....Heero\'s a murderer.\"

\"Stand down.\"

Duo looked in disbelife between Quatre, and then Trowa. He then turned to Wufei, a pleading look in his eyes.

\"I\'m sorry, Duo. I have a bad feeling about him.\"

\"No.....\"

Duo shook his head, shoving the other brunette into his room. The three other pilots paniced and went to follow but Duo took out his own gun, aiming it at Quatre. The two other froze.

\"I won\'t let you hurt Heero. He\'s not a murderer...I\'ll show you....\"

With that he slammed the door, locking it. He breathed heavily, looking up at the leader of their group, a sheepish smile on his face.

\"Guess they didn\'t miss you, huh?\"

Duo laughed nervously, even as Heero took a step forward.

\"You really think I\'m innocent?\"

Duo nodded his head, smiling at the other.

\"I have no reason to think you did it.\"

Heero moved closer, and Duo began to step backwards, blushing as the other advanced. Neither spoke a word, as if in a trance. Finally, Duo could move back no further, his back pressed to the door. Heero\'s hand rose to place a finger at the others mouth, parting his lips. In moments, he had his lips pressed to Duo\'s.

The smaller brunette was shocked, but rose his arms to wrap around the elders neck, holding onto him as Heero\'s tongue dominated his mouth.

Somehow, Heero manuvered them to the bed, Duo landing on his back with Heero over him. The two panted from the kiss, Heero\'s hand already moving to rid Duo of his shirt and pants.

Duo far from wanting to stop him, moaned as his skin was exposed. Soon he was revealed in all his splendor for the other male to gaze at. Blushing, Duo pulled the boy into a passionate kiss, only breaking away when Heero pulled back.

\"I\'ve wanted this...for so long...\"

Heero nodded, kissing a trail from the boys lips to his chest.

\"So have I....\"

A shocked gasp escaped his throat as Heero engulphed his length, suckling upon it. His finger went to tangle into the short hair, clinging to it as his back arched. As he was suckled, Heero prepaired him quickly. All too soon for Duo, Heero pulled back.

Heero stood, unzipping his jeans, his cock springing free. He moved over Duo again, raising his legs and positioning himself.

\"I love you, Heero.\"

The stoic boy said nothing as he thrust into the others warm orifice. Duo let out a loud moaning wail, the pain-pleasure of being filled overwhelming his sense\'s. Not even having time to adjust, Heero began pumping in and out of the others body.

Duo rode along with him, panting, crying, moaning and clinging to the other tightly. Heero\'s hand found it\'s way to his arousal, stroking it quickly, and then Duo had to give in, shooting his pleasure onto Heero\'s hand.

Not long after, Heero emptied himself into the other brunette. Pulling out, he collapsed beside the boy. Duo was panting, but speaking at the same time.

\"I...don\'t care....what the....others....say...I\'m go...ing to....prove you....are inn...ocent.\"

Heero nodded, watching the other, waiting for him to fall half asleep. It didn\'t take too long. He fished the knife from his pocket and held it over the others chest. He didn\'t want the boy awake for this. Taking a deep breathe he started to plunge the knife down.

Duo\'s eyes flew open as the knife pierced his skin. Disbeliefe flashed in his eyes as he looked from Heero to the knife. He moaned softly as the knife was pulled out, blood seeping from the wound.

\"...why...?\"

Heero watched as Duo\'s eyes filled with tears, and he felt his hand tremble as he moved to place the knife at the others throat.

\"Because I\'m a murderer.\"

Duo screamed.

++The End++

R&R and again: I\'m sorry><