Learning

Written for a friend of mine whose idea of a perfect KaRe lemon was pure fluffy, incompetence. I hope she enjoys is. I hope you ALL enjoy it. I went for realism over passion or romance, so I hope that people find a little something to relate to XD


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A soft click disturbed the silence, starting room\'s occupant from his thoughts. Kai\'s ruby eyes darted up from where they had been fixed upon the wall, coming to rest upon the lithe form of his team mate Rei Kon.
Rei smiled softly at the elder, having just emerged from the bathroom. \"Thanks for letting me go first, Kai.\"
Kai shrugged and rose to his feet stretching as he did so. \"It\'s fine.\" He replied.
Rei nodded in return and hobbled further into the room as Kai made his way over towards the open door. He paused as his upper arm brushed against the others and he turned to him, regarding him with mahogany eyes, narrowed in study. \"You sure you\'re all right?\"
Rei nodded and smiled. \"I\'ll be fine. I just need to lie down.\"
Kai\'s eyes flickered in resignation and he leaned in to press a delicate kiss to the cheek that was closest to him. \"All right.\"
With that he stepped away, marching towards the bathroom and Rei moved towards his bed. With one last glance at the struggling teen, Kai closed the door behind him. He stared at the door for a few seconds, debating whether or not to lock it, before deciding against it.
\'It\'s not like Rei will walk in on me.\' He thought to himself with a small, frustrated sigh. Not like he knew exactly what he would do if Rei walked in on him while he was in the shower, but he still held the faint hope that Rei would be extremely bold and do so.
His mind drifted back to the nervousness that practically emanated off the other when Rei did something as simple as give him a kiss on the cheek or take his hand.
Make that very faint hope.
Shoulders sagging, Kai sighed once more and stripped himself of his shirt. Swiping up a washcloth, he wiped away the slight mist that clung to the main mirror and began to wipe away his face paint once his reflection was undistorted. Once satisfied, he threw the cloth back into the sink and set about undoing his belt buckle and zipping down his fly, stepping out of his jeans when they pool around his feet.
Shivering once as the chill air wrapped around his near bare body, Kai quickly moved to the shower and turned it on, testing the heat. Once satisfactory, he pulled off his socks and underwear, throwing them into a disorderly pile and stepped into the warm spray.
He sighed as he set about scrubbing his hair, brushing it out of his eyes as it flattened under the weight of the water. Kai\'s mind, as always, began to drift as he rubbed shampoo into his silvery locks. As usual, his thoughts settled upon the boy in the room next door. He couldn\'t help but sigh heavily as frustration settled upon him.
It was probably really stupid. And it was petty but... but.
This was all so new to him. Just because he liked Rei \'like that\' -a lot- that didn\'t help the fact that he had never had a relationship before. It certainly didn\'t help that Rei hadn\'t either.
The over all result was that neither one really made any kinds of moves. It had taken Kai days and every little piece of courage he could muster to simply kiss Rei. Rei had, to his great satisfaction and relief, responded eagerly and thus they had shared their clumsy, but still breathtaking, mutual first proper kiss.
That had been weeks ago, and they had -of course- kissed a few times since, each one better than the last (though they had suffered a few banged mouths and a couple of bitten tongues) but each time it had been Kai who had to initiate. Rei simply wouldn\'t kiss him. Oh, he gave him plenty of looks that Kai had eventually realised were a request for a kiss, but he had yet to actually lean in, put his lips against Kai\'s and push his tongue into his mouth, and that really frustrated Kai.
He could fully appreciate that Rei was shy, but Kai wasn\'t exactly \'Casanova\' and he felt slightly cheated that he was the one who was expected to initiate things all of the time. Not only did he not exactly have much clue of what he was supposed to be doing, but he was also supposed to be taking control of this situation in which he didn\'t know what to do. Added to that without any form of guidance from Rei, he really had no clue what the other actually wanted. Rei seemed all too happy to kiss, and he didn\'t mind when Kai was \'brave\' enough one time to rub his sides, but he never made any actions or said anything to hint if he wanted something... more.
Kai wanted to. He really wanted to, but with them barely being brave enough to even kiss he sincerely doubted that either would find the kind of courage that would make their beybattle\'s pale in comparison, to do something so bold as to move hands any further south than the waistline.
He sighed, angling his head back until the warm water washed over his face and chest, washing the conditioner from his hair. Reaching out for the shower gel, he busied himself with cleaning the sweat and dirt he had accumulated during training. It didn\'t take long for his mind to begin wandering again. There really was no way he could think of to suggest that he and Rei... progressed. It didn\'t even have to be... that. A quick grope, neck kissing...anything as long as it involved something a little more audacious than kissing. Kai liked kissing Rei, but there was only so much kissing he could take before his mind and body started to nag at him that he wanted more. He just... couldn\'t. He didn\'t know what he was meant to do and he wasn\'t about to make an idiot out of himself by doing it wrong. No matter how many hints he dropped- Hell, even if he took Rei\'s hands and placed them under his shirt himself- Rei certainly wasn\'t going to be taking them any steps further.
\'Maybe I should have accidentally wondered in when he was taking his shower.\' Kai thought fleetingly, before dismissing that thought. Even if he had have thought of that at the time, he probably would have done little more than stare. \'He was standing here not ten minutes ago...\' alas, that led Kai\'s mind down a rather more unhelpful route as it began to flash him images of how he pictured Rei\'s body... water streaming over silken skin... chest muscles flexing and relaxing as he reached up to massage shampoo into his raven-black locks... his eyes fluttering closed and small moans falling from his lips... tendrils of black strands sticking to his skin, curling around that perfect, peachy, pert, bottom... and-
Kai swallowed sharply, bringing his mind back to reality with a jolt, uncomfortably aware of how much hotter the room suddenly seemed. Taking in a shaky breath, he stoically tried to ignore the dull ache that had settled itself between his legs. However seconds later, with a cautious last glance at the unlocked bathroom door, he made his decision and allowed his hand to drop down.
\'At least I\'m not too afraid to make moves on myself.\' He thought with relief as he began to alleviate a tiny portion of his frustration.

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It was twenty or- so minutes later when Kai emerged from the bathroom, fully dressed, and towel drying his hair. Spying the still form lying face down on the bed. At present they were sharing a double bed due to lack of rooms at the hotel, it would be an ideal opportunity to further things, what with them spending hours, lying close to each other- had either one of them the guts to do anything more than share chaste kisses and awkward pats.
Kai bit back a frustrated growl, unwilling to wake his sleeping boyfriend. He moved quietly back into the bathroom and hung the towel up, deeming his hair to be dry enough though it\'s dampness kept it flattened and falling around his face. Taking up a brush, he ran it through his hair, idly wondering at how long it was when it wasn\'t flying out in all directions. He shrugged at that, deciding that he\'d leave the vastly important choice on whether to cut his hair or let it grow longer another day.
Kai crept back into their bedroom, shuffling around quietly and making his way to the door when Rei started to fidget.
\"Kai?\" A soft voice caught his attention, causing Kai to whirl around. Twin saffron coloured gems shined up at him, making Kai melt inside.
He tried to remain mostly impassive though, and instead moved back over towards the bed, sitting down on it next to Rei. Reaching out, he let his hand rest softly upon the others shoulder. \"Hey. I thought you were sleeping.\" He said in a low voice.
Rei shook his head, loose hair sliding across the sheets like silk. \"No. I can\'t get comfortable.\"
Kai\'s expression softened. \"Your back is still hurting you?\" he questioned.
Rei nodded. \"I don\'t know what I did... I must have twisted it funny or something. It just really hurts.\"
Kai removed his hand and shifted off the bed. \"Let me get you some paracetamol. Maybe later you should have a nice soak in the bath.\" He made to move away.
\"No, Kai wait!\" Rei called out softly, struggling to sit up.
Kai was back at his side like a flash. \"Rei! Don\'t try sitting up if it hurts you.\" Rei flopped back onto the bed, and simply watched Kai with big yellow eyes. Kai shifted under the scrutiny. \"What?\" He said finally a little harsher than he had meant to.
Rei looked away, nuzzling his face into the pillows. Kai watched him wishing that Rei would stop being bashful for a moment and just say whatever he wanted to say. Just when he was about to give up and slide off the bed again, Rei spoke up. \"Kai... would you do something for me?\"
Kai\'s heart leapt into his throat. \"Ummm... yes.\" He barely whispered. \"Sure.\" Louder this time. \"Anything.\" Kai fought back a wince at how desperate that sounded.
Rei didn\'t look up and instead mumbled into the pillow: \"Could you... maybe, ahh... rub my back a bit? If you don\'t mind that is.\" He hurriedly added.
Kai stared at him with a blank expression for a moment before shrugging. \"Sure thing.\" He shuffled around until he was sitting besides Rei, trying to think of the best way to approach his task. He could sit next to Rei and rub his back with one hand... but that was a bit awkward, and he could use both hands or put any pressure into his soothing. He shifted again, mind fast trying to find a logical solution. He needed to be behind Rei... but Rei was lying down because he was comfortable like that.
\'Oh God.\' Kai thought as the solution hit him.
He cleared his throat. \"Erm... Rei. I need to sit behind you... on you.\" Kai said with confidence he didn\'t really have. \"You don\'t mind... do you?\"
Rei blinked up at him, turning pretty eyes towards the elder. \"No.\"
Kai shifted around. \"Right.\"
As soon as Rei had returned burying his face into the pillows, Kai took a deep, shaky breath and swallowed once before kneeling next to the other teenager. He paused for a moment, before throwing his knee over Rei\'s back and seating himself. He had, however, misjudged his landing and he ended up sitting on something very soft and very warm.
He felt his cheeks warm up rapidly in response as Rei wiggled beneath him in surprise, cursing himself for miscalculating where he\'d land. Despite the fact that Rei\'s behind was comfy to sit on, Kai shifted until he was sitting at the base of the other boys spine, mostly due to the fact that he was enjoying his former position a little too much.
The irony of the situation was not lost on Kai as he reached out with both hands and gently began to massage Rei\'s shoulders. He\'d spent the last two months in a pit of teenage angst because he wanted to further their relationship, but was too afraid to. And now he had Rei, face buried in the pillows, wiggling around and underneath him for purely innocent reasons.
Kai had to sigh at that.
\"You okay?\" Rei\'s voice drifted up from below him. \"You don\'t have to if you don\'t want to, you know...\"
\"No, no.\" Kai rushed. \"No, it\'s fine. Is this okay?\"
Rei made an \'mmm\' sound of agreement before speaking. \"Yes, it\'s good, but maybe... could you go a little harder... please?\"
Kai had to blush, though he did as he was bid. He was surprised to find that this simple action soothed him too and, strangely, it seemed to him to be the most intimate thing they\'d ever done, yet it was so simple and innocent. Maybe that was the way... maybe simplicity was the answer. Perhaps Kai had been thinking about this all way too much and that was what was holding him back from being more expressive. After all, Kai didn\'t need sex, oh sure, he may have wanted it, but he was strangely surprised to find that simply being this close to Rei was enough for him.
Kai let his mind drift as the warmth of Rei\'s back seeped through his shirt and into his fingertips, lulling him into a comfortable trance. The sensation was rather pleasant, and for a moment, Kai was overtaken with the ridiculous desire to simply... lie on the other and rest his face upon his back.
He suppressed that particular urge, dismissing it as not entirely normal and continued running his hands over cloth, gently kneading tense muscle. He glided his hands lower, working at the others spine, noting faintly that Rei\'s shirt had slipped up, revealing the tiniest sliver of skin. Kai\'s deft fingers paused for a moment, gripping the fabric lightly.
Before he was even aware of it, his hands suddenly felt warmer and he looked down, surprised to find that his hands had slipped under the hem of Rei\'s shirt. Blinking at his wondering hands, Kai paused, suddenly unsure. Rei gave him a small noise of encouragement and wiggled a little, trying to get Kai to continue. Swallowing hard, Kai began to trace his fingers over Rei\'s skin, caressing more than massaging, enjoying the feeling of warm, silken skin beneath his fingertips.
Rei\'s pale skin rose and fell beneath his hands as the younger breathed deeply, in and out, almost flowing beneath soothing digits, smooth and soft and yet firm and supple. He was lulled into a trance once more as he ran his fingers over the elegantly contoured back of the other boy, finding hidden muscle as he did so. He knew Rei was powerful, and if he were built \'normally\' he\'d be stocky. And yet, his body was feline-like, sleek and slight, hiding his real strength. This led to many underestimating the Chinese boy\'s strength, just because he was gentle, calm and a little shy. Yet, Kai knew that he was the strongest person in emotion and in spirit he\'d ever met, and if he wanted to, he could really pack a punch.
A soft moan punctured through his thoughts, and Kai stopped suddenly, freezing in place. Thinking that he\'d imagined it, he continued rubbing at the gently undulating skin, concentrating on Rei and Rei alone.
The next time, he was sure he heard it, a soft, breathy sound falling from Rei\'s partially open lips. Kai shifted, suddenly uncomfortable. He had never heard Rei moan before -imagined it, yes, but never actually heard it- and the sound made him pleasantly tingly. He swallowed sharply, hesitantly continuing his rub when Rei mewed very softly, wiggling slightly underneath him. It was impossible to avoid, and Kai cursed himself as he began to feel vaguely aroused. How could he not have expected this? He was pinning Rei to the bed, and running his hands over his perfect, perfect skin. How could have let himself believe that this could remain an innocent act of intimacy?
He needed to stop. Now.
Retracting his hands, he shuffled around, moving to get off when a soft voice interrupted him.
\"Why are you stopping?\"
Kai paused, looking up to find dazzling yellow eyes staring back at him almost... frightened? Of what? Kai? Did he feel Kai beginning to get aroused? Did he fear what Kai had almost considered doing or... did he possibly fear Kai stopping?
\"Why?\" His voice came as a husky whisper. He cleared his throat. \"Why? Don\'t you want me to... stop?\" Kai asked, trying to sound confident and failing miserably. He knew they both knew they weren\'t on about the back massage any more.
Rei stared back at him, a blush streaking across his nose in a way that Kai usually found sweet, but now found downright desirable.
Rei took a deep breath and closed his eyes. \"No.\"
Kai let out the breath he didn\'t know he had been holding in and settled back on the base of Rei\'s spine. \"You sure?\" The question hovered in the air, leaving the atmosphere thick and tense.
\"Yeah.\" Rei replied softly, still with his eyes closed.
With his hands shaking this time, Kai reached out once more, sliding his hands under the white material of Rei\'s shirt and easing his way back across the silky skin. He worked his hands, rhythmically soothing away the tension that had filled Rei once more. Rei practically melted into his touch, sighing softly and offering no protest when Kai pushed his shirt up to reveal perfect shoulder blades. Kai took a shaky breath, feeling a whole lot warmer than he had before and this time, he acted on impulse, leaning in to place a soft kiss upon the slight dip between them.
Rei moaned softly, encouraging the other youth. Kai, unsure of why he was so driven to hear more noises from Rei, placed another soft kiss upon Rei\'s shoulder blade. A sudden mad urge hit Kai, and before he even had a chance to think about it, his tongue had slipped out from between his lips ghosting across smooth skin. Rei made a small noise in the back of his throat, making Kai feel warmer as he dug blunt nails into the skin of Rei\'s back. His tongue slipped across Rei\'s back again, finding that he rather enjoyed the taste.
He pulled back for a moment, staring in a daze at the figure below him, noting that Rei\'s breathing had gotten much heavier. What was he doing? He wondered. Fifteen minutes ago, he\'d been thinking about how he\'d never get the nerve to make any kinds of moves at Rei, and now he was licking at his skin. Did either of them want that? Why was it so easy to fall into thoughtlessness acting on impulse?
Kai sighed, searching for any resistance in the other. He found none and leaned back in as his previous lust- driven confidence began to drain away, leaving him unsure. He hesitantly kissed Rei\'s back, opening his mouth as he did so, and leaving a hot, open-mouthed kiss upon his skin. His hands fell, sliding around to Rei\'s sides, gently rubbing them, marvelling in the smoothness. Rei arched off the bed in response, encouraging Kai\'s hands to slide further around to run fingertips against his taught abdomen. Rei shivered and Kai paused in his kisses, feeling his throat tighten. Suddenly bashful, he frowned, concentrating all of his energy to slide his trembling hands up, touching over the smooth curve of Rei\'s abs before finding his chest. His tongue flickered out to taste Rei again even as his fingers found small, warm nubs.
Rei\'s reaction was immediate, arching upwards and groaning quietly. Kai closed his eyes, feeling heat burning across his cheeks and the bridge of his nose, as the tension within him grew tighter still.
Unsure, Kai gently smoothed his touch over sensitive skin, drawing soft gasps from the younger. He paused, half in fright when Rei started wriggling around underneath him and he was torn between getting off Rei through worry, or staying seated and enjoying the friction. His decision was made for him when Rei pulled his shirt all the way off, finally settling back down and mumbling for Kai to continue.
Nodding- even though Rei couldn\'t see it- Kai continued to tease his chest, enjoying the quiet noises that fell from Rei\'s lips and the way the other boy arched under him, moving like a small wave. Kai moved his hands back around to Rei\'s back, tentatively adoring the younger boys body. He smoothed his hands down his spine, dropping his hands back to his front to trace light patterns across his flat stomach, circling his navel, before whispering over to the waistline of his black trousers. Shifting downwards, Kai slid lower, nuzzling at the hem of the others clothing and placing a kiss low on his spine. Rei sighed, arching again very slightly. Kai\'s trembling hands moved back up, pushing Rei\'s hips back down and massaging the swell of his hipbones. Kai nipped at the skin under his lips, drawing a delightful moan from the other and before Kai was aware of it, his hands were cupping Rei\'s buttocks.
Kai wasn\'t ashamed to admit that he had a thing for Rei\'s behind, well... he had a thing for Rei in general, but there was something about the Chinese boy\'s bottom that just enchanted him. It was so... shapely. Not fat... there wasn\'t an ounce of fat on it, it was just... pert and wiggled provocatively as he walked. It was just perfect and at that moment it was being caressed by hands that Kai swore had a mind of their own. Despite his nervousness though, Kai still managed to fervently squeeze Rei\'s backside. He marvelled at the feel of it; soft -like the rest of him- and supple, yet still vaguely... pleasingly squishy. Rei made a quiet mew and pushed back into Kai\'s hands and at that moment, Kai realised that Rei was even more perfect than he had ever thought he could be.
Leaning back up, he continued to knead Rei\'s trim, warm behind and he placed a kiss on Rei\'s flushed cheek. \"I love you, you know that right?\" he asked, voice and eyes soft.
Rei cracked open a yellow eye and smiled warmly. \"I know.\" Kai nodded and they stared at each other for a moment. Then Rei flushed a little darker. \"Take them off.\"
Kai swallowed and blushed heavily in response. \"I... you... what?\" He stuttered.
Rei smiled, though Kai could easily see the nervousness behind the gesture. \"Take them off, I-it\'s okay, Kai. I know you want to... I want you to.\"
Kai felt a thrill run through him, delighted with being told what to do and, while still nervous, knowing what Rei wanted made him feel a little surer. Sliding back down the lithe body under him, Kai briefly nuzzled Rei\'s rounded behind before his fingers tightened in black fabric and he began to tug down, dragging Rei\'s underwear with it. However, the trousers resisted when they had slid down a few inches. Rei held his hips up, trying to make it easier and Kai tugged again.
They only budged another couple of inches. Kai frowned, getting as frustrated as a child at Christmas. A teasing amount of skin was on show, sending desire surging through the elder. He growled once and tugged once more. Hard.
Rei yelped out in pain, making Kai drop the clothing he held in surprise. \"Rei? Rei, what\'s the matter!?\" He rushed; worried that he had somehow hurt Rei.
\"M... maybe you should pull them down from the front...\" Rei responded, voice a little hoarse.
Kai\'s frown returned, but he did as he bid, pulling the bothersome clothing from the front. Realisation struck him and he blushed an even darker shade of red, as he understood what exactly Rei\'s trousers had caught on. He was, however, rather awed at himself that he had done... well that to Rei.
Then he winced at what else he\'d done to the younger boy. \"Oh God! Rei! I\'m so sorry! I didn\'t mean to hurt you! It never even occurred to me-\"
Rei chuckled uneasily. \"It\'s okay, Kai. I suppose it\'s not something that\'s really thought of. Just... carry on.\"
That dismissed Kai\'s fears that Rei did not want to continue and he set about removing the two remaining items that was keeping Rei from being nude to the world- more carefully this time. Safely avoiding nearly breaking off a rather... valuable part of Rei the second time around, he slid the material to the younger ones ankles and finally, past his feet and off the bed.
Kai\'s breathing quickened as he observed the long, supple legs twisted deliciously, lean and baby smooth (a rather pleasing Neko-jin trait, Kai figured). His eyes trailed up, lingering on the gentle crease where body and leg joined, before flitting across the delicate crevice that lay between supple cheeks. Rei\'s entire body lay, spread out before him like an offering to the Gods, skin glowing in the light, clean and fresh from his recent shower. Kai\'s heart clenched at the sight. He felt distinctly unworthy as he reached out to run his fingertips lightly along a perfect, creamy thigh. Rei shivered, causing the heat inside of Kai to grow stronger, driving him to lean down and press his lips to it. Rei breathed his name, and Kai felt his stomach tighten in response. His tongue slipped out again, sliding across skin, moving upwards as he did so. Rei filled his mouth and Kai found his taste exotic and addictive.
Pulling away, Kai moved both of his hands up to gently massage Rei\'s bare posterior, testosterone giving him the push he needed to lean down and place a kiss upon one of Rei\'s lovely cheeks. Using his thumbs, he pulled them apart, gathering the courage to look upon Rei as intimately as he could. He wasn\'t sure how he\'d react, or even why he did it, but he wasn\'t quite expecting his mouth to go dry the way it did.
Rei was- to say the very least- uncomfortable at that moment, totally exposed to the boy that he loved, and still with no hint forthcoming that Kai was at all very pleased with what he saw. Overcome with self-doubt, Rei couldn\'t help but squirm, jolting Kai from his stare.
\"Shhhhh.\" Kai soothed, his gentle grip remaining. He shifted his index finger, trailing it along the sensitive cleft. Rei\'s body stiffened underneath him, the smaller boy gasping, clenching his buttocks reflexively. The blood that surged through Kai, fuelled by his wildly beating heart, felt white hot in his veins as his desire for the other grew to almost painful levels. His fingers tightened their grip and he leaned in closer, hot breath falling across sensitive, secret skin, making Rei squeeze his eyes shut and squirm again. Tentatively, Kai allowed his lips to part, tongue sweeping out to shyly caress skin that was his alone.
Rei gasped, before groaning out, writhing and twisting his fists in the bed sheets. Kai blinked, hastily reclaiming his tongue, surprised at himself and what a strong reaction it elicited from his sweet, pliant lover. One time, he had read about this when he had been trying to gather some idea of how to handle things when they did happen. At that time, he had found the idea disgusting, but now... now it wasn\'t unpleasant. Rei tasted... clean, clean and fresh and so very perfectly Rei, and despite still being somewhat shy, Kai\'s tongue flickered out once again, pressing and sliding against sensitive skin. The resulting wail of his name, and the sight of Rei throwing his head back in passion, was too much for the elder as his arousal began to pain him. As much as Kai wanted to continue, knowing how much Rei enjoyed it, it wasn\'t enough for him. He needed more.
He pulled away, feeling guilty as Rei whined in disappointment. Gathering his resolve, he slid himself back up, pressing himself firmly against Rei\'s body.
\"Would... would you turn over for me?\" He whispered shakily into a delicately pointed ear. Rei looked surprised at that, and Kai understood why. There was something natural and almost primeval about pinning Rei, pressing him face down and yet. And yet... \"I want to see you.\"
Rei looked down bashfully, before whispering. \"I- I want to see you too.\"
Kai raised himself up on his hands and knees, as Rei rolled over onto his back, shifting to lie on his side besides him as he settled back down.
He couldn\'t help but smile at the crimson blush that dusted Rei\'s finely crafted cheeks, before his gaze dripped to luscious lips, begging to be kissed. Kai resisted and dropping his gaze, his eyes slid along the sublime curve of Rei\'s neck to his collarbone, to his beautifully toned chest rising and falling with quick, shallow breath. The fingers on Kai\'s right hand twitched at his side, and hesitantly, he reached out, placing his hand upon the soft, warm skin of his boyfriend\'s chest.
Rei lay completely still, watching Kai\'s eyes as the followed the hand that roamed over his chest. He held his breath as the eyes and hand dropped lower to his stomach, shivering at the shy touch, before he blushed bright red as Kai\'s eyes finally moved lower still. Self-consciousness flooded into him at the sight of Kai\'s open stare, Rei\'s hands flew downwards to cover himself, looking away ashamedly when Kai snapped out of his gaze and looked enquiringly at him.
\"Rei, stop it.\" He said softly, as he gripped one of Rei\'s wrists, trying to pull a hand away. \"Rei?\" Rei refused to look at him, feeling even more embarrassed as he felt his last defence broken through. \"Rei look at me.\" Kai tried again. Slowly Rei\'s honey eyes moved back to look upon the elder, finding Kai staring back, red eyes flickered with concern. \"It\'s okay, Rei, I just want to see you.\"
\"But... I... it\'s just that...\" Rei sighed. \"It\'s embarrassing.\" He muttered.
\"Why? Kai asked.
\"Because... well... I\'m... I\'m...\" He squirmed, uncomfortable. \"All turned on and it\'s...\" He trailed off, whispering. \"No one\'s ever seen me like this before and I just don\'t want to be a disappointment.\"
Kai\'s eyes widened. \"Disappointment? Rei,\" His hand moved from Rei\'s abdomen to cup his flushed cheek. \"Do you have any idea how stunning you are right now? I don\'t know what you see because to me,\" he faltered, struggling for words. \"Well... to me you look perfect.\"
Rei\'s eyes widened, surprised at Kai\'s unusually romantic words, before they softened, watering slightly. His lips curved into a joyous smile. \"You\'re perfect to me, Kai.\" Rei whispered.
He received a quick grin, before he reached up, tangling both arms around Kai\'s neck, drawing him in for a kiss.
Kai pulled back slightly with a small smirk. \"You\'re trying to distract me from looking at you, aren\'t you?\"
Rei smiled shyly. \"Is it working?\"
Touching his lips to Rei\'s he smiled fully. \"I think so, yes.\" With that, he pushed his lips against the other pair, tongue delving into hot, known territory when Rei opened his mouth submissively. Their kisses scorched, more fantastic and intense than they had ever been before. Rei groaned into Kai\'s mouth, one of his hands disentangling from Kai\'s neck to slide down his firm back to the base of his t- shirt, flitting across warm skin before gripping the material and tugging at it.
Kai broke away from the kiss, looking surprised at Rei\'s forwardness. He chuckled at the bashful grin Rei shot him and moved himself up a bit removing his shirt. Once the shirt had been thrown to the floor, Kai lay back down beside Rei, pressing himself firmly into Rei\'s side, burning as skin touched skin. Rei reached out, pulling Kai to lye half on his torso and drawing him into a drawn out, passionate kiss. Kai\'s hand came to rest once again on Rei\'s chest, before it slowly stroked downwards, leaving tickling touches upon Rei\'s stomach, lower still...
Rei pulled away from the kiss, gasping as long fingers flitted across the top of his pelvic bone. Kai stared back at him, an earnest look in his eyes.
\"Rei.\" Kai gulped. \"Rei, can I... can I touch you?\"
The younger boys breathing sped up and he felt slightly light-headed. \"Yes.\" He responded breathily.
Kai took a deep breath, shuffling down until he rested his chin upon Rei\'s shoulder. He leaned in closer, pressing a soft kiss to Rei\'s elegant neck. Encouraged by the others soft moan, he reached out, gently running his fingers over Rei\'s swollen arousal.
Rei shuddered, panting as he squirmed at the touch. Steeling himself, Kai began to place open-mouthed kisses upon Rei\'s neck, suckling on the skin as he cupped his hand around Rei\'s member, rubbing it gently. Rei\'s breathing sped up and he arched into the touch while Kai continued marking the skin of his neck. Kai carried on, but after a while, Rei started to make whining noises, writhing around on the bed.
\"Kai,\" He managed to pant out, \"Ahh, please, ah, it\'s starting to hurt, could you- could you... you know...\"
Kai blinked, hastily withdrawing his hand. \"Sorry.\" He muttered, feeling like an idiot. The only experience he had in that area was with himself, but Rei wasn\'t the same as him. What if he didn\'t like the way he did it? \"Erm, Rei?\" He spoke up again. Rei looked at him inquisitively. \"Would you show me? Show me what you like?\"
Rei looked shocked. \"A...what?\"
\"Show me, Rei.\"
\"How do you expect me to do that?\" Rei asked, slightly panicked.
Kai shrugged, blushing. \"Well... touch yourself.\"
\"What?\" Rei looked terrified.
\"It\'s nothing to be embarrassed about, Rei. I\'ve never done this before; you know that so... show me what you like. Please, I just want to make it better for you.\" Kai asked in a soft voice, trying to reassure the younger.
Rei relented and hesitantly reached down. \"A-all right, but you have to do it for me some time.\"
Kai smirked. \"Gladly.\"
Rei glared at him, before sighing and closing his eyes, clasping his fingers around his straining flesh. Hesitantly, he began to caress it, ignoring the intense ruby gaze he knew was upon him. Kai was watching him, impassioned gaze upon the motion of Rei\'s hand as it moved, pausing occasionally to run fingers over sensitive areas. His stare flicked up to Rei\'s face, watching his panting mouth and the pink tongue that slipped out to wet full lips. Kai pressed more firmly into Rei\'s side, breathing heavily himself, unconsciously rubbing into Rei\'s hip as he watched the most erotic sight he had ever dreamed to see. He found himself panting as he watched Rei arch into his own touch, moaning breathlessly.
Patience snapping, Kai reached out and placed his hand over Rei\'s. One golden eye snapped open, locking onto a dark wine coloured gaze. Rei trembled, intertwining their fingers as Kai pressed his lips back to Rei\'s, both pairs of eyes sliding shut. Together they tightened their grip and moved faster, to which Rei responded by groaning throatily. Kai could tell that Rei was close, and he pressed closer, sliding his tongue against Rei\'s more fiercely.
Rei\'s grip on the bare skin of Kai\'s back tightened suddenly and he tore himself from Kai\'s mouth, arching and crying out as he peaked spilling himself onto his and Kai\'s hands and over his stomach. Their joined hands slowed to a stop, Rei sighing and falling boneless back onto the mattress as he was assaulted by waves of pleasure. Kai watched him, stroking Rei\'s thigh as he panted for breath. After a couple of minutes, Rei opened his eyes, staring into fiery ruby ones. He leaned up to place a small kiss on Kai\'s lips, before looking at him expectantly.
\"What?\" Kai asked softly.
\"Kai, don\'t you need to... you know.\" Rei asked.
Kai blushed. \"I\'m fine, Rei.\"
Rei bit his lip for a moment before reaching out with his clean hand and placing it upon Kai\'s bare chest. \"I know you want to, I mean... I can feel it.\" Kai blinked at that. Was Rei really that receptive? Or had Kai\'s face become really expressional without him realising it? \"Kai.\" Rei broke in when he caught Kai\'s blank stare. \"I meant, I can feel... it... pressing into my hip.\"
\"Oh!\" Kai exclaimed, feeling both stupid and uncomfortable.
\"You\'ve got to see me naked, I... I wouldn\'t mind seeing... you.\" Rei replied.
Kai\'s blush darkened. \"Umm, sure, I\'ll just-\" He gasped as hands began tugging on his belt.
Rei gave him a shy grin. \"Sorry, I just wanted to do something.\"
\"Okay, you can undo them then.\" Kai relented, leaning further back with a small smile. Rei smiled back and resumed unbuckling Kai\'s belt, before his fingers moved down to unbutton his jeans and pulling down the zip. Kai shifted around, sliding his lower body clothing off and kicking them off the bed to lie next to his shirt. And then they were both nude.
Kai didn\'t know whether to laugh or hide when Rei\'s gaze immediately dropped below waist. He chose instead to distract and to try and cut the tension that had fell between them. \"Rei, I thought you said it was embarrassing for me to stare at you, but you\'re happy to stare at me?\"
Rei blinked back up at him, yellow eyes wide. He looked away, bashful. \"I\'m sorry, I couldn\'t help... I mean you\'re really...\" Rei smiled at his hopelessness. \"You\'re everything I hoped you\'d be. Your body, it\'s...\"
\"Gorgeous, stunning, sensual?\" Rei\'s eyebrows rose at that, giving Kai a funny luck. He was about to mutter \'narcissist\' when Kai interrupted him. \"Because that\'s what I see when I look at your body.\"
Rei coloured, feeling a silly smile stretch across his face. He glanced down once more. \"Actually, I was also wondering how... how that\'s going to fit.\"
Kai was stunned at Rei\'s words. As far as hints went, that one was a smack in the face. The younger had given him his cue; he wanted the same as Kai. Forcing confidence, Kai gave a half smirk. \"It will fit... if you want it to that is?\" One final hurdle; Kai held is breath.
Rei looked a little lost for a moment, openly debating Kai\'s question, before he sighed, closing his eyes.
Then he nodded.
\"All right.\" Kai shifted until he was leaning on his forearm. \"Okay\" He thought carefully about what he should do next. They had covered foreplay... so next, Rei had to be prepared for Kai\'s entry or else Kai would hurt him. \'Lube, we need lube\' Kai thought, glancing around the room. He cursed, launching himself off the bed and marching into the bathroom.
Rei watched him in surprise. This wasn\'t exactly going as he had seen it in his mind, Kai was meant to passionately take him... not run into the bathroom. He struggled into a sitting position, pulling the bed sheets over himself as he heard clattering coming from the other room. When Kai returned empty-handed and still fully aroused, Rei fixed him with a strange look.
\"We don\'t have any lube.\" Kai answered simply, flopping back down onto the bed.
\"Oh.\" Rei responded. \"Don\'t we?\"
Kai sighed helplessly. \"Well, it\'s not like either of us had this planned, so... I mean, I never thought to buy any.\"
Tugging at the sheets, Rei thought it over. Without lube it would hurt but... but he was ready now. He\'d been ready for weeks! Who knew when either of them would find the nerve to start all of this again? An idea struck him. \"Wait, Kai. Couldn\'t we use what we have?\"
Kai frowned. \"What do you mean?\" Rei gestured to his still sticky right hand. \"Oh!\" Kai exclaimed. \"Oh, I see. Well... I suppose that\'d work.\" He nodded and slid under the covers. Rei tentatively spread his legs, allowing Kai to settle himself on top of him between his thighs. Kai placed one forearm near Rei\'s head, taking his weight as he reached down with his right hand, testing the stickiness on his fingers, before taking his own erection into his hold and collecting a few more drops of seamen. Deeming them ready to continue, Kai leaned in, pressing his lips to Rei\'s as he pressed one of his fingers into him.
Rei winced, gasping and Kai took the opportunity to plunge his tongue back into Rei\'s mouth, coaxing him to relaxing by steadily stroking his tongue. Rei shifted and Kai continued pushing his finger in, slowly setting a slow rhythm of inserting and withdrawing his slick digit. Not that he knew what he was doing, but it seemed like the most natural thing to do. Rei calmed, moving back onto Kai\'s finger every so often. Wanting to hurry it along, Kai pushed another finger in. Rei winced once more, but calmed quicker than before, moaning faintly as Kai stroked him from the inside. He twisted and spread his fingers, trying to ensure that he hurt Rei as little as possible. Then, without intending to, he bumped against something that made Rei simultaneously whimper and bite his tongue.
Kai pulled away from his mouth with a startled \'ouch\', causing Rei\'s eyelids to flicker open and stare up at Kai with huge, horrified eyes. \"Oh God! I\'m so sorry, Kai!\" Rei said breathlessly.
Kai blinked, shifting his tongue around in his mouth to try and dispel the pain. \"Id\'s oday.\" He muttered as Rei began to look fretful.
\"Oh God, I\'m so stupid! I\'m really, really sorry, it\'s just that that thing you did made me feel... I\'m really sorry!\" Rei rambled.
Kai shook his head, swallowing down the slightly coppery taste in his mouth. \"It\'s all right.\" He said again.
Rei opened his mouth to apologise again, but rather than words, a squeak tore free of his throat as Kai pushed another finger in to shut him up. Rei\'s glare was rendered ineffective as he squirmed around trying to get comfortable. Kai smiled and kissed him again- if not a little more carefully- trying to rid him of his discomfort. A while later, when Kai felt that Rei had grown accustomed to the intrusion, he slid his fingers out.
Rei\'s eyes slowly opened, knowingly staring into Kai\'s questioning gaze. Kai shifted, finding it increasingly difficult to ignore how aroused he was. \"Are you sure you want this?\" He asked, sounding both nervous and husky. He held his breath, knowing that if Rei denied him now, some things in their room would get seriously broken.
Rei wrapped his arms securely around his lover\'s neck. \"I\'m sure, Kai. I want it to be you.\"
Kai\'s eyes softened and he pressed a quick kiss to the others lips. Then he shifted, taking a hold of himself as Rei closed his eyes, spreading his legs wider. He paused, shifting around, trying to decide the best angle causing for Rei to impatiently buck up against him. Swearing under his breath, Kai tried moving his forearms under Rei\'s thighs and bent the younger ones legs back. He found that Rei was quite a bit easier to access that way and he settled into position, sending one last glance at Rei before he closed his eyes in concentration.
Rei gulped nervously as he felt Kai bump against his entrance. He gripped the bed sheets as the pressure increased, and for a wild moment, he was sure that Kai wouldn\'t fit. And then the pressure was gone and there was a burning sensation as Kai broke through. Despite his efforts not to, he couldn\'t help but hiss in pain.
Kai immediately paused at the sound, opening his eyes to look down upon his boyfriend. He smiled softly, sympathetic to the rather uncomfortable expression on Rei\'s face. He slowly continued pushing in, clenching his eyes shut and groaning faintly overwhelmed by the intense tightness and heat. When he was fully sheathed, he stopped, breathing deeply with cheeks burning and head swimming.
A faint whimper caught his attention and he snapped his eyes open, only to find that Rei was lying utterly still, eyes and fists clenched shut and stray tears leaking from behind his eyelids.
Kai swallowed, feeling extremely guilty and moved to kiss away the tears. \"I\'m sorry, Rei. I didn\'t want to hurt you.\" He whispered.
Rei took in a deep, shuddering breath. \"N-no, it\'s okay. It was inevitable. Damn it.\" He said between clenched teeth. \"I can\'t believe I cried. My first time... and I cried.\"
Kai couldn\'t help but laugh at Rei\'s annoyed words, nuzzling his smaller lover\'s cheek and hair. \"It\'s fine, baby. You\'re braver then I am.\"
\"Well you\'d better be brave enough one day. I\'m not always going to be the one being taken.\" Rei muttered back.
Kai chuckled. \"We\'ll see.\" He replied, knowing Rei knew he was being insincere, but he didn\'t seem to mind too much. \"You more comfortable yet?\"
\"You want an honest answer?\" Rei mumbled.
\"Yeah, that would help.\" Kai smiled.
\"No. You feel like a jumbo jet, my legs are sticking up in the air, my hair bind is poking into my back and I just cried in front of you.\" Rei complained.
Kai smiled, kissing Rei\'s forehead. \"I don\'t think any less of you for letting a couple of tears out, and just... take the hair bind out.\"
\"But my hair\'s still damp and it\'ll annoy me even more.\" Rei argued back.
\"Rei,\" Kai admonished. \"Take the bind off, you look even more sexy with you hair down.\"
Rei sighed and slowly released the bed sheets, reaching up to fiddle with his hair bind, unclipping it and throwing it off to the side. He ruffled his fingers through his hair, fanning it about like a dark pool before relaxing back onto the bed.
Kai smiled, gently stroking one of Rei\'s thighs. \"You seem more relaxed now.\"
Rei stared at him a moment, considering his words. He shifted around a little, testing the feeling of Kai being inside him. \"I... suppose.\" He said slowly.
Taking a deep breath, Kai looked expectantly at Rei, finding it extremely hard to resist driving himself in and out of the hot, vice-grip around him. \"Do you think it\'s okay for me to move?\"
\"I guess so, just... be gentle?\" Rei asked with a nervous smile, reaching up to wrap his arms around Kai\'s neck.
Kai smiled in response and leaned into kiss Rei gently on the lips. \"I wouldn\'t dream of hurting you, Rei. Not intentionally at least.\" He assured, very slowly drawing his hips back and sliding out until only his tip remained. Rei looked uneasy and squirmed at the vaguely unpleasant sensation, taking in a deep breath to calm himself when his lover began pushing back in. Falling into a slow rhythm, Kai eased himself in and out, feeling slightly more confident when Rei ceased groaning in discomfort.
Then Rei yelped out in pain.
\"What did I do!?\" Kai asked in panic, freezing mid-push. \"What did I do?\"
\"Ouch.\" Rei winced. \"Cramp.\"
\"Cramp?\" Kai panicked. \"Down there?\"
Rei rolled his eyes, wincing again as he did so. \"No, Kai. My leg- my left one. I think it\'s because they\'re not in a very comfortable position.\"
\"Oh!\" Kai said, finally understanding. \"Sorry.\" He muttered, sliding his arms out from beneath Rei\'s legs. Straight away, they flopped back onto the bed, making Kai wince himself.
Rei shot him an apologetic smile. \"Can you just... stay still for a moment?\" He asked, stretching his leg out before bending it again, repeating the gesture a few more of times.
Kai let out a depressed sigh. This was really not how he imagined his first time being. At the rate they were going out, they\'d be lucky to come out of it without any permanent scarring. The motion of Rei wiggling his leg around effectively acted like tiny little thrusts, and Kai found himself tested to his limits of his patience. He was about to snap when Rei\'s legs slid up to wrap securely about his waist, drawing him back in all the way. He gasped and Rei moved a hand to cup his cheek.
\"I\'m okay now.\" He assured. \"So please, carry on? I think I\'m used to it now.\"
Kai swallowed and nodded, starting his slow thrusts once again. Rei settled into it, chancing thrusting back, disrupting the rhythm for a few seconds before he fell into it. His grip around Kai\'s neck tightened and he pulled him down onto his lips, resuming their kiss from earlier and staring dreamy through heavily lidded eyes. Taking that as a cue, Kai tried pushing in a bit faster and harder than before. Rei offered no complaint; rather, he pulled Kai\'s mouth further onto his, kissing him furiously and releasing tiny moans every now and again.
Kai began to shift around every time he shoved in, remembering the response -and the pain on his part- he had received when he had stroked against a certain area when preparing Rei. He angled differently each time until-
Rei moaned loudly into his mouth and Kai hastily withdrew his tongue, finding his lover staring up at him with wide, dazed eyes. Considering that he may have found that place, tried the same angle again, a little harder this time.
\"Ahhhh! Oh my God!\" Rei cried, throwing his head backwards.
Kai couldn\'t help but feel smug, burying his face into Rei\'s neck as he withdrew. \"There?\" He questioned.
Rei panted, dropping his hands to grope blindly at Kai\'s back. \"Yes, there.\" He hissed as Kai pushed back in. \"God! Right... there.\"
Moving with more surety, one of Kai\'s hands moved to caress and tangle in Rei\'s dark, silken locks, rubbing at the base of his neck, as he placed urgent kisses to his neck and throat. His hips moved in a steady rhythm dipping and surging in strong, sure motions as he let go of his worries and just let his body take over. Rei\'s cries, increasing in volume, frequency and desperation rang in his ears as he moved harder and faster into and against the boy he adored.
\"Nnnnnh! Kai, go... faster.\" Rei sobbed, raking blunt fingernails across Kai\'s dampened back. Kai complied, throwing as much power into his motions as possible, pushing Rei closer to his limit as the younger one curved his body into his, arching like a true cat. He shouted something to the ceiling in Chinese, delirious ecstasy dripping from his honey like voice. Kai felt the world fall away around him, head swimming as mindless heat and pleasure assaulted him, making his body tremble. Passion hung heavy in the air like electricity, setting nerves alight.
Agonisingly close, Rei pulled a hand away from where it was wrapped around his team captain, dropping down to his lap and taking his throbbing erection in his hand, trying to soothe it with swift jerks.
Kai grunted, reaching down and pulling Rei\'s hand away as he balanced on his other arm. \"Let me do... it.\" He panted out, continuing Rei\'s previous actions. Rei moaned deep in his throat, returning his hands to wrap about Kai\'s neck, and pulling the elder boy into an intense, desperate kiss.
The pace could not be held up for much longer, and only a few minutes later, something within Rei snapped. With a final arch and a tightening of his legs around Kai\'s waist, Rei drew him in deeper than ever before, stiffening completely underneath him. Throwing back his head with a final soft cry, Rei came, spilling himself over Kai\'s hand and stomach. Once the tension had rushed from him, and he had fallen back onto the bed exhausted and exulting in the pleasant aftershocks, he watched Kai with heavy lidded eyes. The way his usually expressionless face was contorted in desperate ecstasy was enthralling to Rei\'s eyes. It was exhilarating too, to think that it was he who was the reason Kai looked as utterly stunning as he did right then. He held his breath when, but a few thrusts after he himself had peaked, Kai\'s eyes fluttered in bliss and a deep groan tore free of his throat as he climaxed, grinding slowly to a shuddering halt.
For a moment, he simply held himself up, shaking violently, before he was physically and emotionally overwhelmed and he toppled forwards.
\"Ouch!\" Rei muttered as Kai\'s elbow jabbed him in the rib. \'Who knew sex led to so much bruising?\' Rei thought to himself, wincing as Kai shifted around on him, trying to get comfortable. When he finally settled, Rei unclasped his legs from around the elder\'s waist and let them flop comfortably against the mattress.
And then they simply laid there, panting and shivering in the aftermath of their shared experience. Eventually, Rei\'s breathing settled and he began to doze. Despite the fact that Kai was heavy, Rei found his weight strangely comforting and he felt more loved and protected then he ever had done in his life. He couldn\'t help but sigh in contentment, running his fingers over Kai\'s back in soothing touches.
Kai yawned and shook himself from his nap, blinking up at Rei with gentle, garnet eyes. \"Do you want me to get off?\" He asked softly.
Rei shrugged. \"I don\'t mind, Kai. If you want to, then that\'s fine.\"
Groaning, Kai buried his nose in Rei\'s neck. \"I don\'t want to, but if I don\'t, I\'m never going to find the will to.\"
Rei let out a brief chuckle, but it quickly changed to a hiss of pain as Kai rolled to his side, yanking himself out as he did so.
\"Ouch.\" They both muttered simultaneously.
And then Kai laughed, a short, embarrassed sound. \"This really hasn\'t gone as I planned it to.\"
Rei smiled, shifting onto his side to face his new lover. \"Me neither.\"
\"Heh, I pictured... candles, music, moonlight... lube that somehow magically eradicated pain and... well to say the least, a bit less injury.\" Kai continued.
They fell into silence, content to simply stare at each other. Rei broke it by closing his eyes and sighing, before shuffling until he was pressed up against Kai, snuggling into him. Kai smiled and closed his arms around him, holding him close as Rei rested his face against his throat, slipping the arm he wasn\'t lying on under Kai\'s arm and around to his back, returning the hug. Still smiling, Kai pressed a kiss to the top of a raven covered head.
\'He\'s mine.\' Both thought at that moment, exulting in the amazing feelings that realization evoked. And if it were possible, they fell in love with each other that little bit more.
\"It was a little disastrous in places wasn\'t it?\" Rei chuckled.
Kai smirked. \"A little.\"
Pulling back, Rei looked up at him beaming.\" And you know, I wouldn\'t change a thing.\"
Kai was surprised at that, and he went to ask why, when he stopped to think on Rei\'s words. No, their first time had by no means been sophisticated, or particularly romantic. Being utterly inexperienced, both of them had not done everything right, but when Kai thought on it- really thought on it, the fact that their first time had been imperfect and honest, made it perfect.
He smiled then, a dazzling smile that made Rei\'s heart skip a beat. \"Me neither.\"
Rei looked up at him adoringly before he buried himself back into Kai\'s chest. Another sudden thought occurred to him. \"Next time, we use lube, because- if you\'ll pardon me being crude- you shoving yourself into me really hurts when all I have to dull the pain is my own... stuff.\" Rei coloured at that.
\"Stuff?\" Kai parroted with a look of amusement, before he paused, eyebrows suddenly rising. \"Wait... next time?\" He questioned.
\"Well... yeah. Unless you don\'t want to?\" Rei asked, all ready knowing the answer.
\"No! I mean, yes, yes I want to.\" Kai rushed out. \"I\'d love to.\"
\"Well, the more we practice, the better it\'ll get, right?\"
Kai\'s eyes widened considerably. \"Christ, if it gets any better than it all ready is, I\'ll die.\"
Rei laughed in response and they settled back into an easy silence, both drifting off as exhaustion caught up with them. Kai was completely relaxed and about to fall into the realms of sleep when he suddenly jolted awake as a sudden -rather belated- thought struck him. \"Rei! How\'s your back?\"
\"Hmmmm? My back?\" Rei yawned, staring up at him with bleary eyes.
\"Yeah, you were really suffering from back pains. I doubt that all the rolling around and the... bouncing we did,\" Kai blushed at that, \"helped it very much.\"
\"Oh.\" Rei yawned again. \"I never had any back pain.\"
Kai nodded, paused and inhaled sharply. \"What do you mean you never had any back pain?\" Kai almost shouted.
Rei smirked sleepily. \"Yuriy said that if I got you to give me a back massage, you\'d jump me.\"
Kai looked shocked at that. \"I... you... I...\" He shook his head, incredulous. \"What have I told you about listening to Yuriy? And I\'m hurt that you felt the need to lie to me and make me worry about you.\"
Rei let out a breathy laugh and snuggled closer. \"It worked though, didn\'t it?\"
Kai had nothing to say to that, and he flailed for an answer, before he finally gave in, a slow smile spreading across his face. \"Rei... I fucking love you.\"
\"I know, I love you too.\" Rei smiled, drifting off to sleep finally.
Kai\'s smile didn\'t fade as held onto his sleeping love, and as sleep caught up with him. He closed his eyes and settled down, and, without a worry in the world he finally dropped off with a final thought.
\'And I wouldn\'t change a thing.\'

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And that\'s all she wrote. I had Kai say \"Christ\" as I thought I should stick to the Orthodox side of his heritage.

KaRe rules, and since one person (I won\'t name her because I don\'t want to embarrass her XD) is such an amazing fan to me, and likes me stuff, I offer:

www.fanfiction.net/~shinrigel

Not quite as... racy, but I have a few on there XD

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