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With Open Eyes...

The war had begun beautifully. Fuhrer Hitler was a god, and Maes Hughes knew that he should follow a man just like him. Maes, now a high ranking S.S. officer, never questioned his orders. Not when it meant herding up a group of people, or when he had to condemn his beloved Gracia because she was a Jew. A Jew... Just the thought that he was courting such a person that Fuhrer Hitler said was the cause of Germany’s problems left a bitter taste in his mouth. He had followed orders then, forcing her to go with the rest of the Jews in the neighborhood. He had followed orders then, and all was good. Well, all was good until he had met a Jew named Roy Mustang. The name didn’t sound Jewish; probably changed to try and save himself, but that had not helped him.

Maes had met Roy on the train to the camp, the man staring at him with dark sapphire eyes through a mat of jet black hair. The man was no older than he was, probably only a year or two younger. But the way the man had looked at him with complete and utter hate, it made Maes’ blood boil with arousal. He had never seen such hatred; Maes knew he had to have it. Maes had raped the man on the train, thinking that would satisfy his lust. He was wrong. It only took a few weeks before Maes found himself at the camp once more, taking the young man and making sure that he could do everything in his power to keep him alive. He had never felt this way about a jew. After ridding himself of Gracia, Maes thought he would never feel this way again, and Maes knew that he had to do something, that the orders he had followed without question were wrong. He vowed then and there to save who he could and redeem himself of his crimes.

But that had been weeks ago. After making that vow, the Allies had bombed the rail system and taken away his chance to see that man. Maes was stranded in his own home, and for the first time, did not want to be in Munich. He sat alone in his dark living room, pants open and erection jutting out into the open. Just thinking about the man had caused Maes to become so around- “Fuck...” he cursed softly into the room, his hand moving quickly up and down the over sensitive flesh. If it wasn’t for that damn Jew-

“Roy...” Maes moaned out as he upped his actions, his other hand moving down to grasp and roll his balls. All he had to do was remember how that Jew had become so willing, finally seeing that with Maes’ help, he could be set free. Maes thought about how hot the man’s mouth was when wrapped around his cock, how if he came the man would swallow every drop of it. Maes let off another noise, hand tightening around his erection as he thought about the tight heat of the man’s ass, of how the man would moan and writhe beneath him when Maes fucked him hard. And then the image of the man’s sweet face as he came appeared into Maes’ mind.

Maes couldn’t take it anymore. It was all too much as he let off a strangled cry, climaxing hard and covering his hand and shirt with the warm and sticky fluid. In the heat of the moment, Maes let off a low laugh as he tucked himself back into his pants and pulled his shirt off, quickly cleaning his hand and getting rid of it. It was only a matter of time, he knew, until he would be found out and deemed gay, because S.S. officers could not fuck a male Jew and get away with-

His thoughts were interrupted as a pounding erupted from his door. Maes could only smile. He didn’t bother with answering the door, a squad of soldiers soon bursting their way in and training their weapons onto Maes. “Comrade Hughes...” a familiar voice spoke up, forcing Maes to look into the ice-blue eyes of friend and long-time comrade, Frank Archer. “Under the ruling of Fuhrer Hitler, I hereby arrest you for acts of treason against the Fuhrer and homosexuality. At 0700 tomorrow, you will be transported to camp for immediate execution.”

Maes said not a word as he slowly stood, the soldiers restraining him and forcing him out the door. This was wrong, he knew, but it was too late for him to open the eyes of his comrades. Instead, as he was being forced into an officer’s car to head down to the jail, Maes could only thank the Jew for showing him everything that he did.

“Roy...”

~* Owari *~