hesitation

Title: Hesitation

Warning: yaoi,
angst, language

Pairing: envyxed,
royxed, envyxroyxed

Disclaimer: Definitely not ours. Arakawa
Hiroaki-sensei owns those cool characters and stories and we just borrow it for
our yaoi plot. ^_^

A/N: For all the reviewers, thank you so
much, please doesn’t get bored to review our story. And for Citoy,
happy b’day! Here’s come chapter 2! Hope you like it!
Enjoy!

Chapter 2

Edward is standing in
front of Roy’s house. It’s about 4 a.m. in the morning when he finally reached
it. It was a long way from Envy’s place to Roy’s house, and it takes more time than
it was supposed because his body is still sore from his action with Envy
before.He’s standing there, afraids to go in. His wound is still lang=EN-US>hurt, even thought Envy has treats it. He’s afraid to face lang=EN-US>Roy right now.

But he realized that he can’t stay outside
forever so he dares himself to step into lang=EN-US>Roy’s house. What
should he say when he meet Roylang=EN-US>? He can’t just casually say something like “Hey Roy, do you know
that envy is such a good fucker?” Yeah right, and he was sure that ifsay say
something like that and he would turns into ashes in seconds. Ed gulped at the
thought and put it aside. He opened the door without ringing the bell because
he knows that Roylang=EN-US>’s never bothering himself to lock the door. Even an idiot knows not
to mess with The Flame Alchemist.

Quietly, Ed makes his way toward lang=EN-US>Roy’s room and
found Roylang=EN-US> was sleeping on his bed. He closed the door with a soft ‘click’ and
proceeding his way to the bed. He chuckled when he saw that Roy sleep with his
shirt, that workaholic guy, he must be too tiredchanchange before he go to
sleep. Ed wonders if Roylang=EN-US> was worried about him. He didn’t want to upset lang=EN-US>Roy, or… Al. he’ll
gladly killed the one who try to insult his brother. Edward stares at lang=EN-US>Roy’s sleeping
figure and stoke his hair gently. Roylang=EN-US>‘s face is 100 times cuter when he was sleeping like this, and
without his arrogant smirks add Edward.

Roylang=EN-US>, suddenly aware to the intruder, wakes and glares at the person in
front of him. The room was dark, so he can’t see the person who is standing in
front of him.

“Who’s there? Don’t you know with whom do
you mess with? I warn you that I’m not in my good mood lately, so don’t ever
try to do something stupid or I’ll let you experience a painful death.”

Ed is smiling when he heard Roy’s voice,
how he had miss it…a lot, even if he was teasing him. He forgets about Envy for
awhile and then he spoke with a softer tone than his usual, maybe because he
doesn’t want to argue with Roylang=EN-US> this time.

“I’m fully aware that I’ve disturb my class=SpellE>Honoo no Renkinjutsushi from his
beauty sleep,”

class=GramE>“Hagane no?”

“Hai…it’s me
Roy,”

With that Roy gets up from
the bed and throws himself to Ed. He was worried all the times Ed was missing.
He pulls Ed into his embrace and kiss Ed’s forehead.

“Ow,ow,ow..
Be careful Roylang=EN-US>, my wound just healed, and I don’t want it to reopen againclass=GramE>..”

“You’re hurt? How? When? Where? Is it bad?
What had really happened?”

Roylang=EN-US> bombarded him with question while eyeing Ed body. His clothes were
covered by dirt, and had being cut, and he found that Ed’s stomach was
bandaged. He touches it carefully and studied Ed’s wound. Ed melted on lang=EN-US>Roy’s light touches
and he was having hard times to hold bais mis moan.

“Don’t worry lang=EN-US>Roy, it is fine
now, someone had take care of the wound…..”

Envy…Ed thought, he had been wondered on
his way here about him. Will Envy mad at him? Envy just hard to reads, he never
understand his thinking. But now he was in front of lang=EN-US>Roy. How could he
thinking about other man in front of lang=EN-US>Royhead violently and try to get rid Envy from his .style='mso-spacerun:yes'>

“Ed? Are you still here?”

“Yes… I’m just tired I guess”

 
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Another lie. He never lied to lang=EN-US>Roy before, even in
the worst situation, he always honest to him. Did Envy changes him that much?
He didn’t want to know. If he can, he just wants to forget about what happened
between him and Envy. Deep down inside his heart he know it’s impossible.

“Let’s go to the bed then, I’ve got about 3
hours left to sleep again. But first you should change your clothes into the
more comfortable one.”

Ed nodded and after he changes to his
clothes that he left in Roylang=EN-US>’s house, he slips into lang=EN-US>Roy’s bed and lang=EN-US>Roy follows him.
They lie side by side, and then they started to talk.

“You don’t know how much I’m worried about
you that I was nearly fried anyone, who were disturbed me even just a bit, to
crisp, Hagane no. And everyone is worried about you
too, you know.”

“Well, I’m feeling sorry for the people
around you. And I’m really sorry to make you worried to death, lang=EN-US>Roy.” Ed felt
guilty started to rise again. When here everyone is worried about him, he
was…well, having pleasure with Envy.

“You better be sorry. Now tel wha what had
happened to you”

“Well, first of all I was hurt. But I’m
okay now coz my wound healed already, just still a bit sore. I got these wounds
from my fight with the guards at 5^th laboratory when we sneaked
there. And which remind me, how is Al?”

“He just quiet and worries, but he’s okay!
He’s at Central though. I’ll inform him later. But first, what for you’re
sneaked to the 5^th library?”

“It’s a long story. For short, we found the
clues about Philosopher’s Stone so we went to checked it. We involved into the
fight with the guards who were happened to be empty armor like Al and I got
wounded. Then, I met with homunculus and they’re so powerful. I got attacked
and fainted.”

“…empty armor? Homunculus?
I can’t believe it…sere’ere’s someone who also can do soul transmutation beside
you? And the fact that homunculus are exist…”

“Aa, class=SpellE>totemo shinjirarenai…there’s
someone out there who’s crazy and skillful enough to attach the souls of
prisoners to armors and created homunculus, but that’s the truth.”

“Then I believe you. But still, that
doesn’t explain your missing. Where the hell were you all this time? And why
are you here and not at Central? Not that I mind your present.”

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“I was kidnapped by one of the homunculus
and when I escaped, I realized that I was brought here. So, I decided to go
here coz I miss you, Roy.”

“I miss you too, Ed. But you have to tell me
the details later so I can investigate it. So, did the homunculus hurt you
while you’re kidnapped?”

“No …he didn’t do anything to me” Another
lie to Roylang=EN-US>, well not a full lie, but still. It’s true that Envy didn’t hurt
him, but for all God sake, they are having sex while every one was worried.

“Oh, really?” lang=EN-US>Roy raised one of
his eyebrow the show his disbelief

“Yes,” But Ed didn’t look at lang=EN-US>Roy’s eyes like he
usually does.