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Because of You	By : xreverie Category: Gundam Wing/AC > Het - Male/Female > Heero/Relena Views: 1938 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Title: Because of You

Rating: NC-17 - R

WARNING(s) : M/F, sexual encounters/hentai, vulgarity, angst.

Synopsis: A few years after Endless Waltz, Relena Peacecraft has grown up, and has finally given up on her foolish dreams with the young Gundam pilot, the cold, seemingly unfeeling Heero Yuy.

But events start to unwind and perhaps the cold, seemingly unfeeling Heero, isn’t quite unfeeling as we perceived himself to be.

Disclaimer: I don't own these two characters, and if I did I would make Relena a much cooler character.

A/N: Relena is extremely OOC, I didn't like how she was in the anime, so how about I write a fic that I actually LIKE her in?

I usually do yaoi fics, so this would be my first fic with a male and a female engaging in taboo acts.

One Shot.

Third person POV, mostly Relena's.

Because of You:

By: Joan Reverie

Relena Dor---Peacecraft, or should I say: Queen Relena; Ruler of the Sanct Kingdom, stood very still in her office. It's been five whole years since the conclusion of the Endless Waltz.

Since she has known the whereabouts of Heero Yuy; the man who had tried to kill her, then protect her, and eventually the one who stole her precious heart.

On the same day for five years she had stood at this very spot in front of the window, her blue eyes staring off towards the ocean... Watching for falling stars, secretly fantasizing that maybe one of them would be him.

Today was the day, marking the fifth year since she had first laid eyes on the fierce cobalt-eyed brunette.

Relena stood with her white gloved hands clasped behind her back, her hips curving femininely to one side, her long, blonde hair bound by a dark blue ribbon behind her neck.

Her womanly face was lit with a pink-orange hue as the sun hit the horizon, signifying the end of her memories.

She only really remembered him on this day: this specific and confusing day.

She was such a stupid, naive girl, who knew nothing of war, or of peace.

Just an innocent walking home from school, after all, back then she was just an ambassador's daughter. Relena only knew that peace was something her father... Step father wanted to achieve desperately.

She had found her Thief of the Heart face down in the sand, wearing a helmet to obscur his appearance.

But if she recalled correctly, she took off that helmet of his---

And the blonde realized just how young they were.

All her memories of the Gundams fighting, people dying, not to mention Heero’s disappearance; she felt the familiar tight sensation in her chest at the mere thought of the Gundam pilot, but she kept up her cool exterior.

She was not that stupid girl anymore, she was not going to run after him like a sick puppy.

A woman had her pride after all.

Relena made attempts to forget about him, throwing herself into a whirlwind of work, engaging herself in communities, traveling to and from the Colonies and Earth.

Except for today, she doesn't do anything for today.

Just standing at the window, refusing to eat or drink, just staring off until the sun goes down.

Dark lashes closed over her pained blue gaze, as she turned away from the window, blonde strands glittering in the at the remaining golden rays of the retreating sun.

Tonight... I forget about Heero Yuy.

Bowing her head in a silent goodbye, she returns to her desk feeling her white leggings move with her slender legs.

Reaching behind her, she tugged at the confining blue ribbon, freeing her blonde locks to cascade down her back like liquid gold.

Relena’s body paused at the sound of a cocking gun, though she did not bother looking at her assailant.

"Are you sure you want to do that?" Relena inquired calmly, her voice soft, but laced with confidence.

"I said I would kill you... I never let a mission go unfinished."

Her heart stopped; it must have stopped, for her breathing ceased altogether.

Relena snapped her head up quickly, looking at the direction of that voice, her eyes wide; wild with shock, “No, it can’t be.” she thought in despair.

"H-Heero..." Her voice wavered slightly before she cleared her throat rising slowly from her desk, her hands clenched into a tight fist on the surface of her mahogany desk.

Her breathing seemed labored, almost shaky, if it were even possible, her hands seemed to clench even tighter, “Who the hell do you think you are?” her voice was low, smooth; deathly calm.

The brunette was taken aback by the coldness of her tone as the soft spoken words reached his well honed hearing.

He was not expecting the threat he heard in the woman’s voice.

She sounded violent, restrained, but violent.

She's changed. Heero thought still holding her at gunpoint, "I'm not to repeat myself, Miss Peacecraft."

"You said you weren't to kill anymore." Relena reminded thoughtfully, as she studied him.

He looked older, his voice was a pitch deeper, he was taller, but his eyes… Oh those eyes still looked haunted.

Relena recalled a time when she wanted to erase the pain from those azure eyes of his.

It appeared that Heero was observing her as well; she looked wiser; more fit to wear the Peacecraft crown.

The ex Wing Pilot could honestly say that he was impressed.

He didn’t believe that she was still the naïve, stupid girl she was those five years ago.

But alas, he had a job to do, his trigger finger twitched, "I remember…" He answered.

“After all these years, Heero…” Relena breathed, “Why decide to kill me now?”

The oddest thing occured, Heero got angrier.

"I’ve tried to live a life anew, without the killings, without my memories.”

His voice deepened to a growl, “But you, you haunt me: my dreams, my thoughts. Then I remember the war of the Colonies, the war on Earth; all the deaths I’ve caused, all the years I’ve lost, because of the fighting.”

Heero’s composure snapped, “You are a constant reminder of my past. Because of you, I can’t forget. Because of you, I cannot sleep, for I fear the dreams of you will drive me mad…” His deep cobalt eyes bore into her crystal orbs, “Because of you, Relena Dorlain Peacecraft, I cannot live."

Relena blinked in surprise, "Because of me?"

Because of me, he cannot live...? she repeated in her mind, the sentence resounding hollowly within the depths of her thoughts.

"Then be done with it."

It was Heero's turn to be surprised.

"Relena..." his eyes softened slightly before narrowing, keeping a firm grip on his gun.

"You aren’t going to try to call for your guards, Miss Peacecraft?" His low baritone voice asked sincerely.

Relena held her ground, "They are no concern of yours Mr. Yuy,” she said his name in kind before she shook her head, “Shut up and do what you came her to do and do be quick about it, I'm not in the mood.”

"You know you're going to die..." Heero asked, his expression twisting in confusion; he wasn't prepared for this Relena, perhaps the idiotic girl she was in the past, but not in her present state.

"You've already killed me, at this rate there is no more damage you can do to me."

The words heightened his confusion, "What?"

"Just shoot me, Heero Yuy."

Why did he have to come back, why couldn't he just... Leave me to my memories. Relena thought morbidly, today of all days...

Heero hesitated, she wanted to die, he would be the one to ease her pain as well as his.

He has the chance to end his fitful dreams of her, to end this unfamiliar sense of longing.

"Good bye, Relena."

As soon as the words left his lips, Relena closed her eyes, her arms hanging motionless at her sides.

She was ready to feel the oblivion of eternal sleep.

Minutes seemed to pass in silence.

Heero was struggling, why couldn't he do it!? THIS was the reason why he came back! To kill her! HER, the cause of all his misery!

But... He just couldn't, Heero lowered his arm, bowing his head in defeat, "Shit... I can't."

Relena's eyes snapped open, the unshed tears visible.

"God fucking damn it, Heero!" she gritted through clenched teeth, stomping to him, pushing the barrel to her temple hard enough to leave a mark, "DO IT!"

"Relena... I." Heero managed to say, unable to take his eyes off the mark his gun made on her creamy flesh, this was a Relena he had never knew.

He wasn't sure how to handle her.

The mark on her skin bothered him somehow.

"FIVE years, Heero! Five years, I have tried to forget about you, forget about my feelings, forget that you weren't ever coming back." Hot tears trailed down her cheeks, her eyes narrowing in confined anger, "And when I finally decide to say goodbye to it all, you come here and... You---"

She broke down, falling to her knees, her face in her hands, "come back here... and all I feel is happiness."

She was disgusted with herself.

The ex Wing Zero pilot stood shocked, "I..." He kneeled in front of her, his gun tossed far from him, "What is this feeling?"

He didn't understand, he never understood this feeling, the feeling of being whole.

He felt whole when he was with her.

He felt the need to protect her, shield her from the sadness.

But as irony has it, he was the one who caused her the ultimate sorrow.

Now he did not think, he did not analyze, he only felt.

Heero lifted her face from her hands, and drew her to him, "I'm sorry."

Relena lifted her head from the embrace, "Heero? I don--"

"Shh…" Heero placed a calloused finger over Relena's cherry red lips, "I don't know how to describe feelings... I just-- I feel that I just need to do this.."

The last part of his sentence had died into a harsh whisper as he slowly bent his head down, his lips taking hers.

A small gasp resounded from Relena's mouth, the sound lost inside the caverns of Heero's mouth.

Taking the initiative, he slanted his mouth over hers, tongue pushing passed her parted lips, swallowing her groan as he felt her body arch into him.

Her first kiss huh? Heero thought to himself, strangely pleased to be the one to take it from her.

What other firsts can I steal?

With a low carnal growl, the brunette pulled her toward him pushing her breasts onto his hard chest, his muscular arms wrapping around her intimately, her softness rubbing against his hardness.

Heero wanted her?! This was amazing; Relena didn't know what to do.

Her mind was reeling with the shock of it all:

Of him being in front of her.

Of her pushed up against him.

Of him kissing her with so much... heat.

She felt a trail of fire shoot down to her core, and she whimpered.

What... What is this?

She had never felt something so raw, so sensual. It was then she realized that... She never allowed herself to.

It was shocking that she had flew by the years, unexperienced, untouched by passion... By any man.

Relena turned her face away, still caught in his steely embrace. She felt like her face was on fire.

"H-Heero, I---" she paused hating the tremble in her voice.

He cupped a callused hand to her cheek, turning her back to his gaze, "I know..."

And she forgot her trail of thought.

She forgot how he could do that with just one look.

NO! She had to have to wits about her, she tried again to explain, "No... Heero, I'm not.." she swallowed, "I'm not very experienced in this sort of endeavor."

She watched in dismay as a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.

She groaned inwardly, how the hell did she forget what that "half-smile" of his did to her.

She felt like she was melting.

But at the same time she wanted to punch him for reveling in her ineptness in the passion department, but wanted to kiss him again.

Relena sighed, sometimes she hated being a woman.

Too damned confusing. She wasn't sure her heart could take any more of this torment... this wonderful, pleasuring torment.

"Good."

That made her pause.

Good? What was---

All thoughts were turned to mush when his mouth tenderly assaulted hers once again. His tongue swept back into her mouth, tasting, pushing, memorizing. All she could do was grip his shoulders and hold on lest she was swept away.

Her mind was reeling as Heero trailed his lips down her jaw to scrape his teeth on the tender flesh on her nape, her skin erupting immediately in gooseflesh, nipples hardening under her clothes.

She really was a virgin.

Heero found that fact thoroughly satisfying.

Her reactions satisfied him more, her body was so honest.

Feeling her tremble slightly gave him more confidence in his actions. Although her attire was giving him room for pause.

Most of that delectable neck of hers was covered with a rather elaborate cravat, as was appropriate for her position, but not for this moment.

With swift, deft movements, that garment was removed, revealing more creamy skin to make his mouth water. He buried his face into the crook of her exposed neck, pushing the military inspired over coat down her delicate shoulders.

Soon enough, her scent surrounded him, overriding his senses.

He couldn't get enough of it.

At the moment, he didn't question why he had these strange impluses. He didn't want to think right now.

Hell, he didn't want her to think either.

He was undressing her!

Relena felt so pitiful, not knowing what to do.

"Oh hell... I knew I should have had an affair.." she moaned in dismay as Heero nipped gently at her now exposed collar bone.

"Ow!" she gasped as he suddenly bit her, she looked down at him with a shocked expression, "Why did you---"

"Hell no." he growled, "It's better that you didn't have one." he didn't wait for her to reply as he gently licked at the abused flesh, soothingly.

Now what did he mean by that.

He didn't like the thought of any man touching her like he was now.

He didn't know why, he didn't question it, he didn't like it and that was that.

"Woman, you have way too many layers of clothes... It's probably just as well that you didn't have any lovers," at her stillness he chuckled, "They would have lost patience."

At her gasp of outrage, he drew a now exposed, hardened peak into his mouth, his tongue flicking, lips kissing.

Relena clutched his head to her chest, her fingers combing through his dark hair as she arched, bringing her chest closer.

Goodness, she wasn't expecting such pleasure. These sounds were creeping from her throat, sounds that were almost unrecognizable if she weren't the one who was making them.

They sounded so.. Feminine. Why if she didn't know any better, she would say that she was enjoying herself.

Heero knew that she was indeed enjoying herself.

Hearing her breathy moans had turned him on so much, that his erection was almost painful. He felt like he couldn't take her clothes off fast enough.

He had to have her.

He didn't know why.

But he had to.

Once her gloves her slipped off her hands she immediately slid them underneath Heero's loose fitting shirt. Once she touched bare skin, she heard an sharp intake of breath.

He was so... Hard.

But smooth. She ran her naked hands over his abdomen, secretly loving the play of muscles over his stomach and the feel of his chest.

His body felt.... Powerful.

Seductive.

She licked her lips subconsciously and his eyes followed the small movement hungrily.

He pulled the shirt over his head and she found herself drinking in the body hidden underneath.

Gracious was he magnificent.

She was correct that his body was indeed powerful... and rather seductive.

Then she found herself flat on her back. She could feel the carpet... Wait, the carpet?

She looked down on herself.

Good God, she was naked, and he was on the verge of stripping her of the last article of clothing protecting her virginity. With desperate hands, she clutched at her underwear, tugging it upward.

"Oh! Wait... Heero, I---" she stopped in mid-excuse, silenced by the look in his eyes.

"Shh..." he cooed, unhanding her panties as he slid on top of her.

Naked chest to naked chest.

The sensation was astounding.

Electrifying.

"I'm scared." she said in a small voice.

"I know..." she heard him whisper hotly against her hear, causing her to shiver, nipples tightening.

"You like that?" she heard him ask, but obviously he didn't expect her to answer, because a second after, he was tracing the shell of her ear with his tongue.

Relena found herself squirming underneath him, not sure if she was trying to squirm away or against him.

His hands... His hands were moving.

Over her hips, squeezing her thighs, tracing intricate designs on her skin.

Then he touched her there.

At her center.

Right at that heat of her.

She bucked her hips, startled, but he was whispering things... Naughty things into her ear that she was losing herself, she was too busy blushing to bother with anything else.

Heero felt her nervousness, but he sensed her desire as well.

So when his fingers brushed passed the barrier that was her underwear, to gently sink one digit into her heat, he was not disappointed to find her core, slick with desire.

He heard her moan softly, her little body trembling beneath him. It was almost too tempting to just free himself and bury his shaft into her moist heat.

But no.

It was her first time, and he was determined to make it good for her.

He didn't know why.

But he was going to.

He slowly slid his finger in and out of her, his mouth occupied with her breasts, trying to distract her while he slid another finger, gently stretching, preparing.

He was trying to drive her insane.

His hand was moving with such patience, gently stroking the fire that was now blazing inside her.

He felt so good, and she felt so wet and frustrated because she didn't know how to make him proceed.

"P-please..." she moaned, using her hands to pull him away from her tender chest, "Heero... I---" she moaned again as his fingers sank deeper into her, twisting until he brushed up against something and she screamed, arching, "Oh God!"

She felt him grin against her skin as he trailed butterfly kisses against her stomach, going south. She paused, her eyes following him. His eyes, never leaving hers.

She watched in a daze as he pulled her panties down her hips, over her thighs, but made no move to stop him.

"Just let me love you, Relena..." he said, his voice dropping an octave in his desired state.

She didn't quite know what he meant until he bent his head over her mound and she felt his tongue taste her.

That was quite unexpected.

She tasted like honey.

Heero watched her blue eyes glaze over in passion as he continued to pleasure her with his mouth, and his insistent fingers.

She was tight, her inner walls squeezing all around his digits.

She was wet, her nectar rolling down his chin as he tasted her again and again.

Her moans were more breathy now, her chest heaving, her thighs parting.

"Yes... Open for me." he muttered against her, sending delicious vibrations coursing through her and she could do nothing else but comply.

Who would have thought that he would have the Queen of the Sanct Kingdom, on her back, writhing with passion, her legs wide open for him?

Seeing her like that...

It was the most erotic thing.

He couldn't stand it, his gaze burning into hers, his lips closed over her hidden jewel beneath her silky folds and suckled gently, running his tongue over the hardened nub over and over again, while twisting his questing fingers inside her in a gentle rhythm.

She was going to come soon.

He felt her walls tighten, and he watched in awe the most beautiful woman come undone.

Heero withdrew his hand from her, reveling in the moisture that covered them, then he slowly drew his fingers into his mouth.

... Just like honey.

She lay panting, her body spent. She thought her heart was about to beat out of her chest, it was beating so hard.

Is that what a true orgasm felt like?

She's touched herself before, but never.. She never imagined it could be like this..

Relena finally opened her eyes to find Heero, leaning over her, as naked as he could be.

He had always had a wonderful body.

But that was when they were practically still children.

What hovered over her... Was the body of a man.

Without thinking, she reached over to clasp it in her hand.

Heero stiffened, looking at her face, searching.

She was rather curious, so she sat up slowly and Heero backed away slightly to accommodate, so now they kneeled in front of each other, her hand stroking his most intimate part.

"It is my turn to love you..." she found herself whispering. Before Heero could stop her, she had already drew him into her sweet mouth.

He was about to come just by the mere sight of her blonde head between his legs, gently bobbing up and down as she tasted him.

"Relena..." he groaned, his arms locked tightly at his side, trying to refrain from burying his hands into those silky locks.

She was inexperienced when it came to making love with her mouth, but it was the thought of her wanting to give him such pleasure was his undoing.

Heero pulled her away from his aching member, only to have her open her mouth to argue, but he quickly silenced any further protests with his mouth slanting over hers.

He kissed her so throughly that she wasn't even aware of him lifting her up onto his thighs until she felt him at her entrance.

He was breathing hard, his cheeks her flushed, and his mouth was tight with restraint.

He doesn't want to hurt me...

Relena smiled warmly, her heart bursting with emotion for this man. She slid her arms around his neck, her forehead touching his.

"I'm ready Heero..." she whispered shyly as she slowly made her decent down his length.

Goodness he was so hard.

He felt like he was in heaven. She was softer than he imagined... and hotter.

Yes, she was indeed ready for him... At least he thought so until he felt the barrier that held her virginity.

He was about to tell her to wait, but she suddenly bore down her entire weight to take him in to the hilt.

Heero felt her body stiffen in pain, followed with a small whimper as she buried her face into the nape of his neck to keep from crying out.

Tears pricked her eyes as the throbbing resonated between her thighs.

"I knew it... I'm not made for these sort of things." she hiccuped against his throat.

She heard his "shh" her again. She wanted to pout. She did not want to be shushed like a disobeident child.

Then she felt him rubbing her back soothingly. Stroking her shoulders, kissing the side of her neck.

It was a while until the throbbing dimmed, desire pushing passed the pain.

Then she started to move.

Heero wanted to give her body time to get used to his invasion. But it seemed like Relena thought otherwise.

Her hips rose and fell over him making him lose his concentration. He was studying her expressions, trying to see if there were any trace of pain, but only saw curiosity.

Placing his hands on her hips, he began rocking against her, letting her set the pace, meeting her halfway in strokes.

She was moaning again, her hips moving on their own accord, swiveling and grinding against him in the most delicious way.

"Mmnh, Heero." she groaned, thrusting her hips forward, "M-more... Please, I need--"

Then she was flat on her back again, with Heero angling his hips and thrusting into her, his eyes closed in rapture.

She felt so good, so soft, so moist.

Mine.

He found himself chanting in his head in time with his trust.

"Yours?" he heard her whisper in question.

He didn't realize that he had said it out loud.

But he couldn't deny it anymore.

"Yes, you're mine." he opened his eyes to look at her, his expression serious, his eyes like blue fire in his passion.

"Mine." he sank deep into her, making her gasp.

"Your body." thrust.

"Your mind." thrust.

"Your heart." thrust.

His movements at this point were uncontrolled now, thrusting wildly into her, the sound of their bodies coming together roared in his ears.

"You're mine and I will have you." he growled, kissing her roughly.

But Relena didn't seem to mind since she responded just as fiercely, her hips rocking upwards to meet with every hard thrust.

"Yes... yes!" She moaned over and over again, as she pulled away to look at his face, "Yours... all yours."

Her breathing was getting shallow, a familiar warmth gathered low in her belly, and this time she wasn't so afraid of it.

"Heero!" she moaned, her body frantic now, "I'm--- I'm so close! I need--" her words were jumbled, she couldn't speak well enough, but her expression implored the brunette of her need.

She tightened around him, squeezing. "Oh God..." he groaned her name as he arched into her, spilling himself inside.

He had never came so hard in his life. That's what he thought as he collapsed on top of her softness, his breathing labored.

They lay that way for a long while. Their limbs tangled, their breaths mingling, their eyes locked.

Him still inside her.

"I love you..." he leaned forward to rest his forehead against hers, realizing why he was so obsessed, "I feel like such a fool--"

She put her fingers gently on his lips to quiet him, "No... " cupping his face in her hands she felt the tears form as her vision blurred, "Oh, I have loved you for a long time Heero Yuy."

He closed his eyes and turned his face into her palm, "I believe I've always loved you, Relena.."

"Don't leave me again.."

He thought about that for a moment.... "I don't think I can."

And he was awarded a smile that broke through his darkness and he felt his heart become whole.

END.

A/N: WOOOT! Finished finally!

I didn't think that I would spend to much time on their love scene, but I did! LOL

R&R if you please.

I'm rather proud of my first MxF pairing, even though it took me forever to complete :)

Yours,

Joan
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