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Mustang does not give up a chase that easily	By : foxkitsune300 Category: Fullmetal Alchemist > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1004 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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~*~*~*~*Chapter 1~*~*~*~*

It was all off the record, It’s all I could do for him, the case was solved, Edward had ‘detained’ Barry the chopper, when I wrote up the report I made sure to leave one small detail out, Edward was a child, it never should have happened to him, he was only eleven.

I wonder if he fully understood that night what had happened to him, the Rockbell girl seemed to understand, or maybe not. She didn’t seem to act different towards Ed, maybe it was her way of helping to heal him. Alphonse was another matter, Ed refused to let his brother know what had happened, Before the younger brother got in there to save Ed’s life, Ed had already ‘fixed’ himself, till this day I am still disgusted by what that maniac had done to Ed, to a child.

Edward was in the hospital for a few hours, he wouldn’t stay long, he made me promise to hide any medical documents on what ‘injuries’ he sustained during his… Attack, No one would know, only a small handful of us, Hawkeye acted the same towards Ed as she always did, she was one of the small few who knew what that twisted son-of-a-bitch did to the boy. Ed began acting like his old self, but I knew better.

Once your body has been violated like that… You are never yourself again.

That’s right, Roy Mustang, Lieutenant Colonel Mustang, the great flame Alchemist, was rapped…. It was during the Ishbal Massacre, I was on night watch, and they came up from behind, knocked me out, and did horrible things.

It wasn’t the Ishbal men, no, it was my own, other solders working for the state, they’d gotten bored of the Ishbal women and decided the flame Alchemist was a perfect fuck, I never told anyone what had happened, only Hughes figured it out, when he’d come to my apartment after the war, he knew I wasn’t just upset by the deaths of all those people, I was broken, used, and no good.

I tended to keep my distance from men for a while after that, I didn’t want to feel like a common whore, but the more I was alone, the more I thought and those memories of waking up in the sand naked and covered in… It still makes me want to throw up, I began to womanize, I would find a new woman almost every night, sleep with her, and leave, I was too dirty… Filthy to be in a real relationship, not even with Hawkeye, yet she seemed to accept me for everything I was, the reason I womanize you ask? Simple, after a man is rapped, he feels… Less of a man… I did what I did because I wanted to feel like a man, but those women, all of them. Made me sick, letting a man inside them, even after only knowing him a few measly minutes!

Edward was acting normal, he actions seemed almost perfect like nothing had happened to him, but I saw, I saw the broken looks he had when he was thinking, I saw the slight limp he had –which he blames on his auto mail leg being too short- I saw how he really felt, like me, he felt used, disgusted.

You’re probably asking, how did Alphonse not find Edward lying naked on the floor? Alchemy, Edward was aware of everything going on around him; -he’d later told me in his report- when Barry dragged him to the table… And assaulted the pre-teen, he’d assumed Edward would be like any rape victim, he’d curl up into a ball on the floor and cry, Barry walked away from Ed, big mistake, Edward is anything but a normal human, he was abnormal, he was perfect, he’d grabbed his Auto mail arm, and put it on, he used his alchemy to make himself at least look like nothing happened, not for himself, but to lure Barry away from Winry, it was all he could do to save the girl.

Why am I telling you all this? I have realized, after watching Edward suffer the same way I was, I loved the boy, and it was tough for me I was twenty-five and he was only eleven when I started getting these feelings, it wasn’t until a year or so later I finally understood my feelings.

I guess you could say our relationship begun to ‘blossom’ at a horrible time, it was at the end, before he’d left, left everyone, even Alphonse.

He’d tried to steal the car me and Hawkeye were in, once realizing it was us he simply just got in, I knew everything he was going through, I could see it in his eyes, he was going to save Alphonse, and he was scared, he didn’t know what was waiting for him, what was going to happen, but to save his brother he’d go.

Maybe it’s his loyalty that made me fall for him? I still do not know….

I refused to let him go to the Fuhrer’s estate, I couldn’t bear it if he was hurt, under my care, I loved him, yet I was too afraid, he was almost fifteen and me? I was nearly thirty, I simply got out of the car with him, we said our good-bye’s, I raised my hand to salute. There was no need, I was not a solder, not after what I was going to do, so I put my hand down in a hand shake, I could only smile at him, his hand smacked mine, he smiled back, and for the first time I felt a connection between us, I wanted to hold him, to kiss him, but again I was too scared, if we lived through this, I’d admit my true feelings, I swore I would!

I loved through it, and Alphonse came back in his true form, but Ed was gone, no one had seen or heard anything from him, I was injured so until I fully healed I stayed with Hawkeye, but that didn’t last long, I dropped the rank as Lieutenant Colonel, I was just an enlisted man now, I spent my days in the middle of nowhere, I couldn’t be around anyone, my heart was broken, I had a few visitors, but no one stayed long, seeing me in such a state, I’d given up alchemy too, I had no need for it, Edward was gone, I was alone, yet the hardest part of Ed being gone? Alphonse, the boy was seventeen legally, but physically and mentally he was only thirteen, he spent the past three years looking for Edward, three long years, it broke my heart more, and more seeing him, he looked so much like Ed, when I did see him, I had forgotten a few times he was Alphonse, all I saw was Ed.

Big mistake, because the last time, he and I were alone, he’d come to my cabin to try and see if I had any leads on Edward, it was late and he’d spent the night.

I love Edward I always have, Alphonse understood, when we’d awoken the next morning, I was ashamed of myself, I’d seduced the baby brother of the man I’d loved, an underage (physically) boy, Alphonse was so kind hearted, he had no memory of the four years he and Ed traveled with each other, but he seemed to understand my feelings towards his brother, he stayed with me until noon that day, then left to try and find his brother, I think I had given up on finding Edward, the thought he might be dead begun to fill my mind, I started to worry, but my heart screamed at me ‘no he is alive’.

Then something happened, earth quakes and a high power of Alchemy being used in both Central and the city of Liore, I’d heard of the solders there attacking, I knew, Edward was on the other side of that make shift portal, I headed back to central, it took a few days, and when I got there, it was a battle field, and for the first time in almost three years, I used Alchemy to save my comrades and my friends, Hawkeye seemed happy to see me, but I couldn’t say the same about her, she loved me, yet I loved another, it was all just heart ache for her, if she wanted to be hurt again, I wouldn’t stop her.

I’d taken the hot air balloon, leaving the blonde woman behind, she wanted to come I knew she did, she wanted to have me all to herself, but I ignored her cries, and protests, claiming it was only big enough for one person, that wasn’t true, I planned to find Alphonse and bring him back with me, I was unsure what this mechanical flying object was exactly, but it was armed, with both guns, and Alchemy, then I saw Alphonse using his Alchemy to raise the ground high enough to get to the machine, the gun aimed, I used my Alchemy, two sets of eyes stared at me, and for a moment, I was shocked.

Edward Elric was crutched down beside his brother on the makeshift platform, I must have said something funny because both boy’s smiled and laughed softly at me, I was in auto pilot, I wasn’t really there, we’d all jumped onto the concrete platform and begun running to the ship, I stayed outside combusting the guns that appeared, while Alphonse and Ed went inside the ship, to stop the captain inside.

It was all over, the brothers walked out of the ‘rocket’ as Edward had called it, I couldn’t resist, I’d waited eight years to be able to hold him, I waited three years to tell him I loved him, I’d waited too long to finally be able to kiss him.

The second Edward was in reach I grabbed him, pinned him to the wall, and kissed him, not a small little kiss, I put all my feelings into it, I ravished his sweet tasting mouth, he tasted like chocolates, and cinnamon.

At first he tensed, as if unsure what was happening, but then he returned the kiss, I wanted him so bad, I wanted to make him mine, but I knew it wasn’t the time or place, it wasn’t meant to be, our kiss didn’t last long, and we both knew what had to be done.

He’d used his Alchemy to break off the wing of the rocket, and had that same alchemy lower it safely to the ground, when Edward explained to a crying Alphonse where he was going, and why, my heart begun to break again, I realized then, I wasn’t in love with Ed, I was in love with the Elric’s, both of them it seemed.

I watched Ed walk back into the rocket, and held Alphonse close, my eyes darkening, I couldn’t bear the thought of Alphonse being alone again, he had no one, he didn’t have a mother, a father, and now his brother was leaving again, with a swift push I watched him fall to the other half of the rocket, I stood straight and saluted trying to fight back tears, Roy Mustang didn’t cry, Alphonse watched as the broke wing drifted away, and the rocket shot off, I could see the joy in his eyes, that joy, and knowing the brothers were going to be safe, and together, it was what made me finally become a man, something I longed for, for years.

I will never know if Edward and Alphonse made it back to that other world, all I know is they are happy, my heart still screams at me, telling me they are alive, I smile as I stare into the fire, I may have destroyed the gate to and from that world on our side, but I’d find a way to get my boys back.

After all Mustang does not give up a chase that easily!

Author notes: I may do a second chapter, or third, Ed's POV and Alphonse POV... Maybe
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