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Trust in Blind Faith	By : Ashley Category: Dragon Ball Z > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2472 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Trust in blind faith by Star Spangle Mistress

Done in POV style writing. Please forgive me; I'm not the best with this type of writing.

When you're a teenager you think that the world is great to a point. You are almost an adult. You're almost out of high school preparing to enter college if you chose to. And you have the greatest time of your life right in front of your eyes. As for me, I'm happy knowing that I've finally graduated and I'm off to college to get my degree in business. My mother is so proud of me she's bursting at the seams. My father on the other hand, I don't think he really knows what's going on in my life. He never did before, but I have that feeling that deep down he does but never shows it.

And there is Chibi, Son Goten, my best friend in the entire universe. We've always been together through think and thin as far back as I can even remember. I don't remember a day without having Goten around. I think he's upset that I'm going to be leaving for college in a few weeks. I can't say that I blame him one bit. I wish he was coming with me, but I know I'll have to wait another year before he graduates high school so he can follow. But what else can I do? I'll be home to visit, and it's not likeon'on't have money to get back home. Hell I'll fly home on my own power just to see him.

There is a lot that I haven't told Chibi yet. I feel bad keeping secrets and such from him, but I'm not sure how he'll react in this case if you know what I mean. How can you be nonchalant about coming out of the closet so to speak? 'Hey Goten, guess what? I'm gay and I'm in love with you.' I don't think that would go over to well. Thicretcret has been eating me alive since, man maybe since I was fourteen? Maybe even longer before I actually figured out what I was feeling. Been years I know of. Nothing like fighting a battle with your own conscious on a daily basis just to keep myself from just pinning him to a wall and kissing him senseless. I've dated girls but nothing compares to the high I get just being around Goten. No one will ever be able to take his place I have in my heart for him. It's his and his only!

What isn't there to like about Goten? I can't think of a single thing really. He inherited his father's wide smile that melts my heart each time I see it. He's smart if you actually sit down and talk with him. He might not be as smart as Gohan his brother, but it's all the same to me. He's warm, compassionate, considerate, and lovable, man the list is endless with him. I love the glimmer in his sable eyes when he's happy. The way some of the spiky locks of hair fall into his eyes. Man I have to stop thinking about this before�never mind I'm already hard as a damn rock.

"Hey Trunks-kun, you're spacing out on me again."

"Huh? Oh I'm sorry Goten, I'm just thinking. What were you saying?" Damn I didn't realize I was that far off thinking about him again, especially with him sitting not three feet away.

"I said I was going to go home. I've got a headache." He says to me again while I'm paying attention. That's when I finally look over to him and see his hand rubbing his head gingerly. He looks a little pale to me. I wonder if it's just the heat getting to him.

"Are you alright Chibi? I can take you home if you like."

"I'm fine. I think I just need to sleep it off or something. I'll talk to you later." He raises a hand to me in a farewell gesture before leaving me to my thoughts again. I watch him take to the skies heading towards his home while I debate if I should go home as well. I suppose I should go home. I've got a lot of things to do before I leave for school.

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I leave for school tomorrow. I still haven't told him that I love him. Damn it I lack in the courage department. I want to kick myself in the ass. Poor Chibi, he's been acting strange for that last few weeks as well. Separation anxiety I guess. He won't know how bad it will be for me. I have to tell him today. He should be here soon. He's planning on staying over here tonight so he can come with my family to see me off in the morning. Now just to figure out the right time to do it now.

I can here the door open and close downstairs. His heavy footfalls on the stairs as he made his way to my room like he's done on so many countless occasions. I'm actually surprised that he didn't come in through the window like he's done so many times before in the middle of the night or when he didn't want to be seen by my father. I'm still not sure why Goten did that from time to time. He practically grew up here with me, my father being the only father figure that he never had while growing up. Nothing against Goku mind you, but Goten needed a fatherly role model growing up that neither ChiChi or Gohan could provide.

My heart is fluttering now as he nears my door. Kami damn it I need to tell him soon. I just hope he takes it well. Hell I'd be extremhapphappy if he shares my feelings. Either way I need to get it off my chest soon. The door finally cracks open and I can see his shadowy form just on the other side. He's shuffling his feet, his head hanging low with his sagging shoulders. This wasn't the Goten I knew.

"Goten?" He finally meets my gaze, his hands searching for the desk chair to his right. His eyes look glassy as he looks in my direction and it makes my heart stop for a second.

"Goten-kun? Are you alright?" I asked closing the gap between us as I notice a slight sway in his stance. What the hell is wrong with him?

"I'll be fine Trunks. Give me a few minutes." I notice his grip on the chair has turned his knuckles stark white.

"Bullshit Goten! Tell me what's wrong!" I inquired very loudly at him. He mumbled something I had to strain to hear him.

"My head hurts." Kami! What the hell is going on? I usher him to sit on the bed, reclining him back so he could stretch out.

"Goten if you were hurting this bad why did you come here?"

"I had to see you before you leave didn't I?" He says as he tossed his arm across his eyes.

"Damn it, you know I'd be back when I can."

"But I had to see you." He mutters under his breath.

"Fine." I sighed out getting up from the bed.

"I'm going to get you some aspirin and some water."

I made my way to the bathroom across the hall for the required items. I know I wasn't gone very long before I stepped back into the room. What I saw next was enough to kill me. He was on his knees in the middle of the bed, his arms wrapped around his head sobbing. Was he in that much pain that it reduced him to sobbing like a child?

"Goten, here." I say trying to get him to take the small white pills in my hand. It seems he doesn't know I'm here. I pull him upright trying to pry his arms away, trying with all my might to get his attention.

"Goten you're scaring me here." I rasped out, my heart in my stomach. His sable eyes are rolled up in his head. I can't see the beautiful eyes that I love to look at. His body starts to tremble before turning violent.

"Oh Dende no! Goten! Goten!" I shouted, pulling his body to mine on the floor. I'm scared, and I don't scare easy.

"Mom! Dad! Someone please help me!" I'm shouting with a breaking voice. I can feel tears coursing down my cheeks as I watch Goten in my arms still in seizure. Dende what is happening!

It's my father that answers my distress call. I know he wasn't happy as he came up the stair stringing together a line of saiyan and multiple other languages together full of bright explicative. Cool heads prevail it seems because he took Goten from me and yelled at me to get my mother. I stumbled to my feet taking a moment to look at Goten on my carpeted floor.

"Get your mother now!" Father growls out to me before returning his attention back to my best friend.

I ran. I ran so fast through the house and out the back door to the small lab just out back. I don't know what my mother will do she's not a medical doctor at all. I should have just called an ambulance. By the time I grab my mother and bring her back to my room, Dad was tending toow sow still Goten.

"Oh Dende he's dead�" I blurted out as my mom pushes past me to kneel beside him.

My eyes are only focused on him. I 't h't hear my parents talking with one another or notice that they are talking to me. I don't know if I could answer their questions even if I had the answers myself. My Goten was on my bedroom floor sprawled out.

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I'm barely aware of what's going on around me. I've been standing in this damn corner for it seems hours now waiting. Everyone is here. All scared, but not as much as I am over Goten. Why now? Why is this happening? Why can't I see him yet? I'm on the verge of just blowing shit up to release some of this stress, my fears, and my worries but all I can do is stand here in this damn corner.

People have come and gone, but I keep my vigil here waiting like Goten's parents and mine. What could have happened that a senzu bean couldn't heal? I hear the door to the waiting room open, I was expecting someone else coming to wait on their love ones but it turned out to be a doctor. He's talking to Goten's parents. I push myself off of the wall so I can hear what is being said.

"It's operatable. We just have to do it now before it grows worse."

"Will he live?" I hear my mother ask. What's g ong on? My heart begins to thump wildly in my chest.

"We have the best staff here at this hospital. We are going to try our best to remove the tumor without damaging any other parts." What?!?! Tumor? Oh Kami I feel my muscles growing weak. The word struck terror to my heart and soul. My Goten could die?

"I need your consent so we can start as soon as possible. Where the tumor is growing it's going to take a lot of delicate time for us to get to it. He might have some brain damage from the pressure of the tumor but we won't know for sure if or when he recovers." ChiChi and Goku signed the papers quickly as I watched in total grief.

"Trunks?" It's my mother's voice calling but I can't answer. My body is trembling in fear for my best friends life. I'm just glad someone caught me as I tumbled over, my legs not able to support me any longer
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