Frustration (formerly known as untitled) | By : labluekitty Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 424 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The battle was over; Ninmuye
Karakyu and all that other shit. It’s the same thing day in and day out. It’s
gotten to the point where I don’t even want to wake up anymore. There’s only
one thing that keeps me from giving it up and is keeping me from leaving.
Yuy. Yeah, Heero Yuy. Mr.
IceMan, Mr. Perfect fucking soldier.
Bah. That’s melodramatic.
I don’t really mean that, I mean in a small way I do but I would never stop
fighting for my colony and for the sake of eventual peace but there almost wouldn’t
be a reason to do so if Yuy wasn’t going to be there at the end of it. Hell
he’s probably not going to be there at the end anyway given the way he abuses
himself and his love of self-destruction.
It’s extremely hard to be
lusting after a person who doesn’t care about you except for the sake of the
mission.
Did I say lust? Yeah. It’s
lust but it’s something more than that too. It’s in the way that he’s always
in the back of my mind; how I always want to be near him no matter what the
cost. And believe me being next to Yuy is always at a cost. Yuy doesn’t deal
well with distractions of any kind and to him I am a constant one. I’m not even
trying to distract him, I just want him to get up and do something that doesn’t
involve a mission
I know it’s never going
to happen but a person can wish can’t they? Just once I wish that I could talk
to him and not hear omae o kosouro thrown in my face.
I don’t even know why the
hell I’m so attracted to him. At first he was just some guy. A guy trying to
kill some girl that had a big fucking mouth; but still just some guy. Then he
became an object to be eliminated, then a partner in destruction, and then maybe
a friend.
Oi. I can’t understand this.
I shouldn’t feel this way about a boy, never mind a fellow pilot. It’s a sin.
A horrible debasing sin; but I can’t stop it. I’m not even sure if I want to.
What would you do Yuy if
I told you that I wanted you? What would you do if I told you that I wanted
to fuck your brains out? That I wanted to make you smile at me, that I wanted
to wake up curled up next to you, that I wanted to take your sweet cock in my
mouth and swallow you whole?
Gods in my mind eye I can
just see what I would do to you. I can see you, eyes half closed and your chest
rising and falling as your breath comes quicker as I lick around the tip and
the underside of the head. Your hands would reach up to tangle in my hair trying
to grab some semblance of control. You don’t realize that I’ve got the power
here.
Great and mighty Heero Yuy
brought to a quivering mass by me. It’s a thought that goes straight down to
my groin and makes me even harder. Hell, I didn’t think it was possible to get
any harder!
Just chalk up one more sin
on my list for confession. I’ve been beating off daily since meeting him and
one more time isn’t going to make a difference on my road to hell.
It never seems to help no
matter how much I do it. Instead of relieving tension it seems that it just
keeps building up and getting worse.
The only that could possibly
relieve this state is for me to burst into Yuy’s room and throw myself on him.
I’d love to grab that thick hair and force his mouth down on me. He is the perfect
soldier, I bet he would give the perfect blowjob once he got used to it. That
mouth of his looks nice and deep.
I bet you could take me
deep into your throat.
I can almost feel him instead
of my hand. His tongue running up the underside of my cock; licking at the head
then sucking me in totally. I can just picture his saccharine mouth in an O
around me; his eyes closed in concentration.
His hand strays down to
grasp himself and I can feel the tremors through his body into mine as he starts
to tug rapidly. He’s much rougher with himself than I would be with him.
He’s getting more and more
rapid with his jerking and with the strokes of his mouth. I can feel my release
building up in me, uncoiling like a serpent ready to strike.
Grab his head and drive
it down. I need this. Damnit, I need him.
Fuck. It’s over. I’m done
and just left with a mess. No love or devotion, no after screw cuddling, just
a wet sticky mess and a cold bed. No happy ever after either.
If nothing else I’m relaxed
enough to sleep now.
Good night Yuy. Ai shiteriu
you bastard.
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