Sinking
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Dragon Ball Z › Het - Male/Female
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Dragon Ball Z › Het - Male/Female
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,243
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own DragonballZ, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Sinking
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ or The Cruxshadow's song. I just used it for the purpose of my story. And if anyone's interested check out the Cruxshadow's sight...the band is awesome.
www.cruxshadows.com
*= lyrics
Sinking
*Stranger the darkness a hint of perfume
Rising from your lips towards the window
The sunlight is twisting lines in my eyes
Leaving me far too dizzy, to see *
A sound, at my door, jolts me from my restless slumber. That scent, the Onna, she is in my room. Lying there, faking sleep, perhaps she will leave me. Shuffle of feet upon the carpet, a whisper of breath across my back.
"Vegeta..." her voice questions. What does she want? Did she not understand what I told her earlier. "Vegeta, I know your awake." Damn.
Rolling over, I stare at her, sun seeps through the closed shades blinding me. Trying to focus, I ask her, "What do you want, Onna?" Perhaps if she says what she wants she will leave me after.
Tears rim her cerulean eyes, as she quietly shakes. "I...I'm sorry." her voice but a whisper. Does she know what she does to me? What she makes me want to feel? A part of me wants to go to her, like a lover would, and wrap her in my arms and tell her everything will be fine. But, my pride holds me back. Stops me from making a decision I know I would regret later.
"Just get out, I will be leaving shortly." I gruffly tell her. I know she loves me, but what does she expect? I told her who I am, and how I am like. SHE KNEW THIS, and accepted my invitation to bed. So why is it I want to be someone else for her? I was happy, well as happy one as I can be, before. Now, I am looking into the sun, blinded, by beauty and heated rays.
*What am I supposed to do?
When I feel nothing, but I want to?
What am I supposed to say?
No one ever listens, anyway *
A small gasp from her perfect lips, and she asks, " you're really leaving?" I nod back, not able to find the words. The words I want to say, but keep inside. 'Bulma, I want you..I want to feel for you...I want to love you.' But, how am I supposed to tell her these things? I have never lied in my life, and I am finding I want to now so that look on her face goes away. Kami...why is my life so fucked up right now?
A few years ago, I knew who I was and were my place was. So simple, yet now...now I am beyond repair. My heart has found it's way from the cold, and I don't know how to deal. So I am running. A running coward.
This morning made it apparent that I was to leave. The fight, she says I am cold, how and I to argue when she speaks the truth. So now I am colder than ever, I need to be away from her. I need to forget...to be who I was before....
*I want to forgive, and I want to forget
But I can't seem to break out of this, yet
As I'm haunted by heartache and visions of things
That widens, the gulf, between us *
She just doesn't understand, she was brought up in a loving home with people who cared for her. While, I was beaten on a daily basis and taught to be ruthless. What is it that draws us together, what brought us together that night?
She tells me the ship is prepared, I know this is hard for her, and all I do is grunt a reply. Oh father, if you could see your son now. How the mighty have fallen. It was just one night, but the images of you will never leave me, Onna, your my bane for life.
As I board the ship, there's so many things I want to tell you, but nothing comes out. You're crying, a show of weakness on your part, or is it. Because, what those tears do to me makes me softer inside. But, I straighten my shoulders and harden my heart, it will be better this way I promise you.
"Good-bye Vegeta..."your voice cracks out. Big fat tears leave small rivers in their wake, I need to leave now before I regret something.
I want to say good-bye, I want to say a lot of things, but only this comes out, "Your just a pathetic weak human, Onna, what on Earth were you expecting? Me to marry you, making you part of the ruling house of Vegeta?" Your gaze narrows, and I know I've hit the mark. I want you to hate me Bulma, hate so you can forget me. "You're more stupid that I thought. You were just there to service me in my time of rut, honestly Bulma, I don't know what you were thinking with your talk of Love." These were my parting words, as I enter the ship. My own insides churning, I don't want you to hate me, but it's really for the best.
*What am I supposed to do?
When I feel nothing, but I want to?
What am I supposed to say?
No one ever listens, anyway*
The ship rumbles and shakes as I exit the atmosphere, as one small tear runs down my face. Catching the small treasure, I wanting to keep it for eternity. Here lies proof I am alive. I look down at the blue and green outline of Earth, perhaps I will come back one day. Years from now, when all is forgotten, and see if she is well. It is a rather attractive planet, different from the one I came to destroy years ago.
"Good-bye, Bulma.....take care." were my last words to her.
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Okies everyone I now this kinda sucks, but I thought the song so fit Vegeta!!! Review if you like it...I dinna mind flames if you feel the need..LOL.
SeveredWings
www.cruxshadows.com
*= lyrics
Sinking
*Stranger the darkness a hint of perfume
Rising from your lips towards the window
The sunlight is twisting lines in my eyes
Leaving me far too dizzy, to see *
A sound, at my door, jolts me from my restless slumber. That scent, the Onna, she is in my room. Lying there, faking sleep, perhaps she will leave me. Shuffle of feet upon the carpet, a whisper of breath across my back.
"Vegeta..." her voice questions. What does she want? Did she not understand what I told her earlier. "Vegeta, I know your awake." Damn.
Rolling over, I stare at her, sun seeps through the closed shades blinding me. Trying to focus, I ask her, "What do you want, Onna?" Perhaps if she says what she wants she will leave me after.
Tears rim her cerulean eyes, as she quietly shakes. "I...I'm sorry." her voice but a whisper. Does she know what she does to me? What she makes me want to feel? A part of me wants to go to her, like a lover would, and wrap her in my arms and tell her everything will be fine. But, my pride holds me back. Stops me from making a decision I know I would regret later.
"Just get out, I will be leaving shortly." I gruffly tell her. I know she loves me, but what does she expect? I told her who I am, and how I am like. SHE KNEW THIS, and accepted my invitation to bed. So why is it I want to be someone else for her? I was happy, well as happy one as I can be, before. Now, I am looking into the sun, blinded, by beauty and heated rays.
*What am I supposed to do?
When I feel nothing, but I want to?
What am I supposed to say?
No one ever listens, anyway *
A small gasp from her perfect lips, and she asks, " you're really leaving?" I nod back, not able to find the words. The words I want to say, but keep inside. 'Bulma, I want you..I want to feel for you...I want to love you.' But, how am I supposed to tell her these things? I have never lied in my life, and I am finding I want to now so that look on her face goes away. Kami...why is my life so fucked up right now?
A few years ago, I knew who I was and were my place was. So simple, yet now...now I am beyond repair. My heart has found it's way from the cold, and I don't know how to deal. So I am running. A running coward.
This morning made it apparent that I was to leave. The fight, she says I am cold, how and I to argue when she speaks the truth. So now I am colder than ever, I need to be away from her. I need to forget...to be who I was before....
*I want to forgive, and I want to forget
But I can't seem to break out of this, yet
As I'm haunted by heartache and visions of things
That widens, the gulf, between us *
She just doesn't understand, she was brought up in a loving home with people who cared for her. While, I was beaten on a daily basis and taught to be ruthless. What is it that draws us together, what brought us together that night?
She tells me the ship is prepared, I know this is hard for her, and all I do is grunt a reply. Oh father, if you could see your son now. How the mighty have fallen. It was just one night, but the images of you will never leave me, Onna, your my bane for life.
As I board the ship, there's so many things I want to tell you, but nothing comes out. You're crying, a show of weakness on your part, or is it. Because, what those tears do to me makes me softer inside. But, I straighten my shoulders and harden my heart, it will be better this way I promise you.
"Good-bye Vegeta..."your voice cracks out. Big fat tears leave small rivers in their wake, I need to leave now before I regret something.
I want to say good-bye, I want to say a lot of things, but only this comes out, "Your just a pathetic weak human, Onna, what on Earth were you expecting? Me to marry you, making you part of the ruling house of Vegeta?" Your gaze narrows, and I know I've hit the mark. I want you to hate me Bulma, hate so you can forget me. "You're more stupid that I thought. You were just there to service me in my time of rut, honestly Bulma, I don't know what you were thinking with your talk of Love." These were my parting words, as I enter the ship. My own insides churning, I don't want you to hate me, but it's really for the best.
*What am I supposed to do?
When I feel nothing, but I want to?
What am I supposed to say?
No one ever listens, anyway*
The ship rumbles and shakes as I exit the atmosphere, as one small tear runs down my face. Catching the small treasure, I wanting to keep it for eternity. Here lies proof I am alive. I look down at the blue and green outline of Earth, perhaps I will come back one day. Years from now, when all is forgotten, and see if she is well. It is a rather attractive planet, different from the one I came to destroy years ago.
"Good-bye, Bulma.....take care." were my last words to her.
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Okies everyone I now this kinda sucks, but I thought the song so fit Vegeta!!! Review if you like it...I dinna mind flames if you feel the need..LOL.
SeveredWings