A Mistake

Alone

by Vegeta\'s Mate

vegetas_mate002@yahoo.com

A/N: This fic was inspired by an oldies song that I just happened to hear while flipping through the radio stations. The pairing will be V/G.

Angst, Goku\'s P.O.V., then Vegeta\'s P.O.V.

ALONE....


*I hear the ticking of the clock
*I\'m lying here the room\'s pitch dark
*I wonder where you are tonight

I looked out the window at the starry night, the warm breeze ruffling my wayward spikes.

I\'m thinking of you...

Do you even care? I felt your ki leave Earth this morning...it tore me apart. All I want to do is love you and protect you. But, of course, the night I was going to tell you of my feelings...you leave.

I suppose I should take that as a sign from the gods...that we could never be together.

I remember the last time we sparred...you were so intense, so fixated on defeating me...that I let you win. How could I have been so stupid!

You looked at me with contempt and,...was that disappointment?, shining in your eyes.

*No answer on the telephone
*And the night goes by so very slow
*Oh I hope that it won\'t end though
*Alone




Vegeta\'s P.O.V.


Pathetic.

I suppose I should have realized that he thought me so weak as to \'let\' me win...I\'ve never been more mortified in my life.

The one that I wanted to mate...the one that I could be myself around, thought me weak.

What greater shame could be brought down on me? If I told him of my ...feelings...it\'d be another one of his pity parties. He\'d pat me on the head and take my words entirely out of context...he\'d think I meant a platonic love...not the intense heat and passion he inspires within me at the slightest look.

I had to leave, I couldn\'t spar with my interest again and suffer his pity.

I want so badly to be able to wrap myself around his delicious body and drown in his endless eyes.


*Till now I always got by on my own
*I never really cared until I met you
*And now it chills me to the bone
*How do I get you alone
*How do I get you alone

*Alone, alone

Goku\'s P.O.V.


I won\'t let this go! I have to tell him...even if it means that he\'ll never feel the same way. I have to.

I can feel his ki, it feels...upset? I wonder what\'s wrong...oh no! He\'s still pissed about the spar.

I\'ll wait...give him time to get over my stupidity, before I tell him.

*You don\'t know how long I have wanted
*To touch your lips and hold you tight
*You don\'t know how long I have waited
*And I was gonna tell you tonight
*But the secret is still my own
*And my love for you is still unknown
*Alone


Vegeta\'s P.O.V.

This is killing me. I can\'t take this loneliness, this cold and desolate feeling of being alone.

Damn the bastard for making me feel this pain, I\'ve never felt anything like this before so I know it has to be the baka\'s doing.

Never have I minded feeling alone...until now. Fuck this nonsense! I\'m going back, and I will mate him whether he likes it or not!

No.

I could never force him to bow to my will. I have to know if his looks and the slight touches in battle are from feelings like mine or...just wishful thinking on my part.

I turn the ship around, going back to my heart...even if it is not returned.

Perhaps I should send a mental call to him?

No.

He knows I\'m coming back, knows we need to talk, mayhap he thinks it\'s about our spar...

Whatever the reason he will meet me when I land...I just hope my feelings won\'t be crushed.

I laugh depreciatingly, ~imagine, The Prince of All Saiyanjinn...in \'love\' with a third class nobody, no he\'s not a nobody...he\'s mine...or, hopefully, he will be.~



*Till now I always got by on my own
*I never really cared until I met you
*And now it chills me to the bone
*How do I get you alone
*How do I get you alone
*How do I get you alone
*How do I get you alone


TBC

What\'d you guys think? I know it\'s very short but this is what went through my head as I heard the song. Review and let me know. ~.^