Shiver

Chapter 12
Right and Wrong

I tried to squeeze my eyes tight against the brightness, but it was no use, so I opened them and looked out my bedroom window. It was morning alright. My angel was still here, snuggled safe in my side. A surge of adrenaline raced through my chest as the memories of what happened blazed through my mind. That bastard Envy. He'll pay for what he did.

I didn't want to wake Ed, so I untangled my limbs from his as carefully as I could. As I sat up, one metal and one flesh hand clutched my wrists.

Ed's eyes were wide. "Roy, wh-where are you going?"

I dropped down at his side and held him. "I have to go to headquarters."

"N-no, don't go." His head buried deep into my chest.

"I'm sorry, but I have to go in for just a few hours. I'll send Havoc over to keep an eye on you. Believe me, I won't let anything happen to you." I had to check on the leads Hawkeye found yesterday and I didn't want Ed knowing about it.

"I don't want Havoc. I want you." Ed's finger's tightened around my wrist, as if he wouldn't allow me to leave.

I kissed the top of his golden head. "I know, but this is important."

"I'll go with you." His voice muffled in skin and sheets.

"No, I don't want you there yet. You need to rest." I neglected to tell him Envy could still be prowling the halls.

“Please, let me go with you.” His grip tightened.

“Ed, lay back down. I’m not going anywhere, okay?” I waited, looking into his eyes, trying to soothe him with an unwavering gaze. Obviously, today would not be the day for me to check on those leads.

Ed’s face slowly relaxed and he rolled onto his back on the bed. “I’m sorry. I just—“

“Shh . . . “ I placed my index finger over his lips. “Don’t be sorry. If you need me here, then this is where I should be.”

He nodded, never letting his eyes leave mine. “R-roy?”

“Yes?”

“I’m hungry.” A faint smile curled the corners of his mouth.

I glanced down to his groin to confirm my suspicions. “And what are you hungry for?” I smirked.

Ed’s hand left my wrist to rest over the bulge in the sheets covering his groin and his eyes glazed over for a moment

“Don’t, Ed, you need to control yourself and that’s mine, remember?”

Ed moaned, low and soft. “T-tell me what to do, please, Roy.”

I had to think quickly. Was there a way to check on those leads without Ed knowing? “Get on your hands and knees.”

A mischievous need glimmered in Ed’s eyes as he repositioned himself on the bed, on hands and knees. His head rose and he gazed up at me, licking his lips in anticipation. His hard cock curved up and out from between his legs. A bead of pre-seed already formed on its tip.

The sight of Ed waiting for me sent an intense desire aching through my body. My cock hardened in an instant. “That’s good, Ed.” Almost too good. I climbed up to my knees and positioned my erection at his mouth. “Suck it.”

Ed lifted his flesh hand and wrapped it around the base of my erection. His slick tongue licked up my shaft, sending a sweet shudder through my body. I thrust my hips forward and let out a soft moan.

Ed took me in his mouth and pumped, running his tongue up the underside of my cock, fondling my sac with nimble fingers.

Delicious pleasure rushed through my body. I gasped. “Faster, Ed.” I placed my hands on his sides, steadying my thrusts into his mouth.

Ed’s hips lowered. His cock fell between his thighs and he squeezed them together tight while rocking forward. A long, low moan escaped him.
“Ed, control yourself.” I stopped all movement.

Ed took his mouth off me and looked up. “I-I’m sorry.” His breathing was ragged.

“This the second time today I’ve had to tell you to control yourself. You’ve been a bad boy, Ed.” I smirked. This was too much fun.

Ed’s eyes glazed over with lust. “Yes, I’ve been bad. You need to punish me.” His cock clearly jerked between his legs and pre-seed seeped from the tip.

“You want to be punished, don’t you?” Unbelievable, did he do that just to get punished? I wide smile played over my lips.

Ed looked away, as if in shame. “I, I, no, I don’t. I just want you, Roy.”

“No, I think you want to be punished. What if I let you do whatever you wanted? What if there was no punishment for today?” A little backwards psychology couldn’t hurt.

Ed’s eyes rushed back at me. His face tensed with something bordering fear and desperation. His hands came up to paw at my arms. “N-no, Roy, please, please punish me. I need it. I tried to give myself pleasure when I wasn’t supposed to. Please.”

Wait, this is fucked up, plain and simple. I lowered myself down to his level and kissed his forehead, cupping his chin in my palm. “Ed, relax. It’s a game, remember? It’s only a game.”

Confusion swept over Ed’s face. His mouth opened, but nothing came out.

“Tell me what’s going on inside your head?” I let my eyes roam his face, searching for any indication our little game hurt him.

“Nothing’s going on. I just want to be punished, please, Roy.” Tears shimmered in his eyes.

My hand trailed up and down his arm. “Tell me something. What does this mean to you?”

“Mean to me?” Ed’s body trembled.

“If I don’t play this game. What does that mean to you?”

“Y-you love me, don’t you, Roy? You said so.” Ed gasped and rushed his automail palm up to cover his mouth. “I-I’m sorry, I asked a question. I need to be punished. I’m being bad, really bad.”

Guilt ate at my insides. What did I do to him? This wasn’t right, not at all. I grabbed his shoulders and shook him for a moment. “Ed, snap out of it. Even if I don’t play this little game with you, I still love you. It won’t change that.”

Ed’s eyes rested on mine. “I know. I do know that.”

I sat back on my legs and raked my hand through my hair. “Shit, Ed, I don’t know about this. It just seems like you need some time to get over what happened.”

Ed came forward, seizing my arms. “No, this is what I need. Believe me.”

I thought it over for a moment, gazing into his face. He seemed so sure. Could I really deny him? “Hands and knees, Ed. And this time, no touching yourself in any way and I don’t want to hear a sound out of you. It’s all about control.”

Quickly, Ed positioned himself on his hands and knees. An urgent lust filled his eyes and his cock stiffened.

Good or bad, I needed it too, I realized. I rose up on my knees again.

Grasping my erection with his flesh hand, Ed’s mouth surrounded me and pumped, hard and insistent.

Pleasure seared through my body. Tension coiled in my groin, aching to be released. My hips thrust. My sac tightened. I gasped. Quickly, I put my fingers in my mouth and wet them. Leaning down over Ed, I snuck a finger inside his passage.

Ed’s hips jerked and his mouth stopped for a second. His brows tensed before resuming the motions on my erection.

As he pumped me, I stroked his insides, entering him from both ends. I pushed another finger inside him.

Ed let out a gasp over my hard cock. His hips swayed with the stroking of my fingers. Pre-seed leaked from his erection to drip onto the sheets.

“Control it, Ed. You’re in enough trouble already.” Husky desire laced through my voice. My climax teased, just under the surface.

Ed’s mouth pumped faster, harder, in time with my fingers and my thrusting hips. His body shook and short whimpers escaped him to shiver over my cock.

My body surged, sending pleasure washing over me in a torrent of sensation. My erection pulsed and swelled before spurting my seed into Ed’s lapping mouth. Wave after wave pounded through me, making my body rigid. I cried out and fell over Ed’s back.

Ed writhed below me, pushing my fingers deep inside him. His mouth stayed on me until the very end, until every last drop was drained from me.

I pulled my fingers out of him and fell to my side on the bed.

Panting, Ed sat back on his legs. His body shuddered as his carnal gaze met mine. His hair was a disheveled mop, falling over his shoulders. Sweat dribbled down his chest. His cock stood tall and stiff, still seeping for attention. “I need my punishment.”

“And you will get it. You’ve been a very naughty boy, Ed.” A smirk formed on my lips.

Ed’s eyes glazed over and his swollen cock pulsed. He held his breath for a moment.

“I’m going to watch you shower and I’m going to tell you exactly what do to and you’ll do it and no more than what I tell you.” I sat up on an elbow.

Ed nodded.

xxx

I held the glass door open to the shower while Ed entered it. After coming in behind him, I closed the door. The warm water cascaded down us both, cleansing our bodies of the remnants of our lust.

Quickly, I washed my body and hair while Ed stood patiently beside me. I handed him the soap. “Okay, wash everything but your groin.”

Ed ran the soap over his chest, his arms, down his legs. He washed his hair. A white lather covered his body and dripped onto the whiter tiles of the shower floor.

Reaching up, I toyed with his nipple.

Ed’s already hard cock jerked as I gave his nipple a pinch. His teeth clenched.

I ran my hand down his chest, slicking it with soap along the way. My fingers brushed over his erection and rested on his sac. I gave it a light squeeze.

Ed’s eyes closed tight and his lips pursed.

“Go ahead. Clean your dick.”

Ed’s eyes opened. Need washed over his face. His flesh hand came up to rest over the shaft of his erection. He pressed the soap to his cock and brought it up and down.

My fingers fondled his sack. I leaned in and placed a passionate kiss over his lips.

Ed pulled away, panting. “I, I can’t. I’m too close.”

I pulled my hand away from his sac. “Okay then. Just use your hand to clean it and do it extra slowly.”

Ed’s body shuddered and trembled. Licking his lips, he handed me the soap. His fingers wrapped around his cock and gave it a slow stroke. His knees buckled.

Reaching out, I slipped my hands under his armpits and pushed him against the side of the shower. “Do it, Ed.”

His eyes flashed at me, burning with lust. His hips rocked back as his hand resumed its motion, running down under his sac and back up to the tip of his cock.

“Squeeze it.”

Ed’s brows tensed. His fingers squeezed the tip of his erection and his knees tried to buckle again.

I held him tight to the wall, watching him, captivated by him. “Do it again, everything you just did.”

A muffled whimper filled the air. Ed bit his lower lip. His hand stroked down again, deeper under his sac, and rubbed hard as it came back up. At the top, his hand tightened. “I can’t, Roy!”

I slapped his hand away from his groin. “Okay, that’s enough. Rinse off and let’s get out.”

xxx

I put on my robe and strolled out to the kitchen, wanting to call Hawkeye while Ed dressed. At the moment, I didn’t really care if he ended up beating off while I left him. There were more important matters to tend to.

I picked up my phone from the kitchen counter and dialed Hawkeye. A few rings sounded in my ear as I pressed the receiver to my head

“Hawkeye here.”

“Hawkeye, this is Colonel Mustang.”

“Colonel? How is Edward?”

I wrapped the phone cord around my fingers. How was he exactly? “Fine, I think. He just needs some time.”

“Alphonse has been here to see me a number of times. He’s worried about his brother and wants to know what happened to him.”

“Don’t tell him.”

“Colonel, he deserves to know.”

I sighed. “Ed doesn’t want him to know, not yet anyway. Just put him off until Ed’s better.” The cord pulled tight on my fingers. “Hawkeye?”

“Yes?”

“What did you find yesterday?”

“We did what you asked and leaked the information that a major discovery was made in Ed’s lab.”

“And? What about information on Envy? Did you find out who made him?” I released the phone cord.

“You better sit down for this one, sir.”

I shifted my stance, mentally bracing myself. “Go on.”

“Ed’s father made him. Envy is the soul-less reincarnation of Ed’s older, half-brother.”

The room spun for a moment. “Holy shit. Is there any way Ed knows that?”

“I don’t think so, sir.”

“Make sure that information is sealed up tight. Information like that could really send Ed off the deep end.” I took a long inhale.

“Of course.”

“Do you know Hohenheim’s whereabouts?”

“I’ve already put out a search for him. I’ll let you know as soon as he turns up.”

I ran a finger on the counter, making slow circles. “Let’s just hope he has something we can use when we find him.”

“Who are you talking about?” Ed’s voice filled the kitchen.

I whirled around, slapping the phone back on its holder. “How long have you been standing there?”